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painservedcold

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  1. You're not surprised because you've come to expect insane antics like this, and because its just one more way in which the heterosexually-run society we all live in finds a way of sticking it to us.
  2. Smart keeps me on my toes; should be able to have a discussion with them about anything without shooting myself from boredom. And if they're smart enough to figure me out then all the better, easier to be (pleasantly) surprised by him.
  3. looool, no, he hasn't got me in jail yet, but Aaron didn't send Rory to jail either my dear man. That's quite easily the best advice I've gotten about him in 5 years, including the convoluted garbage that pops out of my own head. Yes, Domluka most definately has a way of making his characters seem real and easy to relate too, its why I love his stories so much.
  4. But it shouldn't make a difference. You ARE the same person you were before, and while I can understand why your mom and by extension Rory would be angry at having such information withheld and then flung onto them at possibly inopportune times, it doesn't change a single thing, not about you and not about them and not about her and not about Rory either.
  5. I'd have to go with BF - Rory (WEEEEE! Psychodrama ftw) gay best friend - Luke (enough like me that it'd be cool) straight best friend - Brad (been there, done that) girl friend - Brianna (I have a real life Trina already, not recommended if you enjoy sanity, or in my case my junk)
  6. It seemed like Rory's anger at various things was more than necessary at times, but I could totally understand why he'd react that way; I'd probably have reacted the same way even though I just finished saying it was overkill. He did chill out alot once people started putting him in the loop.
  7. He should be smart, funny, self-confident, worldwise, patient, able to debate and discuss things civilly, adventerous and outgoing. Looks wise, I'm not picky, but favourites of mine are that if he's older, he be taller than me, and shorter than me if younger. Brown hair and eyes are really wonderful. Being in shape is a plus, but being skeletal is not pleasant (I can just look in a mirror if I want skeletal).
  8. Hurray for thread necromancy, yeah? Lasting...its cliche, but reading DD made me look at my relationship again, especially when Rory and Seth were facing the possibility of having a whole state separating them, making the ability to physically be with each other impossible... Its stupid in a stupid way (how redundant is that, but then that's long distance love for you.) I can see so much of Seth in my semi-partially-separated-ex that I'm still with. He's always been sweet and caring and always looking out for me even when he's mad at me. Hell, he even kinda looks like Seth in my head, with the hair anyways. I just look at him and I think about what Seth said in DD, about how they'll not find anyone while they're apart if Rory left for Nevada again, and that if they did then they'd cross that bridge when they got there... I think about whether he'd be able to come back to me the way Seth seemed so certain he could, and it worries me that after half a decade I can't actually answer that question. I guess its because I see so much of Aaron in him too; even when he's treating me like I'm the only thing in the world to him, part of me wonders if its just because I'm "available" and he needs someone to boost his ego and be his "boyfriend". He's always gotten some kind of perverse pleasure in making fun of me, but I always thought it was in jest and he was just killing the tension...maybe it was his way of telling me to let go and leave him alone? I'd hate to think that it was all a lie though, but I can't seem to shake that thought from my mind, especially of late... Awww hell, who am I kidding? I'm nowhere near able to decide stuff like this, I can't even explain to myself what I feel for him right now, much less try to analyze what he feels about me. But dragging this back on topic, Rory's whole situation, while not identical, was similar enough to make me question and wonder about my own admittedly bizarre, self-inflicted position.
  9. Hello everyone, nice to meet you all! I'm the current newest new guy, so I hope to get to know everyone soon. Been looking around for a little bit, looks like a super cool community. Props to Jaydee btw, good friend of mine who told me about the forum and introduced me to some of the stories and authors here. Peace everyone.
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