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Hi, @Albert1434. Thank you for sharing these poems of a cowboy's lonely life. I felt the deep loneliness when the cowboy chose the higher fatal path and again when the cowboy turned away from the piano player. I think the solitary life sometimes made them so isolated from other humans they lost their ability to understand relationships and the energy needed to start one or deal with the difficult. I think he chose to leave the bar rather than fight for his guy because he simply didn't know what to do except maybe shoot them. But he knew that wouldn't gain him anything. The freedom to chose your path with no one else in mind is a seductive pull on a man's heart. But if you choose too much freedom are you losing part of what makes you human? Thanks for bringing these thoughts to my mind with your lovely words, Albert!

Thank you very much @dboggs9700! I see you are going for the shorter ones first -- good idea! I hope you will enjoy the 3 high school swimmers and the college baseball player and the long COVID story. I'm currently uploading Role of a Lifetime, which might be my favorite but we are several weeks away from the conclusion. It's nearly 40 chapters so you might want to wait before starting on that one. It's always wonderful to have a new "fan" so thanks for reaching out! Cheers! Ken

@dboggs9700, thank you for reading this story and for commenting. I love this story and always enjoy knowing that someone else likes it. I'm sorry so many pictures are missing. I tried using AI to generate pictures here but they seem to disappear after some months. Some day I will go back through the story and try to add good photos back in. But, again, thanks for reactions and comments. They mean so much! Ken

When I arrived at Brant Kimber’s apartment a few minutes before 8 Friday morning, the door to the apartment was propped open while two lighting techs were moving some light poles and carrying cases through. I waited for them to clear the foyer and then walked into the living room, careful to keep my 6-feet social distancing from everyone. David Dawson saw me and waved me into the hallway that leads to Brant’s room. Ensconced in the master bathroom, the handsome Rachoud was applying make-u

On Wednesday, we rehearsed the first of our three big scenes set in the apartment. In this one, we have sex in the shower before Marty sees the execution. We stripped down to our briefs and rehearsed without the water on. This is the first scene in the chronology of the movie, which will probably get the movie off to a real sexy start. Brant warmed to the idea of being the dominant partner, pushing down on my shoulders to drive me to my knees and then pulling me up so he could spin

I am chuckling to myself, @Modified Cub, because I think the same thing. I'd love to be able to see this movie with these two hot stars. I think it would beat out Brokeback Mountain and Call Me By Your Name. (Not so sure it could beat Heated Rivalry, though.)

We had a table read on Zoom the following week. There was David, the director, his assistant Tammy (a cute young lady I had not met before), Brant, me, Brodie, Michael Ricci, and his son Richard. Not present was Anthony Ricci, who would be on screen only a few seconds as he gets rubbed out by Richard’s shot to the back of his head. The table read was very interesting and exciting. The plot and the script really came alive as the various actors read their lines. The next day, a clinic ca

At breakfast the morning after the Marilyn movie, I asked if there were any objections to me inviting Brant to dinner that evening so he could join us for the first couple of episodes of The Olympians. As expected, Mom and Dad were both keen on the idea saying they would love to see him again. Truth be told, we were having a good time together on lockdown, but we all felt the need to see and interact with someone different from the family. Brant, of course, had no plans for the evening so

The next afternoon I was again studying for the upcoming psych test I have to take online by Friday. Part of me loves not having to sit in uncomfortable chairs listening to bored assistant professors while wishing I was lost on a nude beach somewhere. Part of me misses the special attention I get from the girls and quite a few of the guys just being out in public. I wonder if that will change a lot after Laying Low comes out. My cell sounded, interrupting my reverie, so I dropped the boo

@J J, just so you know, I curate photos from the internet to "flesh out" my stories. It's great fun and sometimes pretty challenging. Anyhow, if you want more of Brant, Google Paul Francis. He's an American model. Sky is "played" by Levi Poulter (who can also be found on PornHub) and Brodie is "played" by Chris Bailey. I hope you find the photos fun and often stimulating! Ken

Brant and I talked for several hours about the script over the next couple of days. We even ran some lines together over the phone and dissected what the lovers were experiencing during a lot of the scenes. We also spent several hours one afternoon building our characters’ backstories and helping Brant become more accustomed to what motivates gay men. I couldn’t help but fantasize that Brant would someday say he owed the Oscar to me because I taught him what he needed to know about gay me

Hi @J J! These days I would love to be in Canada, but alas I am in Texas. I did visit BC and Yukon last summer and had a lovely time. We celebrated Canada Day in Dawson City -- how cool was that?

