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My Only Escape Soundtrack

By MrM, March 6, 2022

Soundtracks

Soundtrack

Track List
Luka (Suzanne Vega) What’s The Matter Here (10,000 Maniacs) Watch Me Bleed (Tears For Fears) Broken/Head Over Heels (Tears For Fears) These Dreams (Heart) Weightlifting (Trashcan Sinatras) Reap The Wild Wind (Ultravox) Rescue (Shey Baba) Only Love (Brandon Chandler) King Of Pain (The Police) Monsters (Empathy Test) Love Will Tear Us Apart (Joy Division) It Hurts (Graveyard Club) Such A Shame (Talk Talk) I Love You But I’m Lost (Tears For Fears) Drive (The Cars) Broken Wings (Mr. Mister) Stolen Days (Dear Rouge) Disappointed (Electronic) To Heal (Underworld) Bliss (Jasper Byrne) Crack The Shutters (Snow Patrol) Clocks (Coldplay) Don’t Give Up On Me (Heart The Dark) For Once In My Life (Stevie Wonder) Lyrics
Luka (Suzanne Vega)
My name is Luka
I live on the second floor
I live upstairs from you
Yes I think you've seen me before

If you hear something late at night
Some kind of trouble. some kind of fight
Just don't ask me what it was
Just don't ask me what it was
Just don't ask me what it was

I think it's because I'm clumsy
I try not to talk too loud
Maybe it's because I'm crazy
I try not to act too proud

They only hit until you cry
After that you don't ask why
You just don't argue anymore
You just don't argue anymore
You just don't argue anymore

Yes I think I'm okay
I walked into the door again
Well, if you ask that's what I'll say
And it's not your business anyway
I guess I'd like to be alone
With nothing broken, nothing thrown

Just don't ask me how I am [X3]

My name is Luka
I live on the second floor
I live upstairs from you
Yes I think you've seen me before

If you hear something late at night
Some kind of trouble, some kind of fight
Just don't ask me what it was
Just don't ask me what it was
Just don't ask me what it was

And they only hit until you cry
After that, you don't ask why
You just don't argue anymore
You just don't argue anymore
You just don't argue anymore
What’s The Matter Here (10,000 Maniacs)
That young boy without a name anywhere I'd know his face.
In this city the kid's my favorite.
I've seen him. I see him every day.
Seen him run outside looking for a place to hide from his father,
the kid half naked and said to myself "O, what's the matter here?"
I'm tired of the excuses everybody uses, he's their kid I stay out of it,
but who gave you the right to do this?

We live on Morgan Street;
just ten feet between and his mother, I never see her,
but her screams and cussing, I hear them every day.
Threats like: "If you don't mind I will beat on your behind,"
"Slap you, slap you silly."
made me say, "O, what's the matter here?"
I'm tired of the excuses everybody uses, he's your kid, do as you see fit,
but get this through that I don't approve of what you did to you own flesh and blood.

"If you don't sit on this chair straight
I'll take this belt from around my waist and don't think that I won't use it!"

Answer me and take your time,
what could be the awful crime he could do at such young an age?
If I'm the only witness to your madness offer me some words to balance out what I see and what I hear.
Oh these cold and lowly things that you do I suppose you do because he belongs to you and instead of love and the feel of warmth you've given him these cuts and sores don't heal with time or with age.

And I want to say "What's the Matter here?"
But I don't dare say.
Watch Me Bleed (Tears For Fears)
Heaven comes to he who waits
But I know I'm getting nowhere
And all the deeds of yesterday
Have really helped to pave my way

Though there's no one near me now
How come everyone can touch me
You see the torture on my brow
Relates to neither here nor now

Watch me bleed, bleed forever
Watch me bleed, bleed forever
Although my face is straight, it lies
My body feels the pain and cries

Here the table is not bare
I am full but feeling empty
For all the warmth it feels so cold
For one so young I feel so old

Watch me bleed, bleed forever
Watch me bleed, bleed forever
It's not allowed to be unkind
But still the hate lives in my mind

I'll make no noise, I'll hide my pain
I'll close my eyes, I won't complain
I'll lie right back and take the blame
And try to tell myself I'm living

And when it's all been said or done
Where do I go? Where do I run?
What's left of me or anyone
When we've denied the hurting?

And when it's all been said or done
Where do I go? Where do I run?
What's left of me or anyone
When we've denied the hurting?

Watch me bleed, bleed forever
Watch me bleed, bleed forever
And all the deeds of yesterday
Have really helped to pave my way

Watch me bleed, bleed forever
Watch me bleed, bleed forever
And all the deeds of yesterday
Have really helped to pave my way
Broken/Head Over Heels (Tears For Fears)
Between the searching and the need to work it out
I stop believing everything will be alright
Broken, we are broken

I'm walking uphill being turned around and round
Secret in motion when my feet are on the ground
Broken, we are broken

In my mind's eye
One little boy anger one little man
Funny how time flies

~

wanted to be with you alone
And talk about the weather
But traditions I can trace
Against the child in your face
Won't escape my attention

You keep your distance with a system of touch
And gentle persuasion
I'm lost in admiration
Could I need you this much?
Oh, you're wasting my time
You're just—, just—, just wasting time

Something happens
And I'm head over heels
I never find out
'Til I'm head over heels
Something happens
And I'm head over heels
Ah, don't take my heart, don't break my heart
Don't—, don't—, don't throw it away

Throw it away
Throw it away

I made a fire, and watching it burn
Yeah, thought of your future
With one foot in the past
Now, just how long will it last?
Now, now, now, have you no ambitions?

(Mm, what's the matter with my)
My mother and my brothers used to breathe in clean air
(Nothing ever changes when you're acting your age)
And dreaming I'm a doctor
(Nothing gets done when you feel like a baby)
It's hard to be a man when there's a gun in your hand
(Nothing ever changes when you're acting your age)
Oh, I feel so

Something happens
And I'm head over heels
I never find out
'Til I'm head over heels
Something happens
And I'm head over heels
Ah, don't take my heart, don't break my heart
Don't—, don't—, don't throw it away

And this is my four-leaf clover
I'm on the line, one open mind
This is my four-leaf clover

La, la, la
In my mind's eye
La, la, la
One little boy, one little man
La, la, la
Funny how time flies
These Dreams (Heart)
Spare a little candle
Save some light for me
figures up ahead
Moving in the trees
White skin in linen
Perfume on my wrist
And the full moon that hangs over
these dreams in the mist
Darkness on the edge
Shadows where I stand
I search for the time
On a watch with no hands
I want to see you clearly
Come closer than this
But all I remember
Are the dreams in the mist
These dreams go on when I close my eyes
Every second of the night I live another life
These dreams that sleep when it's cold outside
Every moment I'm awake the further I'm away

Is it cloak 'n dagger
Could it be spring or fall
I walk without a cut
Through a stained glass wall
Weaker in my eyesight
The candle in my grip
And words that have no form
Are falling from my lips

These dreams go on when I close my eyes
Every second of the night I live another life
These dreams that sleep when it's cold outside
Every moment I'm awake the further I'm away

There's something out there
I can't resist
I need to hide away from the pain
There's something out there
I can't resist
The sweetest song is silence
That I've ever heard
Funny how your feet
In dreams never touch the earth
In a wood full of princes
Freedom is a kiss
But the prince hides his face
From dreams in the mist

These dreams go on when I close my eyes
Every second of the night I live another life
These dreams that sleep when it's cold outside
Every moment I'm awake the further I'm away

These dreams go on when I close my eyes
Every second of the night I live another life
These dreams that sleep when it's cold outside
Every moment I'm awake the further I'm away
Weightlifting (Trashcan Sinatras)
I discover the wheel and watch the buildings go by
You talk a little soft, turn off the radio
I just want to hear all the past times
The rushed hours, the endless lives
Don't become a burden
Say the word and be free

You will find a great weight lifting
Easing your mind, a great weight lifting
Just leave it behind, a great weight lifting
And you will find a great weight lifting

It's been a lonely winter hibernating away
You need a little sunlight on that face
How long can you stay in the darkness?
Dust round the empty nest?
You could make you way out
If you lay down the load

You will find a great weight lifting
Easing your mind, a great weight lifting
Leave it behind, a great weight lifting
You will find a great weight lifting
Just leave it behind, a great weight lifting
And you will find a great weight lifting
Reap The Wild Wind (Ultravox)
Reap the wild wind
Reap the wild wind

Reap the wild wind
Reap the wild wind

A finger points to show a scene (take my hand, take my hand)
Another face where mine had been (take my hand, take my hand)
Another footstep where I once walked (take my hand)
Take it all

You take my hand and give me your friendship
I'll take my time and send you my slow reply
Give me an inch, and I'll make the best of it
Take all you want and leave all the rest to die

Reap the wild wind

A footprint haunts an empty floor (take my hand, take my hand)
A fading coat that I once wore (take my hand, take my hand)
Oh, a desolation where I once lived

I have seen in times gone by
I have felt
A different shadow on the wall
A stranglehold on a certain feeling

You take my hand and give me your friendship
I'll take my time and send you my slow reply
Give me an inch, and I'll make the best of it
Take all you want and leave all the rest to die

Reap the wild wind
Reap the wild wind

You take my hand and give me your friendship
I'll take my time and send you my slow reply
Give me an inch, and I'll make the best of it
Take all you want and leave all the rest to die

Reap the wild wind
Rescue (Shey Baba)
Nowhere to run from
Nowhere to go
Lost in the headlights
Lost in the pain

When every door is locked
And every train has come and gone
Are you holding on too much
To all that's invisible

[Chorus]
You will remember my name
You are the only way
And I'll always be the one
I'll be the one to
Rescue
You

Everyone is speaking
But no one is heard
Everyone is speaking
But you can't be heard
When you don't believe in love
And everyday is just too long
When you are holding on too much
To all that's invisible

Only Love (Brandon Chandler)
(Refrain)
I saw the light when I found you
I close my eyes and I see you
Back in time, no time to lose
You’ll fade away before I can say
I Love You
That I Love You (X)

I Love You, Baby!

I have to have it
The summer on your skin
I have to have it
Just touch me again
I have to have it
Your whisper in my ear
I have to have it
I have to have it here
(Only Love, Only Love X)

(Refrain X2)

(Only Love, Only Love X)

It feels so good
It feels so right
Yeah, so bring me back
Into the light (X)
King Of Pain (The Police)
There's a little black spot, on the sun today
It's the same old thing, as yesterday
There's a black hat caught, in a high tree top
There's a flag pole rag, and the wind won't stop

I've stood here before, inside the pouring rain
With the world turning circles, running 'round my brain
I guess, I'm always hoping, that you'll end this reign
But it's my destiny to be the king of pain

There's a little black spot, on the sun today
(That's my soul out there.)
It's the same old thing, as yesterday
(That's my soul out there.)
There's a black hat caught, in a high tree top
(That's my soul out there.)
There's a flag pole rag, and the wind won't stop
(That's my soul, that's my soul out there.)

I've stood here before
Inside the pouring rain
With the world turning circles
Running 'round my brain
I guess, I'm always hoping
That you'll end this reign
But it's my destiny
I'll be your queen, queen, queen
Be my king of pain

There's a fossil, trapped in a high cliff wall
(That's my soul up there.)
There's a dead salmon frozen, in a waterfall
(That's my soul up there.)
There's a blue whale beached, by a springtime's ebb
(That's my soul up there.)
There's a butterfly, trapped in a spider's web
(That's my soul up there.)

I've stood here before
Inside the pouring rain
With the world turning circles
Running 'round my brain
I guess I'm always hoping
That you'll end this reign
But it's my destiny
I'll be your king, king, king
King of pain

There's a king, on a throne, with his eyes torn out
There's a blind man looking, for a shadow, of doubt
There's a rich man sleeping, on a golden bed
There's a skeleton choking, on a crust of bread

There's a red fox torn, by a huntsman's pack
(That's my soul up there.)
There's a black-winged gull, with a broken back
(That's my soul up there.)
There's a little black spot, on the sun today
(That's my soul up there.)
It's the same old thing
He's the same old Sting
Happy Birthday!!!
(That's my soul up there.)

I've stood here before
Inside the pouring rain
With the world turning circles
Running 'round my brain
I guess, I'm always hoping
That you'll end this reign
But it's my destiny
I'll be your queen, queen, queen of pain
(I'll always be the king...)

Queen of pain
(You'll always be there...)
Sting, Sting, Sting of pain
(I'll always be...)
You're my Sting of pain
(I'll always be there...)

King of pain
King, king of pain
King of pain

King of pain
You're my king of pain
King of pain

King of pain
Monsters (Empathy Test)
When all's been said and done
And another day's begun.
When the lines go on and on
And all you've got is gone.
You've doused yourself in sin
And the daylight's creeping in.
When the shadows start to grow - oh!
Maybe it's time to go
Maybe it's time to go
Maybe it's time to go.
When all's been said and done
No distance left to run.
When the emptiness arrives
And there's nowhere left to hide.
When it's stacking up inside
From the corners of your mind.
When the teardrops start to flow - oh!
Maybe it's time to go
Maybe it's time to go
Baby I've got the monsters
Baby I've got the monsters
Baby I've got the monsters
Baby I've got the monsters
Again.
Baby I've got the monsters
Baby I've got the monsters
Baby I've got the monsters
Again.
Maybe it's time to go
Maybe it's time to go
Baby I've got the monsters
Baby I've got the monsters
Baby I've got the monsters
Baby I've got the monsters
Again.
Baby I've got the monsters
Baby I've got the monsters
Baby I've got the monsters
Again.
They're creeping up
Again.
They're creeping up
Again.
They're creeping up
Again.
They're creeping up
Again.
Love Will Tear Us Apart (Joy Division)
When routine bites hard,
And ambitions are low,
And resentment rides high,
But emotions won't grow,
And we're changing our ways,
Taking different roads.

Then love, love will tear us apart again.
Love, love will tear us apart again.

Why is the bedroom so cold?
You've turned away on your side.
Is my timing that flawed?
Our respect runs so dry.
Yet there's still this appeal
That we've kept through our lives.

But love, love will tear us apart again.
Love, love will tear us apart again.

You cry out in your sleep,
All my failings exposed.
And there's a taste in my mouth,
As desperation takes hold.
Just that something so good
Just can't function no more.

But love, love will tear us apart again.
Love, love will tear us apart again.
Love, love will tear us apart again.
Love, love will tear us apart again.
It Hurts (Graveyard Club)
Leave this I don’t wanna face it
I don’t wanna think about the time I wasted
Falling down a well kid
Can you hear the future whispering?
Die die honey I die every morning

Living wants you back in the past
Just to feel bad
Try all that you got, you’re the boss
I’m the lab rat
One in every hundred wondering how to live

Try to forget it

It’s a lonely road
To feel this lost at home
But where do you go?

Fall apart don’t break my heart
I blame it on the endless dark
I fought so hard to find the words
It hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts

Stay true how should I find you?
I should I take off your mask and costume?
Maybe make a plan to let everything fall through
Searching through
the dust the dust the dust the dust the dust
Hang there slowly going insane
Let it all unfold like a paper airplane
What a disappointment, it turns out you’re just like everyone

What should I have done?

It’s a lonely road
To feel this lost at home
But where do you go?

Fall apart don’t break my heart
I blame it on the endless dark
I fought so hard to find the words
It hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts
Letting go of yesterday
The innocence I couldn’t save
I tried so hard to find a way
It hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts

Fall apart don’t break my heart
I blame it on the endless dark
I fought so hard to find the words
It hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts
Letting go of yesterday
The innocence I couldn’t save
I tried so hard to find a way
It hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts
Such A Shame (Talk Talk)
Such a shame to believe in escape
A life on every face
And that's a change
'Til I'm finally left with an eight
Tell me to relax, I just stare
Maybe I don't know if I should change
A feeling that we share
It's a shame

(Such a shame)
Number me with rage, it's a shame
(Such a shame)
Number me in haste (such a shame)
This eagerness to change
It's a shame

The dice decide my fate
And that's a shame
In these trembling hands
My faith tells me to react, I don't care
Maybe it's unkind that I should change
A feeling that we share
It's a shame

(Such a shame)
Number me with rage, it's a shame
(Such a shame)
Number me in haste (such a shame)
This eagerness to change
Such a shame

Tell me to relax, I just stare
Maybe I don't know if I should change
A feeling that we share
It's a shame

(Such a shame)
Number me with rage, it's a shame
(Such a shame)
Number me in haste, it's a shame
(Such a shame)
Write it across my name
(Such a shame)
This eagerness to change

Such a shame
I Love You But I’m Lost (Tears For Fears)
Lost in the maze of the back streets I struggled
Fighting my way through a whole lotta trouble
Too many people were talking without moving their mouths
Smell the gaze, smell the lights, ever wondered
Bout the lies, that have stolen my thunder
In the haze of my mind all the wires were crossed
I love you but I'm lost

Complain to the spark of an ember, to a fire on the 5th of November
We are straight from the light and now we count the dots
I love you but I'm lost
I love you but I'm lost

Look at the marks on your arms of colors, how you like to make them pay
These are the reasons why your life is not quite what it was
In a dream, at the edge of a river
Where they swam, and I watched you shiver
Came to life in my arms and then turned to dust
I love you but I'm lost

Complain to the spark of an ember, to a fire on the 5th of November
We are straight from the light and now we count the dots
I love you but I'm lost
I love you but I'm lost

All we needed was some time [x4]

I love you but I'm lost [x7]
Drive (The Cars)
Who's gonna tell you when
It's too late?
Who's gonna tell you things
Aren't so great?

You can't go on thinking
Nothing's wrong, oh oh
Who's gonna drive you home
Tonight?

Who's gonna pick you up
When you fall?
Who's gonna hang it up
When you call?
Who's gonna pay attention
To your dreams?
Yeah, who's gonna plug their ears
When you scream?

You can't go on thinking
Nothing's wrong, oh oh
Who's gonna drive you home
Tonight?

Who's gonna hold you down
When you shake?
Who's gonna come around
When you break?

You can't go on thinking
Nothing's wrong, oh oh
Who's gonna drive you home
Tonight?

