Summer Songs - 1. Chapter 1

It was nice to be in the Chicago suburbs after that little mishap back in my hometown in Kansas. I made the huge mistake of letting a so-called friend of mine know that I was gay. What can I say, I was in love with him and figured I could trust him...or at least I wanted so badly to believe that I could. That's when he turned me up in the middle of the gym locker room! I had never been so embarrassed or hurt in my entire life! He laughed at me and called me names, and naturally the news spread throughout the entire school in a matter of hours. I went from being a part of the in crowd to a total outcast in the course of a single school day! There were times when I basically was on my way to the hardware store to buy the razor blades to end it all. I figured 'That'll show them!' and 'They'll be sorry when I'm gone!' But that was just stupid. It wasn't like I was going to make them suffer and then suddenly jump out of the casket and yell 'Ha Ha! Fooled you! I hope you learned your lesson, now let's out go out for ice cream and cake!' But I was 15 years old, so my logic was a little screwy anyway.

My name's Gary and I could learn to love the big city. The people have the same judgemental eyes as the rest of the world, but there's so many people here that nobody really cares. It's like, if you're not dating their sons or daughters, you're just a part of the crowd. I kind of find solitude in just being a part of the background. I have dark brown hair that hangs like thick curtains on either side of my face. But I always part it just right so I can show off my baby brown eyes! It's the one asset that everybody is always raving about. I guess they are kind of cute, but who looks at eyes anyway? I stand at about 5' 11" which is pretty tall for my age, but I'm too flimsy to really intimidate anybody. I had a girlfriend before, but I think it was the brainwashing of my hometown that made me do it. In my town, if you haven't kissed a girl by the time you were twelve, your parents basically pimped you off to anything in a skirt to keep you from being a homo. Sorry Ma...didn't work! But there was something about Chicago that made life...better.

For one thing, there was an abnormal amount of cute young guys in this town! I remember seeing quite a few young boys that caught my eye back home...but nothing like the boys here! They were everywhere! And they all looked as good, if not better than, the hot teen studs on the magazine covers! But out of all the candy treats that I salivated over, there was only one that I wanted. Wait...I take that back...one that I NEEDED!!! I lived a few blocks away from a record store and went in frequently after school, but once the summer rolled around and they started hiring new people, I began going in two or three times a day. You see, they hired this young hunk to help out and the first time I saw him I was captivated! There are some people who say that there is no such thing as love at first sight. Well, either they don't know what the hell they're talking about...or I'm the first! I did a shameless double take in the middle of the store when I first laid eyes on him. His name tag said "Hi! I'm Alex" and the name embeded itself in my head and my heart forever. I sighed out loud, and suddenly, the world got a little better, the sun shined a little brighter, and every breath that I took was noticed...and appreciated. It was like Alex was put on Earth just for me, and when I saw him that day I felt the angels smile down on me!

Alex was seductively slim, with a waistline that was made to comfortably hold two human arms when they hugged him. His lips were a deep shade of pink and his ice blue eyes were hypnotic with their irresistible gaze. He looked at me one day and I had to run home to jack off right away! They were that sexy! I came in to watch him everyday, drinking in every possible detail! He was about my height and weight, and he had the cutest butt! It was a tight young ass that looked kind of pushed up on the tops of his thighs. There were circles of faded material on the back of his pants where he sat down. Oh, if only I could be that piece of fabric, pressed firmly against his smooth buttocks as he ground me into the seat of a chair! His hair was probably the coolest part! He had short blond hair that was in big golden curls! He even had a few 'Superman' curls that hung down into his gorgeous face. It looked kind of like that guys hair from that movie "Studio 54" (Ryan Phillipe)...it was sooo cute. His ear lobes looked delicious and my mouth watered when I imagined sucking at the tender flesh. His cheeks were so smooth that it looked like the slightest touch would bruise them. I could stare at him all day, noticing the little things and getting excited about them. I'd think to myself, "So that's what he sounds like!" or "That's what he looks like when he smiles!" I even thought up a whole past for him! My imagination ran wild, and I pictured him with a brother and sister, and a dog, playing Nintendo with his cute friends. I imagined him getting his first kiss under a tree during the full moon, and being chased and harassed by girls ever since. Then I pictured him masturbating. His eyes closed, his butt clenched as he bit his bottom lip. He was in the bathroom on his knees, facing the toilet. He stroked his meat, slowly at first...then faster...and faster...his balls dangling and swinging from his motions...moaning quietly so his parents don't hear...sweating...thinking...about me...

