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The strong smell of disinfectant invaded my nostrils as soon as we rushed into the hospital, heading directly for intensive care. Although I’d told him that he didn’t have to, Connor insisted on coming in with me and I was secretly grateful he had. I hated hospitals and was always glad to get out of them as quickly as possible. Mum was standing at the coffee machine in a world of her own as we rounded the final corner and when she turned towards me her deathly pale, tear stained face stoppe
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“How far away do you live Connor?” “Oh, the other side of town, about 10 minutes’ walk away. C’mon Jason, it’s this way” He led us through a maze of streets to an area of town I wasn’t particularly familiar with, until finally we reached a large open square surrounded by imposing Victorian houses. When they were first built in the 1800’s, no doubt each one would’ve been inhabited by some rich industrialist or upper class family, but I guessed that these days they’d probably all been co
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It had just turned six thirty as I walked through town towards the Rose and Crown. My stomach began turning over at the prospect of seeing Connor again and I could hardly believe what had happened on our last date. The thought of what might happen on this one left me breathless with desire and I hoped that this time, there would be no unfortunate interruptions. I soon reached the familiar, half timbered building and as I pushed open the heavy door, the glow of light spilled onto the dark
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Aiden is certainly a complex character. Much more interaction to come!
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Although it was only a week since my last date with Connor, it seemed to be the longest one of my life. Now it had finally reached Tuesday and the time had come to meet him for our second date. My whole body was shaking with apprehension at the prospect of further physical contact, but the urge to make it happen was overwhelming. There was no doubt about it; things were definitely hotting up between us. He’d been sending me suggestive texts all week and I’d been replying with equally suggestive
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It had turned slightly chilly when Connor and I left the pub, but the warm excited feeling that had lain in my stomach all evening refused to go away. If anything it was stronger than ever and the deep rooted feelings of anticipation and desire combined to make a potent mix. As we walked along the main street in the direction of the bus station it was killing me not to show Connor any affection. It was so unfair that we couldn’t hold hands or kiss in public like any straight couple and I could t
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It had just turned seven forty five when Connor walked in the door. He spotted me straight away and a smile lit up his face as he flopped down on the bench seat beside me, breathing heavily. “Phew, made it at last! Sorry I’m late Jason” “Don’t worry about it Connor. You’re here now, that’s the most important thing” He smiled at me gratefully and I drained my glass and stood up. “What can I get you to drink?” “Oh, I’ll have a pint of lager please” Liz clearly hadn’t tak
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It was Tuesday afternoon and my date with Connor was fast approaching. I felt sick with nervous anticipation, and my stomach was churning over and over as I tried desperately to overcome my feelings of fear and excitement. My hair was still damp from the long bath I’d just taken and now here I was, standing in front of my open wardrobe dressed only in briefs, wondering what on earth I was going to wear. An overpowering smell of deodorant pervaded the air and I knew that as soon as I walked into
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There was one major surprise in Samson’s that even now I struggled to get my head around. It came as a huge shock one Saturday night to bump into Marc Harris coming out of the toilet, and if I hadn’t seen it with my own eyes, I would never have believed it possible. At first I just stepped back and gaped at him with my mouth open, completely unsure what to do or say. He looked like a scared rabbit caught in the headlights of a car and clearly didn’t have a clue how to respond either. I was absol
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I’d been at the store for just over a year now and the routine of work had become the norm. I still really enjoyed working there and the majority of staff were friendly and easy to get on with. Tom, the good looking guy that had first made me feel so welcome when I came for my interview, had become a really good friend. If ever I needed any support or just to talk he was always there, and I really valued his friendship. Unfortunately, he was totally straight and also married - Although mos
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My first day at work was extremely daunting. For a start off, it was only the second time I’d ever been on a train before and it seemed an awfully long way to the city. In reality it was only about a twenty minute journey from Hamborough by train, but by the time I’d caught the bus from Dryford, it took just over an hour to get there. That was more than two hours travelling time a day, just to get to and from work! There was no way I would ever get used to it but surprisingly, I actually began
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By the following June I’d taken my final exams and at last school was officially over. I can’t say it had been the best time of my life, but at least I’d got through it relatively unscathed. I still didn’t have any really close friends, but hopefully the future would be brighter and my life would take a turn for the better. How wrong could I be!! All of a sudden, disaster struck my family and all our lives were changed forever. It was a particularly hot day in the middle of August, but
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The episode with Lucy Collins had soured my whole outlook on the dating and ‘relationship’ thing. Would I ever find someone who wanted to be with me because they actually liked me for who I really was? I knew that I couldn’t be the only gay student at my school, but it was incredibly difficult to work out who else might be too. As it turned out, school didn’t provide me with any chance to find out, but little did I know that my first fledgling footsteps into the unknown were soon to happen.
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7pm came around much too quickly. Even though it was a school night, mum and dad were delighted that I was going on my first date and after setting a 10pm curfew, had insisted that I wear my best clothes. I had far more than clothes on my mind though and was feeling absolutely petrified at the prospect of being in the dark cinema with Lucy. Apart from being totally inexperienced in such matters, there was the small problem of Lucy being the wrong sex. I had no idea what I was supposed to do or s
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PART 1 - CONNOR I’d always known I was different from an early age. The word ‘gay’ had occasionally been used at the small primary school I attended in Hamborough, but no one else, including me, really knew what it meant. I suppose that back then I must have been innocent and totally uncorrupted by life, because it wasn’t until secondary school that I fully began to understand its adopted meaning. Eleven years old! It seemed like a lifetime ago now but that was when the penny finally
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Jason Wright is a gay teenager just starting secondary school in the small English town of Hamborough. As he moves into young adulthood he meets Connor, who becomes his first boyfriend. When Connor decides to move away to start a new life, a chance meeting with blond Adonis Nathan Brown changes his life forever and the two ultimately decide to share a ‘different’ love.