The next month was full publicity for Royal Sex Wars, so Brant was very busy. For our production, we were in the lull between casting and filming, so there was nothing for us to do there. The sum total of our interactions was through texting and email, which frustrated me a bit because I was completely enamored by him. Fortunately, he was all over TV, the internet, and print media promoting Royal Sex Wars, as well as being interviewed about Conquering Heaven, which was still showing at the Me

Thank you, @Modified Cub! They are such fun to write and I am very glad you enjoy them. Thank you for sharing that!! Just so you know, there are a few more to come before this tale ends!

I got the part! My agent Joan called me that afternoon to tell me she had negotiated a good salary package and some extras and that I would receive the final script around May 1. I was to block my calendar for all of June and July for filming at some location in Northern California. I was expected to participate fully in appearances as requested from August through the following June. The movie was scheduled to be released at Sundance in January 2021. Needless to say, this was all very

It wasn’t until I arrived for the second callback for the little independent gay film that unusual things really began happening. After I had signed a non-disclosure agreement that forbade me from discussing the movie or who would be involved in the movie including the other actor’s identity, I was ushered into a room in which several directors and producers or whatever sat at a table and the heart-stopping Brant Kimber (pictured) sat off to the side on a sofa. Oh my God! Who would have though

Sky is a young actor, son of two of Hollywood's finest and most respected television stars, and an out gay man with a few small roles to start his career. When he auditions for a small indie film, he learns his co-star would be the hottest up-and-coming male star of the year: Brant Kimber. Sky is auditioning for the role of Brant's gay lover, but Brant is quite heterosexual. Sky can barely imagine filming sex scenes with this masculine sex-symbol but he is also very excited about the opportunity. The role would be the best one he has had so far and extremely exciting. Will Sky land The Role of a Lifetime? What will happen if he does?

Upon entering the room, I was introduced to Brant as a possible “Aaron” for Laying Low. He rose from the sofa, stepped up to me, gave me a thousand-watt smile, and took my hand. He was an inch or so shorter than me, but held my gaze. He didn’t shake my hand, but just held it gently for a few seconds before speaking. “I’ve really been looking forward to meeting you, Sky,” he said in his sultry voice. Still holding my hand, he turned to face the seated panel and moved until our sh

@akascrubber, @RJRBD100, @VBlew, and @chris191070, you guys are such wonderful fans! You've provided support and encouragement all the way through Jody's 2 stories. That makes the writing so much more fun! Thank you. I've got something very different and more romantic coming up soon. I hope you will all enjoy it, too! Meanwhile, GA has lots of good stuff to keep you enthralled until I am posting again! Much love, Ken

The Last Morning of Vacation Saturday was planned to be the end of the visit Mom and I would have in Sylva since I needed to return to Norfolk by Sunday night. Mom and I expected to depart after lunch for the drive to Charlotte, where I would only stay until Sunday morning and then make the drive back to Virginia. When we awoke that morning, I think both Gary and I had a mixture of emotions. Gary was in a very happy space, no doubt thanks to the discovery of the joys of anal intercou

A Visit with Carlos After lunch with Grandma and Barbara, Gary and I took the Mustang to Carlos’ house. Gary showed me how I could drive around the side of the house and down the hill to park behind Carlos’ Land Cruiser by the sliders that opened into the downstairs den. Carlos opened the door as we exited the car. “Nice wheels!” he said. Looking at the hot Hispanic teen-ager clad only in very sheer white bikinis, I remarked with a leer, “Nice bikinis!” The outline of his subst

I don't know, @chris191070, can we say bottoming runs in the family???

An Evening on the Mountaintop After a wonderful Thanksgiving spread with all the trimmings three loving women could produce, Gary and I spent over an hour doing dishes as our contribution to the festivities. A bit after 8 p.m. we excused themselves to go for a ride around town. After picking up some supplies and warm clothes in the mobile, we headed out for the overlook and the place behind the rock where we could spread our blankets and a heavy sleeping bag for our own privat

Thank you, @AlexLittel, for all your reactions throughout the story. It was fun to sort of track your progress. I'm very glad you enjoyed this story and I hope you will find some of my other work to be as much fun as this one. I doubt I'll ever stop writing. It's too much fun to create a little chunk of the world that operates exactly the way I want it to! Cheers! Ken

Deflowering an 18-Year-Old Gary and I had a morning alone in the mobile home he shared with his mother. I had given him a lengthy lecture about preparing for bottoming and we had douched together, a process that certainly breaks down barriers between two gay guys. After a shower, I had given him a great rim job and then had suggested that he should top me before I took his virginity. He was surprised at the sudden switch in roles, but soon seemed to decide to play the topman ro