Wow, I can't believe it...Today and tomorrow marked two years since my two high school classmates were killed in a worst car accident ever. The driver drove fast, like over 75 mph, and the car hit through the garbage then hit to the pole. It was an accident, didn't meant to have this happened. The driver was critically injured, and two classmates were in critical condition which became their death sentence. I was pissed off when the news showed the totaled car after the accident occured...I do not know why I was mad. But, this scene always will be the spot where two classmates were killed and the driver was injured. It's hard whenever I have to drive past by this accident scene. It makes me feel like that it was yesterday when it actually happened. It wasn't supposed to happen...They wasn't supposed to die...One of the two deceased classmates was my friend and he died today two years ago. Next day, another classmate died. God, I can't believe that it has been almost two years without them here. I can't believe that my friend isn't here anymore. It really hurts a lot, you know. I really miss him so much more than you ever know. It was just feel like that it was yesterday that I got the worst news in my entire life, that I learned that I just lost a classmate and a friend. I remember when I first got this news, I felt like that it was a cruel joke, but it wasn't. It is a REALITY. A REALITY that I have to live with every single day of my life. My classmate and my friend NEVER got a chance to graduate, go to college and so many things. They died in our senior year in high school, just freaking two months before graduation. It wasn't supposed to be- to have them to die before their parents. It wasn't supposed to be- to have their lives cut so short, in eighteen/ seventeen years. The worst thing was that my friend's birthday and death was in the same month- April. My friend never got a chance to be 18 because he died a week before his birthday. It hurts a lot- to know that his birthday and his death always will be in the same month. The worst thing about my classmate was that his parents and his sisters lost two sons and two brothers already. My classmate's older brother died in the swimming accident few years before his death. He left his two younger sisters behind, and his parents are still hurting everyday knowing the fact that they lost two sons already. This is really unfair, and still is. I am Catholic (but, not very extremely strong Catholic), and I believe in Catholic beliefs. So, I believe that my classmate and my friend are up there, in Heaven watching and protecting us always and forever. I know for sure that I will see them later. It is not a good bye forever, because I know for sure that I will see them later. S: please watch over me always. I miss you so much, and I can't believe that it's been two years without you here. I really miss hanging out with you, and making stupid jokes with you. I'll bet that you are up there, trading a lot of jokes with others. Also, I really wish that you are here, to give me advices that I really need since you always give me a lot of best advices. But, I always would think of you, and that really helps me a lot when I have some problems. Thanks for being my great friend...But you are still my friend, no matter that you aren't here physically. You are really here spiritually, and you are still my friend, always. I miss you so much.

My girlfriend is doing well, and we can't wait for 1-2 months to come. I am excited and nervous! We've been talking about names, and we picked two names (one for a boy and one for a girl). We still don't know what gender yet, because we want it to be a surprise. By the way, I don't want to reveal the names we picked out until our baby is born.

Well, I have approximately five weeks left till summer vacation! Well, as I said in the last entry about co-op interview and co-op job is the requirement for my college graduation. Well, I got the job! I am so happy about that. I can't wait to work in a company and work with the engineers on various of things. I am pretty excited to start my new experience, and I will work for ten weeks. But, I am still helping my girlfriend out with our baby, no matter what. It's my top priority, then my co-op job is my second priority.

I have to run now...Hope you all have a good day.