You know you can't go on thinking
Nothing's wrong
Who's gonna drive you home
Tonight?
Broken Wings (Mr. Mister)
Baby, don't understand
Why we can't just hold on to each others' hands
This time might be the last, I fear
Unless I make it all too clear
I need you so, ohh

Take these broken wings
And learn to fly again
Learn to live so free
When we hear the voices sing
The book of love will open up and let us in
Take these broken wings

Baby, I think tonight
We can take what was wrong and make it right, mmm
Baby, it's all I know
That you're half of the flesh
And blood that makes me whole
I need you so

So take these broken wings
And learn to fly again
Learn to live so free
And when we hear the voices sing
The book of love will open up and let us in

Take these broken wings
You've got to learn to fly
Learn to live and love so free
And when we hear the voices sing
The book of love will open up and let us in, yeah, yeah

Let us in
Let us in

Baby, it's all I know
That you're half of the flesh
And blood that makes me whole
Yeah yeah yeah, yeah yeah

So take these broken wings
And learn to fly again
Learn to live so free
And when we hear the voices sing
The book of love will open up and let us in

Take these broken wings
You've got to learn to fly
Learn to live and love so free
And when we hear the voices sing
The book of love will open up for us and let us in, yeah yeah
Yeah yeah
Ooh
Stolen Days (Dear Rouge)
I remember
You in daylight
In the vibrance
You said my name
I remember
You in silence
Underwater
When the poison came
We were kids, we were kids just messing around in
In the prime of life, in the prime of it
But I still see you, I can feel you and the pressure let out
And it haunts me

We've got our ways to go
We've got our ways to go
Into a fate unknown
We've got our ways to go

In the flashback
You were running
With the freedom
From fearless days
Hear the feedback
From the night's hum

Were they stolen?
Were they stolen days?

Yeah we were kids, we were kids just messing around in
In the prime of life, in the prime of it
But I still see you, I can feel you and the pressure let out
And it haunts me

We've got our ways to go
We've got our ways to go

Into a fate unknown
We've got our ways to go
Are we all thrown in to the sun?
(Oh-whoa-oh oh-whoa-oh)
Are we all thrown in to the sun?
(Oh-whoa-oh oh-whoa-oh)

I still feel you
I can't feel you

We've got our ways to go
We've got our ways to go
Into a fate unknown
We've got our ways to go
Are we all thrown in to the sun?
(Oh-whoa-oh oh-whoa-oh)
Are we all thrown in to the sun?
(Oh-whoa-oh oh-whoa-oh)

Disappointed (Electronic)
Now, my head is spinning
At the back of my mind, I think I'm winning
I was somebody falling for one who was not
Somebody tired of dreaming
Now it's already dawning that this time I've got
Someone who won't leave me feeling...

Disappointed, once more
Disillusioned, encore
I could love you, for sure
So you're not disappointing at all

Disenchanted, once more
Disillusioned, encore
I could love you, for sure
So you're not disappointing at all

Listen, as you call my name
Just one syllable said, then spoken once again
From the sound of your voice, the promise you make
You're somebody I can believe in
Someone who won't leave me feeling...

Disappointed, once more
Disillusioned, encore
I could love you, for sure
So you're not disappointing at all

Disenchanted, once more
Disillusioned, encore
I could love you, for sure
So you're not disappointing at all

At the back of my head, I believe what you said
Dream...

Disappointed, once more
Disillusioned, encore
I could love you, for sure
So you're not disappointing at all

Disenchanted, once more
Disillusioned, encore
I could love you, for sure
So you're not disappointing at all

Disappointed...
To Heal (Underworld)
Instrumental
Bliss (Jasper Byrne)
Bliss Out…
Crack The Shutters (Snow Patrol)
You cool your bed-warm hands down
On the broken radiator
When you lay them freezing on me
I mumble can you wake me later
But I don't really want you to stop
And you know it so it doesn't stop you
You run your hands from my neck
To my chest

Crack the shutters open wide
I want to bathe you in the light of day
And just watch you as the rays
Tangle up around your face and body
I could sit for hours
Finding new ways to be awed each minute
'Cause the daylight seems to want you
Just as much as I want you

Its been minutes, it's been days
It's been all I will remember
Happy lost in your hair
And the cold side of the pillow
Your hills and valleys
Are mapped by my intrepid fingers
And in a naked slumber
I dream all this again

Crack the shutters open wide
I want to bathe you in the light of day
And just watch you as the rays
Tangle up around your face and body
I could sit for hours
Finding new ways to be awed each minute
'Cause the daylight seems to want you
Just as much as I want you

Crack the shutters open wide
I want to bathe you in the light of day
And just watch you as the rays
Tangle up around your face and body
I could sit for hours
Finding new ways to be awed each minute
'Cause the daylight seems to want you
Just as much as I want you
Clocks (Coldplay)
The lights go out and I can't be saved
Tides that I tried to swim against
Have brought me down upon my knees
Oh I beg, I beg and plead, singing

Come out of things unsaid
Shoot an apple off my head and a
Trouble that can't be named
A tiger's waiting to be tamed, singing

You are
You are

Confusion never stops
Closing walls and ticking clocks
Gonna come back and take you home
I could not stop that you now know, singing

Come out upon my seas
Cursed missed opportunities
Am I a part of the cure?
Or am I part of the disease? Singing

You are, you are, you are
You are, you are, you are

And nothing else compares
Oh nothing else compares
And nothing else compares

You are
You are

Home, home where I wanted to go
Home, home where I wanted to go
Home, home where I wanted to go
Home, home where I wanted to go
Don’t Give Up On Me (Heart The Dark)
General Theme of ‘My Only Escape’
For Once In My Life (Stevie Wonder)
For once in my life, I have someone who needs me
Someone I've needed so long
For once, unafraid, I can go where life leads me
Somehow I know I'll be strong For once I can touch what my heart used to dream of
Long before I knew
Ooh, someone warm like you
Would make my dreams come true
Yeah, yeah, yeah (For once in my life) For once in my life, I won't let sorrow hurt me
Not like it's hurt me before (Not like it's hurt me before)
For once, I have something I know won't desert me
I'm not alone anymore (I'm not alone anymore)
For once I can say, "This is mine, you can't take it"
As long as I know I have love, I can make it
For once in my life, I have someone who needs me
(Someone who needs me)
Hey, hey, hey, hey, yeah
(Someone who needs me)
Oh, I'm in love, baby (For once in my life) For once in my life (For once in my life)
I won't let sorrow hurt me
Not like it's hurt me before (Not like it's hurt me before)
For once, I have something I know won't desert me
I'm not alone anymore (I'm not alone anymore)
For once I can say, "This is mine, you can't take it"
As long as I know I have love, I can make it
For once in my life, I have someone who needs me
(Someone who needs me)
Oh, for once in my life
(Someone who needs me)
Yeah, somebody that needs me
(Someone who needs me)
Oh, baby, for once in my life

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New kid in school: Randy’s Serenade

By MrM, May 22, 2018

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Track List
Rain Sounds (Study Music) - That Gloomy Day In March Eyes (The New Division) - The World Redefined By A Moment In His Eyes My First Crush (TimeCop1983, Trevor Something) - Love At First Sight Tootsie Roll (69 Boyz) - Tootsie Rolls and Eye Candy Blue Lily (The Depreciation Guild) - Heavenly Shades of Ryan Kinky Love (Pale Saints) - Ryan’s Sexy Self In My Arms (Erasure) - Hugs and Kisses, Kisses and Hugs Snake In The Grass (Autumn Chorus) - Wicked Confusion Only Love Can Break Your Heart (Unclubbed Cover of Saint Etienne) - The Deepest Cut Of All Our Story (Michele Gandrinetti) - The Ballad of Randy and Ryan Our Secret Garden (SINE) - Paradise In A Basement Molten Young Lovers (Airiel) - Hot Buttered Boy Love Walking On Air (Soundpool) - Emotions On High You and I (Washed Out) - The Giddy Getaway Our Misunderstanding (Fastball) - Not Looking Like What It Looks Like The Sun And The Storm (Safe As Houses) - A Fist and A Kiss Sweetest Perfection: Hajas Sloth Mix (Color Theory) - The Example Of Randy and Ryan Send Me An Angel (Real Life) - When Angels Pray Lovesparkles (The Daysleepers) - When Angels Meet Utopia (Goldfrapp) - Utopian Moments Behind The Mask (Eric Clapton) - Threesom to Twosome Too Shy Instrumental (Kajagoogoo) - Holy Ariel, The Bashful Angel What Makes You Beautiful (OneDirection) - Tyler’s Embrace Fortress Around Your Heart (Sting) - Shields Down, Captain Call Me Maybe (Alex Groot Cover Of Carley Ray Jepsen) - Call Me, Maybe? Our Story (Alternative love song by Brenden Hollis) - Randy’s Serenade ————————————————————————

Rain Sounds (Study Music) - That Gloomy Day In March

Instrumental

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Eyes (The New Division) - The World Redefined By A Moment In His Eyes

It's all that you are
Beauty in your life
Our love is defined by moments in our hearts

And everything you've said to me
And all the things you hold
Are everything I want to see

It's all in your Eyes

It's all that we are
Broken and unseen
The risk is defined by treasures in our hearts

There's nothing left when you decide
To share your heart and soul
The future's here within our minds

It's all in your Eyes
In your Eyes!

When heaven's arms are open wide
And every song is sung
I'll be right there
Right by your side

I'll be in your arms

In your Eyes! X

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My First Crush (TimeCop1983, Trevor Something) - Love At First Sight

We used to meet
Down at the park
And we would stay
‘Til after dark
Yeah you had me
Right from the start
You had the key, yeah
Into my heart

Cause you were my
My First Crush
Yeah you were my
My First Crush
Cause you were my
My First Crush
Yeah, you were my
My First Crush
Aye yeah Oh oh
Aye yeah Oh oh

Its been so long
I can’t forget
All the way back
When we first met
Yeah, we were kids
Back in those days
But it still feels
Like yesterday

Cause you were my
My First Crush
Yeah, you were my
My First Crush
Cause you were my
My First Crush
Yeah, you were my
My First Crush
Aye yeah Oh oh
Aye yeah Oh oh

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Tootsie Roll (69 Boyz) - Tootsie Rolls and Eye Candy

The Butterfly? Uh-uh, that's old!
Let me see the Tootsee Roll!
Yeah, 199Quad!
69 Boyz backed up by the Quad City DJ's!
One time!
Cotton candy, sweetie go, let me see the Tootsee Roll!
Tootsee Roll!
(X)

And make that Tootsee Roll!
To the left! To the left
To the right! To the right!
To the front! To the front!
To the back! To the back!
Now slide!
Slide
(X)
To the left! To the left
To the right! To the right!
To the front! To the front!
To the back! To the back!
Dip, baby, dip!
(X)
Cotton candy, sweetie go, let me see the Tootsee Roll!
I don't know what you've been told
It ain't the butterfly, it's the Tootsee Roll
A brand new dance so,
Grab a partner and get on the dance flo'
And work them hips a lil' bit
Then do that dip a lil' bit
Oh yeah, you got it, no ifs, ands and buts about it
And you over there, with the long hair
Keep rollin' that derriere
'Cause it ain't hard
Just a brand new dance for the 199Quad
69 in the place to be
Hey yo, 'Ski! What we came to see?
Cotton candy, sweetie go let me see the Tootsee Roll!
Tootsee Roll!
(X)
I feel a whoop comin' on, a whoop comin' on
I feel a whoop comin' on, a whoop comin' on
Whoop!
(X)
Cotton candy, sweetie go let me see that Tootsee Roll!
Tootsee Roll!
(X)

Just make your Tootsee Roll!
To the left! To the left
To the right! To the right!
To the front! To the front!
To the back! To the back!
Now slide!
Slide
(X)

I feel a whoop comin' on, a whoop comin' on
A whoop comin' on, a whoop comin' on
5, 4, 3, 2, 1
Whoop!
(X)

Cotton candy, sweetie go let me see the Tootsee Roll!
I don't know what you've been told
It ain't the Butterfly, it's the Tootsee Roll
A brand new dance so,
Grab a partner and get on the dance flo'
69 in the place to be
Hey yo, 'Ski! What we came to see?
The butterfly? Uh-uh, that's old!
Let me see the Tootsee Roll!
Tootsee Roll!
(X)

To the left! To the left
To the right! To the right!
To the front! To the front!
To the back! To the back!
Now slide!
Slide
(X)
To the left! To the left
To the right! To the right!
To the front! To the front!
To the back! To the back!
Dip, baby, dip!
(X)
I feel a whoop comin' on, a whoop comin' on
I feel a whoop comin' on, a whoop comin' on
Whoop!
(X)
Just roll!
(X)

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Blue Lily (The Depreciation Guild) - Heavenly Shades of Ryan

we were here when the heat had found us
under thousands of lilies so blue
with a weight so thick you could taste it
could you feel it too?

drilled into the hull,
and sinking slow
into the deep, forever
blue
blue
a-ahh

it was clear when the fog had lifted,
we were here all along and i knew
that some words, they would rise to the surface
with unguarded truth

depicted on the scrolls
the ancient hoax
a lucid stream of wilted
truth
truth

drilled into the hull,
i love you so
into the deep, forever
blue
blue

and i love you
oh, i do
oh, i do

drilled into the hull
and sinking slow,
into the deep, forever
blue
blue

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Kinky Love (Pale Saints) - Ryan’s Sexy Self

Kinky love
Kinky I'm mad about you
Kinky love
I need you so bad
I need you kinky love

Kinky you're all that I've been thinking of
Kinky take me inside and let the honey slide

I need you kinky love

Good to me
Kinky do all the things you should to me
Wake up I'm nervous
Sleep inside of me

Open your gates and let the river free

Oh kinky take me inside and let the honey slide

I need you kinky love

Late at night
In my bed as I lie here
Somewhere in limbo land
Half awake half asleep
Halfway somewhere else

I know I should be sleeping
But how can I close my eyes
When you know I understand you're mad
And you've got to have your kinky love

I know I should be sleeping
But how can I close my eyes
When you know I understand you're mad
And you've got to have your kinky love

Kinky I'm mad about you
Kinky love I need you so bad
I need you kinky love
Kinky you're all that I've been thinking of

Kinky take me inside
And let the honey slide

I need you kinky love
Oh kinky take me inside
And let the honey slide

I need you kinky love

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In My Arms (Erasure) - Hugs and Kisses, Kisses and Hugs

The deal is on the rise again
The ship comes into shore
You've been away to somewhere
But life goes on no less

Through the foreign ocean
Underneath the sea
The walls come tumbling down
We'll be forever calm

And you'll be here in my arms
I'll keep you away from harm
I thought about you twice just then
You get me every time

Keeps coming out of nowhere
It cannot be defined
Your colours are magnificent
From magenta to bright blue

The walls come tumbling down
We'll be forever calm
And you'll be here in my arms
I'll keep you away from harm

Through the foreign ocean
Underneath the sea
The walls come tumbling down
We'll be forever calm

And you'll be here in my arms
I'll keep you away from harm
The walls come tumbling down
We'll be forever calm

And you'll be here in my arms
I'll keep you away from harm
The walls come tumbling down
We'll be forever calm

And you'll be here in my arms
I'll keep you away from harm

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Snake In The Grass (Autumn Chorus) - Wicked Confusion

If your brother weighs heavy, then why won't you put him down?
When there's a scourge amongst the family, that will hide in the lowest bough, my dear...

Why can't all things lead to joy?
Why can't all things lead to, all things lead to joy?

If the levy's forever, we must hide all our children now.
If the Serpent head marries to the lines of our beaten brow, that's what I fear...

Oh she said "It's like a pain in the side of my head is formed, of wasted joy in a time that would fascinate The Maker's boy."

Oh he said "I can't imagine all the things that have gone before, I waited night after night in the shadow of a broken voice."

Oh I heard of a light that was under my nose, and it would shelter the child from the family curse I'm sure.

Oh he said, the pain is brushed away.
Thank you light, I've returned to joy.

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Only Love Can Break Your Heart (Unclubbed Cover of Neil Young) -
The Deepest Cut Of All

When you were young and on your own
How did it feel to be alone?
I was always thinking of games that I was playing
Trying to make the best of my time

But only love can break your heart
Try to be sure right from the start
Yes, only love can break your heart
What if your world should fall apart?

I have a friend I've never seen
He hides his head inside a dream
Someone should call him and see if he can come out
Try to lose the down that he's found

But only love can break your heart
Try to be sure right from the start
Yes, only love can break your heart
What if your world should fall apart?

I have a friend I've never seen
He hides his head inside a dream
Yes, only love can break your heart
Yes, only love can break your heart
Yes, only love can break your heart
Yes, only love can break your heart
Yes, only love can break your heart

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Our Story (Michele Gandrinetti) - The Ballad of Randy and Ryan

hours went by
turned into days
nothing has changed
I still feel the same

tried to let go
get it off my head
staring at the phone
but the line was dead

So I wait inpatient
for a brand new start
in time though
We'll never be too far apart

And I know it's
not what I pretend
It can't be wrong
'Cause I know
Our Story doesn't end
It goes on
It goes on and on (X)

Time passed on by
I forgot
deep down somehow
It's still there
in my thoughts

years later
I met him
could not believe
He told me
He wished he
had never left

And I know it's
not what I pretend
It can't be wrong
'Cause I know
Our Story doesn't end
It goes on
It goes on and on (X)

Some things are meant to be
You're never too old
Sometimes it's best to be
Beyond control

And I know it's
not what I pretend
It can't be wrong
'Cause I know
Our Story doesn't end
It goes on
It goes on and on (X)

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Our Secret Garden (SINE) - Paradise In A Basement

Sensual Instrumental

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Molten Young Lovers (Airiel) - Hot Buttered Boy Love

Putting the lights on low
No one else at home
'Cause I know, I know, I know
You always want this

Stayed inside for days
Whatever, bombs away
'Cause you know, you know, you know
I always want you

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Walking On Air (Soundpool) - Emotions On High
(something, something - Walking On Air X)

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You and I (Washed Out) - Indecision

Decide (X)
I know it's hard, to hold it back,
to keep your thoughts in line.
You want it all, you need the words to let it go,
feelings for your love.

Before you know, you keep yourself from rising tall,
no future holds it all.
It's all you've got, you’re never going to find it out,
you'll keep it all on hold.

Don't walk away, you know just what you've got.
Don't want to call it off.
Don't want to lie, to keep it all inside.
Don't want to find it out.

Under untrue circumstances, I forget all of your vain pretenses.
But if you want to recreate the sea and the sky for me, I got you.
Under untrue circumstances, I forget all of your vain pretenses.
But if you want to recreate for me another sky and sea, I got you.

Don't walk away, you know just what you've got.
Don't want to call it off.
Don't want to lie, to keep it all inside.
Don't want to find it out.