"You shouldn't bring a bag in with you when you come in." Came a whisper over my shoulder.

I turned around and saw him, standing there in front of me! I had never been this close to him and it took my breath away! I couldn't speak. I smelled a hint of his sweet boy breath and I was dizzy with teenage love! After a long silence, allowing me the chance to come to my senses, I asked what he was talking about.

"When you bring a bag in with you, it makes the management nervous. They sent me over to spy on you so you don't lift anything." We both looked over, and sure enough, the guys behind the desk were watching me. "See? They're such nerds back there."

I couldn't believe that this kid was talking to me! I was in an infatuated haze and even though my mind wanted to speak, my mouth refused to follow it. He stuck out his hand and introduced himself. I shook it and the soft velvet touch of his hand caused my cock to jump. I could literally feel the blood rush from my head and leave me a babbling idiot. I don't remember what I said, but I knew that it was good enough to bring out that pretty smile of his. I had to get out of there! My body temperature shot up to 150 degrees and my ears were burning! I had almost a full erection and tried to lean against a wall and sort of cross my legs to hide my true feelings! I quickly came up with some wild excuse to leave and then hot footed out of the front door before he had a chance to stop me. As I walked down the street, still replaying the day's events in my mind, I mentally kicked myself for running out on the opportunity of a lifetime! I figured that he probably thought I was a dork and I vowed not to set foot in the music store again until the end of the summer. That was that! But as the days went on, I realized that I couldn't stop thinking about him, couldn't stop dreaming about him. Sometimes I would walk past the store and secretly peek in through the window to see if I could catch a glimpse of him. But I never did. I wanted so badly to start all over again and let him know what a decent guy that I could be. I just wanted to be friends...that's all...and maybe I could run my tongue up and down his smooth thighs while grabbing two handfuls of ass! Is that too much to ask? It had only been two weeks since I last went into the store, and I figured that I couldn't live if I didn't at least go in to see my dream lover one more time. Just for closure...yeah, that's it. So I traveled back to the store and nervously walked in.

Even though I was trying to be subtle about it, it was obvious that I was looking for something. I searched from one corner of the store to the other, and Alex was nowhere to be found. I felt a pain deep in my gut. I'd never forgive myself if Alex had quit and I'd never get the chance to see him again. If he had left, I swore that I would go into a depression that would make the top of the list in the teenage depression hall of fame! Then I heard some giggling young girls at the front counter asking the manager if Alex was working. They were teasing one of their friends about liking him and she evidently came in to bare her soul. It was soooo easy for them wasn't it? Yeah, like Alex will pay them any mind! They had a lot of nerve trespassing on MY territory! I listened closer, hoping to find out what happened to the object of my desires. The guy said that Alex had the day off and would be in tomorrow. Whew! I thought that I had lost him for a minute there. It was right then and there that I took a clue from the giggling girl squad as they shuffled their way back out of the store. I decided that if they could do it, I could do it. So I promised myself that the very next time I saw Alex, and I mean the VERY next time, I was going to bare my soul and tell him everything that was on my mind and in my heart. I swear!

I felt a tapping at my left shoulder and looked over to find no one there. I looked over the right shoulder and saw Alex standing next to me with a lopsided grin on his adorable babyface. I suddenly drove that self made promise right out of my mind and froze. He was standing really close to me and it made me extremely nervous. Fearful vibes crawled slowly up my spine and tickled my heart and made my stomach quiver. One of his trademark curls fell down into his eyes and he gently used his hands to push it back into place. He was so cute, even more so from this close.

"What's up man? Long time no see." He said. He talked to me as though we had known each other for years, it was nice. "I was starting to think that you were shoplifting from another store! We were kind of hurt that you were cheating on us."

"What are you doing here? I thought you had the day off."

"Today's payday dude! I'm just here to pick up my check so I can buy that Bob Marley cd. But it's nice to know that you'd only come in if I wasn't here!"

