Monday is deemed to be the worst day of the week. Mine was especially horrible. I was called by the deputy dean and was given a penalty for not going to last week's stupid activity. I was told to once again, collect 20 signatures from my batch mates and also my seniors of year 2 to 5, plus all the nursing students from year 1 to 3. I was so pissed and I felt like I was being bullied, when I refused bullying. Last Saturday's activity was not only a complete waste of time, but it to me, it actually encourages bullying of the us juniors by seniors.

My faculty actually gave permission and funded the whole session, where our seniors, especially those beastly second years who just had a taste of power, to throw eggs at us, make us wallow in mud like pigs, pour curry and vinegar on us, paint our faces with ink, splash us with cold water then dumped a whole load of flour on us. I have experienced all this in last, last Saturday's activity. It was stated that it was managed by the faculty, so I didn't expect such activities. But then, I was wrong. So, I made up my mind to not go for the next week's activity. Turns out that I made the right decision as my friends said it was worst and way more horrible than the one I did go to. But now, I have to pay the stupid penalty. I was so angry and broke down in my room. For the past 3 weeks in school, I have never been happy and I really hated everything then. Plus, I found out the following night that most of the Chinese seniors hated me for not going to their stupid outings (they were a bit racist as they want us Chinese to just stick with our own kind, which doesn't make sense cuz I'm not even fully Chinese and can't speak the language) and they were mad cuz they didn't get to throw eggs at me last Saturday. My so-called Buddy won't talk to me and wanted me to to do some stupid tasks before she'll give me soft copies of last year's lectures.

By this time I was fed up. I simply ignored them and carry on with my life. I did the stupid penalty, finish all my assignments, and now I'm starting to feel happy I have found my group of friends, I've started my first Japanese class, which I really love, I paid for all my stuff, and I get to go home