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Our Misunderstanding (Fastball) - Not Looking Like What It Looks Like

Rip out the trees and plant your flag
Now I know just where you stand
Nature means nothing to you
Something that you can't control
And we make ourselves miserable
Trying to fill the hole

It's sad that our misunderstanding
Has turned into a war
I don't know you anymore

How was I supposed to know
I was steppin' on your toes
The momentum builds to a fever pitch
Talkin' but I just can't hear
Watchin' our problems multiply
Wishin' they would disappear

It's sad that our misunderstanding
Has turned into a war
I don't know you anymore, anymore
And our love got lost in the translation
And when I see you out
You're a stranger to me now
You're a stranger to me now

I, I wish I could talk to you
I wish I could make you see
How much I care
How much you mean to me

That our misunderstanding
Has turned into a war
I don't know you anymore, anymore
And our love got lost in the translation
And when I see you out
You're a stranger to me now
You're a stranger to me now

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The Sun And The Storm (Safe As Houses) - A Fist and A Kiss

Day was breaking
Birds were heading
South

Eyes were stinging
Breeze was chilling
out

We keep each other
Warm as we
shout

Part of me should be
Just be leaving
By now

I could see
in the eye of the Storm
I could see all that was
never torn
And when the day ends
the rain will break away
And I'll be free
and he'll be gone

So wake up
We can shake off
his fun

Start a new way
See the truth in
our love

When I take off
on my journey
to the sun

You must think of
what is in my heart is you
my love

I could see
in the eye of the Storm
I could see all that was
never torn
And when the day ends
the rain will break away
I'll be free
and we'll be gone (X)

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Sweetest Perfection: Hajas Sloth Mix (Color Theory) -
The Example Of Randy and Ryan

(Reprise from ‘Ryan’s Heart’)

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Send Me An Angel (Real Life) - When Angels Pray

Do you believe in heaven above
Do you believe in love
Don't tell a lie don't be false and untrue
It all comes back to you

Open fire!
On my burning heart
I've never been lucky in love
My defences are down
A kiss or a frown
I can't survive on my own

If a boy walks in and carves his name in my heart
I'll turn and run away
Everyday we've all been led astray
It's hard to be lucky in love

It gets in your eyes
It's making you cry
Don't know what to do
Don't know what to do

You're looking for love
Calling heaven above
Send me an angel
Send me an angel
Right now, right now

Empty dreams can only disappoint
In a room behind your smile
But don't give up,
Don't give up
You can be lucky in love

It gets in your eyes
It's making you cry
Don't know what to do
Don't know what to do

You're looking for love
Calling heaven above
Send me an angel
Send me an angel
Right now, right now.

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Lovesparkles (The Daysleepers) - When Angels Meet

The moment you opened your heart
I knew
These tears of love
Will carry you through

(Say that you will
Carry me through)
I'm drowned in love with you

You’re knee deep in my dreams
I'll keep you close
Your medicine touch
Is the right dose

(Say that you will
Carry me through)
I'm drowned in love with you

All the sky went violet
It's the color of my heart
I searched so long to find it
It was right here all along

With this tune
I bring all my love to you

You made me realize
You opened up my eyes
To true love

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Utopia (Goldfrapp) - Utopian Moments
It's a strange day
No colors or shapes
No sound in my head
I forget who I am

When I'm with you
There's no reason
There's no sense

I'm not supposed to feel
I forget who I am
I forget

Fascist baby
Utopia, utopia

My dog needs new ears
Make his eyes see forever
Make him live like me
Again and again

Fascist baby
Utopia, utopia

I'm wired to the world
That's how I know everything
I'm super brain
That's how they made me

Fascist baby
Utopia, utopia

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Behind The Mask (Eric Clapton) - Threesome To Twosome

All along, had to talk about it,
Like a two-edged sword, he touched you and it stabs me
All along, knew you were a phony boy,
Sit behind the mask where you control your world

Yesterday he had you in his arms
When I'm holding you, I feel his bitter charms
I can't judge what you do to me
Camouflage the truth, indulge your fantasy

Who do you love? Is it me now, is it him babe? I don't know
Who do you love? Is it me babe, is it him now? I don't know

There is nothing in your eyes that's the way you cry
All is grand, all is bright
You're just studying my mind
There is nothing in your eyes that's the way you cry
All is grand, all is bright
You're just studying my mind

Was I invited to your masquerade?
Well the party's over so now take off your face
You say you love, but it's hard to see
When you're in his arms, throwing rocks at me

I walk around suffering in my doom
When I come to you, you're sitting in your room
The truth is news, I have longed to trace
So take off the mask so I can see your face

Who do you love? Is it me baby, is it him now? I don't know
Who do you love? Is it me babe, is it him baby? I don't know
Who do you love? Is it me babe, is it him now? I don't know
Who do you love? Is it me now, is it him baby? I don't know

Who do you love? Is it me baby, is it him now? I don't know
Who do you love? Is it me baby, is it him now? I don't know
Who do you love? Is it me baby, is it him? I want to know
Who do you love?

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Too Shy Instrumental (Kajagoogoo) - Holy Ariel, The Bashful Angel

Instrumental mix of Ariel’s shy theme

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What Makes You Beautiful (OneDirection) - Tyler’s Embrace

(Reprise from ‘Kiss Of An Angel’)

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Fortress Around Your Heart (Sting) - Shields Down, Captain

Under the ruins of a walled city
Crumbling towers in beams of yellow light.
No flags of truce, no cries of pity;
The siege guns had been pounding through the night.
It took a day to build the city.
We walked through its streets in the afternoon.
As I returned across the fields I'd known,
I recognized the walls that I once made.
Had to stop in my tracks for fear of walking on the mines I'd laid.

And if I've built this fortress around your heart,
Encircled you in trenches and barbed wire,
Then let me build a bridge, for I cannot fill the chasm,
And let me set the battlements on fire.

Then I went off the fight some battle that I'd invented inside my head.
Away so long for years and years,
You probably thought or even wished that I was dead.
While the armies are all sleeping beneath the tattered flag we'd made.
I had to stop in my tracks for fear of walking on the mines I'd laid.

And if I've built this fortress around your heart,
Encircled you in trenches and barbed wire,
Then let me build a bridge, for I cannot fill the chasm,
And let me set the battlements on fire.

This prison has now become your home,
A sentence you seem prepared to pay.
It took a day to build the city.
We walked through its streets in the afternoon.
As I returned across the fields I'd known,
I recognized the walls that I once made.
Had to stop in my tracks for fear of walking on the mines I'd laid.

And if I've built this fortress around your heart,
Encircled you in trenches and barbed wire,
Then let me build a bridge, for I cannot fill the chasm,
And let me set the battlements on fire.

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Call Me Maybe (Alex Groot Cover Of Carley Ray Jepsen) - Call Me, Maybe?

I threw a wish in the well
Don't ask me, I'll never tell
I looked to you as it fell
And now you're in my way

I'd trade my soul for a wish
Pennies and dimes for a kiss
I wasn't looking for this
But now you're in my way

Your stare was holdin'
Ripped jeans, skin was showin'
Hot night, wind was blowin'
Where you think you're going, baby?

Hey, I just met you
And this is crazy
But here's my number
So call me, maybe?

It's hard to look right
At you baby
But here's my number
So call me, maybe?

Hey, I just met you
And this is crazy
But here's my number
So call me, maybe?

And all the other boys
Try to chase me
But here's my number
So call me, maybe?

You took your time with the call
I took no time with the fall
You gave me nothing at all
But still, you're in my way

I beg, and borrow and steal
At first sight and it's real
I didn't know I would feel it
But it's in my way

Your stare was holdin'
Ripped jeans, skin was showin'
Hot night, wind was blowin'
Where you think you're going, baby?

Hey, I just met you
And this is crazy
But here's my number
So call me, maybe?

It's hard to look right
At you baby
But here's my number
So call me, maybe?

Hey, I just met you
And this is crazy
But here's my number
So call me, maybe?

And all the other boys
Try to chase me
But here's my number
So call me, maybe?

Before you came into my life
I missed you so bad
I missed you so bad
I missed you so, so bad

Before you came into my life
I missed you so bad
And you should know that
I missed you so, so bad

It's hard to look right
At you baby
But here's my number
So call me, maybe?

Hey, I just met you
And this is crazy
But here's my number
So call me, maybe?

And all the other boys
Try to chase me
But here's my number
So call me, maybe?

Before you came into my life
I missed you so bad
I missed you so bad
I missed you so, so bad

Before you came into my life
I missed you so bad
And you should know that

So call me, maybe?

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Our Story (Alternative love song by Brenden Hollis) - Randy’s Serenade

You took my breath
You held my thoughts from the start
Can I know you?
May I hold your anxious heart?

And your beauty
Goes beyond all I could know
And you move me
To the places I want to go

And all this part is just a chapter
Of our story called ‘Forever’
. . . Called ‘Forever’

(Chorus)
And oo-ooo
It’s only you-u
In Our Story
In Our Story

And oo-ooo
What can I do-o
You inspire me
Let’s write a story-y

I hear you
I hear your voice speaking out
When you tell me
‘You’re all I can think of’

And I see you
The ways you moved from the start
Can I know you?
You can hold my anxious heart

And all this part is just a chapter
Of our love story called ‘Forever’
. . . It’s Called ‘Forever’

(Chorus)

You inspire me
To write a story

Oh, you inspire me-e
Let’s write a story-y

You took my breath
You held my thoughts from the start
Can I know you?
May I hold your anxious heart?

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On The Outside

By MrM, August 10, 2023

soundtrack

Soundtrack

Track List
Fine On The Outside (Priscilla Ahn) - Drew’s Theme On My Mind (CD Ghost) - The Longing Of Hidden Hearts Nowhere (CD Ghost) - Lost Between In And Out If Only (CD Ghost) - If Only We Could Be Ourselves When Will I Belong? (Geographer, Savoir Adore) - Drew’s Lament Voices Carry (Emmett Kai’s Cover of ‘Til Tuesday) - Drew Struggles With Ethan’s Fears What About Love (‘Til Tuesday) - Balancing Fear And Love Within You, Within Me (Meltt) - Ethan Realizing Who Drew Is To Him I Knew (Millionyoung) - Loving Drew From First Sight Only In Your Eyes (Meltt) - Falling Into Each Other’s Eyes Space Between Us (VHS Collection) - Lunches At The Park Blue Lagoon (Bryan El) - First Times Policy Of Truth (Depeche Mode) - Ethan Gets A Taste Of Drew’s World True Lies (Brett) - Ethan’s Struggles Be True (Brothertiger) - Ethan Accepts His Truth Come Undone (Duran Duran) - The Heights Of Love Making Roses (CD Ghost Cover Of Mareux) - Drew’s Fears And Ethan’s Broken Heart Talk To Me (Nouvelle Phénomème) - Ethan Pursuing Drew Oh, Lover (Röyksopp) - Drew Succumbs Is Your Love Strong Enough (Bryan Ferry) - Love Conquers Fear
Lyrics
Fine On The Outside (Priscilla Ahn) - Drew’s Theme
I never had that many friends growing up
So I learned to be okay with just me
Just me, just me, just me

And I'll be fine on the outside

I like to eat in school by myself anyway
So I'll just stay right here
Right here, right here, right here

And I'll be fine on the outside

So I just sit in my room
After hours with the moon
And think of who knows my name
Would you cry if I died?
Would you remember my face?

So I left home
I packed up and I moved far away
From my past one day
And I laughed
I laughed, I laughed, I laughed

I sound fine on the outside

Ha ha ha
Ha ha ha
Ha ha ha
Ha ha ha
Ha ha ha...

Sometimes I feel lost, sometimes I'm confused
Sometimes I find that I'm not alright
And I cry, and I cry, and I cry

Ha ha ha
Ha ha ha
Ha ha ha
Ha ha ha
Ha ha ha...

So I just sit in my room
After hours with the moon
And think of who knows my name
Would you cry if I died?
Would you remember my face?

On My Mind (CD Ghost) - The Longing Of Hidden Hearts
Lately you’ve been on my mind
Think about you all the time
Nights without you pass so slow
Counting days til we’re alone
Feel you walking by my side
But it’s just inside my mind
See you everywhere I go
But I know it’s your shadow

Falling backwards in a dream
The way that you look at me
You’ll always be everything
You and me through anything
Close your eyes and hold my hand
Waiting for the day I can
Hold you in my arms again
Love you til my life ends and again

Lately you’ve been on my mind
Always dream about your eyes
Only see you on my phone
Kiss the screen ‘til I come home
Feel you walking by my side
But it’s just inside my mind
See you everywhere I go
But I know it’s your shadow

Falling backwards in a dream
The way that you look at me
You’ll always be everything
You and me through anything
Close your eyes and hold my hand
Waiting for the day I can
Hold you in my arms again
Love you til my life ends and again

Nowhere (CD Ghost) - Lost Between In And Out
I’m in between living in my dreams
Can’t recall when last I saw past the trees
The lights fade low as time it passes slow
There’s no place left to go

The nights are still
Can’t tell what’s real
In between two worlds, I’m lost in nowhere
And no one knows
What tomorrow holds
Still seems to lead nowhere

I’m in between escaping into
Fantasies, my memory melts away
The cold surrounds moving without a sound
It closes all around

The nights are still
Can’t tell what’s real
In between two worlds, I’m lost in nowhere
And no one knows
What tomorrow holds
Still seems to lead nowhere

Oh and whеn those walls come crashing down in ashes will I finally bе found
And again I hear the voice call out, a choice laid out but can’t decide
Oh and when those walls come crashing down in ashes will I finally be found
When the past is future the overture rings out “as above, so below”

The nights are still
Can’t tell what’s real
In between two worlds, I’m lost in nowhere
And no one knows
What tomorrow holds
But will it lead nowhere

If Only (CD Ghost) - If Only We Could Be Ourselves
Out with the light, your shadow’s
Falling tonight beneath the moonglow, then the thought grows
Back of my mind, the swell of
Blood in my eyes beneath the hallows, down where we go

I’d let it go oh if only
But it haunts me
Killing me slow and softly
I’d let it go oh if only
But it haunts me

Follows me like a shadow
Do I need this disease, I don’t know, fear it’s my home
Taken so many from me
What do you see through a glass darkly, just a memory

I’d let it go oh if only
But it haunts me
Killing me slow and softly
I’d let it go oh if only
But it haunts me

When Will I Belong? (Geographer, Savoir Adore) - Drew’s Lament
[Verse 1]
All this fire I burn
It takes me inside and it shows me what it learned
If I feel your love
Will you be my light above?

Oh, anything else will do
Than being misunderstood
'Cause I believe I could
Feel as free as the winter truth

Won't you take me as I am?
Underneath my heart is a simple man
If I could feel your love
Then I could reason with the shadows in my thoughts

Well, I feel sometimes like a little child
Lost in the words from the fading light
Is there no one who can help me find
My own way to the other side?

[Bridge]
No one believes me now that I found a way
Oh, nothing gets done unless you do it yourself these days

[Chorus]
'Cause I've been walking my life to the beat of a drum
They gave me when I was far too young
I'm trying to be a lucky one

It was all I could do just to play along
Now you tell me that the paths are wrong
Oh, maybe I shouldn't try so hard

When will I belong?
When will I belong?

[Verse 2]
In spite of all I know
I keep trying to make the diamonds all around me glow
When I feel alive
I can light up the whole sky

If I could feel your love
Then I could reason with the clouds up above

[Bridge]
No one believes me now that I found a way
Oh, nothing gets done unless you do it yourself these days

[Chorus]
'Cause I've been walking my life to the beat of a drum
They gave me when I was far too young
I'm trying to be a lucky one

It was all I could do just to play along
Now you tell me that the paths are wrong
Oh, maybe I shouldn't try so hard

When will I belong? (X)

Voices Carry (Emmett Kai’s Cover of ‘Til Tuesday) - Drew Struggles With Ethan’s Fears

In the dark, I'd like to read his mind
But I'm frightened of the things I might find

Oh, there must be something he's thinking of
To tear him away-a-ay

When I tell him that I'm falling in love
Why does he say-a-ay

Hush, hush, keep it down now, voices carry
Hush, hush, keep it down now, voices carry
Ah-ah

I try so hard not to get upset
Because I know all the trouble I'll get

Oh, he tells me tears are something to hide
And something to fear-eh-eh
And I try so hard to keep it inside
So no one can hear

Hush, hush, keep it down now, voices carry
Hush, hush, keep it down now, voices carry
Hush hush, keep it down now, voices carry
Ah-ah

Oh!
He wants me, but only part of the time
He wants me, if he can keep me in line

Hush, hush, keep it down now, voices carry
Hush, hush, keep it down now, voices carry
Oh, oh, oh, hush hush, shut up now, voices carry
Oh, oh, oh, hush hush, keep it down now, voices carry
Oh, oh, oh, hush hush, darling, she might overhear

Hush, hush, oh, oh, voices carry
Hush, hush, he said shut up
He said shut up
Oh God, can't you keep it down?
Voices carry
Hush, hush, oh, oh voices carry
I wish he would let me talk

What About Love (‘Til Tuesday) - Balancing Fear And Love
[Verse 1]
Living on silence
Living by the book
You get it to a science
Of living on one good look
So put out all the fires
And blow away the smoke
I'm getting pretty tired
Of living on hope

[Chorus]
So what about love, baby?
What about making room for two?
What about love, baby?
What about you?

[Verse 2]
Living on daydreams
Walking in my sleep
And nothing is as it seems
When you're in so deep
So put out all the fires
And blow away the smoke
Unless you're getting tired
Of living on hope

Chorus]
So what about love, baby?
What about making room for two?
What about love, baby?
What about you?

[Guitar Solo]

[Chorus]
What about love, baby?
What about making room for two?
What about love, baby?
What about you?
What about love, baby?
What about making room for two?
What about love, baby?
What about you?

[Outro]
What about you?
Oh, what about you?
What about me?

