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  1. Norm and Grady had moved around the river bend and insisted the boys remain at the first location. Calvin believes they want the boys to, rub off on each other. No, not like that, at least Cal didn’t think it was. He thought they would like Doug to speak and behave more like Calcin, and probably want Cal to have more interest in being a kid. Neither was likely to happen but who cares. ”You know, Calvin, I see you around school and I have also seen you with your backpack walking across our f
  2. “Calvin, wake up boy” as the words made their way into Calvin’s subconscious he realized it was still dark outside and his grandfather was whispering and jostling him to wake him. “What’s wrong grandpa?” Deep down he already knew what Norm wanted, but he wasn’t going to make it easy on him. ”Let’s go fishing boy. Get dressed and meet me at my truck. I already have your stuff loaded, just dress in layers. It’s cold right now but it’s going to get real warm pretty soon.” His grandfather
  3. What happens when a snob jock is thrust together with a hard working cynical go getter? A battle ensues over the right to be the leader and the image of a better person for allowing some decision’s made by his foe.
  4. People have their fantasies what it would be like to grow up with a larger than normal dick. I suppose a person could reasonably create an understanding just from that, however, the truth is far less grand and likely far more unbelievable than they could confess.
  5. PhillMakracken

    Chapter 1

    “Isn’t intriguing” The Irony of your comment is that if someone you know, someone you have only thought of as a heterosexual, had a long same sex history, you wouldn’t be able to stop talking about it. This is a look into the reality that has existed since the dawn of mankind. It’s tate to have a reality fitting into neat little boxes. Most people have a history of secrets and deception. So, forgive me for not jumping through hoops and roaring on command. Because of my chosen life I can only write on this site. Which means Raw, Edit, sometimes reworking and editing more. And that’s if I care to continue or move on. This is MY entertainment, enjoy.
  6. PhillMakracken

    Chapter 1

    Sorry guys, I have had a rough go with another surgery and some new experimental chemo that has worked but kept me feeling rough. Feeling better enough to do some editing, been thinking about how to lighten things up and what I really want to say about it all. Hope you still are interested enough.
  7. PhillMakracken

    Chapter 7

    In AA they say when you’re feeling strong and not tempted longer than you can remember, your addiction is in the parking lot doing pushups. It has always been a moment of opportunity and trust that it won’t change everything. The only other thing is alcohol impairment. It is sometimes said that we already made up our minds before we pick up the drink or drug. Meaning, you want the freaky sex while impaired because it enhances it, and it side benefit for an excuse. Are there nefarious people who do bad things to people, absolutely. But, we each carry with us a truth and we should be careful to not confuse them. Life can be / is much simpler if we stay in our lane.
  8. After having a wonderful weekend with my family I was happy to be home Monday morning. As I considered whether or not I could manage a couple more days off to catch up on things at home, my wife came in the kitchen looking slightly nervous. That’s the face she always wishes she could hide, but it is like a beacon sending out a distress signal. I knew how much she loved hugs and I loved how I could feel her melt into them. “I know something is bothering you, talk to me, Babe.” ”We’re pregnan
  9. I managed to be the first person ready for work and outside. Just in time to watch Evan tiptoeing in his underwear carrying his clothes back to his room. Jeff came out shortly after Evan without looking around to see who’s around to potentially figure out what he has been up to.. Hey I have messed around with them both, and really don’t have a problem with it. But, some of the other guys have been making comments that get a little too truthful and that can become problematic, If one of these eli
  10. PhillMakracken

    Chapter 5

    Lol. Rome wasn’t built in a day. And they weren’t even the first society to recognize sexual activity between same gender groups. History is full of stories which leaves out what we never wanted women to know. The cowboy riding across the prairie with his posies. Warriors training together, fighting together and living together… aristocrats are famous for having relations with their chamber maids behind their wives backs, but you won’t find many admitions of them messing around with the stable boys. We just automatically know that they leave these stories out. I am here to tell you that not only did men do it in the past (in greater numbers than anyone will admit), we are still doing it today.
  11. My wife has been the perfect spouse and mother. She has taken to job of caring for our family, knowing that we have something special and she is willing to do whatever it takes to keep it. I have to give her the accolades she deserves because it isn’t just us three she is ultimately caring for. It’s basically all of mine and most of hers. My family it’s more about keeping the peace between their jealousy and resentments, usually tied together. Her family is a bit more dis functional than that.
  12. That’s the big secret, men have been, some more than others, finding relief since the dawn of time. Their main concern is simply privacy. The appearance of being different is a big concern, but when they really feel like nobody will know 95% will do it. The rest just live in fear of it. These men absolutely are not gay. They love women they love vagina, but mostly they love to cum. I am going against the bro code by explaining this. Watching the way the media and peer pressure is today, someone has to step in with a dose of reality. Yes there has always been gay people, but just because you do some gay shit once in a while doesn’t make you gay.
  13. PhillMakracken

