Aximili Chaosmembrane

I used to have nothing but tears of sadness, depression, and disappointment. But recently, I did, but not for my personal happiness, but for others, or due to a good movie. The last good one I had was for Prayers For Bobby, when his mother spoke in front to relate the story of Bobby. But I think the one that really made me feel good and happy, was after watching a certain video. It made me happy that despite seeing much cruelty and sadness in the world, there are still kind people out there. I wish to share it with you, if you have a few minutes to spare:

Two boys in love got mixed up in a hunter-demon chase. The demon tries to seduce one of them, in a struggle to protect itself and satisfy its existence. The hunter aims to kill the demon. Does love still have a chance?

Chapter 1 SUNSET The sunset is so beautiful. Yet... it seems so sad at the same time. I was sitting on a cliff facing the sea, and looking at the mountains of the nearby island. It was probably a little after six o'clock, and the sun will be gone at any moment to hide behind the faraway Western mountains. But right now, its rays reflect a brilliant golden-yellow over the sea and sky, bringing sharper contrast on the clouds overhead, and on the ground. On the eastern mountains, the da

Yeah, I guess writing when depressed feels therapeutic. Hmm, I'm not sure anyone ever got over their depression completely, but I guess it's always best not to make it rule one's life, right?

LGBT hate crimes has finally received media attention in our country fairly recently. Before, they were not considered hate crimes, but instead, all blame goes to the homosexual for being a homosexual (which means the person is irresponsible, conspicuous, untrustworthy, etc.). Anyway, I'm thinking that burning could be a hate crime. But then again, crime happens, whether it is against LGBT or not.

"We have just enough religion to make us hate, but not enough to make us love one another." - Jonathan Swift

Maybe they thought you were a straight person criticizing them. A couple I've encountered before who were holding hands while walking immediately let go when they saw that I looked at them. It might also have been born out of their own fears. At least that's the rock bottom, and I'm sure the rest of your day will be simply AWESOME! ()

Thank you for sharing

I got hawk! Freedom, flight and great eyesight. What more could you ask for? You are a Hawk! (your score: 27) Characters: Galen, Thera, Zilus in the Aspect of Crow trilogy; Maxine in "The Wild's Call" Powers: Communicate with the divine, discern powers in others, photographic memory Hawks are the messengers of the Spirits. Adept with language, you might be a writer or a teacher. Your ability to assess situations impartially means that people often seek your guidance before making decisions. A brilliant visionary, you sometimes forget the mundane details of life like eating, sleeping, or paying bills. Best matches: Owls, Foxes, Spiders Watch out for: Otters, Bears, Horses Here are your scores for the other animal spirits:

A journal is left in a long-forgotten prison. It details the writer's life, his trials and pains through persecution after a worldwide calamity. In the end, is it worth reading something that is already long forgotten?

Abomination by ChaosMembrane ) o o o ( There's only darkness in the dungeons, and almost nothing can be seen. From one end, a light suddenly flashes. A tall, gaunt male carrying a flashlight walked through the rotten dungeons. He seems to be looking for something, but not in such a hurry. Finally reaching the other end of the hall, he crept into one cell, smaller than the rest, the stink of blood mixes with that of urine. He moved the light around the cell, until it landed on a

I'm not sure what you mean by "backpacking" exactly, but I LOOOVE travel, and these past few months have been traveling on my own to a nearby island. I get to talk to strangers, and was surprised how most of them are actually quite helpful. Makes you wonder why your parents used to tell you not to talk to strangers. Although there are very few rude ones, but so far they're at a minimum

Niiiice! I can add more good gay movies to my list to watch! () My favorites so far: - Shelter - wonderful storyline, awesome and realistic emotion, and one of the very few movies with a sweet, happy ending - Latter Days - just for the happy ending I see too few gay movies with happy endings like this, although I don't understand how the restaurant owner suddenly became the storyteller in the end - Sommersturm - cute guys I loved how the story ended with his best friend, but I am confused what happened to his lover - Takumi-kun - I think it was the first in the series, where the guy is a violin player. The other part is awesome, too, which includes a gay teacher and a prostitute (I think) student, but not as great as the first one, IMHO. And my most favorite of all: Love of Siam - simply FANTASTIC! Too awesome for words! NO person has lived until they've watched this wonderful movie! The ending tore my heart apart, but the story and the characters made up for it.

Those are lotsa cool quotes. I haven't read all yet, but I'm definitely copy-pasting some of 'em as my status! "Love is of all passions the strongest, for it attacks simultaneously the head, the heart and the senses." - Lao Tzu

I told my mom when I already had a job (and when my family was more or less dependent on me), and when I was sick, so she couldn't get too mad. I'm sure she got sad, but she's a strong woman, so she never show it. But I never thought it necessary to tell her or anyone. It's just her teasing me with some girl or about dating girls that kinda got into me, so I decided to tell her. I used to think it'd be nice to share about my crushes and stuff, but since she gets negative when I talk about guys, I gave it up. I don't tell people not because I hide it, but because I find it completely unnecessary. I mean, you don't hear straight people introducing themselves as straight, right? But those who spend enough time with me eventually find out, and if they don't like it, they leave. If they don't mind, then it's cool.

Wow! This has been an insightful discussion. I've also faced depression on my own, but I produced my first published story because of it (no, it's not here on GA yet, but I'll post it soon). But I don't want to have to rely on that to be able to write. I also see friends suffer from it. It's sad that I don't know enough to help them, and sharing my own experience and opinion doesn't seem to help much. @Mark, I think your initiative is highly commendable, and at such a young age! I don't know anyone who successfully committed suicide, but the thought of one of my dear friends dying in such a sad state is unbearable.

Thank you! () I'm glad you liked the story.

I highly appreciate feedback () Thank you very much. I wrote this quite a while back in a different forum, and I posted it here because it was stolen. Anyway, this wasn't my first story, but it was the first story I wrote and publicized that was not part of any contest, so I was kinda nervous how it will turn out (>_

Yes, I did. Aarinfantasy. I moved it here because I was informed somebody plagiarized it, and I was given an option to have it credited to me by signing up here. Another advantage of being here is that it is public, because in Aarinfantasy, you have to be a member to read my stories. Thank you for reading ()

Can a heart that's been crushed so much that it's gone cold ever warm up again?

My heart died. I used to fear that it would. Then again, what was I before? Nothing but a weakling. Perhaps something less-than-human craving for the love and attention of others. Especially that of a partner. "Josh the Loner" was eternally craving for intimacy. As such, I haunted any online romance site I could find, posted something more than I ever was on my profile, a facade of insecurity, and jetted off to meet as much people as possible. But because of my less-than-averag