Within You, Within Me (Meltt) - Ethan Realizing Who Drew Is To Him
[Verse 1]
If you think you know yourself
Well you don't, you don't
You're too afraid to lose control
To let go and just float

[Chorus]
All of these dreams (Of these dreams)
Within you (Within you)
Within me (Within me)
Somehow (Somehow)
I feel (I feel) part of you (Part of you)
Is part of me (Is part of me)

[Verse 2]
If you try to find yourself
On your own, well, you won't
But if you learn to love yourself
When you're low, well, maybe there's hope

[Chorus]
All of these dreams (Of these dreams)
Within you (Within you)
Within me (Within me)
Somehow (Somehow)
I feel (I feel) part of you (Part of you)
Is part of me (Is part of me)

[Bridge]
Deep underwater
Your emotions call to you
"Go where the wind blows
All of this time spent hesitating"
Down by the water
Across the ocean, I should go
Go where the tides pull
All of our lives to rearrange them

[Pre-Chorus]
With you, I feel I find myself
I let go and we float

[Chorus]
All of these dreams (Of these dreams)
Within you (Within you)
Within me (Within me)
Somehow (Somehow)
I feel (I feel) part of you (Part of you)
Is part of me (Is part of me)

I Knew (Millionyoung) - Loving Drew From First Sight
[Verse 1]
Do you know how I feel
About you?
There's a dream I had
That came true

[Pre-Chorus]
When we first spoke
A light inside awoke
When we first spoke
I knew

[Chorus]
I long to belong to you
I long to belong to you

[Verse 2]
Is it true what they say
About love?
It comes down like a bolt
From above

[Pre-Chorus]
Like when we first spoke
A light inside awoke
When we first spoke
I knew

[Chorus]
I long to belong to you
I long to belong to you

Only In Your Eyes (Meltt) - Falling Into Each Other’s Eyes
[Verse 1]
Floating down
This river of time
In currents that we're bound
I've come to find
That only in your eyes
Sunlight
The current's strong
Our presence won't last for long

[Chorus]
For now, somehow
Moments move right through you
Your light, the night could not hope to hide you
Only in your eyes
Only in your eyes, for now

[Verse 2]
Driftin' out
To the ocean's embrace
Well did I make it count?
The moments we chased
But only in your eyes
Horizon's alight
The sun goes low
As I cling to the fading glow

[Chorus]
For now, somehow
Moments move right through you
Your light, thе night could not hope to hide you
Only in your eyеs
Sun begins to rise, for now
For now

[Outro]
Sun

Space Between Us (VHS Collection) - Lunches At The Park
[Verse 1]
I know my fate, I live for the changes
Too many sins and occasional strangers
Why do I keep things around?
Why hold myself down?
I try to keep my head up, but you're all I can think of right now

[Chorus]
I want to feel no space between us
I want to move inside your heart
I've been searching for this place for too long, too long
I want to feel no space between us

[Verse 2]
Pull you my way, we run from the danger
Eyes won't betray, release me from anger
Why do I keep things around?
Why hold myself down?
I try to keep my head up, but you're all I can think of right now

[Chorus]
I want to feel no space between us
I want to move inside your heart
I've been searching for this place for too long, too long
I want to feel no space between us

[Bridge]
Over and over
Over and over
Over and over
Over and over

[Outro]
I've been searching for this place for too long, too long
I want to feel no space between us

Blue Lagoon (Bryan El) - First Times
(Romantic Instrumental)

Policy Of Truth (Depeche Mode) - Ethan Gets A Taste Of Drew’s World
You had something to hide
Should have hidden it, shouldn't you?
Now you're not satisfied
With what you're being put through

It's just time to pay the price
For not listening to advice
And deciding in your youth
On the policy of truth

Things could be so different now
It used to be so civilized
You will always wonder how
It could have been if you'd only lied

It's too late to change events
It's time to face the consequence
For delivering the proof
In the policy of truth

Never again
Is what you swore
The time before
Never again
Is what you swore
The time before

Now you're standing there tongue tied
You better learn your lesson well
Hide what you have to hide
And tell what you have to tell

You'll see your problems multiplied
If you continually decide
To faithfully pursue
The policy of truth

Never again
Is what you swore
The time before
Never again
Is what you swore
The time before

Never again
Is what you swore
The time before
Never again
Is what you swore
The time before

Never again
Is what you swore
The time before
Never again
Is what you swore
The time before

Never again
Is what you swore
The time before
Never again
Is what you swore
The time before

True Lies (Brett) - Ethan’s Struggles
Devotion is a thing of the past
Everybody wants a piece of you
Nothing’s ever born to last
I’ll never sell you out
I’ll never sell you out

No one can know you’re here
No one can know you’re here tonight
They’re going to interfere’
Like I give a f*k what your friends think

Everyone can tell…
Everyone can tell…
Everyone can tell you lies (x2)

But Mine Are True! (x5)

You’re the one with blood on your hands
You’re the one that wants to be someone
Didn’t have a ghost of a chance
I’ll never give you up
I’ll never give you up

I know when you’re awake
I know when you’re awake at night
I know just what to say
Like I give a f*k what your friends think
Everyone can tell…
Everyone can tell…
Everyone can tell you lies (x2)

But Mine Are True! (x)

Be True (Brothertiger) - Ethan Accepts His Truth
Always be true
Ring true like a bell
Resonate through you
Elevate myself
Always be true
Ring true like a bell
Resonate through you
Elevate myself

I’m like an island
Swimmin’ in the swell of the silence
Never thought I’d ever feel like this
(Never thought I’d ever feel like this)

I can feel the sun at its highest
See it hanging on the horizon
Opening ‘cross the sea like an iris
Never thought I’d ever feel like this

I finally built the walls around me
Completely up surrounding
Finally built the walls around me
Completely up

Always be true
Ring true like a bell
Resonate through you
Elevate myself
Always be true
Ring true like a bell
Resonate through you
Elevate myself
I’m like a pilot
Steering through a sea of asylum
Reckoning to decide what I am
Maybe I am part of the problem

I can feel the dawn, recognize it
Feel it ever on the horizon
Forward into the mouth of the siren
Never thought I’d ever feel like this

I finally built the walls around me
Completely up surrounding
Finally built the walls around me
Completely up

(Outro)
Always be true
Ring true like a bell
Resonate through you
Elevate myself

Come Undone (Duran Duran) - The Heights Of Love Making
Mine, immaculate dream made breath and skin
I've been waiting for you
Signed with a home tattoo
"Happy birthday to you" was created for you

(Can't ever keep from falling apart at the seams)
(Can I believe you're taking my heart to pieces?)

Ah, it'll take a little time
Might take a little crime to come undone
Now we'll try to stay blind to the hope and fear outside
Hey child, stay wilder than the wind and blow me in to cry

Who do you need?
Who do you love?
When you come undone
Who do you need?
Who do you love?

When you come undone
Words, playing me deja vu
Like a radio tune, I swear I've heard before
Chill, is it something real?
Or the magic I'm feeding off your fingers

(Can't ever keep from falling apart at the seams)
(Can I believe you're taking my heart to pieces?)

Lost, in a snow filled sky
We'll make it alright to come undone
Now we'll try to stay blind to the hope and fear outside
Hey child, stay wilder than the wind and blow me in to cry

Who do you need?
Who do you love?
When you come undone
Who do you need?
Who do you love?
When you come undone
(Can't ever keep from falling apart)
Who do you need?
Who do you love?
When you come undone
(Can't ever keep from falling apart)
Who do you need?
Who do you love?
(Can't ever keep from falling apart)
Who do you love?
When you come undone
(Can't ever keep from falling apart)

Roses (CD Ghost Cover Of Mareux) - Drew’s Fears And Ethan’s Broken Heart
[Verse 1]
Each time I look at you, I need someone to wake me up
Your dark eyes move me closer to a mania
Been dreaming of someone like you for all of my life
I thought I had you forever but you told me
"Not so fast, it's not that time"

[Chorus]
I'm walking down your street with tears in my eyes
When we're together, I think I'm in the afterlife
The smell of roses under our noses
You give me pride, you give me love, you give devotion

[Verse 2]
Each time we talk about us, you don't know what you want
I just want to be wantеd, I'm not asking too much
It's not right to be left in the dark
It's not right to be told to wait
Tell me how does it feel
When you push me away
Push me away

[Chorus]
I'm walking down your street with tears in my eyes
When we're together, I think I'm in the afterlife
The smell of roses under our noses
You give me pride, you give me love, you give devotion

Talk To Me (Nouvelle Phénomème) - Ethan Pursuing Drew
You never told me, walk away
I saw you there with tears in your eyes
I′ve never thought you would run away
Do you remember when, everything was all for your love?

Another morning, talk to me
Another day so dark in my heart
Another evening talk to me
Today the night is cold and the world is falling apart

You give me the love that I need
Today is not the end
Don't throw our love away!
You give me the air that I need
Today is not the end
Don′t leave me, will you stay?

This is a new day, talk to me
Just one more time please open your heart
This is a new night, walk with me
Tonight the Moon is clear and my dream is falling apart

You give me the love that I need
Today is not the end
Don't throw our love away
You bring me a sweet melody
Tonight I'd hold you tight
And never get apart

You give me the air that I need
Today is not the end
Oh, never run away
You bring me the joy that I need
Tonight is not the end
Come back for one more day

Je t′entends mais tu m′as fait mal, mon coeur est brisé
Tu me manques mais c'est trop dur, je t′aime
Mais c'est trop compliqué, la vie est une fleur
Ton amour est le soleil qui illumine mes jours
Ton absence me tue, je voudrais être avec toi
Prends moi dans tes bras mon chéri

Oh, Lover (Röyksopp) - Drew Succumbs
[Verse 1]
I'm tryin' to go forward
I'm tryin' to forget
Our time inside the bubble
The hours that we spent

[Chorus]
But, lover
You made me feel like no other
Touchin' me deeper than others
Makin' me feel I was wanted

[Verse 2]
Like elongated shadows
The days will never end
I'm looking at your number
I wonder, should I dare?

[Chorus]
Oh, my lover
You made me feel like no other
Touchin' me deeper than others
Makin' me feel I was wanted

[Post-Chorus]
Ooh
Ooh

[Verse 3]
I'm lookin' at your number
I wonder, should I dare?
I know I shouldn't bother
I know it isn't fair

[Chorus]
Oh, my lover
You made me feel like no other
Touchin' me deeper than others
Makin' me feel I was wanted

[Post-Chorus]
Ooh
Ooh

[Instrumental Break]

Ooh

[Verse 4]
I'm lookin' at your number
I wonder, should I dare?
I know I shouldn't bother
I know it isn't fair

Is Your Love Strong Enough (Bryan Ferry) - Love Conquers Fear
Just one step at a time,
And closer to destiny.
I knew at a glance,
There would always be a chance for me.
With someone I could live for;
Nowhere I would rather be.

Is your love strong enough,
Like a rock in the sea?
Am I asking too much?
Is your love strong enough?

Just one beat of your heart,
And stranger than fantasy.
I knew from the start,
It had to be the place for me.
Someone that I would die for;
There's no way I could ever leave.

Is your love strong enough,
Like a rock in the sea?
Am I asking too much?
Is your love strong enough?

Is your love strong enough?
Is your love strong enough?

Just one beat of your heart.
Is your love strong enough?
Is your love strong enough?
Just one beat...

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brandon smiling In Chandler’s Hands: A ‘Brandon Smiling’ Tie-In.

By MrM, March 28, 2019

Soundtracks

Music
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Tracks
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Happy When You Smile (Brandon Chandler) - When Brandon Smiles Smile (Josh Groban) - Chandler Sings An Uplifting Song Perfect The Way You Are (Dead by April) - Chandler’s Words At Millennium Park February Song (Josh Groban) - Chandler Sings A Bittersweet Song Pure Imagination (Glee Cover) - Chandler Says ‘Seize The Day’ I’ll Stand By You (Glee Cover) - Chandler’s Support I Heard You Lost Your Smile (The Broken Beat) - When Brandon Cries Only The Young (Brandon Flowers) - ‘You are young. There’s always a tomorrow.’ Does Your Mother Know (Gender Bent ABBA Cover from ‘Mama Mia’) - ‘Slow down there Brandon!’ No One Is To Blame (Howard Jones) - Ageless Attractions Last Chance On The Stairway (Duran Duran) - Seduction At The Party Save A Prayer (Duran Duran) - ‘Save It ‘Til The Morning After’ Don’t Talk To Me About Love! (Altered Images) - Chandler Takes Greg To Task Fix You (Anthem Lights Covers Coldplay) - Comforting Brandon Somewhere Over The Rainbow / Wonderful World (Israel Kamakawiwo’ole) - Chandler’s Telephone Lullaby You Are Loved (Don’t Give Up) (Josh Groban) - Chandler Sings A Love Song Ordinary World (Red Covers Duran Duran) - Helping Brandon Out The Other Side Notbroken (The Goo Goo Dolls) - Chandler’s Iris Talk - Alternative Version (Coldplay) - Brandon Talks To Chandler About Getting Caught Listen To Your Heart (Glee) - Chandler Shows The Way To Do This ‘Gay’ Thing That’s What I’m Here For (Jason Castro) - ‘Thanks’ True Colors (Glee) - ‘Time To Fly, Brandon’ The Scientist (Coldplay) - Affirmations and the Long Road Given As Hard As It Is (Brandon Chandler) - ‘Can things get better?’ Things Can Only Get Better (Howard Jones) - ‘Yes, things always can . . .’ Stay On These Roads (A-ha) - ‘ . . . As long as you stay the course.’

Happy When You Smile (Brandon Chandler) - When Brandon Smiles

Are you strugglin’
To begin
Slow down
And breathe in
A change
It happens

(Chorus)
Are you Happy When You Smile?
Are you sad when you laugh?
There’s beauty in this world
And you’re a part of that. (X)

Are you tryin’
To hide?
Are you lonely
Inside?
We all struggle
Sometimes

(Chorus)

Hey love where you goin’ to now?
Hey love where you runnin’ off now?
It’s a lonely life, it’s a lonely life
But everything will be alright

Hey love where you goin’ to now?

(Chorus)

And you’re a part of that. (X)

Smile (Josh Groban) - Chandler Sings An Uplifting Song

Smile tho' your heart is aching
Smile even tho' it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by
If you Smile

Thro' your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shin-ing thro' for you
Light up your face with gladness
Hide ev-'ry trace of sadness
Altho' a tear may be ever so near
That's the time

You must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worth-while
If you just Smile.

Perfect The Way You Are (Dead by April) - Chandler’s Words At Millennium Park

You have what they don't
Your heart is true
So dry your tears
And let it shine through

'Cause you're amazing
Look at you smiling
And don't change anything
There's no denying

You're beautiful
You're beautiful
Don't ever listen to what they say about you
You're perfect just the way you are
You will never be anything like them
And the strength is in your heart, whoa oh, you heart

You're beautiful
You're beautiful
You're perfect just the way you are
You're beautiful
You're beautiful

Don't put yourself down
Don't let them win
(Don't let them win)
They don't understand
Who you are
(Who you are)

'Cause you're amazing
Look at you smiling
And don't change anything
There's no denying

You're beautiful
You're beautiful
Don't ever listen to what they say about you
You're perfect just the way you are
You will never be anything like them
And the strength is in your heart, whoa oh, you heart

You're beautiful
You're beautiful
You're perfect just the way you are
Breakdown your walls, whoa oh
You can be the person you wanna be
Break down your walls, whoa oh
Become who you are

You're beautiful
You're beautiful
Don't ever listen to what they say about you
You're perfect just the way you are
You will never be anything like them
And the strength is in your heart, whoa oh, you heart

You're beautiful
You're beautiful
You're perfect just the way you are

February Song (Josh Groban) - Chandler Sings A Bittersweet Song

Where has that old friend gone
Lost in a February song
Tell him it won't be long
'Til he opens his eyes
Opens his eyes
Where is that simple day
Before colors broke into shades
And how did I ever fade
Into this life
Into this life

And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
And all that I've known is lost and found
I promise you I
I'll come back to you one day

Morning is waking up
Sometimes it's more than just enough
And all that you need to love
Is in front of your eyes
It's in front of your eyes

And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
Sometimes it's hard to find my ground
'Cause I keep on falling as I try to get away
From this crazy world

And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
And all I've known is lost and found
I promise you I
I'll come back to you one day

Where has that old friend gone
Lost in a February song
Tell him it won't be long
'Til he opens his eyes
Opens his eyes

Pure Imagination (Glee Cover) - Chandler Says ‘Seize The Day’

Come with me
And you'll be
In a world of pure imagination
Take a look
And you'll see
Into your imagination

We'll begin
With a spin
Traveling in
The world of my creation
What we'll see
Will defy
Explanation

If you want to view paradise
Simply look around and view it
Anything you want to, do it
Want to change the world?
There's nothing to it

There is no
Life I know
To compare with pure imagination
Living there
You'll be free
If you truly wish to be

If you want to see magic lands
Close your eyes and you will see one
Want to be a dreamer, be one
Anytime you please and please save me one

Come with me
And you'll be
In a world of pure imagination
Take a look
And you'll see
Into your imagination

There is no
Place to go
To compare with your imagination
So go there
To be free
If you truly wish to be

Living there
You'll be free
If you truly wish to be

I’ll Stand By You (Glee Cover) - Chandler’s Support

Oh, why you look so sad, the tears are in your eyes,
Come on and come to me now, and don't be ashamed to cry,
Let me see you through, 'cause I've seen the dark side too.
When the night falls on you, you don't know what to do,
Nothing you confess could make me love you less,

I'll stand by you,
I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you

So if you're mad, get mad, don't hold it all inside,
Come on and talk to me now.
Hey there, what you got to hide?
I get angry too, well, I'm alive like you.
When you're standing at the cross roads,
And don't know which path to choose,
Let me come along, 'cause even if you're wrong

I'll stand by you,
I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you.

Baby, even to your darkest hour, and I'll never desert you,
I'll stand by you.

And when, when the night falls on you baby,
You're feeling all a lone, you're wandering on your own,
I'll stand by you.
I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you, baby even to your darkest hour,
And I'll never desert you,

I'll stand by you,
I'll stand by you.
I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you, baby even to your darkest hour,
And I'll never desert you

I'll stand by you

I Heard You Lost Your Smile (The Broken Beat) - When Brandon Cries

I Heard You Lost Your Smile
Got lost along the way
This house, it feels so empty
I won’t let you stray (X)

For the moment set your mind to rest, son
Time to take all the pain away
This is your moment
So hold on

So dance and lose yourself
Just fall away
Oh, take me by surprise and find your place
Don’t let it end
As the hours go
I swear this watch
Will tell me that you’ll stay

Stay (X)

The hour’s just beginning
Footsteps, I’ll find their place
One breath, we’re cleansing two hearts
With words that keep me safe

The hope is so surrounding
So make your place in love
The smoke crawls to the ceiling
As fears crash to the floor

For the moment set your mind to rest, son
Time to take all the pain away
This is your moment
So hold on

So dance and lose yourself
Just fall away
Oh, take me by surprise and find your place
Don’t let it end
As the hours go
I swear this watch
Will tell me that you’ll stay

So dance and lose yourself
Just fall away
Oh, take me by surprise and find your place

So dance and lose yourself
Just fall away
Oh, take me by surprise and find your place
Don’t let it end
As the hours go
I swear this watch
Will tell me that you’ll stay

Stay (X)

So dance and lose yourself
Just fall away
Oh, take me by surprise and find your place
Don’t let it end
As the hours go
I swear this watch
Will tell me that you’ll stay

Only The Young (Brandon Flowers) - ‘You are young. There’s always a tomorrow.’

Look back in silence
The cradle of your whole life
There in the distance
Losing its greatest pride
Nothing is easy, nothing is sacred, why?
Where did the bow break?
It happened before your time

And there were people there
Lovely as you'd ever care
Tonight, baby, you can start again
Laughing in the open air
Have yourself another dream
Tonight, maybe we can start again

Only the young can break away, break away
Lost when the wind blows, on your own
Only the young can break away, break away
Lost when the wind blows, on your own

Mother, it's cold here
Father, thy will be done
Thunder and lightning are crashing down
They got me on the run
Direct me to the sun
Redemption, keep my covers clean tonight
Baby, we can start again

Only the young can break away, break away
Lost when the wind blows, on your own
Only the young can break away, break away
Lost when the wind blows, on your own

And the sun will shine again
And the sun will shine again
Are you looking for a sign?
Or are you caught up in the lie?

Only the young can break away, break away
Lost when the wind blows, on your own
Only the young can break away, break away
Lost when the wind blows, on your own

Only the young can
Lost when the wind blows
Only the young can
Lost when the wind blows

Does Your Mother Know (Gender Bent ABBA Cover from ‘Mama Mia’) - ‘Slow down there Brandon!’

