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Audre Lorde Knows What I Mean – 2021 in review - 5. Part Five: Fair Questions for Now

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Audre Lorde Knows What I Mean

2021 in review

by AC Benus

 

“The [African American] says, ‘Now.’

Others say, ‘Never!’

The voice of responsible

Americans . . . we say, ‘Together.’”

Lyndon Baines Johnson, [i]

May 30th, 1963

 

 

 

Part Five:

Social Justice II

 

XXVII.

Let’s play a game, shall we?—

Called Work Out the Color of Their Skin.

 

First, let’s look at N. B.—

Ten-year-old girl bullied at school

By another student.

She draws a picture of said bully;

Then bully’s parents call,

Demanding the child be arrested.

What did school and cops do?

Throw her in a room by herself,

Sans the girl’s mom,

And then proceed to bully

By interrogation.

Then they handcuff her; perp-walk her

For her classmates to see;

Take her to the County Jail

And lock her behind bars.

So, Surmise the Color of N. B.’s Skin.

 

What about Luke Stewart?—

Whose parents will always regret

Calling the cops to help

Locate the twenty-three-old.

For the cops sure found him,

Sleeping peacefully in his car.

What did the two cops do?—

One chokes him, trying to drag him

Out from behind the wheel,

While the other got in the car,

Tased the young man six times,

After punching the hell out of him,

Then killed with five bullets.

All within 60 seconds’ span

From first police assault

 

To Stewart’s last moments on Earth.

Luke’s parents know you can

Deduce the Color of their Son's Skin. [ii]

 

 

XXVIII.

A Ballade’s perfect refrain might go:

“What has happened to the Peace of long ago?”

 

And it seems a fair question, for now,

While we cast our glance about and wonder how

 

Things were ever let get this bad,

With the Republicans stealing all we had

 

Of equality’s fair momentum,

Replaced with brutalities ugly and dumb.

 

So the relevant refrain must go:

“What has happened to the Peace of long ago?”

 

 

XXIX.

No happy endings; no happy endings

Matthew Rhodes white cop

Louis Catalani white cop

The killers of Luke Stewart

In Euclid, Ohio, in 2017 will never

Face the just punishment for cold-blooded

Killing because the Gop’s

‘Qualified Immunity’ ensures

Cold-blooded killers remain in

Uniform, just as

Matthew Rhodes white cop

Louis Catalani white cop

Continue to prowl the streets

Of Euclid, Ohio, to this day. [iii]

 

 

XXX.

Guess the color of Kyle Rittenhouse's judge

Who will not allow in his courtroom

For the protesters Kyle shot and killed on video

The decency of being referred to as “victims”

By the prosecution? White.

 

Guess the color of Ahmaud Arbery’s jury

In the trial of the men who lynched

Him with a shotgun on a Georgia road

And were not indicted for a crime

For the longest time? White. [iv]

 

 

XXXI.

Audre Lorde knows what I mean.

Decades ago now, she wrote a poem

About a 37-year-old cop standing in the blood

Of the 10-year-old he’d fatally shot

With the words “Die, you little motherfucker!”

Slutting his lips of vile hate; devilish malice.

 

Audre Lorde knows what I mean.

Decades ago now, she wrote a poem

About a jury of 11 whites intimidating the slight

Twelfth Black woman into acquitting the cop who’d

Killed a little boy because he was Black,

And boasted about it on the witness stand with vile hate.

 

And how that cop was free to do it again;

And how Lorde, as a Gay Woman, could expect

No support from the Black community – no love –

Simply because her partner was a white woman;

Because no victim of oppression, they said,

Is free of the taint of where they’re perceived to come from.

 

Audre Lorde knows what I mean.

Decades ago she penned a poem

About death and hatred; about prejudice on her

As a Gay person full of love, but fed to the teeth with anger

And the righteous Need to do what little one can

To put wrongs right. She wrote about me. [v]

 

 

XXXII.

 

A November Tanka

 

My day rises cold

with a strange light in the air;

nandina ripen

like blood splatter on the wind,

asking when clear light might shine. [vi]

 

 

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[i] Note for the Part Five Epigraph:

“The [African American] says, ‘Now.’” Lyndon Baines Johnson Memorial Day speech at Gettysburg National Cemetery, reprinted in Pegs to Hang Ideas on; a Book of Quotations [Marjorie Weiser, Editor] (New York 1973), p. 106

https://archive.org/details/pegstohangideaso0000weis/page/106/mode/2up

 

[ii] Notes for Verse No. 27 (XXVII):

Let’s play a game, shall we?”

