VictoryPanda

The voice is annoying but the beat is AMAZING!

Happy Birthday Ryan! Maybe I'll sing for you tonight!

That's a terrible name.

The PS1 version is no good? I have a GameCube but the games on it are sooo hard to find these days! I see the original game on the PSstore though! I guess the search would be better, no?

I don't know how I completely missed that one. It took me a few years to actually get any interest and I started with Snake Eater (I KNOW! So backwards... but it kinda worked out!) and I loved it! I've played them all except 1 for some reason but I can still pretty much follow everything. It's such an intense game with an amazing story line. Plus, it's HILARIOUS.

All time? Hmm... I have 4 all time favorite songs! Tainted Love (Marilyn Manson is my fave version) Kissing You - Des'Ree First Day Of My Life - Bright Eyes Where Is My Mind - The Pixies As for favorite movies... let's go with Monster (Charlize Theron and Christina Ricci), Battle Royale (Japan-Action) and The Love Of Siam (Thai-Gay). Monster and Siam had me in tears by the endings while Battle Royale is just an amazing concept and even better book.

Hi GA! I posted my first story here recently and I thought I'd make a thread after catching this part of the forum. I'm more so just looking to see thoughts and opinions on what's going on so far. It's the first story I've written in a really long time so I'm kind of nervous every time I post. xD I know something I need to improve would be the proofreading but "Lisa" said she'd help me out with that! Also, I'm curious as to what you'd like to see in the future! I'm all about taking ideas and working them around if I like them or not! So... ya! Link: https://www.gayauthors.org/story/victorypanda/youngforever

I saw the pictures of him when they announced it but lost interest. THIS Dante can def enter my life.

Whats his name, Paul? He sounds super hot. How old are they? I think I missed it but I saw late teens! This is interesting and different! I like his denial reaction. I was all "he doesn't know he's gay!" Right before he said he wasn't. Looking forward!

Um... Yes! All the time. My biggest one at the moment would be the Quarantine 2 movie. I'm a huge REC fan and saw this sequel to a remake go off on its own as a terrible idea. Low and behold, im screaming for deal life. If you were reborn, what animal would you want to be.

I forget to eat. Especially in the morning. I try to fit a ham and cheese sandwich on wheat bread or cereal in... but I slack alot. Actually, I completely forgot to eat anything yesterday and only ended up eating two fish things my boyfriend made today. I dont mean to forget... I just never think about food really. :s

I'm not going to say this movie sucked or anything, but I didn't like it. It was FAR too long (or maybe just boring imo) and it seemed like nothing would ever happen. While I liked him as a kid who was overly protected by his father (If I remember correctly), it seemed the more he grew, the more I disliked him to the point I turned it off. Maybe I should actually sit down and watch it taking in the detail, but I dunno. I guess being a 1990s/2000s kid/teenager I couldn't really relate to it. I'm not really into old settings or anything, but the smoking and the horrible hair and that awful fashion just made it worse for me. While it did seem like a great film, I just wanted to let you know I didn't like it.

This is REALLY hard. I love Comicality. He's my absolute favorite author... so everything he writes always ends up in my favorites and I love them all for different reasons. My drop-everything-and-read stories would have to be a tie between Gone From Daylight Savage Moon Billy Chase But my absolute favorite stories are tied between New Kid In School and A Class By Himself. While the other three are really interesting as I never read stories like those (Except Billy Chase), these two seem to make me the most satisfied when updated. I think I started reading them both first. I can't really explain why I like them so much haha. Um... I just know that whenever they actually do get new chapters, I get extremely happy. Kind of like the characters feel when they look at each other.

Um, heck yeah! Haha, if I can make both, it'll be even amazinger. Maybe I can convince Mama Rush to travel me to DC from Charlotte and convince my job to let me off for both events! I still have to get the NYC dates down though.

Amazing to see the transition from page 2 to 15 lol. I kind of skimmed through and it's really cool to see Mark feeling better! Umm lets see... I use to feel really depressed in my first few years of puberty. I'm not trying to plug my story or anything, but the more that I write it, the closer it feels to home than I wanted it to be. While the events are FAR FAR FAR more dramatic than anything I encountered, it just feels to familiar to what I felt. I never cam out of the closet until I turned 20 (only to really close friends and my brother) but I've been bullied since I about the 5th grade for being gay and not being as cool as everyone else. I was never really a nerd and I'm not flamboyant or anything... I just didn't fit in with majority of the kids at my school. One moment they'd be really protective and nice to me and then the next they'd laugh and joke. That lasted till I transferred to another district in high school which turned things around a lot more for me. But I still had to deal with being gay and living under homophobic parents, a mother who religiously went to church and work 20 hours a day and my brother coming out the closet years before myself. I always felt like some kind of disappointment. I never knew if my life would ever be normal or if anyone would accept me. I never felt liked anyone really liked me even in friendship terms because I thought I was annoying or everything I said was stupid. I got my first real best friend when I turned 13 and I told him I was bisexual (at the time denying it) and after a year or two, he came out to me and from that moment we started dating. I always loved him with all my heart but after we broke up (when I turned 19) I realized that he was far too controlling and I put too much of myself and dedication to him. Eventually he just stopped talking to me altogether and ignoring me after we tried to just be friends... but it was too hard. I understand it, but I'm still sad about losing my best friend more than I am about losing my boyfriend. I don't want to drag on haha... but I feel like I'm blowing off some steam. I'd keep going on too but I might spoil too much for my story too! Tehe. All in all, through out high school, only two people ever made me feel like I meant something in someones life. I had friends and I had fun, but deep down, I felt really worthless and I would never amount to anything. I don't know what snapped in me, but eventually I realized that it didn't matter. If someone did or didn't like me, it didn't really matter. You'll never really get a chance to see me angry, upset, sad or without a smile and being nice. Even if I don't do anything with my life, the thing that makes me happy is to see other people happy and enjoying themselves. It sounds cheesy, but that's honestly how my life works. I'm not sad anymore at all really. I do get put off thinking that none of the friends I had in high school and the two people that meant the world to me are no longer talking to me... but I think I can just move on. While everyones different, I think the one thing to push someone forward is to find the one thing that makes them happy, find something that will relieve the pressure, and to try and let things roll without stopping you. You can't control the universe and just like things can make you happy, they can tear you down, so the only thing you can really do is brush it off and keep going!