You're so hot, teasing me
So you're blue
but I can't take a chance on a kid like you
That's something I couldn't do
There's that look in your eyes
I can read in your face
that your feelings are driving you wild
Ah, but boy you're only a child

Well I can dance with you honey
If you think it's funny
Does your mother know that you're out
And I can chat with you baby
Flirt a little maybe
Does your mother know that you're out

Take it easy (take it easy)
Better slow down boy
That's no way to go
Does your mother know?
Take it easy (take it easy)
Try to cool it boy
Take it nice and slow
Does your mother know?

I can see what you want
But you seem pretty young
to be searching for that kind of fun
So maybe I'm not the one
Now you're so cute, I like your style
And I know what you mean
when you give me a flash of that smile (smile)
But boy you're only a child

Well I can dance with you honey
If you think it's funny
Does your mother know that you're out
And I can chat with you baby
Flirt a little maybe
Does your mother know that you're out

Take it easy (take it easy)
Better slow down boy
That's no way to go
Does your mother know
Take it easy (take it easy)
Try to cool it boy
Take it nice and slow
Does your mother know

Well I can dance with you honey
If you think it's funny
Does your mother know that you're out
And I can chat with you baby
Flirt a little maybe
Does your mother know that you're out

Well I can dance with you honey
If you think it's funny
Does your mother know that you're out
And I can chat with you baby
Flirt a little maybe
Does your mother know that you're out

Well I can dance with you honey
If you think it's funny
Does your mother know that you're out
And I can chat with you baby

No One Is To Blame (Howard Jones) - Ageless Attractions

You can look at the menu, but you just can't eat
You can feel the cushion, but you can't have a seat
You can dip your foot in the pool, but you can't have a swim
You can feel the punishment, but you can't commit the sin

And you want him, and he wants you
We warned everyone
And you want him and he wants you
No one, no one, no one ever is to blame

You can build a mansion, but you just can't live in it
You're the fastest runner, but you're not allowed to win
Some break the rules, and let you count the cost
The insecurity is the thing that won't get lost

And you want him, and he wants you
We warned everyone
And you want him and he wants you
No one, no one, no one ever is to blame

You can see the summit, but you can't reach it
It's the last piece of the puzzle, but you just can't make it fit
Doctor says you're cured, but you still feel the pain
Aspirations in the clouds, but your hopes go down the drain

And you want him, and he wants you
We warned everyone
And you want him and he wants you
No one, no one, no one ever is to blame

No one ever is to blame
No one ever is to blame

Last Chance On The Stairway (Duran Duran) - Seduction At The Party

I don't remember quite how I met you
Wasn't long ago
I just get a picture of sun in your eyes
The waves in your hair
Maybe it's something said in a movie or
You could've said last night
Just took me out on a limb
And I don't really know what I'm doing here

And sometimes I'm caught in a landslide
My beat's so in time, can you look at me
I'm out of reach, I'll talk if it feels right
I've had my last chance on the stairway

Funny it's just like a scene out of Voltaire
Twisting out of sight
'Cause when all the curtains are pulled back
We'll turn and see the circles we've traced
Ain't no game (ooh)
When you're playing with fire
It doesn't seem right that we fight
So the party runs on all night

And sometimes I'm caught in a landslide
My beat's so in time, can you look at me
I'm out of reach I'll talk if it feels right
So nervous to say, tell me can't you see
And if you want I'll fall out forever
I can't say no more, baby dance with me
And please don't say leave it 'til later
I've had my last chance on the stairway

Wonder why, (wonder why ooh)
What makes me rise so high
Maybe it's something they put in your perfume
Or the look in your eyes
It could be the atmosphere sinking
Ooh, I don't know what you're thinking
I don't even know what you're drinking
But it keeps this heaven alive

And sometimes I'm caught in a landslide
My beat's so in time, can you look at me
I'm out of reach I'll talk if it feels right
So nervous to say, tell me can't you see
And if you want I'll fall out forever
I can't say no more, baby dance with me
And please don't say leave till later
I've had my last chance on the stairway

Last chance on the stairway
Last chance on the stairway
Last chance on the stairway
Last chance on the stairway
Last chance on the stairway
Last chance on the stairway

Save A Prayer (Duran Duran) - ‘Save It ‘Til The Morning After’

You saw me standing by the walled corner of a main street
And the lights are flashing on your window sill
All alone ain't much fun so you're looking for the thrill
And you know just what it takes and where to go

Don't say a prayer for me now
Save it ‘til the morning after
No don't say a prayer for me now
Save it ‘til the morning after

Feel the breeze deep on the inside look you down into the well
If you can you'll see the world in all his fire
Take a chance like all dreamers can't find another way
You don't have to dream it all, just live a day

Don't say a prayer for me now
Save it 'til the morning after
No don't say a prayer for me now
Save it 'til the morning after
Save it 'til the morning after
Save it 'til the morning after

Pretty looking road I try to hold the rising floods that fill my skin
Don't ask me why I'll keep my promise melt the ice
And you wanted to dance so I asked you to dance
But fear is in your soul
Some people call it a one night stand but we can call it paradise

Don't say a prayer for me now
Save it til the morning after
No don't say a prayer for me now
Save it 'til the morning after
Save it 'til the morning after
Save it 'til the morning after
Save it 'til the morning after
Save it 'til the morning after (doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo)
Save a prayer 'til the morning after
Save a prayer 'til the morning after
Save a prayer 'til the morning after
Save a prayer 'til the morning after
Save a prayer 'til the morning after
Save a prayer 'til the morning after

Don’t Talk To Me About Love! (Altered Images) - Chandler Takes Greg To Task

They exchanged a look
An hour later his voice shook
When his whispering died, he cried
Never wants to recover, he cried

Don't talk to me about love
(yesterdays shatter, tomorrows don't matter)
Don't talk to me about love
(yesterdays shatter, tomorrows don't matter)

Since that gaze
Roaring by went his days
When his whispering died, he cried
Never wants to recover, he cried

Don't talk to me about love
(yesterdays shatter, tomorrows don't matter)
Don't talk to me about love
(yesterdays shatter, tomorrows don't matter)
Don't talk to me about love
(yesterdays shatter, tomorrows don't matter)

(yesterdays shatter, tomorrows don't matter)
Don't talk, don't talk to me
(yesterdays shatter, tomorrows don't matter)

Don't talk to me about love
(yesterdays shatter, tomorrows don't matter)
Don't talk to me about love
(yesterdays shatter, tomorrows don't matter)

It couldn't be that good, although they said it would
Just couldn't be that good

Don't talk to me about love
(yesterdays shatter, tomorrows don't matter)

Be that good
It couldn't be that good, although they said it would
Just couldn't be that good

Be be be that good

Fix You (Anthem Lights Covers Coldplay) - Comforting Brandon

Reprise from ‘Brandon Smiling’

Somewhere Over The Rainbow / Wonderful World (Israel Kamakawiwo’ole) - Chandler’s Telephone Lullaby

Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh
Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
And the dreams that you dream of
Once in a lullaby

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
And the dreams that you dream of
Dreams really do come true

Someday, I wish upon a star
Wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where trouble melts like lemon drops
High above the chimney top
That's where you'll find me

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
And the dreams that you dare to
Oh why, oh why can't I?

Well, I see trees of green and red roses too
I'll watch them bloom for me and you

And I think to myself
What a wonderful world

Well, I see skies of blue and I see clouds of white
And the brightness of day
I like the dark

And I think to myself what a wonderful world

The colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky
And also on the faces of people passing by
I see friends shaking hands saying
How do you do?
They're really saying I, I love you
I hear babies cry and I watch them grow
They'll learn much more then we'll know

And I think to myself what a wonderful world
World

Someday I wish upon a star
Wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where trouble melts like lemon drops
High above the chimney top
That's where you'll find me

Oh, somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
And the dreams that you dare to
Why oh, why can't I?
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh

You Are Loved (Don’t Give Up) (Josh Groban) - Chandler Sings A Love Song

Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
When your heart's heavy
I, I, will lift it for you
Don't give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you
I, I, will break it for you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you, are loved

Don't give up
It's just the hurt that you hide
When you're lost inside
I, I'll be there to find you
Don't give up
Because you want to burn bright
If darkness blinds you
I, I will shine to guide you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you, are loved
You are loved

Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
Don't give up
Everyone needs to be loved
You are loved

Ordinary World (Red Covers Duran Duran) - Helping Brandon Out The Other Side

Reprise from ‘Brandon Smiling’

Notbroken (The Goo Goo Dolls) - Chandler’s Iris

All I waited for,
Was a chance to make you understand
And tell you these forgotten truths
You never thought were real
And if the world should turn it's back,
You know that I'm still here

Time won't ever steal my soul
We're not broken, so please come home

Morning comes, and life moves on
And when it changed, you didn't know where you belong
And I'll still catch you when you fall through a past that steals your sleep
And scrawl these words upon your wall, remind you to believe

Time won't ever steal my soul
We're not broken, so please come home
If the world has worn you down
I'll be waiting, so please come home

I won't let them break you down
And I won't hear the empty sounds,
I'm hopelessly pretending that I know the answer
Angels light the neon fires that burn so cold through your desires
And all you are is all I need to know

When the world is insane,
You get used to the pain
And you don't even know what you feel
And I was like you,
All alone and confused
But you know it's not forever

Time won't ever steal my soul
We're not broken, so please come home
If the world has worn you down
I'll be waiting, so please come home

Talk - Alternative Version (Coldplay) - Brandon Talks To Chandler About Getting Caught

[Verse 1]
Under the great North star
Try to work out where you are
In the silence of the sea
I don't know where I'll be

[Verse 2]
In the future, in the past
Going nowhere, much too fast
When I go there, go with me
When I go there, go with me

[Chorus 1]
Cause I don't know where I'm going and I wanna talk
I feel like I'm going where I've been before
And I wanna talk

[Verse 3]
Take a picture of
Something that you're not sure of
Bring it back to show to me
But I don't know what I see

[Verse 4]
In the future, find a home
Getting nowhere on your own
Got to find your missing piece

[Chorus 2]
Cause you don't know where you're going and you wanna talk
You feel like you're going where you've been before
Nothing's really making any sense at all
You tell anyone who'll listen but you feel ignored

[Hook]
Let's talk
Let's talk
Do you wanna talk?

[Verse 5]
I'm up in the part of the throne
I'm trying to sing a song
In a language I don't speak

[Verse 6]
I tried but I can't get through
I'm trying to get to you
But you're difficult to reach
Won't you talk to me?

[Chorus 3]
So you don't know were you're going and you wanna talk
You feel like you're going where you've been before
Let's talk
Let's talk

Listen To Your Heart (Glee) - Chandler Shows The Way To Do This ‘Gay’ Thing

I know there's something in the wake of your smile
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea
You've built a love but that love falls apart
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark

Listen to your heart when he's calling for you
Listen to your heart there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going and I don't know why,
But listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems,
The feeling of belonging to your dreams

Listen to your heart when he's calling for you
Listen to your heart there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going and I don't know why,
But listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye

And there are voices that want to be heard
So much to mention but you can't find the words
The sense of magic, the beauty that's been
When love was wilder than the wind

Listen to your heart when he's calling for you
Listen to your heart there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going and I don't know why,
But listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye

Listen to your heart when he's calling for you
Listen to your heart there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going and I don't know why,
But listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye

That’s What I’m Here For (Jason Castro) - ‘Thanks’

Goodbye, Los Angeles
You said with some regret
I'll do my best to find a way
To help you to forget

I'm glad you made your way
Back here, to find a better day
Seems like you're getting
A little closer to okay

And if you need someone
Just to be around
Help put the pieces back
That you finally found

That's what I'm here for
That's what I'm here for
When you need a little less
Or you want a little more
That's what I'm here for
That's what I'm here for

I heard you saying that
You're finally feeling free
Blowing kisses
To the distant memories
Lately I've caught you
Smiling a little more
You're beautiful
And I'm all yours

And if you need someone
Just to be around
Help put the pieces back
That you finally found
That's what I'm here for
That's what I'm here for
When you need a little less
Or you want a little more
That's what I'm here for
That's what I'm here for

That's why I can hold you just as long as you'll stay
I can tell you what no one would ever say
That it's alright to admit that you were wrong
Before you know it, all the scars will be gone

That's what I'm here for
That's what I'm here for
When you need a little less
Or you want a little more

When you need someone to find you
When you're hiding from it all
That's what I'm here for
That's what I'm here for

True Colors (Glee) - ‘Time To Fly, Brandon’

Reprise from ‘Brandon Smiling’

The Scientist (Coldplay) - Affirmations and the Long Road Given

Reprise from ‘Brandon Smiling’

As Hard As It Is (Brandon Chandler) - ‘Can things get better?’

I bet you’ll be
Just what you wanna be
It’s never easy
Chasing down your dreams

(Chorus)
And don’t give up
You’ll be fine soon enough
As Hard As It Is
You’ll make it through
All of this (X)

Don’t give up (X3)

I know it seems
Nothing comes easily
So chase your dreams
Follow your heart
You are Everything
That sets you apart

(Chorus)

You’ll make it through . . .
You’ll make it through
All of this

So don’t give up (X3)

Things Can Only Get Better (Howard Jones) - ‘Yes, things always can . . .’

We're not scared to lose it all security throw through the wall
Future dreams we have to realize
A thousand skeptic hands won't keep us from the things we plan
Unless we're clinging to the things we prize

And do you feel scared, I do
But I won't stop and falter
And if we threw it all away
Things can only get better
Wow wow wow oh, wow wow wow oh oh oh oh

Treating today as though it was the last, the final show
Get to sixty and feel no regret
It may take a little time a lonely path, an uphill climb
Success or failure will not alter it

And do you feel scared, I do
But I won't stop and falter
And if we threw it all away
Things can only get better
Wow wow wow oh, wow wow wow oh oh oh oh

And do you feel scared, I do
But I won't stop and falter
And if we threw it all away
Things can only get better

(Wow wow wow oh, wow wow wow oh oh oh oh)
(Wow wow wow oh, wow wow wow oh oh oh oh)

Stay On These Roads (A-ha) - ‘ . . . As long as you stay the course.’

The cold has a voice
It talks to me
Stillborn by choice
And it has no need to hold

Old man feels the cold
Oh baby, don't 'cause I've been told

Stay on these roads
We shall meet I know
Stay on these roads
We shall meet I know, I know

Where joy should reign
These skies restrain
Shadow your love
The voice trails off again

Old, old man feels the cold
Oh baby, don't 'cause I've been told

Stay on these roads
We shall meet, I know
Stay on my love
You feel so weak, be strong

Stay on, stay on
We shall meet, I know
I know
I know, my love, I know

Feel the cold
Winter's calling at my home

Stay on these roads
We shall meet, I know
Stay on my love
We'll meet, I know

So stay on
I know
Stay my love, stay on
We'll meet, I know, I know
Love, I know

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The Music of the Darkness

By MrM, March 8, 2023

Soundtrack

The Music of the Darkness
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Track List
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Daylight Goodbye (Message to Bears) - General Theme for ‘Gone From Daylight’ Genesis (Nightcrawler) – In The Beginning Was . . . Justin Blackwater (Rain Tree Crow/David Sylvian) – The Dark Waters of a Troubled Soul Waiting For The Night (Depeche Mode) – Taryn’s Watchful Waiting At Night (The Cure) – Navy Pier at Night Moonlight Sonata (Beethoven/Dark Music Specialists) – The Moon, the Lake, and Blessed Oblivion Ocean Eyes (Flawes) – Justin Through Taryn’s Green Eyes Green Eyes (Daniel Ferri / Coldplay) – Taryn Through Justin’s Ocean Eyes A Strange Kind Of Love (Peter Murphy) – True Love In The Darkness Join Me In Death (Him) – Taryn’s Dark Gift The Last Sunset (The Unfinished) – Justin Spends His Last Day Take A Picture (Filter) – Reborn in Darkness Lost Boys and Girls Club (Dum Dum Girls) - Justin’s New Family In Darkness Shadows On Your Side (Duran Duran) – Adventures In The Night Half Life (Twin Shadow) - Turned While Young All Night Long (Peter Murphy) – Half-Lifes In The City Memphisto (Depeche Mode) – Comicality’s Theme Assimilate (Skinny Puppy) – Fighting To Survive This Dark New World The Same Deep Water As You – Justin’s Plaintive Appeal To Understand Demons (Gavin Mikhail / Imagine Dragons) – Justin’s Distance In Fear Time After Time (Taryn Southern / Cyndi Lauper) – Taryn’s Guiding Love Lovesong (The Cure) – Justin and Taryn and the Wrist Bonds Some Sort Of Paradise (Robin Guthrie) – When Every Time is the First Time If I Lost You (Shiny Toy Guns) – Justin’s Unbearable Dreaming Kill Of The Night (Gin Wigmore) – Hateful Hunting Do Ya Think I’m Sexy (Revolting Cocks / Rod Stewart) – Trevor’s Teases The Underground (Celeda) – IceZone A Stranger Love (De Lux / Classixx) – Justin and Taryn In The IceZone Heaven (Savoir Adore) – Dion and Dylan In Heaven Adagio For Strings (Tiësto) – War in the IceZone Mysterium (Hammock) – The Prophecy and The Horror Queen of the Night (Whitney Houston) – Maria’s Vampire Aria Blood Rage (Nightcrawler) – Rage Ascendant Pretty Toy (Velvet Acid Christ) – The Beauty and the Darkness Feral Love (Chelsea Wolfe) – The Beast in the Rogue Angel Long Hard Road Out Of Hell (Marylin Manson) – The Endless Inner and Outer War In Darkness Gehenna (Nightcrawler) - Rage’s Hell On Earth The Sound Of Silence (Disturbed / Simon and Garfunkel) – The Sacrifice My Name Is Ruin (Gary Numan) – Justin’s Madness Non-Stop Violence (Apoptygma Berzerk) – Never Safe Safe From Harm (Empathy Test) - Justin and the Jeweller The Jeweller (This Mortal Coil) - False Prophets and Yo-Yos Resurrection (Zone Tripper) - Richie’s Return That Death Cannot Touch (The Black Queen) - Richie Immortal A Time For Us (Celtic Women) – Justin and Taryn’s All Too Precious Time Together Slug Bait (Throbbing Gristle) – Murder Never Surrender (The Crüxshadows) – Justin Relentless The Hero (Dismantled) - Justin’s Unwanted Destiny Pyrrhic (Julianna Barwick) - Victories Without Winners The Soft Goodbye (Celtic Women) – The End Of Forever Nothing Shatters Like A Heart (Moto Boy) – Lamentations In The Darkness You Are A Memory (A Message To Bears) - Remembering What Was, But No Longer Is It All Began With You (Gary Numan) - Taryn’s Legacy There Is A Light That Never Goes Out (The Daysleepers / The Smiths) – The Dawning Awareness There Used To Be A Darkness (Mikko Joensuu) - The Death of the Beast So Alive (The Goo Goo Dolls) – There Is No Death - Only Change. Love Is Stronger Than Death (The The) - True Love Never Dies Morning Beautiful (The Unfinished) – The Vampire Dawn
Lyrics
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Daylight Goodbye (Message to Bears) – General Theme for ‘Gone From Daylight’
Overture
Genesis (Nightcrawler) – In The Beginning Was . . . Justin
The dark world at midnight
Woke up by the moonlight
The dream that you dreamed on that ship knowing that I would’ve waited
I don’t want you to know that you have got such a hold on me

