Eros

This story is pretty rad. Totally enjoyed it.

I'm not sure if I would laugh, blink continuously, stare, or punch him in the face. Not sure what I'd do if someone said that to me lol

I see. At any rate, I understand. My own preference is more masculine, rugged, and boyish. But on occasion I find certain other guys attractive, like Bill Kaulitz lol

I believe there is a difference between androgyny and cross-dressing. Androgyny is more so a natural, physical appearance where a person has qualities of both sexes. It isn't necessarily something forced, and the definition isn't ambiguous. Don't get confused.

I respect beauty in all forms, like some have said. I find it interesting that some people assume they won't ever find someone of androgynous appearance attractive. Really, anything is possible. And I think it would be ignorant to say that it's not. "Long years ago", really maybe just a couple, there was this girl at my school named Keli. Keli always got made fun of, because of her somewhat masculine qualities. She had a deeper voice, for one, and often got made fun of because of it. Sadly, at first, I was weary of her, because I didn't understand her natural androgynous-ness... lol. I found it odd that she was less feminine than all the other girls, and her voice was deeper. But, upon getting to KNOW her a little more, and paying more attention, I began to notice her unmistakable beauty. And her voice! Holy shit, her voice. You know who's voice is also deep? Cher's. That's right. Keli's voice reminds me so much of Cher's. It's noticeably deeper, but noticeably beautiful. So, once I took these things into account, I looked at Keli in a new perspective. I didn't think of her as ghastly, disgusting man-woman... (didn't in the first place, really), but I did think of her as a unique, beautiful girl. I appreciate her more now because of it. So, I'm not going to say I don't like something because I don't understand it, like a lot of people did at my school. I think people need to look deeper into things before they open their mouths about it, or forming a conclusion about it. You may like what you find in the end

It's so silly, I seem to do this all the time. And lately it's been with guys... I'll become friends with them, we'll have a lot in common, then I begin to notice more things I like about them, eyes, lips, hair, smile, laugh, voice, hands, the way they walk, their butt, all that good stuff. Then I begin to look more deeply into how they do things, almost as if to convince myself that they have feelings for me. That's what lures me in more and more. In the end, I usually become the fool, because they're straight or won't act on their feelings for me, but instead go for chicks instead of expanding their horizons... what a shame. But, it's funny because I always tell them that if they ever get curious or whatever, they know my name Btw, I'm currently in a situation like this. It's a toughy, this one. I'm thinking about giving up. I just don't want to ruin the friendship we have. But I'm pretty sure he wants a good time. Maybe I need to make the first move. Hehehehehe

Hmmm... you know, I really can't say... I would usually probably say just straight up "no", but I guess that would be totally ignorant. I guess anything is possible, and human sexuality is whack anyway, and hella complicated... To me, I consider a "straight" person as someone who hasn't, nor never will, find a member of the same-sex attractive. Well, sexually attractive. Just because a guy compliments another dude on his rad, cool-looking eyes, or awesome hair doesn't make him gay, but you know what I mean. But, like I said, anything is possible.

It would be cool if it was like... Tenebrae Umbra. So hot. Both mean shadow

Probably not something I'd do myself. To me it just contracts your love. I miss the good ole' Pagan days where you didn't need to sign a stupid paper to prove your love for a person. Besides, it almost seems like marriage these days is obsolete, seeing as how they only last, what, an hour? Psh... whatev', I'll pass.

I have a crush on everyone. Duuuhhh. ♥

Hell yeah I'm out! I've been out for let's say... about two years or so, officially. First person I came out to was my best friend Casey. After that, I slowly started tip-toeing out the door of my closet. The only thing that was really getting in my way of completely being myself, was my mom. I was terrified of her finding out I like burritos and not just tacos. Buuut, one day she came home and confronted me about it, because she had heard a rumor that her son liked boys. At first, I was going to deny it. Of course, right? Well, I decided, "What the hell. I don't give a sh♥t anymore", so I didn't deny it. She at first asked if I was gay, but I said no. I had a girlfriend at the time, anyway, who I very, very much liked So, since then, it's been quite a ride. At school, people know. It quickly got around that there was someone different in a rather backwards world, which I'd like to call my high school. I wouldn't say people were, or are, generally accepting, of course. But, the ones who aren't never say anything to me about it. For one, I'm very well-liked. And two, whenever someone DOES try and start something about it, I let them know I'm not just going to sit there and take it. I'm pretty quick about putting people in their place, and it's really made a difference with how people treat me. I'm overall respected. And, it's kind of riveting to be the only openly bisexual guy at my school. I really hoped to help others who were or are afraid to come out. And, the funny thing is, I seem to make a lot of straight guys question which team they play on As for my mom, my sexuality isn't something we really talk about. I don't really mind, because I've decided to just agree to disagree. I told her from the beginning, it has nothing to do with the gender, but the person. And since I've come out, I've only brought one guy home, and she didn't like it, so I haven't since. But she jumps up and down when I happen to bring home a gal Silly, I think. So, basically I'm out to everyone, really. It's not something I brag about, but I won't deny if I'm asked. My family is accepting, with the exception of my mom. Friends love it. So, it's all good

A very good point. That's why I try to read through even the lamest sex scenes, because you never know if one of the characters will have a certain feeling, or thought during that scene that may later play a pivotal role or something later on. Hrmmm...

Happy Birthday! Have a gooooood one -Eros

Happy Birthday -Eros

Happy Birthday! Have a good one Drink extra for me... -Eros

I missed ya! Glad you're back

I totally agree... I hated that there were no sex scenes in ITFB... I HATED that!

I'm addicted to tea.

I definitely understand where you're coming from. Explains myself in many ways.

You've a lot on your mind, my friend.

Respectable.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ZIA1AbT3J8&feature=feedu In my response to this video, I'll just say, I'm not gay. I'm not straight. I don't mind being called "bisexual". But, overall, I'm just "sexual". The term "bisexual" is just the closest thing to describe my preference. Also, I mainly disagree with this guy's opinion, although I see his point. But, he basically claims that whoever says, "I don't like to be labeled", is just saying that to be nonconformist. But, I mean it when I say, I don't like being labeled. Sexuality is a consistent fluctuation. And as I said before, bisexual is just the closest thing to describe my preference. But, my official response to the question, "Are you gay, straight, bi...?" is, "I'm just sexual. Plain and simple." So, what I'd like to know, is how you guys feel about this topic. I'm curious to see where you all stand on this, because it's pretty interesting. -Eros

The existence of "love at first sight" is doubtful. I feel there is more to it than that... Such as time. People often mistake deep infatuation as "love". I believe the term "love at first sight" is really something that lives and breathes in works of literature and the like... I think, maybe, because some humans find it appealing, the idea, that one can instantly fall in love with someone, plain and simple, even though many times this love is not returned. Honestly, I don't personally understand that concept, because it ruins the thrill of the journey it takes to actually fully fall in love with someone. Because, frankly, falling in love with someone is a journey. And it takes time. And energy. But when it comes to "love at first sight", there really is no effort put into it like there is in actual falling in love... Maybe that's a bit vague... but anyway, that's how I feel about that. ♥

Thank you kindly I'm so glad that you liked it!

Happy Birthday!