"I...I didn't mean.."

"Just kidding, man,"He made every word he said sound so sexy. His voice was still going through the change, with a little bit of a squeak every now and then. But he seemed to be trying to keep it under control. "Stay here, I've got something I want you to see!"

I'll say he had something I wanted to see...but I doubt he'd be whipping it out in the middle of the music store! But I waited while he went to pick up his check. I suddenly felt my whole body start to tremble, and my mind went into a wild burst of random thoughts. Like, 'Why did he ask me to wait?' 'Maybe he wants to have sex with me!' 'Maybe this is just his way of playing a joke on me, and he's not coming back.' 'Did I put on clean underwear?' And a bunch of other random questions that didn't seem to make much sense. But he returned with those beautiful blue eyes staring right into mine and we walked outside.

"Say, what are you doing right now?" He asked.

"Ummm....well, nothing I guess. Why?"

"Well, I got this new cd and it's just no fun if I listen to it all by myself. So whaddya say you come over to my place and we take this bad boy for a spin?"

His HOUSE??? HELL YES!!! Shit! I tried so hard to contain my excitement that I almost burst. "Yeah! Sure..."

We started walking for a few steps, and then he turned to the house next door. "Here we are."

"You live next door to the music store?!?!?!"

"Yep. And believe it or not...I'm late every day of the week. Go figure." And with that he walked up the steps and opened the front door. I followed behind my blond prince hesitantly. I wanted so badly to just let go of my fears and be myself, but dammit, the anticipation of where this little turn of events might go had a tight grip on me!

His room was in the attic and it was a space, a whole floor, that was all his own. I envied him for that. His room was in the typical 'organized mess' that only teenage boys can understand. He had a HUGE cd collection too! Everything from R&B, to Alternative, to Jazz, to Reggae, to Acid Jazz, to rap...he had it all! He had to have at least 500 CDs on the wall alone! Not to mention the ones scattered over the floor or piled on top of his stereo. He also had a weight bench in his room, evidently the place that he used to keep his heavenly body in shape. He told me to take a seat as he ripped the plastic off of the cd and put it in the player. Marley's soothing rhythms filled the room and Alex sat down next to me on the bed.

I could feel my erection growing to it's full 5 1/2 inches as the mellow rhythms and intimate surroundings came together into one beautiful picture. Neither one of us said a word. We just sat there, trying not to make eye contact. My pulse was visible through my shirt as my heart beat twice as fast as it ever had before. I was too scared to sit still, and yet too scared to move. Alex's mere presence terrified me and I suddenly became of everything I did. The way I breathed, the way I bit my fingernails, the way I tapped my feet stressfully on his carpet. I could catch a blurry vision of him from the corner of my eye, and he was looking right at me! I fidgeted with my hands and tried to think of anything other than the situation at hand.

"You know...I don't even know your name." He said leaning into me to whisper it softly in my ear. I turned my head and found him right in front of my face and I fell off the bed and onto the floor! "Are you alright man?!?!" Alex said with a genuine feeling of concern.

"Yeah...I'm fine." I said with an uneasy giggle. "It's Gary. My name's Gary."

"Okay...that's better. Now we're getting somewhere." His voice kept sending playful sensations to my ears, filling me with a strong need for Alex's touch. The fear was leaving and making way for horniness and raw instinct. "No Woman, No Cry" came over the stereo speakers and Alex asked me to pass him the remote so he could turn it up. He loved that song.

I couldn't feel it coming myself, so I know it had to be a surprise to him. As soon as I handed him the remote, I thrust my head in quickly and stole a sweet kiss from his tender lips. He looked really surprised, and he began to blush. "Um....Gary...I..."

Suddenly, it all came back to me. My best friend from back home turning me up in that smelly gym locker room, the depression that followed, and the rejection of the whole community that I lived in. I had made a mistake! I blew it! I had to get out of that house and quick! I felt sick, and I grabbed my jacket and stumbled down the stairs. Alex called after me and followed me down the stairs, but in my mind, if I could get out of the house I'd be fine! Easier said than done! His house was a maze of closet doors and hallways. I tried to escape with Alex two steps behind me, calling to me, but it was no use. I ran down to the basement by the furnace and, when my emotions couldn't hold steady anymore, I collapsed to the floor and started to cry. I couldn't believe that I let myself get hurt again, that I let this gorgeous prince see me cry, that I'd always be alone and never find anyone to love me! It all hit me at once and I just wanted to disappear. Alex sat next to me and threw an arm over my shoulder to comfort me. I scooted away from him and tried to hold back my sobs.

