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I agree with @Clancy59 I think Seamus will be a tough nut to crack. Having just read Boss Nanny, the last chapter when they’re in Mexico, Seamus was still not sure about Loren and that seems to be the point when Jay hints towards Loren’s past. I think Loren and Seamus could have a close relationship but I think it’s going to take a lot to get there. I really hope they do, because Seamus is everything Loren thinks he isn’t, and if Loren knows Seamus’s background, then he’ll feel even more insecure at first, because Seamus overcame his own abuse and ended getting “it all” in Matt and Aidan. Their lives are pretty damn parallel.

Well f*ck. This chapter is real and raw. The lead up made me think there was going to be a blow up when Jay drug Loren back to the hotel but I was wrong about the type of explosion. I was ok until Loe tried to tell Jay he loved him but couldn’t, so Jay said it for him. I lost my shit and I couldn’t read through the tears. loren really has come so far. I can see why Jay is such a trigger for him. Talk about abandonment issues. He’s terrified of Jay leaving him.

What a wasted opportunity! I’m so mad at myself

ITS ON LIKE DONKEY KONG. Another great chapter. You really see how busy both their lives are. Loren is still battling his insecurity but he doesn’t run away. It’s clear he wants to work on things. I’m really proud of him. The worst he’s doing is not making eye contact. Jay can work with that. My real question is why Loren hasn’t gone to any of the games??? He and his friends have tickets at willcall, but he doesn’t even tell his friends? It seems like he’s making excuses, but why!? Who’s Loren’s doctor? I’m not sure I want to have sex 25 times a week but I’m game for 15. The sexual tension is building. We have an end date. Love how Loren posts a photo and is intentionally driving the internet wild.

“Start small,” he tells me. “Tell me one thing you like about me.” “I don’t like that you’re making me do this.” ^^^ Made me laugh. What a clear picture of Loren vs Jay awesome chapter. Loren is revealing more of himself. He definitely wants to be with Jay. He wants to do things he’s never done. He’s having a hard time communicating it but I think that will come in time. He could’ve said no to meeting the parents and then stormed out but he made sure Jay understood that the reason he couldn’t do it wasn’t ‘just because’. He didn’t tell us why, but he clearly communicated that there is a reason. Loren needs a good snuggle. He kind of got one after they had sex…kinda. I laugh imagining his frustration every time Jay brings the game out. Like a mistake that won’t go away. I’m very curious to see what comes of this jealousy, and how both Jay and Loren handle it. I also really wanna know what happened with Loren‘s family. Seems big

Another superb chapter. Jay still has the upper hand but I agree that I think Loren kind of likes it. If he’s been doing this since he was 14, it might be nice to have someone else leading the charge. That has to be really exhausting. I can just imagine a young man being thrust into influencer fame and spending his formative years being sexually idolized and scrutinized. It explains so much for what we know so little about Loren.

To me this is one is the most telling sentences in the entire chapter. This is Loren’s admittance.

I’m only half way through @Mrsgnomie stories and I feel confident that Jay and Loren will have some sort of role reversal

perfect chapter. You have excellent pacing and character development. I can hardly wait for the next chapter.