I'm disabled and trying to pick up the pieces, but it's not easy. I have lost almost 150 pounds (150 pounds = slightly over 60 kilos), and it's a huge adjustment. It's a good adjustment. I still have good days and bad days though. We all do. Still, I have a long road ahead that includes more surgery, IT bootcamp and hopefully attending community college and hopefully university. I am going to teach myself how to be an adult whether I like it or not, because the world won't save itself, not that I can do it alone.