Loki

Yaoi is the term the use in Japanese. (It's an acronym for no climax, no resolution, no meaning). I've been a fan of gay erotic fiction since I was fifteen as well. There's actually a convention in California called YaoiCon and it focuses on gay porn. (I'm going to be there in October! (if anyone cares )) I used to think that maybe its the equivalent of straight guys liking lesbians, but as the genre is growing, I realize that perhaps gay erotic fiction has the potential to appeal to a larger audience. One of the main reasons why I like it is because it has a nice balance of sex and plot. Reading/watching porn without plot doesn't interest me. Maybe that's why most girls (I think) don't watch straight porn that much. It's all badly done. Gay erotic fiction, on the other hand, has the sensitive romance that girls like, but it also has the sensual and carnal aspect that women have been denied in the past. The Japanese mangas and animes are very well done. Even my straight guy friends are willing to watch/read them because the plot is intriguing. I'm not sure if I answered the question................

I tried to join the GLBT club at my university. I found it to be more of a clique than anything, and promptly left. However, I will be volunteering at a Transgendered community centre this summer, and I am very excited about it. It gives people a chance to contribute to the community and to meet new people, so I don't feel as if I'm just there to gossip. I think it depends on the type of club you want to join and what you are looking for. If you want to meet new people, than perhaps a club is good. If you want to promote tolerance and make a difference, perhaps joining a group oriented towards volunteer work is better. I think you should give both a try nonetheless.

I don't think you're weird. I'm afraid of ghosts also. If I lived in a town referred to as that haunted town, I think my fear would've got me a long time ago. You know kids sleep with their night lights on when they're afraid of the dark? Well, I sleep with my room lights on.

I'm terrified of failure. Sometimes, I want to give up before I begin in order to avoid any possibilities of failure.

Said the Sphinx to the Angel: For what will a man knowingly surrender his life? And the Angel replied: The selfish man will run when there is no gain to be had; the brutish man will turn when there is no favour to be won; the hungry man will flee if there is no possibility of food; but the man driven by love will not yield so long as there is hope. ---The Cruxshadows