"Look, I'm sorry for everything. I just want to go home and be alone for a while." I said, tears streaming down my face.

Alex walked over and wiped away my silver tears with his shirt sleeve and looked deep into my eyes. The pain of seeing his beauty only inches from me and having it feel so untouchable, made me weep even more. "I just want to go home." I repeated.

"So why did you come to the furnace?"

"Because I can't find my way out of your fucking house, that's why!!!"

Alex was trying to hold it back, but he started to snicker heartily. I looked at him and asked him what he was laughing at. That only made him laugh out loud and he apologized in between laughs. The idea of him chasing me as I ran blind through his house did seem a bit absurd, and I started to laugh myself. My laughter made him giggle harder, and soon we were on the basement floor, weak from our amusement.

"Look man, if you're gay...that's cool. I just never expected it, that's all." He said.

"So....you won't tell anybody?" I asked.

"Nah! That's for you to decide, not me. So what does dick taste like anyway?"

"How would I know?" I said. I was a virgin after all, and after a few minutes of conversation, I found out that he was too. I thought that was hard to believe for a kid as beautiful as he was. Boys like Alex lose their virginity at age ten or younger, but he said he was, and I believed him. For the first time since that day I fell in love with him, I talked openly with him without fear or lust playing havoc with my mind. We were just two boys sharing our thoughts and feelings. He had never even considered having sex with another boy before, but what he said next took me by surprise.

"So...you know, I'm not gay or anything...but if you wanted to...um.." He couldn't get the words out. His eyes looked down to the floor and he adopted the same anxiety driven wiggles and fidgets that I had developed over the past few weeks. "...It's just that...wouldn't it be cool if we went back to school as men and not virgins?" I held my breath, unable to speak. Was he suggesting that we have sex? NOW? In his basement? I shouted out a positive reply and he seemed relieved.

His legs were hiding a decent 6" boner that became obvious when he finally put his legs down. I was too timid to start things, and so was he. So we just sat there staring at each other for a good five minutes, his blue eyes penetrating me. I wanted so badly to move over to him and hold him, smell him, and taste him. But my body refused to move from its safe position. Just then I felt a slight sensation on my arm. I looked down, and god help me it was the biggest spider I'd ever seen!!! I shook the monster loose and scuffled to the other side of the room at the speed of light. It took a few seconds for the shock to fade, and then I realized that I was right next to Alex.

Our eyes made contact and he secretly rubbed at my arm. My heart started pounding harder and I finally got enough nerve to reach out a shaky hand towards his stomach. I rubbed the smooth flesh underneath his shirt, and I felt his boner poking at my wrist.

"That feels good. This isn't so bad." Alex said. Then h cupped my balls through my pants and rubbed at the sack delicately as though too much pressure would break it. I rubbed my hand back and forth over his cock and made it bounce and wobble. Alex moaned and slinked down onto his back. I did the same, and even though we were on the hard concrete floor, there was no more comfortable place in the world than this dingy basement. We both were able to take our pants off while lying down. When he took his off, he brought his legs up to his chest and his perfect ass curved into the most sensual shape. It was mathematically round with the softest, most flawless baby smooth skin I'd ever seen. He was so beautiful.

