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My mom didn't get home with the car until late so we didn't end up going out. It is planned for tonight. I would have to agree about the first times remark it's never what you expected because chances are you had all these wrong ideas about big sweaty men.... no just me? In Utah I don't know if it is because it is Mormon capital of the world or not but 18 is the age. I could go to court if he was sixteen and I was seventeen.

I am going out tonight with some of our mutual friends and I was thinking about inviting him what do you guys think?

I'm 18 I don't even know any of these movies.

Ok he is totally out with his mom and I don't even know if there is a dad around. His mom even goes out and buys him homo erotic stuff which is cool but weird at the same time. I met him that day I think that's why I'm having so much trouble with it. I live in Utah and legal thing is I'm 18 he's not so if it comes out then I go back to jail. I would want a relationship with him but I don't think that I want one like that. He is fifteen. This guy who he has been talking to is a pasifist and he has told him that he dosen't like sex so dose that mean that this guy was just looking for some action. That is what my mind is telling me.

Ok there was this guy over at my house last night and he was a young guy. I'm 18 he is about to turn 16. I knew once we got in my car and he started saying things like come on no one will know. As you have probably allready guessed he is a virgin and wanted me to be his first. He said that he was tired of being a virgin and just wanted to get rid of the title. I must have tried to tell him no at least 50 times (and I'm not exadurationg) I would say things like you're too young and you would regret it and it would make stuff weird between us. But he wanted it and I eventually gave in. Dose anybody remember there first time? Do you remember how bad it was? And how everything went wrong? Well it was his first time (not mine) Multiply that times ten. It went bad he did regret it I think. I tried to tell that he didn't want me to be his first but he was determined. He has a guy he is kind of seeing and I told him that he wouldn't feel right if he did this. He said it was ok and he wouldn't tell the guy and still I gave in. Now it's all weird and he left me his number when he got out of the car. What do I do? Any advice? Should I even call him? Or should I just forget about it and stay away? I'm really having a hard time dealing with this so if anybody has anything to say please speak up.

Teal'c man Teal'c is my damn hero there isn't anyone else like him. They are all going outside for some reason I can't think right now and Teal'c had been watching the news. Teal'c get's a little confused because Jack won't let him take his staff weapon to the surface with him he says I have seen your planet I will need it. And my all out favorite is when he lifts up his eyebrow and says no.

Dose anybody happen to have any information on the rumors of Daniel leaving the show.

For all of those people that I speak to via email on a regular basis my last email had some kind of a problem and I am now going with hotmail. My new email is Patrickgay18@hotmail.com. P.S. Any emails that were sent to me today were not received so please resend them. This topic should be deleted in a few days so that it dosen't get in the way of other topics.

For all of you who don't know Jack and Daniel are leaving SG-1. Jack is for sure and Daniel is a rumor from what I've heard.

OH ok my bad.

Thanks guys I feel much better.

Was it that one movie where they did that one thing at that one time in that one place?

Me and my editor have been going at this chapter like a fat kid after a cupcake. We tore into changed things and made it all for the better. It's up in the library and suggestions, questions, and comments can be sent to Patrickgay18@hotmail.com Enjoy and I recomend you read it. It isn't my first story but it can be graphic at times so those that might me squeemish might want to stay away. Like I said enjoy.

The day that Mike told me we were on break and I did encourage him to not do it. I told him he shouldn't be doing it and they would fire his ssa if they found out. Mike grew up in New York (not that I'm saying that is bad) but he has this kind of attitude chip on his shoulder that says that he can do what he wants to. No I wasn't taking the food home. And now I never really called him a friend I guess we were a step up from co-workers and a step down from friends some where in the middle. My manager was noticing a lot of food missing and it wasn't good. When I talked to Jen about it (my manager) this is what I was feeling though it may sound bad. I was feeling like if I did talk about it with her then it was my ssa because that makes me the nark and I hate the nark. But on the other hand if I didn't talk about it then if he was ever found out and I didn't come forward I was fired and back in jail. When people steal from McDonalds it hurts the people working there. Do you still think I did the right thing.

Ok I'm 18 and as some of you know I work at McDonalds. There is this guy at work (Mike) who I wouldn't exactly call a friend but more of an peer that I can talk to and joke with it's a good relationship. Well I was talking to Mike the other day on break over some burgers and he told me that he was taking food from McDonalds to his home and I'm not talking small quantities I mean big stuff, large bags of stuff, strawberries, crispy chickns, spicey chickens, ketchup ect... I am on probation for things that I won't explain and I could loose my job for knowing about this and not saying anything and then they would throw me in jail (not fun) if I lost my job. So after stewing about it for three days my manager came to me and was talking about food being missing. I was allready thinking about telling her and I did. I was the only person Mike told and there is a chance that he could get fired. I have to put Mike before my job or I could get fired and him taking the food really hurts the store. Do you think I did the right thing in telling my manager?

Happy birthday Boy on a String! Hope your days to come are filled with joy!

Oh ok I got it go ahead and do it I don't know who is next but go ahead and post. I think it's rose's turn.

Time is an interesting thing, When times are bad it slows down so you will remember it always, When times are good it speeds up so will forget it quickly, But no matter what time is still time and no matter what, Your good and bad experiences make you who you are and I wouldn't change that, For the world. Yay I'm cheesy

May all your hopes and dreams come true and you live a long happy life. Happy Birthday.

I don't care how you got it but thank you for getting it. I can't wait for next friday assuming that I see it. And I will. Thanks again.

You miss understood the title of the topic. This wasn't a depressed thing or me giving up on writing. I was just going to get rid of the first chapter untill the revised version was ready to put up which should be in the next few days. I was saying delet the topic not the story. I just wanted to wait for the better version. I'm not giving up and I wasn't upset about feedback this is actually the fist chapter. But thank you all for yur feedback it is greatly appreshiated.

Hey did anyone catch last nights episode I was online and forgot about it. I know death to him. If somebody could give me a detailed description than I would be very greatfull. Thanks guys.

Yes it would get it moving faster but would you have to answer both lines to post the next line? Would this actually cause more problems than it would solve? Give me your input.

Just a reminder to all about rule number 2 (this is the last time I will say this and im not implying anything) NO TV SHOWS OR SONGS.

Now come on people was that so hard (not that I'm insulting your intelegence) He is right, and if he wants to he can post the next line and if not just wave your right.