Little girl in chains. See Jenn Selva’s October 21st, 2021, article A Black Girl Was Arrested at School in Hawaii Over a Drawing that Upset a Parent posted on cnn.com

https://www.cnn.com/2021/10/20/us/hawaii-black-girl-arrested-drawing-aclu/index.html

 

From sleep to death in a matter of seconds. See Pehal News Team’s October 21st, 2021, article He Was Asleep in his Car. Police Woke Him Up and Created a Reason to Kill Him posted on pehalnews.in

https://www.pehalnews.in/he-was-asleep-in-his-car-police-woke-him-up-and-created-a-reason-to-kill-him/1175448/

 

[iii] Notes for Verse No. 29 (XXIX):

“No happy endings

No justice for Luke’s killing. See Sarah Gelsomino’s October 21st, 2021, article He Was Asleep in his Car. Police Woke Him Up and Created a Reason to Kill Him: An Officer Attacked Luke Stewart As He Was Sleeping in his Car and then Killed Him. Qualified Immunity Prevents Luke’s Family From Receiving Justice posted on usatoday.com

https://www.usatoday.com/story/opinion/2021/10/21/qualified-immunity-police-killed-luke-stewart/5711758001/

 

And Alyssa Guzman’s October 22nd, 2021, article Lawyer Details Agony for Family of Black Man Killed by Ohio Cops After They Woke Him Sleeping in His Car, Yanked Him Out, Beat Him, Then Shot Him Five Times in 2017: Two Officers Involved Still Haven’t Been Brought to Justice posted on dailymail.co.uk

https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-10120549/Lawyer-details-agony-family-black-man-killed-Ohio-cops-2017.html

 

[iv] Notes for Verse No. 30 (XXX):

Guess the color of Kyle Rittenhouse’s judge”

No wounded need apply for justice. See Erik Ortiz’s October 27th, 2021, article Rittenhouse Judge in Spotlight After Disallowing Word ‘Victims’ in Courtroom posted on nbcnews.com

https://www.nbcnews.com/news/us-news/rittenhouse-judge-spotlight-after-disallowing-word-victims-courtroom-n1282559

 

Arbery’s jury. See Joe Hernandez’s November 5th, 2021, article How the Jury in the Ahmaud Arbery Case Ended up Nearly All White – And Why It Matters posted on npr.org

https://www.npr.org/2021/11/05/1052435205/ahmaud-arbery-jury

 

And Devon Sayers / Alta Spells / Christina Maxouris’ November 12th, 2021, article Judge Says ‘There Appears to be Intentional Discrimination’ in Arbery Jury Selection, but Allows Trail to Move Forward with 1 Black Juror posted on cnn.com

https://www.cnn.com/2021/11/03/us/ahmaud-arbery-jury-what-we-know/index.html

 

And CBS / The Associated Press’ November 25th, 2021, article Former Georgia Attorney Booked on Charges of Obstructing Ahmaud Arbery Case posted on cbsnews.com

https://www.cbsnews.com/news/jackie-johnson-ahmaud-arbery-prosecutor-charged-obstruction/

 

[vi] Notes for Verse No. 32 (XXXII): Tanka

“The day rises cold”

Image of ripening nandina berries

https://whistlehillnursery.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/02/spray-of-red-Nandina-berries-3625.jpg

 

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22 minutes ago, Parker Owens said:

Let’s Play A Game boils my blood; Audre Lorde Knows made me tear up, for it is so sad; The Peace of Long Ago may not have been peace at all - just a time while the Greedy Old Party got organized- I have to wonder. 

Thank you, Parker. It's the best kind of feedback to hear how individual poems made a person feel / think. Although you did not read these poems before I started posting them, I did bounce ideas for what to call the book off of you. I hope now you see / feel I based the collection on one of the better poems in the group. Thanks again

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On 2/2/2022 at 10:27 AM, JACC said:

It’s just wonderful the way you get us feel through your words how it was when the feelings got strong enough to put them into words. Thanks, @AC Benus, for sharing such a wonderful poem with us. 

Thank you, @JACC. Raw as they are, I hope technique and form temper the momentary flash (of emotion) into something durable. If it conveys the moment of conception, then good. It does me good to hear that :)  

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