Kibalessthan3

Shakespeare really did write the best insults. Anyways, not a ridiculously eventful week, besides my lack of cash and some nasty people in my life. Watching alot of television, going on spur of the moment dates, and getting trapped in the rain. Been reading alot of astrology lately. Some philosophy here and there, and classic theatre. Shakespeare. King Lear in particular. Some Hamlet, but i've been through that so many times it barely counts. So last year, i was in a... i hesitate to call it a relationship, but arguably it was my first major relationship in a couple years. Long story. To summarize, he was a liar and a cheater (big suprise, huh?) but the thing about it being that the man he cheated on me with (the one i know about) works at the business where i work. I have to see him every now and then. And of course theres the fact that i found out FROM him, after a hookup. And of course we never talked again. We trade awkward glances every now and then, but he's never said a word to me outside of generalities. I loathe to be reminded of him, and the sense of dread i get whenever i walk into the local walmart is only amplified by the fact that i can't put this damn relationship behind me. It follows me to work, home, and i can't even go shopping. "Methinks thou art a general offence, and every man should beat thee. I think thou wast created for men to breathe themselves upon you." I really have talent for writing depressing posts, don't I? On the bright side, my boyfriend/lover/date/undefined has his prom next weekend, and i'm going. Always end on a high note.

Yes, i've been gone for a long time. Yes, i never really posted on my blog before. Yes, i was a bitchy little teenager. Yeah, i got my just desserts. Most of you probably don't know me, but for the benefit of those who do, i'm not going to go in to who exactly i am and why i'm on this website right now. It's a long tedious story filled with regret and triggers that i don't want to deal with that at the moment. So, where to start? I really don't know: let's start off with where i am right now. I have a job. I'm sort of dating someone. I have a car. I have a place to stay, though i wouldn't call it a home. I have had a really bad week. Sure, mostly first world problems but my life is a series of interconnected dominos that all topple at once and affect everything else, and i'm not good at dealing with that, and that's all i'm gonna say about it. I have had a really bad year. Things are always going well until they aren't. Of course. I may post more in the forums about it but i'm still not sure what to say. I need some order in my life, to help get me back on track. Which is why i'm typing this right now. I never had a good support system. The closest thing i found when i was a kid was this website and the incredible people who put up with my drama. So here i am again trying to find something worthwile within a messed up world. But mostly to vent in a silly little blog post noone will read. So hi, I'm Matt, and i'm a mess.

I didn't mean to offend with the question, or the tone. The only way i've seen this word used is in a derogatory fashion towards, well, cis people. Such as the infamous "Die cis scum" The trans i've seen use it have meant it as if they were better than everyone else, and so they think it's ok to hate other humans. Or at least thats my take on their tones. Is there also a trans term for homosexual? or lesbian? We're all human on this earth, despite our sexual identity, our gender identity, or our societial identity. Hating on people who aren't like you is wrong, on both sides of the argument. I am pretty conservative in my views, but this isn't the place for politics. Sure, not everyone is as progressive as they should be. Some people still believe in the eternal fire and brimstone that will consume the gays for all eternity! And i can understand the rage that some trans people can exhibit. And they are completely entitled to it, just like everyone else. Just don't lord it over everyone and take it out on the people who are working to try and make the world a better place for everyone. Because they aren't the only ones who deserve rights. ^ And that exactly the point i'm trying to get across. ^

I was browsing the web tonight, and stumbled upon this word. I still don't have a clue to it's purpose. Or meaning. Sure, i've checked yahoo answers and watched videos on youtube about it, but i still don't really get it. Why would someone use this word except to confuse someone? It's kinda like the word "Chirugion" and can anyone tell me what that means? (In short, it's a very old word for doctor) Basically, i'm saying this word is archaic and has no use in our society today. The only use i can see for it is a way for transgendered people to claim superiority and make fun of regular people. Can't we all just say gay, straight, male, or female? Can someone please explain this word, in simple terms, so i can understand it?

Hey everyone, it's your old favorite whiny teenager who's been MIA for 2 years. I haven't had a computer for a bit more than a year now and i've just entered college and am taking photography classes and an art history class. SO! Who wants to update me on everything i've missed in the past year or so? Cause i've missed you alllll! *hugs*

Hey Bryce HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! i tried to send u a email to aim and live but they didnt go thru- just u wait a while then ul get ur present (^-^)