Cause even though I feel this way I lack any control of me
Body up, up I know I learned true love because you are someone to turn to
Body up, up I know I learned true love because you are someone to turn to
Body up, up I know I learned true love because you are someone to turn to
Body up, up I know I learned true love because you are someone to turn to

You’re the one that I turn to
The world shining so bright
The haze in the sunrise
It seems like a scene from your favorite movie with my happy ending
I don’t want you to know that you have got such a hold on me

Cause even though I feel this way I lack any control of me
Body up, up I know I learned true love because you are someone to turn to
Body up, up I know I learned true love because you are someone to turn to
Body up, up I know I learned true love because you are someone to turn to
Body up, up I know I learned true love because you are someone to turn to
You’re the one that I turn to

Blackwater (Rain Tree Crow/David Sylvian) – The Dark Waters of a Troubled Soul
I haul you in a sea of silence
On the borderline of truth
Hope and violence

I see no sun
I see no place I've loved
Depending on the signs to find the road

Blackwater
Take me with you
To the place that I have spoken
Come and lead me
Through the darkness
To the light that I long to see again

I walk with you
But sleep beside her
If summer came and went
It passed us over

I see her cry
I see the face I've loved
Depending on the blind to find the road

Blackwater
Take me with you
To the place that I have spoken
Come and lead me
Through the darkness
To the light that I long to see again

Blackwater
Take me with you
To the place that I have spoken
I am leaving
In the morning
For the land that I long to see again

Waiting For The Night (Depeche Mode) – Taryn’s Watchful Waiting
I'm waiting for the night to fall
I know that it will save us all
When everything's dark

Keeps us from the stark reality
I'm waiting for the night to fall
When everything is bearable

And there in the still
All that you feel is tranquillity
There is a star in the sky
Guiding my way with its light
And in the glow of the moon
Know my deliverance will come soon

I'm waiting for the night to fall
I know that it will save us all
When everything's dark

Keeps us from the stark reality
I'm waiting for the night to fall
When everything is bearable
And there in the still

All that you feel is tranquillity
There is a sound in the calm
Someone is coming to harm
I press my hands to my ears
It's easier here just to forget fear
And when I squinted
The world seemed rose-tinted
And angels appeared to descend
To my surprise
With half-closed eyes
Things looked even better
Than when they were open

Been waiting for the night to fall
I knew that it would save us all
Now everything's dark
Keeps us from the stark reality

Been waiting for the night to fall
Now everything is bearable
And here in the still
All that you feel is tranquility

At Night (The Cure) – Navy Pier at Night
Sunk deep in the night
I sink in the night
Standing alone underneath the sky
I feel the chill of ice
On my face
I watch the hours go by
The hours go by

You sleep
Sleep in a safe bed
Curled and protected
Protected from sight
Under a safe roof
Deep in your hous
Unaware of the changes
At night

At night

I hear the darkness breathe
I sense the quiet despair
Listen to the silence

At night

Someone has to be there
Someone has to be there
Someone must be there

Moonlight Sonata (Beethoven/Dark Music Specialists) – The Moon, the Lake, and Blessed Oblivion

Dark version of Beethoven's masterpiece

Ocean Eyes (Flawes) – Justin Through Taryn’s Green Eyes
I've been watching you for some time
Can't stop staring at those ocean eyes
Burning cities and napalm skies
Fifteen flares inside those ocean eyes
Your ocean eyes
No fair

You really know how to make me cry
When you give me those ocean eyes
I'm scared
I've never fallen from quite this high
Falling into your ocean eyes
Those ocean eyes

I've been walking through a world gone blind
Can't stop thinking of your time and life
Careful creature made friends with time
You're left so lonely with a diamond mine
And those ocean eyes

No fair
You really know how to make me cry
When you give me those ocean eyes
I'm scared
I've never fallen from quite this high
Falling into your ocean eyes
Those ocean eyes

Green Eyes (Daniel Ferri / Coldplay) – Taryn Through Justin’s Ocean Eyes
Honey you are a rock
Upon which I stand
And I come here to talk
I hope you understand

That green eyes
Yeah the spotlight, shines upon you
And how could anybody deny you, Boy
I came here with a load
And it feels so much lighter
Now that I met you
And honey you should know
That I could never go on without you
Green eyes

Honey you are the sea
Upon which I float
And I came here to talk
I think you should know

That green eyes
You're the one that I wanted to find
And anyone who tried to deny you
Must be out of their mind
Because I came here with a load
And it feels so much lighter
Since I met you

And honey you should know
That I could never go on without you

Green eyes

Green eyes

Oh oh oh oh

Oh oh oh oh

Oh oh oh oh

Honey you are the rock
Upon which I stand

A Strange Kind Of Love (Peter Murphy) – True Love In The Darkness
A strange kind of love
A strange kind of feeling
Swims through your eyes
And like the doors
To a wide vast dominion
They open to your prize

This is no terror ground
Or place for the rage
No broken hearts
White wash lies
Just a taste for the truth
Perfect taste choice and meaning
A look into your eyes

Blind to the gemstone alone
A smile from a frown circles round
Should he stay or should he go
Let him shout a rage so strong
A rage that knows no right or wrong
And take a little piece of you

There is no middle ground
Or that's how it seems
For us to walk or to take
Instead we tumble down
Either side left or right
To love or to hate

Join Me In Death (Him) – Taryn’s Dark Gift
Baby, join me in death

We are so young
Our lives have just begun
That's already we are considering
Escape from this world
And we've waited for so long
For this moment to come
Was so anxious to be together
Together in death

Oh oh oh

Would you die tonight for love?
Baby join me in death
Would you die?
Baby join me in death
Would you die tonight for love?
Baby join me in death

This world is so cruel
Placing we're here only to lose
So before life tears us apart, let
Death bless me with you

Oh oh oh

Would you die tonight for love?
Baby join me in death
So would you die?
Baby join me in death
Would you die tonight for love?
Baby join me in death
Join me in death

oh oh oh

This life ain't worth living.
Join me, join me, join me,
Join me, join me, join me
This life ain't worth living

Oh oh oh

Would you die tonight for love?
Baby join me in death
So would you die?

Baby join me in death
Would you die tonight for love?

Baby join me in death
Baby join me in death.

The Last Sunset (The Unfinished) – Justin Spends His Last Day
Emotional Instrumental

Take A Picture (Filter) – Reborn in Darkness
Awake on my airplane
Awake on my airplane
My skin is bare
My skin is theirs

Awake on my airplane
Awake on my airplane
My skin is bare
My skin is theirs

I feel like newborn
And I feel like a newborn

Awake on my airplane
Awake on my airplane
I feel so real

Could you take my picture
Cause I won't remember
Could you take my picture
Cause I won't remember
Could you take my picture
Cause I won't remember
Could you take my picture
Cause I won't remember - yeah

I don't believe in
I don't believe in your sanctity your prophecy
I don't believe in
I don't believe in sanctity or hypocrisy

Can everyone agree that no one should be left alone
Can everyone agree that they should not be left alone

And I feel like a newborn
And I feel like a newborn (kicking and screaming)

Could you take my picture
Cause I won't remember
Could you take my picture
Cause I won't remember
Could you take my picture
Cause I won't remember
Could you take my picture
Cause I won't remember - yeah

Hey dad what do you think about your son now?
Hey dad what do you think about your son now?

Could you take my picture
Cause I won't remember
Could you take my picture
Cause I won't remember
Could you take my picture
Cause I won't remember
Could you take my picture
Cause I won't remember
Could you take my picture
Cause I won't remember
Could you take my picture
Cause I won't remember - yeah

Lost Boys and Girls Club (Dum Dum Girls) - Justin’s New Family In Darkness
A void in my head
The hole in my heart
I fill them with things
Which all fall apart
I enlist the gods
And all the frauds
We are hand and glove
Daisy chains of love

There's no particular place we are going
Still we are going (yes we are)
There's no particular place we are going
Still we are going (yes we are)

I rise and shine
And I look behind
Your eyes are black x's
Of hate and of hexes
My soul of vapor
I'm light as a feather
And I bind together
The pain, the pleasure

There's no particular place we are going
Still we are going (yes we are)

The lost boys and girls club
The lost boys and girls club

Shadows On Your Side (Duran Duran) – Adventures In The Night
Shackled and raised for a shining crowd
They want you to speak but the music is louder than all of their roar
With the heat off the planet's core

But the shadows are on your side as soon as the lights go down
In the darkest place you can find you belong to the hands of the night

Promises made with a distant friend
Truth should be known it can only bend to a tune of it's own
Hey you'll never hear that voice again

Scandal in white on a tangled vine
With everybody to say that your having the time of your life
When your life is on the slide

But the shadows are on your side as soon as the lights go down
In the darkest place you can find you belong to the hands of the night
Shadows are on your side as soon as the lights go down
In the darkest place you can find you belong to the hands of the night

Ah, ah
Ah, ah

Spinning a compass to choose your way
You can run you can dive you can stand and you can soar
Whichever way you can be sure

That the shadows are on your side as soon as the lights go down
In the darkest place you can find you belong to the hands of the night
Shadows are on your side as soon as the lights go down
In the darkest place you can find you belong to the hands of the night

Shadows on your side
The shadows are on your side
Shadows on your side

The shadows are on your side
Shadows on your side

The shadows are on your side
Shadows on your side

Half Life (Twin Shadow) - Turned While Young
We came up so carelessly
Boys were falling at your feet
Proud to have you next to me
But I was hanging desperately
Twisted emotions, down and low
Every door closing and ….
And I can often lose control
I push you down so
we don’t lose control
But, I will beg for it, your vote for me

(Chorus)
Do you know I stumble
While I’m way down on my knees?
I’ve been racing through a Half Life
And its taking its toll on me
Do you know why I suffer
In this cold-eyed company
Guess I’ll see you in a Half Life
When it’s taken over me

I know I’m cold and chemical
It’s the lie I can’t control
So dark and low
So dark and low
I know you hate how I react
The kind of pain that makes you laugh
It’s coming back
It’s coming
I won’t wait for it
The vote for me

(Chorus) X

When it’s taken over me . . .

All Night Long (Peter Murphy) – Half-Lifes In The City
When the night is closing
Eyes are running wild
Then I hear you humming
All night long

The sign I see it
Tell me am I true
All I need from you is
All I see

This city's paved with cold
Playboys buying fun
Seems there is no hunter left
Without his hunting gun

Can you feel the light
The air is wild open
Oh you see the light it's coming through
It's there in the distance

Always offered to me
Always coming over a hill
Oh your see-saw smile
Lasts me all night long

Like a siren's curl
When the night is long
Now come hold my hand
No bad vibe hearts

Hold my hand you know
This journey could be long
Yeah the seasons come in
All the nights are woven

All the nights we'll see them through
Ah no hundred men now
Would dare cut into us
We'll go on and see it through

Belle,
Une rose qui a joue son role
Mon Miroir,
Mon clef d'or
Mon cheval
Et mon gant sont les cinq secrets de ma puissance
Je voulais livrer
Il vous suffira de mettre ce gant
A votre main droite
Il vous transportera ou vous desirez l'etre

When the night has come in
Your eyes are running wild
Then I hear you humming
All night long

Yeah the sign I see it
Yeah the times I see it
All I need to know from you
Is all I see

Can you feel the light
The air is wild, open
Oh you see the light,
It's coming through

It's there in the distance
Always offered to me
Always coming over a hill
Yeah the seasons come in

All the nights are woven
All the nights we'll see them through
Ahh no hundred men now
Would dare cut into us

We'll go on and see it through

Memphisto (Depeche Mode) – Comicality’s Theme
Mysterious Instrumental

Assimilate (Skinny Puppy) – Fighting To Survive This Dark New World
Oil remove shred and tear radiation vapor
It's the fear so unclear man in motion going nowhere
In our homes stuck in the face spread the word to the populace
Yellow journal yellow journal set the pace feel the rage
Manifestations of a sort so insidious off the point
Simple solution never confusion sport a gun kill a cop
Crazy world of weary thought so receive me had enough

Lock me up lock me up
Rot and assimilate so hot to annihilate

Deviation tonic mess prolonged existence innocence
Is he who speaks isn't weak wheelchair virtue so to speak
Bubonic plague the truth of aids immunity avoid decay
In the trench of pestilence the bible screams announce your faith
Mutterings of death to bring suffocate a newborn thing
Degradation of an age venereal it's all sensation
Protect design the moral plan infallible as propaganda

Completely black with no steps back

Hot to assimilate we'll rot or annihilate

Agony profusely stains the inner thinking of the brain
Accusations clanking chains experiments with the groans of pain
All prefer no one blames the terror in an animal's screams
In cages our future - the answers insane

The Same Deep Water As You (The Cure) – Justin’s Plaintive Appeal To Understand
Kiss me goodby
Pushing out before I sleep
Can't you see I try
Swimming the same deep water as you is hard
The shallow drowned lose less than we
You breathe the strangest twist upon your lips
And we shall be together
And we shall be together

Kiss me goodbye
Bow your head and join with me
And face pushed deep reflections meet
The strangest twist upon your lips
And disappear the ripples clear
And laughing break against your feet
And laughing break the mirror sweet
So we shall be together
So we shall be together

Kiss me goodbye pushing out before I sleep
It's lower now and slower now
The strangest twist upon your lips
But I don't see and I don't feel
But tightly hold up silently
My hands before my fading eyes
And in my eyes your smile

The very last thing before I go
The very last thing before I go
The very last thing before I go
I will kiss you, I will kiss you
I will kiss you forever on nights like this
I will kiss you, I will kiss you
And we shall be together

Demons (Gavin Mikhail / Imagine Dragons) – Justin’s Distance In Fear
When the days are cold
And the cards all fold
And the saints we see
Are all made of gold
When your dreams all fail

And the ones we hail
Are the worst of all
And the blood’s run stale
I want to hide the truth

I want to shelter you
But with the beast inside
There’s nowhere we can hide

No matter what we breed
We still are made of greed
This is my kingdom come
This is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide
Don’t get too close
It’s dark inside
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide

When the curtain’s call
Is the last of all
When the lights fade out
All the sinners crawl

So they dug your grave
And the masquerade
Will come calling out
At the mess you made

Don’t want to let you down
But I am hell bound
Though this is all for you
Don’t want to hide the truth

No matter what we breed
We still are made of greed
This is my kingdom come
This is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide
Don’t get too close
It’s dark inside
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide

They say it's what you make
I say it's up to fate
It's woven in my soul
I need to let you go

Your eyes they shine so bright
I want to save that light
I can't escape this now
Unless you show me how

When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide
Don’t get too close
It’s dark inside
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide

Time After Time (Taryn Southern / Cyndi Lauper) – Taryn’s Guiding Love
Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick,
And think of you
Caught up in circles confusion--
Is nothing new

Flashback--warm nights--
Almost left behind
Suitcases of memories,
Time after--

Sometimes you picture me--
I'm walking too far ahead
You're calling to me, I can't hear
What you've said--

Then you say--go slow--
I fall behind--
The second hand unwinds

If you're lost you can look--and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you--I'll be waiting
Time after time

After my picture fades and darkness has
Turned to gray
Watching through windows--you're wondering
If I'm OK

Secrets stolen from deep inside
The drum beats out of time--

If you're lost you can look--and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you--I'll be waiting
Time after time

You said go slow--
I fall behind
The second hand unwinds--

If you're lost you can look--and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you--I'll be waiting
Time after time

Time after time...
Time after time...
Time after time...
Time after time...

Lovesong (The Cure) – The Wrist Bonds
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again

However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again

However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you

Some Sort Of Paradise (Robin Guthrie) – When Every Time is the First Time
Sweet Interlude

If I Lost You (Shiny Toy Guns) – Justin’s Unbearable Dreaming
We stay up every night
We fade away
But now you're living in a dream
I'm torn apart from the one I love

Oh, my baby, where have you gone?
You know I'm sending angels to watch you sleep
'Cause I'm always on the run

And I don't know what I'd do if I lost you
And what in the world would I do without you?

I try to picture memories we made
On these cold and lonely nights,
Sometimes it's hard to see your face
Soon, my baby, when I return
I swear we'll make up every moment to erase the morning sun

And I don't know what I'd do if I lost you
And what in the world would I do without you?
I wonder what I'd do if I lost you
And what in the world would I do without you?

And I don't know what I'd do if I lost you
And what in the world would I do without you?
I wonder what I'd do if I lost you

I wonder what I'd do if I lost you
I wonder what I'd do if I lost you
I wonder what I'd do if I lost you
I wonder what I'd do if I lost you
I wonder what I'd do if I lost you
I wonder what I'd do if I lost you
I wonder what I'd do if I lost you

Kill Of The Night (Gin Wigmore) – Hateful Hunting
The street's a liar
I'm gonna lure you into the dark
My cold desire
To hear the boom, boom, boom of your heart

The danger is I'm dangerous
And I might just tear you apart
Oh, ah, oh

I'm gonna catch ya
I'm gonna get ya, get ya
Oh, ah, oh
I wanna taste the way that you bleed, oh
You're my kill of the night
Now you're mine

But what do I do with you, boy
I'll take your heart
To kick around as a toy

The danger is I'm dangerous
And I might just tear you apart

Oh

I'm gonna catch ya
I'm gonna get ya, get ya
Oh, ah, oh
I wanna taste the way that you bleed, oh
I'm gonna catch ya
I'm gonna get ya, get ya
Oh, ah, oh
I wanna taste the way that you bleed, oh

This is a bad town for such a pretty face
This is a bad town for such a pretty face
This is a bad town for such a pretty face
This is a bad town for such a pretty face
This is a bad town for such a pretty face
This is a bad town for such a pretty face
This is a bad town for such a pretty face
This is a bad town for such a pretty face

Oh

I'm gonna catch ya
I'm gonna get ya, get ya
Oh, ah, oh
I wanna taste the way that you bleed, oh
You're my kill of the night

Do Ya Think I’m Sexy (Revolting Cocks / Rod Stewart) – Trevor’s Teases
He sits alone, waiting for suggestions.
He's so nervous, avoiding all the questions.
His lips are dry, his heart is gently pounding.
Don't you just know exactly what they're thinking?