I've recently got into Electro-House music and I love love love love love LOVE this song! Oh, and Voodoo P*ssy by Miss Prada.

Persona 3 or 4? They're kind of long and a different style of RPG. Think of the sims mixed with Final Fantasy. The story lines are amazing and your connection with the side characters you meet and build relationships with grows along with the main characters. I nearly cried on the 3rd game every time I became best friends with someone... and when the game ended, I think I actually did cry. xD

Is this story during Middle School!? I always figured it was in high school for some reasons! :S Hmm... let me see if I can find what I always pictured them to be... CHARLIE: HERO: Hero is a bit hard because he kept changing in my head. I couldn't get a pin-point on it but it was about as close as I could get. Charlie on the other hand I always pictured as a really innocent softer brighter looking teenager. (:

Bring Real Instant Coffee Kosher... >_> SYRUP

I read this story while it was still being updated... but I couldn't help but to come back. When I first read this, I thought it was an amazing thrilling and traveling story. I had no idea it was real and I felt so badly for the main character, I didn't know how to feel. I almost felt like I was being a sadist for continuing... since I'm an extremely emotional person, this story made me cry so much. There were so many different emotions I felt reading this that I never felt for anything else. When I found out that the author had passed, I literally cried. I had no idea it was based on his actual life and I felt so badly because I wanted him to always be happy. He seemed like such a nice person who wanted to be happy but others where making it too hard for him. I'm sure he was happy and majority of the sad things were placed here, but the postscript makes me feel even better knowing that he actually did live a good life. Even with these hardships. I can't remember when this story finished, but I'm crying just as badly as the first time I read the ending. I didn't even re-read the story. I just saw the postscript and I read parts of the final chapter while playing that Lighthouse song and GOD. I'm so happy he got to live happily and I'm really glad he finally found you and he had his son. It's just so sad to see someone like him go. I love you guys, but I hate you guys for making me cry right now. <3

I'm pretty sure this is the right area to drop this topic in... Spoilers: Anyways, I'm stuck looking for a story that I read once before but can't seem to remember the title, the characters or the author. Some key notes I do remember was that it was finished maybe last year or two years ago. The story started out with a boy transferring to a new school, he fell in love with his best friend but dated his sister, their third friend died in a car accident in the snow, he was outed by his best friends girlfriend after over hearing them at a senior party, he was kicked out his home, dated an abusive guy, had a baby... and some other stuff I can barely hang on to. One of the biggest hints is that the author died midway through the story and someone else too over his notes to finish the story. Any idea on what I'm blabbering about?

Aww guys! That's a HORRIBLE date! I promised my friends a road trip up to New York for New York Pride event! ):

"Oh so there's this gay guy I know, you should meet him!" "AHHHH" "Bitch" "Do you love Lady Gaga" "I'm like your fag hag" "You're like practically a girl" "Do you think he's gay" "Are you gay?" "I always wanted a gay best friend" "You're gay, youre suppose to know these things." "All the good guys are gay" "You are so gay" ... I despise these things so much. I've gotten them maybe at least once but I'm into NONE of these things. I'm not a fashion forward person, I hang out with straight guys, I play video games and watch horror and action movies, I don't go shopping... hell, I hate spending money! Truth be told, I don't like every gay guy I come across. It really pissed me off one night when some girl asked for my number at some party because we could be total bff's and go shopping and stuff. The only place you'd see me shopping is Gamestop. Probably.

LOL That's SIA! She's a tiny Australian singer! Love her though.

I've noticed that I do this so much in my life without meaning to do it. I always have had this habit of speaking before thinking and never watched what I said in hopes that other people would just wouldn't be butt-hurt about it. But looking on some of the things I say to certain people like days or months later, I always feel terrible. Everyone knows me as being extremely nice and funny, and I'm never angry or mean really... but I can't help but feel bad after like 90% of the stuff I say.