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  1. I saw the pictures of him when they announced it but lost interest. THIS Dante can def enter my life.
  2. VictoryPanda

    Chapter 1

    Whats his name, Paul? He sounds super hot. How old are they? I think I missed it but I saw late teens! This is interesting and different! I like his denial reaction. I was all "he doesn't know he's gay!" Right before he said he wasn't. Looking forward!
  3. I forget to eat. Especially in the morning. I try to fit a ham and cheese sandwich on wheat bread or cereal in... but I slack alot. Actually, I completely forgot to eat anything yesterday and only ended up eating two fish things my boyfriend made today. I dont mean to forget... I just never think about food really. :s
  4. I'm not going to say this movie sucked or anything, but I didn't like it. It was FAR too long (or maybe just boring imo) and it seemed like nothing would ever happen. While I liked him as a kid who was overly protected by his father (If I remember correctly), it seemed the more he grew, the more I disliked him to the point I turned it off. Maybe I should actually sit down and watch it taking in the detail, but I dunno. I guess being a 1990s/2000s kid/teenager I couldn't really relate to it. I'm not really into old settings or anything, but the smoking and the horrible hair and that awful fashion just made it worse for me. While it did seem like a great film, I just wanted to let you know I didn't like it.
  5. This is REALLY hard. I love Comicality. He's my absolute favorite author... so everything he writes always ends up in my favorites and I love them all for different reasons. My drop-everything-and-read stories would have to be a tie between Gone From Daylight Savage Moon Billy Chase But my absolute favorite stories are tied between New Kid In School and A Class By Himself. While the other three are really interesting as I never read stories like those (Except Billy Chase), these two seem to make me the most satisfied when updated. I think I started reading them both first. I can't really explain why I like them so much haha. Um... I just know that whenever they actually do get new chapters, I get extremely happy. Kind of like the characters feel when they look at each other.
  6. Um, heck yeah! Haha, if I can make both, it'll be even amazinger. Maybe I can convince Mama Rush to travel me to DC from Charlotte and convince my job to let me off for both events! I still have to get the NYC dates down though.
  7. Amazing to see the transition from page 2 to 15 lol. I kind of skimmed through and it's really cool to see Mark feeling better! Umm lets see... I use to feel really depressed in my first few years of puberty. I'm not trying to plug my story or anything, but the more that I write it, the closer it feels to home than I wanted it to be. While the events are FAR FAR FAR more dramatic than anything I encountered, it just feels to familiar to what I felt. I never cam out of the closet until I turned 20 (only to really close friends and my brother) but I've been bullied since I about the 5th grade for being gay and not being as cool as everyone else. I was never really a nerd and I'm not flamboyant or anything... I just didn't fit in with majority of the kids at my school. One moment they'd be really protective and nice to me and then the next they'd laugh and joke. That lasted till I transferred to another district in high school which turned things around a lot more for me. But I still had to deal with being gay and living under homophobic parents, a mother who religiously went to church and work 20 hours a day and my brother coming out the closet years before myself. I always felt like some kind of disappointment. I never knew if my life would ever be normal or if anyone would accept me. I never felt liked anyone really liked me even in friendship terms because I thought I was annoying or everything I said was stupid. I got my first real best friend when I turned 13 and I told him I was bisexual (at the time denying it) and after a year or two, he came out to me and from that moment we started dating. I always loved him with all my heart but after we broke up (when I turned 19) I realized that he was far too controlling and I put too much of myself and dedication to him. Eventually he just stopped talking to me altogether and ignoring me after we tried to just be friends... but it was too hard. I understand it, but I'm still sad about losing my best friend more than I am about losing my boyfriend. I don't want to drag on haha... but I feel like I'm blowing off some steam. I'd keep going on too but I might spoil too much for my story too! Tehe. All in all, through out high school, only two people ever made me feel like I meant something in someones life. I had friends and I had fun, but deep down, I felt really worthless and I would never amount to anything. I don't know what snapped in me, but eventually I realized that it didn't matter. If someone did or didn't like me, it didn't really matter. You'll never really get a chance to see me angry, upset, sad or without a smile and being nice. Even if I don't do anything with my life, the thing that makes me happy is to see other people happy and enjoying themselves. It sounds cheesy, but that's honestly how my life works. I'm not sad anymore at all really. I do get put off thinking that none of the friends I had in high school and the two people that meant the world to me are no longer talking to me... but I think I can just move on. While everyones different, I think the one thing to push someone forward is to find the one thing that makes them happy, find something that will relieve the pressure, and to try and let things roll without stopping you. You can't control the universe and just like things can make you happy, they can tear you down, so the only thing you can really do is brush it off and keep going!
  8. I've recently got into Electro-House music and I love love love love love LOVE this song! Oh, and Voodoo P*ssy by Miss Prada.
  9. Persona 3 or 4? They're kind of long and a different style of RPG. Think of the sims mixed with Final Fantasy. The story lines are amazing and your connection with the side characters you meet and build relationships with grows along with the main characters. I nearly cried on the 3rd game every time I became best friends with someone... and when the game ended, I think I actually did cry. xD
  10. VictoryPanda

