Loss of Innocence
I don't know, some people might find me condescending, argumentative, and probably a little strange for my views. I will defend and oppose points for both liberal and conservative as I see the merits.
I just retook the Left-Right Compass again, but this time I am actually going more social conservative (Don't worry, I won't join Phelps just yet ). I am still a conservative, but I am less inclined to support what might be considered libertarian principles now as I am getting older and probably grumpier due to my job. It goes with the territory, you can't throw old grandma (to another hospital ) after she goes nuts about not paying anymore medical bills. I am a tougher man now, less sympathetic and less idealistic.
The Health care industry is not a place of heroes or villains as politicians like to paint; we're just people trying to do the best we can. There's no way to change the truth that not everyone can be saved and death is coming for us all.
Perhaps, there's another reason why I have been so Anti-Tea Party as well. I don't believe in the American People anymore; I don't believe in their ability to make an informed choice as my profession shows me that the idea of an informed choice is a dream. I am cynical, but I still want to believe in something. I still volunteer and still help out the less fortunate, but there's no feeling in it anymore as I see people slip through the cracks never to return or growing worse. There are success stories, I have saved someone from losing their house a few weeks ago, but even that does not outweigh the guys that go down the route of drug abuse to get out of this horrible cycle: Working a dead end job, paying bills they can't afford, and seeing no future for their children other than the same path or worse.
Perhaps, it's why I am growing more socially conservative and I am understanding why it happens.
When I was a kid, I actually was much more liberal; I believe in everything and wanted to help everyone. Later on, I lost faith in those beliefs, because I caught someone I trusted stealing money. Afterward, I became much more conservative and I took a hard line against people that would steal.
Now, I see another thief in the midst of my own political party being touted as a hero. Yes, it's Donald Trump. Where is the logic in these people, who support this man? His ethics is as bankrupt as the companies that he have controlled. Why has no one mentioned the millions his investors lost? Why has no one mentioned the excessive lifestyle of luxury he waste? Why has no one mentioned his extreme use of tax codes to avoid and even profit from the average man's money?
All of those issues are drowned out in a wave of noise. Sinclair once wrote in his ubuqitous novel "It Can't Happen Here":
For they were thieves not only of wages but of honor. To their purpose they could quote not only Scripture but Jefferson.
Conservatism is much more than Jesus lovers, Screamers, Saber rattlers, and spend cutters. It is an ideal; an ideal of true freedom, seeking the truth, and protecting the future. Yet, the American people is letting it die, because they want to be loud and angry before they see to their nation first.
I've met few like minded souls, who share my principle that whatever happens; you must put your nation above all needs, whether they are needs of anger, vengeance, or exultation. Sad, I have met few conservatives that can stand by me with that vision of honoring their home.
Perhaps, I am fool for wanting to put the United States first; heck, I wasn't even born here to begin with. Yet, I see my debt to the United States as something that binds me without contract or acknowledgment of debt. Even the most "freedom loving" conservatives cannot claim as much.
Yet, I must press on, as an old philosopher once said:
Shall I tell you what the real evil is? To cringe to the things that are called evils, to surrender to them our freedom, in defiance of which we ought to face any suffering.
True evil stands before me, not of opposition political philosophy, but the innate nature of man to place themselves ahead of all things including the thing that is most dear.
I pray a man like Donald Trump will never be President of the United States, and I pray for all the lost souls in the United States.
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