He rolled over on top of me and his golden curls dangled over his brow. "Do you mind...do you mind if I kiss you?" He asked, his voice in the sexual pitch of innocence. I nodded, and he quaked above me as he pressed his lips to mine. Gently at first, then with more confidence. He ground his hard cock against mine and we moved as a single unit, our boy breaths mixing and our tongues intertwining. Alex then grabbed my cock and gave it a few tugs, but it was him that I wanted. I sat up with my back against the wall and he stood in front of me. I took his juicy cock and slid it gently between my moistened lips. I tasted another boy for the first time, and the feeling was tremendous. He groaned out loud when my mouth made contact, and he had to hold onto the wall for support. I took all of him into my mouth, savoring the slightly salty taste and feeling the silky texture of it. He began humping my face and my suction increased. I knew from magazines and movies, that I was supposed to close my eyes, but Alex was just so pretty to look at that I couldn't let him out of my sight. I looked up into his eyes and saw the lust in his face. It made me want him even more and suddenly I just let go! Every frustrating night without a mate, every unfulfilled fantasy, every depressing moment and lonely feeling I'd ever felt just released itself and flowed out of me at once. And I thought to myself, "This is what my other so-called best friend missed out on! What a loser!"

Alex was really grinding into my face now, all the way in and rubbing his silky pubic hairs seductively over my upper lip. He was whining and whimpering and I held onto his beautiful boy ass to keep him from falling down. His knees began to get weak as the orgasm started to affect his entire body. I sucked so hard that my fillings rattled! His motions became more rigid as he lost control, ready to share his climax with another person for the first time in his life! Then he came! His molten hot semen squirted its way past my tongue and went down my throat! I had no choice but to swallow, and his honey sweet cum became my mid afternoon snack for that day! He shivered, a steamy dew lay glistening over his dreamy naked body as he dropped to his knees and rode out his sexual high.

His eyes were half shut in a lustful gaze, and his quick breaths seemed to turn me on even more than I already was. He crawled over to me and kissed me passionately on the lips. Our loud breathing and slurping wet kissing filled the room with echoes of young sex as Alex ran his hands up and down my slender thighs. Then he turned around on his knees and exposed his cuddly ass to me! Even though his butt looked awesome in pants...the actual shape, curve, and soft hairless picture of it was much much better. He straddled my lap and I reached my hands out to grab the pliable skin in front of me. Squeezing the tender cheeks was almost enough to make me cum as he hovered mere inches over my stiffened cock! He reached behind himself and pulled those candied ass cheeks open, fully exposing a beautiful tight pucker. I licked my finger and lightly spanked the tiny hole before running circles around it and eventually sticking it in. Alex pushed back on y hand and his sphincter closed around my finger, milking it like a baby calf. I was so hot! Watching this ripe ass hole swallow my finger, and seeing him look back at me with a face that let me know that this wouldn't be the last time we ever did this! Finally, I couldn't stand it anymore! I felt myself getting ready to cum without even touching myself, and I knew that I wanted a full piece of this luscious sight before it happened! I removed my finger and Alex slowly lowered himself on my swollen member! As the head entered him, it bent a little and then popped inside of him! He continued to lower himself and the intense sexual heat of his insides enveloped me! It got hotter, and hotter, forcing a harsh tingling to shoot through the vein on the underside of my cock! I was trying hard not to blow it all, but it was so warm, so soft, so wet! He finally got all the way down and rested his pale globes of his ass on my lap. He held it there for a second, but even though he was being perfectly still, his muscles suckled and massaged my cock tenderly...bathing me with his loving warmth! It felt so good! Then it happened, he began moving his body up and down on my shaft. I could only hold out for four or five bobs before my sperm began its journey to the surface! Alex continued to bounce sensuously on me as I attempted to fight off a powerful orgasm! But trying to hold it back only made it stronger, and without warning I erupted with a furious scream! I lost my breath and my legs stiffened, lifting me and my teen lover off of the floor! He was still moving and I thought the sensation would kill me! Just when I thought the climax was over and I was on my way down, Alex's tight ass would constrict around me and the sensitivity would increase! I could be mistaken, but I think I actually came twice!!!

Alex eventually stopped torturing me with his bubbled cheeks and he sat down on my lap, my dick still filling his cavity until it softened and slipped out on its own. He leaned back and I sucked at his earlobes while running my hands over his smooth chest.

We later went back upstairs and finished listening to his CDs and ended up having sex on his workout bench. (Then the floor, then the bench again, and eventually in bed) His mom came home and found me asleep on the floor. Alex had dozed off too, but he was on the bed. The only sound to be heard in the room was the soft melodies of Bob Marley as it danced throughout the warm summer night air. We never made it to the end of the cd that night, but we'd have many more chances to try.