PhillMakracken
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Well, first week of public school is now in the history books. I don’t think it would be a popular bestseller, but I will have lots of fond memories of it. I even thought at the time that my dad was more excited for the double date weekend than I was.. Dad insisted on picking everyone up and then taking them home after. The only thing I wanted to be sure of, “You’re the best dad anyone could ask for. I love how excited you are to be our chaperone, but I don’t want you coming into the theater, I
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First day of public school, we agreed to meet with Myra halfway and we’d ride together. I wasn’t nervous about the ride, we actually rode it once with my mom following in the car so she can feel better about letting me do it. We rode the allowed trek a second time just so we didn’t feel nervous about my mom following us with her preconceived paranoid notions. What I was worried about was being in small spaces with lots of people. Mrs Jenkins met Charlie and I one day to go through many possible
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Charlie came over for the ritual workout with dad and yoga meditation with mom. By that time he had become a permanent fixture in our house, and I in his. We called Myra almost every day and he spent the night almost every night. Sex with Charlie was just a given. Every chance we had we were doing something to do with a dick. ”Hey Mom, do you know if dad is around. I didn’t find him in any of his usual places.” ” He had to run into town for something, he said he’d be right back. Do you
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Starboardtrack. What I have not mentioned before is that I have been in a long battle with cancer. I love telling these stories when I am able. I sometimes struggle just to get enough down. So I write it here and publish it right away in case I don’t get to do it again. I go through, make edits and corrections when I get the chance, but at least you get to dream with me while I can still do it. For right now I am doing reasonably well. I just had three surgeries which seems to have gone well. Maybe you will get more out of me yet.
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As the first signs of consciousness emerged, I listened to deep long breaths directly behind my ear Next, the the long warmth enveloped along my whole backside, which connected to the arm holding my chest. I knew right away that the smell of strawberries mixed with Polo and teenage locker room, belonged to Charlie. It seemed strange to feel so safe and content nestled up to my best buddy. Yet, it was pulling me back into the dreamworld so easily. At least until it was broken by Charlie whisperi
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I, unfortunately, learned a new form of paranoia after my little encounter in Charlie’s room. On one hand it was the most intense feeling that I couldn’t have ever imagined possible. The other hand is filled with the most intense feelings of regret that I couldn’t have believed possible either. What I had been most grateful for in the last few days is that we haven’t talked about it, we haven’t mentioned checkers, and we haven’t gotten the tin pic’s out. It’s like it never happened at all.
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Charlie came by the next morning to let me know he would be gone for a couple of days with his mother. They needed to do some shopping and visit family. He checked to see if we would be here when they came back, to which my mom yelled from the kitchen that we look forward to seeing him when they return. Suddenly, after several days, every time I heard a car drive by I would stop to see if it was Charlie back from his trip. After two days of waiting, he finally knocked on the front door. I p
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I always assumed everyone was just like me. Just trying to get along in life through the good times and the bad. It never occurred to me that I might be different, quirky, or even odd. Growing up we spent a ton of time reading and discussing what the world has in store for us. I also had chores to do, and when finished I was allowed to play. As a family we played games, like hide and seek. We played for hours using all of our senses to find each other. The challenge of remembering where I found
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When I was very young I didn’t question what I didn’t know. I remember the first time I knew I was different, unique even. Maybe I had clues before hand, but nobody ever sat me down to spell it all out. Until, Charlie. He moved into the house next door. It was empty for most of my life back then, but it had the best shade from the heat of the sun. That’s how we met.
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Hey it’s me again, I wish I was writing to say, how wonderful it is to be almost holy.” But, I’m not. I’m a bad person because I’m a human man who has needs. My needs are not without consent of other adults, and every person alive has secrets. What I do wonder sometimes is if there are actual sane people who don’t have, or seriously don’t want to have sex with other people besides their spouses. I say sane because I have met some that emphatically insist they have and never would, and they all
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I managed to get my head back in the game at home for the last month or so. It helped that I have an intense project at work, one that comes with a healthy raise, which is my greatest motivator. My wife has talked me into looking at other houses, but I don’t have much energy for it right now. She however, has been gathering information and makes a pretty good case. Still, it feels like an upheaval that isn’t necessary, especially when things feel pretty good. I don’t want to be misleading t
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As the old house began to muster and breakfast was being prepared, Kent couldn’t wait for the right moment to talk about his night. It still felt like that moment between the dream and the start of waking consciousness. However, the talk of the morning was about the mission for the day. Mr Redbush had recruited Kyle to help some fencing, which normally would have Jeremy fleeing for the woods, but since Kyle was going Jeremy insisted helping. Jake and his mother decided their focus were the
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I need to collect my thoughts and it’s a perfect weather day. Blue sky, bright sun, ok my plan was to mow the grass, however I know I have time tomorrow. Right now I just want to go to the beach. It’s the one place that I can completely relax with or without distractions. Of course there are honey’s of all kinds there, but nine times out of ten it’s the waves, the sun, and the sand that holds my attention. My wife catches me while I’m in the shower before I can sneak out. “What are you thin
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Gay or Bi even Straight doesn’t always apply to every situation. Looking at space and dreaming of traveling to other planets won’t make you an astronaut. Maybe a billionaire can create a way to get into space, but most of us would never know what it actually is like.
