VictoryPanda

I'm not new, but I sure as heck haven't posted in here in I think over a year... so I'm going to say hi again! HI! Don't be mean to me! I play nice! I also have the author tag and I know I don't have any stories up (anymore) but I promise to get back into the swing of things!

Where in High School, everything seemed so close minded and win-or-lose, college just seems so different. I'm sure back in the day it was different, but as far as I've noticed since 2007, I've been pretty out without even knowing it. Either people know, don't know or just don't care either way. The people I've hung out with have always just wanted to go out and have fun... and party. Hell, I made out with a guy on the dance floor at a straight club and I only heard one guy yell something... yet do nothing. I have noticed that guys are more keen to do things if they're heterosexual in college. I guess it's the time to be adventurous and explore, but it's also weird. The concept of gay and straight these days tend to be more curious and just friendly. I've had straight guys dance, flirt and all kinds of things with me. While that's a giving sign to say "duh, they're gay", I'm not going to think every gay guy who marries and tries to do things with a girl is straight. Now, if we're talking real-world... that's a diff story.

There's and Asian film called "The Love Of Siam" that I love to death. It has such a bittersweet ending to it. Basically, there are two best friends as kids that get separated after a family tragedy and meet again years later. One is certain of himself while the other doesn't even pay homosexuality mind until he comes to the realization that he actually loves the other. It ends on a sad note and almost had me in tears... but it's my favorite gay movie.

O: I streaked my hair blue (even though it's now like blue, aqua and sea green >_>)!!! It's really hard to see on normal setting so I just amplified to "god damn" on the brightness setting!

Nephylim Yep. Yep.

Luckily, I have the master bedroom so I have my own shower! Ahaha, but I still make sure to shower the entire thing clean before stepping out. I don't have a prob with toilet paper ever since I hardly ever have to use it, but that does apply to the kitchen as well. The whole leaving an empty carton of pop-tarts or something a like in the cabinet knowing you got the last one. How hard exactly is it just to throw it away? It's barely going out of your way. Oh God, and the Vegi thing. I use to be and my family still bugs me. Even bigger peeve is when they would call me a vegan.

Mine is the inevitable room mates. We're just three completely different people which is totally obvious when you look at our rooms. I'm ANALLY neat, the girl is admittedly junky and the other guy is just college life... kind of a mix. But it would be okay if it were kept in their rooms. Not in the kitchen. There's always something sitting out on the counter or on the stove. Anything from mail, spices, add-ons, pots, plates, cups... ANYTHING! It's just ALWAYS there and no matter how many times I clean it up, there's always something to walk back into. Then there's the dish washer. YOU DON'T NEED TO USE THAT MUCH ELECTRICITY JUST TO WASH FIVE DISHES! Like seriously, wtf dude!? That and the air which is always on! Admittedly, they are bigger than me even if only slightly... but we don't get paid enough to pay a $100 dollar electricity bill every month. Especially not when the first bill was only $25. Other than that: - Gliding teeth over silverware (the thought makes my own teeth hurt!) - Being told to stop talking about something. Especially in a debate or argument. And don't agree with me just to get it over either. - Telling me to do something. My boyfriend has a knack for wanting to be busy and active ALL the f**king time. When I'm off and just waking up, I want to rest. And if I'm just waking up, I want to sit in my own little area for another hour. Don't nag me to get up every five seconds. - Listening to my room mate 'whine' stupidly and getting upset of things with her boyfriend. It'd be okay if she weren't so childish. - Hearing her also talk about how sensitive and hurt she is when people say things but turning around and doing the exact same thing. Mind you, jokes on both sides. I am annoyed very easily, jsyk. OH OH OH! And put the freakin disk back into the case! Stop leaving it on the entertainment system!

Oh pish posh, I LOVE JB! Not obsessively, but there's nothing really wrong with him.

That's exactly what I was going to say. I found one of his shirts in my closet yesterday and smelled it to see if it was clean or not. I think I got more satisfaction than clarification. xD

I've lost the meaning of marriage all together. I'm pretty sure only one of my friends parents are even still together and growing up, I never really saw the concept of real love ever actually happen. I've seen people date, people marry, people live together and people break up... but I've never seen or heard of anyone actually falling deeply in love with someone. And while I experienced the real deep mushy gushy love part of life, I just can't bring myself to what a marriage actually does. Sure, I know about all the legal stuff but emotionally... I don't see a change happening. Just complications for if you ever break up. I'm happy with the person I love and I'm happy being with them, that's all that matters in our relationship. Sure, marrying would be setting down the stone... but for what? If the feeling of attachment and love is what I receive whenever I'm with the person I like, then that's all I want and need. I don't really need a document telling me that I love someone.

I can't think of anyone... but I do LOVE that All-American teenager voice. That or raspy. Omg, I just gasm at the sound of raspy voices. They just sound so mysterious.

I would totally start taking less showers. I just can't bring myself to even think of doing that once a week.

Well... my first name starts with a J (= Jey sound) and my last name starts with an O. (:

LMAO, but I promise I'm not! Well... I am but don't put me up to any standards!

Awww haha, thanks! I want those things to be smaller but I can't seem to get the resize to transfer! ):

I guess I shall plaster my party drunken glitter face all over here!

Hola seniors y senoritas! Como esta? I've been coming here for well over a few years reading in and out of stories and just thought I'd drop in after joining. Just wanted to say HI!