I have a really bad habit....I forget sometimes that people online dont know me in real life, and i take a lot of things too seriously when I shouldn't let them bug me. I wont say what happened, but I will say that after it happened, I acted like a jerk....in a way. I didnt go off on anyone or something like that. Instead, I just stormed off like a dummy. There's no way that the person I was offended by could have known he was offending me. Anyway, I just want to say sorry to everyone for being a real jerk, even if you didn't know I was doing it.

So I guess this is gonna be my last entry before we leave for Cali. I just didn't want to dissapear before I got this off my chest, because I have a headache thinking about how I acted. As a christian, I dont feel like I exactly followed the Word of God tonight. So I feel really bad righ now about it. Anyways, I'm sorry.

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Well, it's official. I lost every song on my hard drive. Eight hundred and eighty songs and over a hundred videos are gone. And even though I can get the songs back, some of the movies I had i can never get back because they're ones that friends and family had made. The good news is that one of my friends was able to send me about 80 of the songs that I used to have that he had too So, at least I'm on my way to getting my songs back Plus, a lot of the songs on my pc were from CD's I had uploaded, so all I have to do is upload those CD's again.

BTW, iTunes is wack!! Its good for my ipod, but as far as being able to share the files that I paid for with my iTunes card, it's totally gay. I'm not gonna pay for another DL from that site.

Also, I plan to post the next chapter of My jump Off as soon as it's done. I won't be finished until I get back, so it's going to be a little bit. Anyway, I only have one comment on the last chapter, so I'm kinda wondering what people actually think about the story. maybe if someone gets around to reading it, they can leave me a comment

Kisses

Nick