    Chapter 11

    The Luau was a great success, especially after my parents learned the meaning behind ‘Ino’. I had a great time with all the guys and the pageantry of the dance. Who wouldn’t like countless people wanting to tell you what an inspiration you are to them. I admit I was sad to be leaving at the end of the next day. But mom and dad had one more surprise for me. They booked us a spa day, mud baths, facials, manscaping, haircuts, and a series of massages. I say series because it wasn’t as straight forw
  14. The big wedding, I feel like it’s more of a formality than anything more meaningful. Women mostly are the ones who want the world to see they have chosen a man to keep the population intact. Men, I think mostly, agree to the ritual of it all to see what everyone will contribute to their union financially, but mostly because who doesn’t love a good party? And what a fanfare it was as practically every person we’ve ever known, along with some we haven’t we’re filing into the massive church. I coul
  15. PhillMakracken

    Chapter 3

    Yes I write about life experiences, some versions of myine some friends or relatives. Every writer does. There’s usually a message behind the story that may inspire you, but I am fine if it pisses You off, I don’t care, actually it’s funny to me.
  16. PhillMakracken

    Chapter 3

    The reason I wrote this story has no factual connection to one person, instead the mindset today is so one directional that I wanted to represent a truth that you obviously don’t know about. The fact that straight men have had, do have, and will have man on man activities is greatly misunderstood. You do not have to create a whole lifestyle and announce to the world just to get ot give a blow job for fucksake. Stop talking about it, man up and make some kids, you will still get to suck a dick, as long as you can keep the damn secret.
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    Chapter 3

    You can say that, but it also represents a greater reality that has always existed in the male hunan. It’s the secret that cannot be talked about and is the animal that drives the laws of men. People today act like they’ve invented something new, they didn’t even invent the ’you must except my gay preference’ culture. History has that in every empire right before it crumbles.
  18. Without another word Jeff fixed the problem and got my truck put back together. Fear began to creep into my head, I was worried that he might have a problem with what I just did, and I felt like I should distance our friendship to just, he works for my father. I offered him some cash for the work he did on the truck. “You don’t owe me anything, especially after giving me the best blowjob of my entire life. Holy fuck. I feel like I should be offering you something. I haven’t done this before
  19. I will eventually answer most of the questions popping into your mind, I just think it’s important to tell you what was in my mind as I had experiences. Although, I am not telling you about every experience, I am trying to tell you about the ones that taught me something. My father was a good man and I didn’t always appreciate the way he tried to guide my siblings and I. To me he was a homophobic bitter man. Maybe in some ways he was, but I know now things weren’t exactly the way they seemed.
  20. PhillMakracken

    Chapter 1

    Iwell, EK, haven’t you ever read a fictional story where the narration is in the first person? Can you not read a story and know how the main character thinks? I assure you that the story is fictional. I would be willing to say that the subject of the story is one that I do believe to be accurate in many ways. I feel as though society is being led into a path of broken dreams and lives filled with emptiness. I challenge you to find fictional stories with a subject leading you to a moral in its plot. You might be surprised.
  21. You asked a very important question, I have my suspicions as to why you did. But, let me start by telling you a story about a sister and her brother having opened my mind to things I couldn’t imagine when I was a young man. Yes, when I too was a budding young man, I had a lot of fantasies about the female gender and her anatomy. Some of these fantasies, I would learn later, were spot on, like the gentleness of a simple touch arousing a passion within both of us. While others couldn’t have been f
  22. Just because you believe it’s right for you doesn’t mean it’s right for everyone. The trends of today are not new or even the right thing to do. Just because it’s popular doesn’t mean it’s good. Meant to open up minds as well as eyes.
  23. PhillMakracken

    Chapter 10

    Mom gave Billy the day off so she and I could spend the day together. Dad had picked a table with an umbrella by a waterfall in order to make calls and conduct a meeting online. Lame. Mom led the way to a surprise near the beach. Man was it ever beautiful. The air was so sweet with flowers nearby, the sun perfectly warm with just the right amount of shade to break it up, and the best part was the roar of the ocean. Hawaii truly is paradise. I quickly realized she scheduled us for a yoga cla
  24. PhillMakracken

    Chapter 9

    Going from the house and driving an hour is usually about all I can take. But the roar of jets at the airport, and the confusion of my parents trying to park the car in the right place for long term, kept things quite interesting for me. Mom was so worried about losing me in the crowd that I had to finally make her realize she is able to see me. We each had a bag to pull, so dad had clipped a strap to his waist band and the other end to mine. That was more for mom’s sanity than anything else. I
  25. PhillMakracken

    Chapter 8

    As we gathered at Grady’s personal dojo, in the basement of his house, I realized Grady’s grandson was going to join us. Josh is younger, smaller and has a pretty high pitched voice. But, I would warn you not to let that fool you. He has trained with his grandfather his entire life and he will punish the biggest men who would dare attack him.Grady first gave Myra and Sheila a demonstration of how a much smaller person can through a large person over their shoulder and flat on their back. Charlie
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