If you want my body and you think I'm sexy,
Come on, sugar, let me know.
If you really need me, just reach out and touch me.
Come on, honey, tell me so.

He's acting shy, looking for an answer.
‘Come on, honey, let's spend the night together.’
Now, hold on a minute before we go much further.
Give me a buck so I can buy a rubber.
They catch a cab to his high-rise apartment.
At last he can tell him exactly what his heart meant.

If you want my body and you think I'm sexy,
Come on, sugar, let me know.
If you really need me, just reach out and touch me.
Come on, honey, tell me so.

His heart's beating like a drum,
'Cause at last he's got this boy home.
Relax, baby. Now we're all alone.

They wake at dawn, 'cause all the birds are singing.
Two total strangers, but that ain't what they're thinking.
Outside it's cold, misty, and it's raining.
They got each other. Neither one's complaining.
He says, ‘I'm sorry, but I'm out of KY Jelly.’
‘Never mind, sugar. We can watch the early movie.’

If you want my body and you think I'm sexy,
Come on, sugar, let me know.
If you really need me, just reach out and touch me.
Come on, honey, tell me so.

The Underground (Celeda) – IceZone
Let me take you on a trip, just a simple journey
A journey full of sound and beats
One that will lead you down, way down
To the underground, i said the underground
Where your body begins to tremble
And your hands become just a little nimble
The underground

Now let me see you work
Let me take you on a trip
Where the party children are waiting
And theres no concert playing
At the underground

Where your feet can take the flight
And the dj makes it right
The underground baby, the underground
Bu-bu-bump, and dance (x6)
If u can hang ´til daybreak, u know u r coming home late (x2)
The underground baby, the underground

Its dark in here, you can feel it all around, the underground (x3)
Now let me see you work
Bu-bu-bump, and dance (x8)
Let me take you on a trip, just a simple journey
A journey full of sound and beats
One that will lead you down, way down
To the underground

Where your body begins to tremble
And your hands become just a little nimble
The underground

A Stranger Love (De Lux / Classixx) – Justin and Taryn In The IceZone
If you're sure of yourself tonight
Grab a coat and a suit and a tie
Place the links on the cuffs of your shirt
Making sure that your hair is done first

In your heart, in your mind
Your love, he wakes up paralyzed
By your gaze tonight
He will fall tonight

I fell asleep in your big house dreaming
He would wait for me to say goodnight
In my heart, in my head he's turning
Goodbye, goodbye tonight

'Cause it's a stranger love
And it's a stranger love tonight
Yeah it's a stranger love

And if you're sure of yourself tonight
Grab a coat and a suit and a tie
Place the links on the cuffs of your shirt
Making sure that your heart doesn't hurt

In your heart, in your mind
Your love, he waits in all the lines
For all the guys tonight
He will fall behind

I fell asleep in your big house dreaming
He would wait for me to say goodnight
In my heart, in my head he's turning
Goodbye, goodbye tonight

'Cause it's a stranger love
And it's a stranger love tonight
Yeah it's a stranger love

Heaven (Savoir Adore) – Dion and Dylan In Heaven
In the night, in the darkest of dark
We are bright, we are holy fire
The light, crash into the ground
Lovers with a foreign name
Say it, do you feel the same?
The word worth fighting for
Echoes crash into it all
We separate, the bodies fall

Heaven
I'm in heaven
Heaven
I'm in heaven

In the night, it's a one shot shot to the light
We are holy fire in the fight
It keeps us holding on
Was it just another game?
Say it once and feel my pain
A love worth fighting for
One on one into it all
We sacrifice the ones we call

Heaven
I'm in heaven
Heaven
I'm in heaven

Will it die
If we close our eyes in the dark

Heaven
I'm in heaven

Adagio For Strings (Tiësto) – War in the IceZone
Thumping EDM set to a dirge

Mysterium (Hammock) – The Prophecy and The Horror
Mysterious and ominous instrumental

Queen of the Night (Whitney Houston) – Maria’s Vampire Aria
I've got the stuff that you want
I've got the thing that you need
I've got more than enough
To make you drop to your knees
'Cause I'm the queen of the night
The queen of the night
Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah

Don't make no difference if I'm wrong or I'm right
I've got the feeling and I'm willing tonight
Well I ain't nobody's angel
What can I say, I'm just that way

I've got the stuff that you want
I've got the thing that you need
I've got more than enough
To make you drop to your knees
'Cause I'm the queen of the night
The queen of the night
Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah
'Cause I'm the queen of the night
The queen of the night

Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah

You've got a problem with the way that I am
They say I'm trouble and I don't give a damn
But when I'm bad I know I'm better
I just want to get you, and turn it up for you

I've got the stuff that you want
I've got the thing that you need
I've got more than enough
To make you drop to your knees
'Cause I'm the queen of the night
The queen of the night

Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah

'Cause I'm the queen of the night
The queen of the night

Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah

Blood Rage (Nightcrawler) – Rage Ascendant
Suspenseful Instrumental

Pretty Toy (Velvet Acid Christ) – The Beauty and the Darkness
Such a pretty toy
Such a pretty toy to play with
Such a pretty toy
Such a pretty toy to play with

A Gun on the floor
A hole in your head
Just like a whore
You wish you were dead

A gun on the floor
A hole in your head
Just like a whore
You wish you were dead

In your eyes, In your neck
In your mind, In your heart
In your eyes, In your mind
In your heart, In your soul

In your eyes, In your neck
In your mind, In your heart
In your eyes, In your mind
In your heart, In your soul

Such a pretty toy
Such a pretty toy to play with
Such a pretty toy
Such a pretty toy to play with

Feral Love (Chelsea Wolfe) – The Beast in the Rogue Angel
Run from the light
Your eyes black like an animal
Deep in the water
I care for no one but the offspring of your mind
Run from the one who comes to find you
Wait for the night that comes to hide
Your eyes black like an animal
Black like an animal
Crossing the water
Lead them to DIE

We press for the water, press for the river, press for the rain
We press for the water, press for the river, press for the pain
We press for the water...

Long Hard Road Out Of Hell (Marylin Manson) – The Endless Inner and Outer War In Darkness
I want to fly into your sun
Need faith to make me numb
Live like a teenage christ
I'm a saint, got a date with suicide

Oh Mary, Mary
To be this young is oh so scary
Mary, Mary
To be this young i'm oh so scared

I wanna live, I wanna love
But its a long hard road, out of hell
I wanna live, I wanna love
But its a long hard road out of hell
You never said forever, could ever hurt like this
You never said forever, could ever hurt like this

Spin my way out of hell, theres nothing left of this soul to sell
Live fast and die fast too
How many times to do this for you?
How many times to do this for you?

Mary, Mary
To be this young I'm oh so scared

I wanna live, I wanna love
But its a long hard road, out of hell
I wanna live, I wanna love
But its a long hard road, out of hell

You never said forever, could ever hurt like this
You never said forever, could ever hurt like this

I wanna live, I wanna love
But its a long hard road, out of hell
Long hard road out of hell
I wanna live, I wanna love

But its a long hard road out of hell

Sell my soul for anything, anything but you
Sell my soul for anything, anything but you

Gehenna (Nightcrawler) - Rage’s Hell On Earth
Instrumental

The Sound Of Silence (Disturbed / Simon and Garfunkel) – The Sacrifice
Hello darkness, my old friend
I've come to talk with you again
Because a vision softly creeping
Left its seeds while I was sleeping
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence

In restless dreams I walked alone
Narrow streets of cobblestone
'Neath the halo of a street lamp
I turned my collar to the cold and damp
When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of a neon light
That split the night
And touched the sound of silence

And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people, maybe more
People talking without speaking
People hearing without listening
People writing songs that voices never share
And no one dared
Disturb the sound of silence

Fools, said I, you do not know
Silence like a cancer grows
Hear my words that I might teach you
Take my arms that I might reach you
But my words, like silent raindrops fell
And echoed in the wells of silence
And the people bowed and prayed
To the neon god they made
And the sign flashed out its warning
In the words that it was forming
And the sign said, the words of the prophets are written on the subway walls
And tenement halls
And whispered in the sounds of silence

My Name Is Ruin (Gary Numan) – Justin’s Madness
When they called me broken, I knew
When they called me evil, I knew
When they called me ruin, I knew
I would always find my way to you
When I beg forgiveness, they knew
When I beg for mercy, they knew
When I beg for nothing, they knew
I would always find my way to you

My name is ruin, my name is vengeance
My name is no one, no one is calling
My name is ruin, my name is heartbreak
My name is loving, but sorrows and darkness
My name is ruin, my name is evil
My name's a war song, I sing you a new one
My name is ruin, my name is broken
My name is shameless, I'll tear you wide open

When I called you poison, you knew
When I called you shameful, you knew
When I called you a liar, you knew
I would always find my way to you

I'll show you ruin, I'll show you vengeance
I'll show you no one, and no one is calling
I'll show you ruin, I'll show you heartbreak
I'll show you loving, and sorrow and darkness
I'll show you ruin, I'll show you evil
I'll sing you a war song, I'll sing you a new one
I'll show you ruin, I'll show you broken
I'll show you shameless, I'll tear you wide open

Non-Stop Violence (Apoptygma Berzerk) – Never Safe
Come close, step inside
Radiance from the dying world
Contagious and careless
You're spreading your disease among us
Warm sweat, no regret
All you see is the TV set
While people around you
Are dying like flies

Non-stop violence, they feed us cascades
Of non-believers dying in the sand
Feeding us with violence, we face the fall of man
Believe me, and catch me if you can
Catch me if you can!

Come close, step inside
Radiance from the dying world
Contagious and careless
You're spreading your disease among us
White noise in your ears
Your eyes look like monitors
But what you need is silence
And a positive vibe
Not your TV!

Non-stop violence, they feed us cascades
Of non-believers dying in the sand
Feeding us with violence, we face the fall of man
Believe me, and catch me if you can
Catch me if you can...

So I took shelter in tomorrow
Tomorrow will bring a brand new day
Think I make it by tomorrow
Think I need more sleep today
Lets play for keeps again tomorrow
I need a pill to stay awake
I guess I'll always hate tomorrow
Until it's far away...away...

Safe From Harm (Empathy Test) - Justin and the Jeweller
I want to know where your sorrow flows
I want to go where no one goes
I want to sail this dark ocean in you
And make it to the other side

(Refrain)
And I won’t wait until the flood gates break
And I won’t wait until it’s too late

I want to know where your sorrow grows
I want to know what no one knows
I want to scale this dark wall around you
And break through to the other side

(Refrain)

I will keep you Safe From Harm (X)

(Refrain till fade)

The Jeweller (This Mortal Coil) - False Prophets and Yo-Yos
Jeweller has a shop on the corner of the boulevard.
In the night, in small spectacles he polishes old coins.

He uses spit and cloths and ashes.
He makes them shine with ashes.
He knows the use of ashes.
He worships gods with ashes.

The coins are often very old by the time they reach the Jeweller.
With his hand and ashes he will try the best he can.
He knows that he can only shine them, cannot repair the scratches.
He knows that even new coins have scars, so he just smiles.

He knows the use of ashes.
He worships gods with ashes.

In the Darkest of the Night, Both his hands will blister badly.
They will, often, open painfully and the blood flows from his hands.
he works to take from black coin faces the thumbprints from so many ages.
He wishes he could cure the scars.
When he forgets he sometimes cries.

He knows the use of ashes.
He worships gods with ashes.

He knows, He knows,
He worships this God with ashes…

Resurrection (Zone Tripper) - Richie Returns
Instrumental

That Death Cannot Touch (The Black Queen) - Richie Immortal
Your eyes don't see
The way you're looking at me
You tie your tongue when you speak
Seems like you're trying to breathe
Release your guard
It's not so safe to be scared
Forever finding your voice
And caring's never a choice

Always dragging pain across the floor
I know hell's where you've been
But death can't touch you anymore
Death can't touch you anymore
(Death can't touch)
Death can't touch you
Put down your bags
You're much too young to be tired
Just pull away from the past
We'll let it crush you with a smile

Always dragging pain across the floor
I know hell's where you've been
But death can't touch you anymore
Death can't touch you anymore
(Death can't touch)
Death can't touch you

Always dragging pain across the floor
I know hell's where you've been
But death can't touch you anymore

Out from your spell, I want you
All alone and in another world
We could take all of our secrets
Into the unknown

I know hell's where you've been
But death can't touch you anymore
I know hell's where you've been
But death can't touch you

A Time For Us (Celtic Women) – Justin and Taryn’s All Too Precious Time Together
A time for us, someday there'll be
When chains are torn by courage born of a love that's free
A time when dreams, so long denied
Can flourish as we unveil the love we now must hide
A time for us at last to see
A life worthwhile for you and me
And with our love through tears and thorns
We will endure as we pass surely through every storm

A time for us, someday there'll be
A new world, a world of shining hope for you and me
A time for us at last to see
A life worthwhile for you and me
And with our love through tears and thorns
We will endure as we pass surely through every storm
A time for us, someday there'll be
A new world, a world of shining hope for you and me

Slug Bait (Throbbing Gristle) – Murder
A song about murder with lyrics so disturbing that Throbbing Gristle was once called 'the ruin of civilisation'

Never Surrender (The Crüxshadows) – Justin Relentless
Languid waves of desperation
Fall before the rains
A vanguard to approaching war
Is borne upon the sea
The icy breath of cyclones bent
On waging our destruction
Drills hard against the hearts of heroes
Called here to defend
And I see storms on the horizon
I see the tempest at the gates
I see storms on the horizon

And a citadel alone
Clinging brave, defying fate
And I will stand here
At the gates to face
The onslaught fighting
Without surrender or defeat

I will never surrender

With Troy besieged by tyrants' greed
In Hector's memory, God willing
We shall save this victory
Without surrender or defeat

I will never surrender

Sudden silence, I realize
Breaking teardrops in the rain
With every breathing moment
The pillars are sustained
And waking hands attached to nothing
Tightly clutching close
Each sleeping vision speaks unheard
And heaven only knows
Paris' arrow landed true
Paris' arrow landed true
Paris' arrow landed true
Down upon your heel

I will never surrender

This Troy
She will not fall again
This Troy
She will not fall

I will never surrender

The Hero (Dismantled) - Justin’s Unwanted Destiny
I see you
Give into
This empty
Shell you call
A life
Underneath
I still fell
Your eyes
On me
But getting
Farther
And
Farther
Apart
But now
I get it

(Chorus)
You’re a Hero
I’m just the passenger
I can feel it
In your lungs
I can smell it
In your tears
You’re the One
They want
While I’m barely
Hanging on

I can feel it
In your lungs
I can smell it
In your tears

Don’t tell me
You need me
I’ve had enough
Of your
Mind games
If you stare
Into the abyss
Long enough
It stares
Right back
And then
I hear it
Loud and clear

(Chorus) X

Pyrrhic (Julianna Barwick) - Victories Without Winners
Bitter Instrumental

The Soft Goodbye (Celtic Women) – The End Of Forever
When the light begins to fade
And shadows fall across the sea,
One bright star in the evening sky
Your love's light leads me on my way

There's a dream that will not sleep,
A burning hope that will not die
So I must go now with the wind,
And leave you waiting on the tide

Time to fly, time to touch the sky
One voice alone, a haunting cryOne song, one star burning bright,

May it carry me through darkest night

Rain comes over the gray hills,
And on the air, a soft goodbye
Hear the song that I sing to you
When the time has come to fly

When I leave and take the wind
And find the land that faith will bring,
The brightest star in the evening sky
Is your love waiting far for me

Nothing Shatters Like A Heart (Moto Boy) – Lamentations In The Darkness
When the last light is over us
And the night is in your eyes
There are things that only
Only your eyes can show me

Nothing shatters like a heart
Nothing matters when we are apart
We can only fall apart
Nothing shatters like a heart

I pray it's you with every call
I am nothing but a wind up doll
I let it twist me in every way
I'd do anything u say

Nothing shatters like a heart
Nothing matters when we are apart
We can only fall apart
Nothing shatters like a heart

I can´t just leave you
Without your smile what am I to do
It's not as easy as you say
You've changed my life in every way

Nothing shatters like a heart
Nothing matters when we are apart
We can only fall apart
Nothing shatters like a heart

And it hits me like a dart
Was it over from the start
Baby when you fall apart, fall into my arms

Nothing Shatters Like A Heart!

