Today was an odd day....

• Ran 10k at 6am
• Worked out at the gym from 8am-10am (shoulders and an hour on the stationary bike)
• Rollerbladed 10miles at 1pm
• Hit the gym again from 5:30pm-7:00pm (legs & chest)

There was also yard work & cleaning the pool....

Weird. If I'm bored, I feel like I need to be doing some physical activity.

I'm not sure what my mental problem is. Maybe I do it all cause I don't ever want to be fat again. Or maybe I'm trying to make up for my lack of activity in my younger years.

Maybe I push myself cause I'm worried what will happen if I break or leg or something where I can't bike, rollerblade or workout.

Up until July 1st, I had run 38 days in a row (july 1st was my first break...). I just don't feel right or balanced unless I do at least 2 activities a day.

Feels like I'm on a carousel and can't find a way off (not that I even want to get off).