A kind of curious feeling, from being about 7/8 years old I found myself "admiring" other boys.
I sort of shrugged it off and altho the admiring NEVER stopped I led a hetro-life. My first homosexual experience was not until I was about 28 years old.
Very late, MUCH too late out of the closet, fear mainly kept me within.
At 42 years of age I BUST out, escaped from my security and into the unknown........
Naturally there have been some regrets, the main one being that I had been so stupid to bottle up my feelings.
However it is much easier nowadays, we are much more accepted in society...
Fear of the consequences of getting caught in the UK in the 1950's must have made life hell for many more than just me.
Pabz