This book belongs to Cole:

2006

Things with my living situation had changed. At this time only Skyler and I were living in the house. It was nice since now I had two rooms, one was my sleeping room while the other was my chill room. Kitty had moved out with her current boyfriend. He had been a not so nice guy to me and Skylar, but when she decided to move we still supported her. The good part about it being just me and Skyler was I had more privacy. Skyler was going back to school and now was actively dating so he was hardly ever home. Since his breakup he tried to keep himself busy, he made sure to spend more time with family and of course go out to enjoy being single. 
I’m not going to say how this next person was connected to me nor will I include other people, but Guy was a good friend I had known for years. He was a very strong manly man, he was fit, tall, and completely into outdoors. We would have long conversation, we could talk about anything. He was so open and accepting of anything I felt so comfortable to be near him. On this night it was just like old times. 
Guy was only in town for a few nights so he needed a place to crash. I decided to let him stay for the weekend, since I didn't have any plans. Skyler was at his parents, so I figured why not. On his last night he and I stayed up late drinking and talking. It was a cool night just perfect enough to be outside. We sat on the back porch telling stories of what he had been up too. So much had been going on for us both, he really was someone that made me have a more exciting outlook on things. He just experienced so much it made me want to go out and do the same. 
I smoked a few bowls and had some cigs as he went on to tell me more. I was really enjoying my night just hanging and relaxing. After a while we decided to uncover the pool and soak our feet. We had a few more beers and I told him what was going on in life. We had the lights in the pool on so it seemed to be getting warmer. 
“Let’s get in,” Guy stood taking all his clothes off. He stood there naked in front of me. I couldn’t take my eyes away he actually had a really big dick “get naked let’s soak.” He said jumping into the pool.
So I did. I got naked and joined him, I couldn’t believe that I was here sitting in the pool naked with Guy. We talked about people we had dated, people we had been sleeping with, so far nothing promising seemed to be going for either of us. I had to admit I was more excited that no one else was home, I was sure if anyone else had been here this wouldn’t be happening. Although I was sure nothing more was going to happen so why worry?
That was when he grabbed me throwing me up in the air so I would go falling deeper into the water. We kept playing around wrestling in the pool. I was having so much fun I had forgotten we were naked. After a while we got out and laid there on the side, it was much colder than I remember.
“You cold?”
I turned to Guy “Yeah I am.”
“Come here,” he pulled me so I was laying against him. I lay there my back towards his front, he held me so close I instantly felt warmer “better?” 
I nodded too comfortable to answer and too nervous to move. I could feel him grow a little, his dick rested between my checks. There was no way he didn’t know what was going on down there. For some reason he didn’t seem to care. We laid together looking up at the stars not saying a word. We were both pretty excited, yet neither of us seemed to mind. Part of me wanted to start playing with him, start sucking him, would he mind? I didn’t though. I was actually enjoying our little moment together. Guy was making me feel happy and sexy so why ruin something that makes me feel good? Besides I was sure he would make the first move if he wanted.
After however long past Guy suggested we go take a shower, when he said that, I didn’t think he meant together “You know what Cole.”
I turned so I was facing him, we were lathering up our bodies “What’s that?”
“I like hanging out naked with friends, I mean it’s just a body.”
“Yeah it’s been so relaxing and calming.”
“You are the first gay guy I’ve actually done this with, I was kind of nervous.”
“Really? Well that’s understandable.”
“It’s always been with my straight friends or girls but you make it easy.”
“I can say it’s been a little hard.”
“A little,” he laughed grabbing his dick “we’ve both been rock hard isn’t it fun?”
“Yeah it is.” so I was now learning Guy liked to be nude. I was still confused with the rest.
“It’s natural for us to get excited when we feel another body,” he hugged me again “you see the moment we touch we both get harder.” I looked down it was true. Although we had done nothing to each other our bodies were reacting “Cole I know some times you fuck with straight guys and I want you to see that sometimes it’s just to have an orgasm. See,” we got out of the shower and went to my room. I was more surprised to see him crawl into my bed “we could fuck right now I’m hard and ready but it wouldn’t be right.” I laid down next to him, he pulled me closer and held me tight again “I’m completely straight and when I want to cum I’ll fuck, but you,” he whispered to me “just lay here and you will see what else two men can do, out of a close friendship.”
We held each other the whole night. I woke up off and on, he was still hard. It took so much to not go down and take care of him, yet like he said he was comfortable with this. I would not be the one to ruin it. I felt Guy and I were good friends it was nice to see that no matter what there can be trust. So I would just go back to sleep and be glad to feel a real man’s body.
“Damn,” I awoke to Guy laying there looking down at us “our dicks are still hard.” He laughed for a second then took his hand and started stroking it. I did the same.
I lay there watching him, I didn’t care if he watched me or not I was just excited to get to see his dick big and hard. Every now and then we would look at each other and smile, I never once tried to touch him. Just laid there enjoying the view while enjoying myself. Then he got up on his knees where he was directly on top of me. He started jerking faster till he shot, he grabbed my head and put the head of his dick on my tongue making sure his load didn’t go to waste. It all shot into my mouth and all I could do was swallow this straight man’s huge load, when he let go I did too. I accidentally got it on him thankfully he didn’t mind. He just suggested we took another shower which we did after that I made breakfast.
He told me how he had never jerked off for a gay man before and probably never would again. I smiled, happy it was with me. He then went on to tell me of his next travels, where he was going to live now “Cole we all need to make changes, sometimes it’s only us that can take control.” Once we ate he was off to his next stop.
I would randomly see him throughout time, but he and I have never lost touch. To this day we still chat and plan to meet up again. As long as we are both on our journeys we would have to make a pit stop to see each other. I have never told anyone this story and now it is out, I’m sure people will wonder who it was, but I will never say.
A couple of nights later I was hanging out at Cynthia’s, we were standing out back of her place having a smoke. I just kept thinking about Guy wondering how nice and different it felt. Guy had been traveling, when he wanted he would just leave. Maybe he was right, maybe time was coming for me to make a change in my life, but that would take a lot of thinking. 
Since Cynthia and Will were living together things were getting a lot better. I was so glad that they finally had worked everything out, soon, they would start a new life. It was amazing that they had found each other. Every time they spoke about it Will would throw in “maybe we should move?” even though Cynthia wasn’t against it she just wanted to think it over. She had lived in Portland her whole life. She didn’t know what to think…..