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“What are you expecting me to say? Cause, if you’re trying to get me to confess about some gay shit, it ain’t gonna happen.” My wife dragged me off to this marriage counselor after her mother heard, through the chatter hotline, that I was grabbing some guy on the city bus. ”Mr. Fletcher, I am not here to assume or judge, I am just trying to sort out why your wife thinks you might be doing something, and maybe help you sort out a good path forward to deal with this.” Dr. Peterman is highly r
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Kevin walked past people, who wanted to say hello and chat, as if he didn’t even hear them. He kind of didn’t, because he was so focused on finding Shelly. She was the first one, the one he gave his virginity to. She had moved into town that summer and met Kevin at a birthday party. He thought she was the most beautiful girl he’d ever seen. Long brunette hair, blue eyes and the longest lashes he’d ever seen on anyone. She had perfect breasts, not too big or small, just perfect. He never saw her
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Before Kevin even got the Motorcycle started, Jeff had come running up still buttoning his shirt. He yelled back to Cindy before actually acknowledging Kevin. “Cindy, we’re gonna be in the shop for a little bit, but I’ll be back in an hour or so.” Jeff turned to Kevin in a non exuberant whisper, “That was too close.” He gave Kevin a wink as he grabbed a shoulder. And spoke much louder so if Cindy was listening she would clearly hear it, “Hey, I still need your help for a minute.” As they en
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Dutch had cleared out the large bedroom across the hall from his. It too has an en-suite, albeit smaller than the master. Kevin loved his new room, right down to the view of barns and stables. In the morning a perfect amount of sunshine filled the room as Kevin rolled out of bed. He looked out one of his two large windows, and saw Dutch leading a horse into a corral. It’s still true that Dutch is the prettiest thing in the entire state, and he has no idea. Kevin got his butt in gear to go help D
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I woke up in the middle of the night to pee. So, I thought it was a wise idea to put more wood in the fire after I had used the bathroom. The firelight flickered over Dustin with the cover only on one leg. What caught my attention was his flaccid man meat laying off to one side fully exposed. Either he hadn’t put it away earlier or it found its own way out of his pajamas. I crawled slowly up so I was right over it. I did the first thing that I know I crave. I inhaled that area of him, his natura
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Two days of packing and planning I was on my way up to I-10 West all the way to L.A.. As I got onto I-75 North, I couldn’t shake my memories of the day I arrived in Fort Myers at that very exit. I got off the freeway, that day, so broke, alone, angry, confused, well I am still confused. A child wanting to be a man, wanting to be free. Things were different, and yet, the commitment to creating a new life was still my driving ambition. Even if I didn’t know who I was right then. Brad gave me the b
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After hanging out with Zach and Jarred for about another half hour, you know, get the heart rate down and make sure no one is freaking out or anything, it was easy to get Brad back to the cottage. On the walk back, I realized, how unbelievably wild, my brother is, and apparently has been. Ok, we were both known to be the, wild ones, out of all our brothers and sisters. We were daredevils looking for accolades from our adoring fans. Even the Scornful Sour Pus’s would stop to see what we were up t
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I’d been in a deep funk for two weeks. It was like, I could go to work with a smile on my face and a fake spring in my step, but all I wanted, when I wasn’t working, was to just be left alone. Sure, these people that I met tried to talk, and invite me to this and that. I just didn’t have it in me to be a part. Mainly, I went to the beach and watched the waves. Fine, I will tell you some of my thoughts, but understand I was in a dark place at that time. Yes my mother, obviously she was right
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Franky remembers, not so long ago, when he had a best friend. For them it wasn’t like it is today, there was no chance of surviving with the world knowing your private business. There are certain things other men know about each other, and the rest choose to pretend not to know out of fear. Franky remembers how ruggedly handsome his father was, all the ladies would say so in town. His mother was a strikingly beautiful woman who was very proud of her husband and her children. She never had a rea
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I went to Dixie and told her everything about Kyle. She cried with me, only when my anger wasn’t enough to hold it back. Dixie had given my room to a sweet girl who was in a tough spot. So, we were trying to come up with other options. Anne had been listening from the other room and decided to join the conversation. She told me about a girl she knew who worked at a resort on Sanibel Island. The girl lived in their employee housing. Now that sounded interesting. The next day, I went on an a
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The next morning, I had serious dejavue, waking to find Kyle had got me inside of him and was in the act of thrusting back on me. “Man, seriously, this is the most amazing way to wake up.” I thought I pissed him off when he just rolled away from me, but he turned and pushed me onto my back. It was like he was trying to pull my dick off with his butthole. It was amazing to feel, how can I show him how sexy and beautiful I think he is? I brought my knees up to still keep doing what he started an
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