    Postscript

    I read this story while it was still being updated... but I couldn't help but to come back. When I first read this, I thought it was an amazing thrilling and traveling story. I had no idea it was real and I felt so badly for the main character, I didn't know how to feel. I almost felt like I was being a sadist for continuing... since I'm an extremely emotional person, this story made me cry so much. There were so many different emotions I felt reading this that I never felt for anything else. When I found out that the author had passed, I literally cried. I had no idea it was based on his actual life and I felt so badly because I wanted him to always be happy. He seemed like such a nice person who wanted to be happy but others where making it too hard for him. I'm sure he was happy and majority of the sad things were placed here, but the postscript makes me feel even better knowing that he actually did live a good life. Even with these hardships. I can't remember when this story finished, but I'm crying just as badly as the first time I read the ending. I didn't even re-read the story. I just saw the postscript and I read parts of the final chapter while playing that Lighthouse song and GOD. I'm so happy he got to live happily and I'm really glad he finally found you and he had his son. It's just so sad to see someone like him go. I love you guys, but I hate you guys for making me cry right now. <3
  11. Aww guys! That's a HORRIBLE date! I promised my friends a road trip up to New York for New York Pride event! ):
  12. "Oh so there's this gay guy I know, you should meet him!" "AHHHH" "Bitch" "Do you love Lady Gaga" "I'm like your fag hag" "You're like practically a girl" "Do you think he's gay" "Are you gay?" "I always wanted a gay best friend" "You're gay, youre suppose to know these things." "All the good guys are gay" "You are so gay" ... I despise these things so much. I've gotten them maybe at least once but I'm into NONE of these things. I'm not a fashion forward person, I hang out with straight guys, I play video games and watch horror and action movies, I don't go shopping... hell, I hate spending money! Truth be told, I don't like every gay guy I come across. It really pissed me off one night when some girl asked for my number at some party because we could be total bff's and go shopping and stuff. The only place you'd see me shopping is Gamestop. Probably.
  13. LOL That's SIA! She's a tiny Australian singer! Love her though.
  14. I've noticed that I do this so much in my life without meaning to do it. I always have had this habit of speaking before thinking and never watched what I said in hopes that other people would just wouldn't be butt-hurt about it. But looking on some of the things I say to certain people like days or months later, I always feel terrible. Everyone knows me as being extremely nice and funny, and I'm never angry or mean really... but I can't help but feel bad after like 90% of the stuff I say.
  15. Resident Evil Tekken Tomb Raider Final Fantasy (Stopped at 13... after 10 I got tired of the changes) Silent Hill (Stopped after 4:The Room) Kingdom Hearts I played the first 5 since I was a little kid (About 7 years old) and I still buy them the first moment they come out. I have stopped on video games for the most part, but those first two just seem like a part of my childhood I'll never turn away from.
  16. VictoryPanda

    EPILOGUE

    My heart beat faster and a weight off my chest when they finally kissed. Damn I nearly cried and I'm not even in the relationship. Sigh... As for your question, we chose those names because I love Daffy and Lonely Tunes and he likes Donald more out of the ducks. Also I have a quirky, sarcastic, crazy and funny personality while he has a more serious, quite, you uptight personality. So it works.
  17. I seldom write reviews until the last chapter because I mostly bookmark stories on my phone and just read them there... but I'm on a computer now! I've been keeping up with this story with each chapter and I always get so excited! But when I read this title, I was actually kind of scared. I knew the end was coming soon, but this felt so much like the end. I literally gasped out loud when I read the ending to this chapter and almost died. While Hero is SUCH a jerk for his egotistical self centered homophobic personality at the start of the story... I couldn't help but grow to love him. I was so sad to see Charlie reject him over and over again, to see his dad did THAT to him and I nearly cried for him when he saw Travis holding Charlie in the window. Haha, I almost hate Travis for the pure fact that Hero deserves him so much more. Also, your story got me and my boyfriend calling each other nick names too (Daffy and Donald).
  18. "Aint no muthaf*ckin bridge b*tch. Aint no muthaf*ckin hook. Aint no muthaf*ckin third muthaf*ckin verse!" - My fav line I got: "We Found Love" by Rihanna "Take Care" Drake and Rihanna "Girls Talkin Bout" by Mindless Behavior Never thought any of those artist would make it to any list I'd like.
  19. We need to move this to North Carolina. So I won't have to travel and stuff and stuff. Lol, I'd be up for it! If I could actually do it depends on the time, place and the money. I'm an extremely cheap person but DC doesn't seem to be at all far from Charlotte.
  20. VictoryPanda

    The Way Home

    Ugh! You almost made me cry so many times. When Seth didn't want to say 'goodbye' to Rory, I swear to God I felt so silly for having to hold back tears aha. You are an amazing writer and I'm most DEF keeping up with your other stories. That one... Gosh... that made me go on an emotional roller coaster. And I finished it all in a nonstop motion. Thank you so much for this beautiful BEAUTIFUL piece of art.
  21. So I've been non-stop reading this story for three days after discovering it and I just have to say... I am more than absolutely in love with this. I've neglected so many other things and everything for this story. Haha, I've literally done nothing but read this and gone to work... besides shopping yesterday. I LOVE how I can actually feel what Rory is feeling from start to finish. I despise the fact that everyone walks away from each other and shuts each other out... but it's understanding to a degree. When Rory first was sent off, I didn't want him to stay. I wanted him to hate it and I wanted the dad to suffer... then I felt for the dad. I didn't want to like Luke for Aaron... hell I trusted Aaron! I don't know what I saw in that guy. I hated Seth and now I loooove him! I've never been SO drawn into a story before. It's so different and just refreshing. I'm most def finishing this up today. I'm going to be sad though when I get to the end... I feel like Rory with his moms diaries. I just want it to continue and learn more about Rory's life.
  22. Did not see ANY of that coming! So excited the story is back but so sad for Hero. I honestly thought he was completely straight with a strong big brother bond for Charlie. His dad is just... disgusting. There is no reason Charlie should have backed out or listened to Hero telling him no.
  23. I love Comicality for this. At first his stories were very sex driven but have died down A LOT over the times. Now it seems more about drama, fear, and all sorts of craziness. The "Billy Chase", "GFD", "New Kid In School", and all the likes are extremely interesting and you NEVER see whats coming next. One thing that destroys me about a majority of stories is that they're all so predictable. I hate reading a description and the spoiler is right there. I HATE knowing who's going to hook up before I even read the story. I do dislike Com's constant ongoing love affair between a white teen male with a perfect bubble butt and blonde hair or whatever. I use to be obsessed with them when I was younger... but I kind of want some diversity. When I actually try to branch out and go to places like Nifty... oh my god. All I ever see there is "Little White Boy In The Mens Bathroom", "Mexican Adventure", "Little Boy and Five Old Pervs", "Little Rich Bitch"... really? I understand some people like the smut stories and all but it's so hard to find a quality story. I am reading "Charlie" by Hamen Cheese which has an odd view point (from the straight homophobic egotistical teenager) and "Devyns Struggle" on nifty (can't remember the author). "Devyns Struggle" is the oddest story I've ever read. While it has the same premise as most stories (white, wealthy, best friends, neighbors), doesn't have clear descriptives (At first) and lacks substance (at first), it branches out into something else towards it's later stories that I did not see coming at all. It actually impacted me mentally to where I feel so badly for certain groups of people now. It's def worth a read.
  24. The second one is more recent. And yes, I have an addiction to Pandas! (:
  25. I'm a huge PS3 fanboy! I have an addiction to fighting, horror and sometimes action and rpg. I grew up on Tekken, Resident Evil, Tomb Raider, Silent Hill and Final Fantasy. I still play them all (falling out of the later three) but I can add Dead or Alive, Kingdom Hearts (<3!!!!), Saints Row... and the likes to the list. I could never get into Mario and all the Nintendo games for some reason. X-Box's turn me off.
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