You Are A Memory (Message To Bears) - Remembering What Was, But No Longer Is
I was calling
For the last time
We’ve been here before
They found the pictures in the snow
I can tell your eyes
Looked beneath the blue
I walk underneath the trees

For the first time
I was calling
For the last time
We’ve been here before
Found the pictures in the snow

Found the pictures in the snow
I walk underneath the trees
For the first time
I was calling

For the last time
We’ve been here before
They found the pictures in the snow
I can tell your eyes
Looked beneath the blue
I walk underneath the trees
For the first time…

It All Began With You - Gary Numan (Taryn’s Legacy)
I know your voice
When the words you speak lie
I know your face
When you’re trying to hid your fears
I know your breath
When a thought makes you cry again
I know you well
And I’ve seen your tears

(Chorus)
And It All Began With You
I was born the day you came to me
And It All Began With You
On the day you made my world

(Second Chorus)
When you whisper my my name
I’ll be with you
When you reach out your hand
I’ll be with you
When you walk to the light
I’ll be with you
When you stand before God
I’ll be with you

All that we are
Is more than I dreamed
All that we shared
Is more than a life can hold
All that we have
Is more than we’ll ever need
All that we lost
Is nothing but time

(Chorus)
(Second Chorus) X

There Is A Light That Never Goes Out (The Daysleepers / The Smiths) – The Dawning Awareness
Take me out tonight
Where there's music and there's people
And they're young and alive
Driving in your car

I never, never want to go home

Because I haven't got one anymore
Take me out tonight
Because I want to see people
And I want to see life

Driving in your car

Oh, please don't drop me home
Because it's not my home, it's their home and I'm welcome no more
And if a double-decker bus crashes into us
To die by your side is such a heavenly way to die
And if a ten-tonne truck kills the both of us
To die by your side, well, the pleasure, the privilege is mine

Take me out tonight

Take me anywhere, I don't care
I don't care, I don't care
And in the darkened underpass
I thought oh God, my chance has come at last
But then a strange fear gripped me and I just couldn't ask

Take me out tonight
Oh take me anywhere, I don't care
I don't care, I don't care

Driving in your car

I never never want to go home
Because I haven't got one, oh, I haven't got one
And if a double-decker bus crashes into us
To die by your side is such a heavenly way to die
And if a ten-tonne truck kills the both of us
To die by your side, well, the pleasure, the privilege is mine

There is a light and it never goes out
There is a light and it never goes out
There is a light and it never goes out
There is a light and it never goes out
There is a light and it never goes out
There is a light and it never goes out
There is a light and it never goes out
There is a light and it never goes out

There Used To Be A Darkness - Mikko Joensuu, Translated from Finnish (The Death of the Beast)
It’s quite hard to explain
Don’t think I even want to
But, there’s something in your eyes
I don’t have a choice
Well, you said all the darkness to sing
You see a difference if you want to
And the same fear in your eyes
That shakes my voice

Take me by the hand and sing it with me
You’re gonna have to burn if you want to feel free
There Used To Be A Darkness in my heart
But, there ain’t no more

So you walk on the edge of a knife
Cut my heart in two
So hold to carry my turn
But, that’s not who society’s right choice
I saw the same fear in your eyes
That shakes my voice

There used to be a certain mess inside my soul
That makes me tired to let go
There used to be a Darkness in my song
But, there ain’t no more

And listen to everything from the start
There’s not much time left for the part
There Used To Be A Darkness in my heart
But, there ain’t no more

Take me by the hand and sing it with me
You’re gonna have to burn if you want to feel free
There Used To Be A Darkness in your heart
But, there ain’t no more (X)

So Alive (The Goo Goo Dolls) – There Is No Death - Only Change
Feeling like a hero, but I can't fly
No, you never crash if you don't try
Took it to the edge, now I know why
Never gonna live if you're too scared to die
Gonna disconnect from the hardwire
Time to raise a flag for the ceasefire
Staring down the hole inside me
Looking in the mirror
Making peace with the enemy

Hey hey-ey-ey (hey)
Hey hey-ey-ey
I'm so alive, I'm so alive, I'm so alive
You can make it on a wish if you want to
You can make it on a wish if you want to

I'm so alive, I'm so alive, I'm so alive (hey)
You can make it on a wish if you want to
You can make it on a wish if you want to
Open up my heart like a shotgun
Blinded by the light of a new sun

Get up, get up, get out and get done
For the first time I feel like someone
Breaking down the walls in my own mind
Keeping my faith for the bad times
Get up, get up, stand like a champion
Take it to the world
Gonna sing it like an anthem

Hey hey-ey-ey (hey)
Hey hey-ey-ey
I'm so alive, I'm so alive, I'm so alive (hey)
You can make it on a wish if you want to
You can make it on a wish if you want to
I'm so alive, I'm so alive, I'm so alive (hey)
You can make it on a wish if you want to
You can make it on a wish if you want to

I am no man of steel
I have no heart of stone
Don't tell me how it feels
I'll find it on my own
Never gonna live if you're too scared to die

I'm so alive, I'm so alive, I'm so alive (hey)
You can make it on a wish if you want to
You can make it on a wish if you want to
I'm so alive, I'm so alive, I'm so alive (hey)
You can make it on a wish if you want to
You can make it on a wish if you want to
I'm so alive, I'm so alive, I'm so alive

Love Is Stronger Than Death - The The (True Love Never Dies)
Love, love, love
Love, love, love

Me and my friend were walking
In the cold light of morning
Tears may blind the eyes, but the soul is not deceived
In this world even winter ain't what it seems

Here come the blue skies, here come the springtime
When the rivers run high and the tears run dry
When everything that dies shall rise

Love, love, love is stronger than death
Love, love, love is stronger than death

In our lives we hunger for those we cannot touch
All the thoughts unuttered and all the feelings unexpressed
Play upon our hearts like the mist upon our breath
But awoke by grief, our spirits speak
How could you believe that the life within the seed
That grew arms that reached, and a heart that beat
And lips that smiled, and eyes that cried could ever die?

Here come the blue skies, here come the springtime
When the rivers run high and the tears run dry
When everything that dies shall rise

Love, love, love is stronger than death
Love, love, love is stronger than death
Love, love, love is stronger than death
Love, love, love is stronger than death

Shall rise
Shall rise
Shall rise
Shall rise

Morning Beautiful (The Unfinished) – The Vampire Dawn
Inspiring Instrumental Finale

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Stevie’s In Love: An Emo Tribute

By MrM, January 13, 2023

Soundtracks

Let’s Rock!

Anytime You Smile - JT Music (Loving Brandon’s Smile) Racketball - SUPEREGO (Gym-time Partners) Dreamy Little You - Kitty Cat Fan Club (The Prettiest Boy In School) Alone Together - Fall Out Boy (Frustrations) Dirty Little Secret - The All-American Rejects (Don’t want to be a dirty little secret) Tell Me You Know - Good Kid (Trying To Get Brandon To Notice) Weightless - All Time Low (Falling For The Dream Boy) Backseat Serenade - All Time Low (Being Second Fiddle) Faster - Good Kid (Trying Harder) BILLY - 6ix9ine (F*ck You, Billy!) That’s What You Get - Paramour (Telling Billy Off) In Between - Beartooth (Still Caught In The Middle) Crash and Burn (Acoustic) - Savage Garden (Reprise from ‘Brandon Smiling’) All You Need Is Now - Duran Duran (Coming To Terms) Sex Emoji - Metronomy (Re-seduction) 6969 - Ninja Sex Party (Getting Freaky With A Certain Someone) All Signs Point To Lauderdale - A Day To Remember (Something’s Wrong) Black Heart Emoji - Karnaboy (Heartbreaking) Lately I Haven’t Been Sleeping - Spirit Club (Suffering From Brandonitis) Your Call - Secondhand Serenade (A Fateful Phone Call) Closer To The Edge - Thirty Seconds To Mars (Troubles Coping) Snide Little F*ggot - Hammerlock (The Beat Down) Take Me To Church - Hozier (Hanging On By A Thread) Why - Secondhand Serenade (Just…Why?) Too Bad You’re So Beautiful - Duran Duran (…and complicated) I’ve Been Waiting - Brothertiger (…in vain) Someone Else Not Me - Duran Duran (Letting Him Go) Watch How You Go (Acoustic) - Keane (Reprise From ‘Brandon Smiling’) Thnks fr th mmrs - Fall Out Boy (Thanks for a fun ride while it lasted) Please, Don’t Forget Me - POP ETC (‘Don’t you forget about me, Brandon!’)

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My One True Temptation

By MrM, October 15, 2022

Soundtracks

Music
Soundtrack
Track List
Invisible - Duran Duran (Colin’s Theme) Stranger - Miami Horror (‘Who is this guy . . . How could he understand?‘) Whataya Want from Me? - Adam Lambert (‘Well?’) Temptation - NewOrder (Colin Is Tempted) Touched by the Hand of God - NewOrder (‘What would a living God want with me?’) Lost Cause - Beck (Discouraged and Discouraging) Save Your Tears - The Weeknd (‘Please, please, don’t cry over me, Russ!’) (On My) Mind - Dear Boy (Russ, The Unforgettable) Powerless - Second Complex, Color Theory (Colin Powerless Against This Temptation) Emeralds Shatter - Louise Burns (Crying In The Mirror) Sweet Fascination - Ladyhawke (A Mutual Delicate Dance of Attractors) Strangelove Addiction - Supreme Beings Of Leisure (Dazed, Confused, and Falling Fast) This Strange Effect - Hooverphonic (Colin Falls Further) Running Scared - Work Drugs (‘What the hell am I doing?’) Shy Away - Twenty-One Pilots (Colin In A Tugawar Between His Fears and His Desires) Pretty Blonde Boy - Joseph of Mercury (It’s not right to cause someone so beautiful such pain . . .) Getting Away With It - Electronic (‘Would it work or wouldn’t it? What to do?’) Worlds Apart - Killstarr (‘But Russ is so-o different from dumb old me . . .’) Cool Kids - Echosmith (‘I want to be like the cool kids . . .’) Confidence - Brett (It’s all about . . .) Hopeful For A Sign - Aiiso (‘My love is just an echo of hope . . .’) Creep, Very 2021 Rmx - Thom Yorke and Radiohead (‘But, I’m a creep! I’m a loser!’) Don’t Look Down - Superheart (Taking Chances) Hang On Now - Kajagoogoo (‘Hang on boy, let love start . . .’) Out Of My Mind - Duran Duran (Colin Wriggles On The Hook) Save Your Tears - Reprise Cover By Benicio Bryant ===========================================================================================
Invisible - Duran Duran (Colin’s Theme)
(Invisible)
(Invisible)
(Invisible)
(Invisible)

(Shy one) Walking by the wall
(Shy one) The shadows will not fall
(Shy one) Is silently ignored
(Quiet one) Discouraged by the noise
(Quiet one) Living without choice
(Quiet one) Is a life without a voice

When you can't even say my name
Has the memory gone? Are you feeling numb?
Go and call my name
I can't play this game, so I ask again
Will you say my name?
Has the memory gone? Are you feeling numb?
Or have I become invisible?

(Sky light) That dreamers wish away
(Hindsight) Is falling on my face
(Highlights) The shape of my disgrace

When you don't hear a word I say
As the talking goes, it's a one-way flow
No fault, no blame
Has the memory gone? Are you feeling numb?
And have I become invisible?

(Invisible)
(Invisible)
(Invisible)
(Invisible)
(Invisible)
(Invisible)
(Invisible)
(Invisible)
(Invisible)

And no one hears a word they say
Has the memory gone? Are you feeling numb?
Not a word they say
But a voiceless crowd isn't backing down
When the air turns red
With their loaded hesitation
Can you say my name?
Has the memory gone? Are you feeling numb?
Have we all become invisible?

Stranger - Miami Horror (‘Who is this guy . . .How could he understand?‘)
You took me higher from this dark
Out of ordinary love
Now you're changing with the wind
New horizons, born again
Twisted eyes burn through your heart
Slowly tearing us apart
There's nothing left to think or say
We'll never be that way

You're a stranger, a stranger, again
You're a stranger, a stranger not a friend

(Strangers, strangers, strangers)

You keep me hanging, keep me dark
Never let me drift too far
Like a stranger in my wake
Forget this all began

You're a stranger, a stranger, again
You're a stranger, a stranger not a friend

Like a stranger, Like a stranger, Like a stranger
In a different place
Like a stranger, Like a stranger
In a different place, different face

(Stranger, again
You're a stranger, stranger, again)

It feels so wrong
But it feels so right
When you're out of mind
And out of sight

(Feels so wrong but it feels so right
Just another face and thats)

A stranger, a stranger, again
You're a stranger, a stranger not a friend
You're a stranger now, a stranger then
A stranger once again
You're a stranger now
A stranger then
A stranger once again

You walk on by
I'll be dancing again

Whataya Want from Me? - Adam Lambert (‘Well . . . ?’)
Hey, slow it down
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Yeah, I'm afraid
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

There might have been a time
When I would give myself away
(Ooh) Once upon a time
I didn't give a damn
But now here we are
So whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Just don't give up
I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Yeah, it's plain to see
That baby you're beautiful
And there's nothing wrong with you
It's me, I'm a freak
But thanks for lovin' me
Cause you're doing it perfectly

There might have been a time
When I would let you slip away
I wouldn't even try but I think
You could save my life

Just don't give up
I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Just don't give up on me
I won't let you down
No, I won't let you down

So
Just don't give up
I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me

Just don't give up
I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
(Whataya want from me)
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Temptation - NewOrder (Colin Is Tempted)

A Heaven, a gateway, a hope
Just like a feeling inside, it's no joke
And though it hurts me to treat you this way
Betrayed by words, I'd never heard, too hard to say

Up, down, turn around
Please don't let me hit the ground
Tonight I think I'll walk alone
I'll find my soul as I go home

Up, down, turn around
Please don't let me hit the ground
Tonight I think I'll walk alone
I'll find my soul as I go home

Each way I turn, I know I'll always try
To break this circle that's been placed around me
From time to time, I find I've lost some need
That was urgent to myself, I do believe

Up, down, turn around
Please don't let me hit the ground
Tonight I think I'll walk alone
I'll find my soul as I go home

Up, down, turn around
Please don't let me hit the ground
Tonight I think I'll walk alone
I'll find my soul as I go home

Oh, you've got green eyes
Oh, you've got blue eyes
Oh, you've got grey eyes
Oh, you've got green eyes
Oh, you've got blue eyes
Oh, you've got grey eyes
And I've never seen anyone quite like you before
No, I've never met anyone quite like you before

Bolts from above hurt the people down below
People in this world, we have no place to go
Bolts from above hurt the people down below
People in this world, we have no place to go
Bolts from above hurt the people down below
People in this world, we have no place to go
Bolts from above hurt the people down below
People in this world, we have no place to go

Oh, it's the last time
Oh, it's the last time
Oh, it's the last time
Oh, it's the last time
Oh, it's the last time

Oh, I've never met anyone quite like you before
Oh no, I've never met anyone quite like you before

Touched by the Hand of God - NewOrder (‘What would a living God want with me?’)
I was standing by the ocean when I saw your face
I couldn't look at you
I guess you knew it but I never realized
That we were through

And now I'm down here all alone
With every feeling that I own
You can't take that away

And with every breath we take
And the illusions we create
Will come to you someday

And I was touched
By the hand of God
Never knew it
But of course I was

I never hoped to do the things in this world
I wanted to
Because everything I own
It belongs to you

I never looked at you in a sexual way
In my life before
And I've never woken up like this
So desperately before

And I was touched
By the hand of God
Never knew it
But of course I was

Lost Cause - Beck (Discouraged and Discouraging)
Your sorry eyes cut through the bone
They make it hard to leave you alone
Leave you here wearing your wounds
Waving your guns at somebody new

Baby you're lost
Baby you're lost
Baby you're a lost cause

There's too many people you used to know
They see you coming they see you go
They know your secrets and you know theirs
This town is crazy; nobody cares

Baby you're lost
Baby you're lost
Baby you're a lost cause

I'm tired of fighting
I'm tired of fighting
Fighting for a lost cause

There's a place where you are going
You ain't never been before
No one left to watch your back now
No one standing at your door
That's what you thought love was for

Baby you're lost
Baby you're lost
Baby you're a lost cause

I'm tired of fighting
I'm tired of fighting
Fighting for a lost cause

Save Your Tears - The Weeknd (‘Please, please, don’t cry over me, Russ!’)
Ooh
Na na, yeah

I saw you dancing in a crowded room
You look so happy when I'm not with you
But then you saw me, caught you by surprise
A single teardrop falling from your eye

I don't know why I run away
I'll make you cry when I run away

You could've asked me why I broke your heart
You could've told me that you fell apart
But you walked past me like I wasn't there
And just pretended like you didn't care

I don't know why I run away
I'll make you cry when I run away

Take me back 'cause I wanna stay
Save your tears for another
Save your tears for another day
Save your tears for another day

So, I made you think that I would always stay
I said some things that I should never say
Yeah, I broke your heart like someone did to mine
And now you won't love me for a second time

I don't know why I run away, oh, boy
Said I'll make you cry when I run away

Boy, take me back 'cause I wanna stay
Save your tears for another
I realize that I'm much too late
And you deserve someone better
Save your tears for another day (Ooh, yeah)
Save your tears for another day (Yeah)

I don't know why I run away
I'll make you cry when I run away

Save your tears for another day, ooh, boy (Ah)
I said save your tears for another day (Ah)

Save your tears for another day (Ah)
Save your tears for another day (Ah)

(On My) Mind - Dear Boy (Russ, The Unforgettable)
I miss you on the ceiling
When your hair is weeping down above my eyes
How come I always sing when I’m stealing?
And dream of things I used to memorize?
It gets cold on a satellite

So hold me in your hand
You are always
You are always on my mind
You are always
You are always on my mind
Until the end of time

You should say what I’m thinking
Everything I know you taught me twice
And I’ll try to save your soul when you’re drinking
But God forbid I take my own advice
It gets cold on another night

So hold me in your hand
You are always
You are always on my mind
You are always
You are always on my mind
Until the end of time
Until thе end of time
Until the еnd of time
You are always
You are always on my mind
You are always
You are always on my mind
Until the end of time
Until the end of time

Powerless - Second Complex, Color Theory (Colin Powerless Against This Temptation)
Don’t try to hide
The feelings on the inside
They won’t go away
Without a fight

I feel so Powerless when I see you cry
The things I say they don’t make sense anymore
I wish that I could transfer your pain and make it mine
So you can be yourself as you were before

Life repeats itself
Love bites and makes you blind
When transmissions fail
Between your heart and your mind

I feel so Powerless when I see you cry
The things I say they don’t make sense anymore
I wish that I could transfer your pain and make it mine
So you could be yourself as you were before

Emeralds Shatter - Louise Burns (Crying In The Mirror)
In the event that something should happen
Take my words, you know that it doesn't matter
No, it doesn't matter
A shadow face, eventually falls
A promise for good but nothing booked that intension
But that doesn't matter

Head in the clouds
Watching you fall
Asking me "what am I doing here at all?"
Eyes on the sun, eventually fall
Tell me now "what am I doing here at all?"

You go out on a friday night
Dancing too young to those irrevelant lights
Cause it doesn't matter
And you got friends all around the world
They take your advice
They keep you close forever
Cause it doesnt matter

Head in the clouds
Watching you fall
Asking me "what am I doing here at all?"
Eyes on the sun, eventually fall
Tell me now "what am I doing here at all?"

Cause I've been watching you fall
But we knew that it doesn't matter
You're watching the emeralds shatter

Day will go on the saturday night
One more day to get your fellings all right
Screw you head until you clock in the sun
Turn your doubts cause you're not havin' fun
You're watching emeralds shatter
You're watching emeralds shatter
And it doesn't even matter
We're watching emeralds shatter
Yea, we've been watching emeralds shatter

Head in the clouds
Watching you fall
Asking me "what am I doing here at all?"
Eyes on the sun, eventually fall
Tell me now "what am I doing here at all?"

Head in the clouds
Watching you fall
Asking me "what am I doing here at all?"
Eyes on the sun, eventually fall
Tell me now "what am I doing here at all?"
I'm watching emeralds shatter.

Sweet Fascination - Ladyhawke (A Mutual Delicate Dance of Attractors)
You're writing letters to me
You're waiting for a reply
Obsession makes you feel weak
It makes you turn a blind eye

I'm your new fantasy
I'm all you wanna be
You're mister no good
Love unconditionally

Sweet fascination is taking over you
Just like you want it to
Infatuation, it makes the lonely feel
That the illusion's real

You're like the hammer to me
You drive it down on my head
It doesn't feel right
I don't like all the fanfare

I know you're watching me
But it can never be
You're mister no good
Love unconditionally

Sweet fascination is taking over you
Just like you want it to
Infatuation, it makes the lonely feel
That the illusion's real

Sweet fascination is taking over you
Just like you want it to
Infatuation, it makes the lonely feel
That the illusion's real

Sweet fascination
Sweet fascination

Strangelove Addiction - Supreme Beings Of Leisure (Dazed, Confused, and Falling Fast)
I must resist the thought you kissed
The truth you've somehow turned around
I must resist your soft warm fist the pounding of a lonely sound
You're as thin as rain and me I wear my heart like a red stain

I fear that I am not enough for you
I just don't measure up
I fear this constant condition
My strange, strangelove addiction

Strange, strangelove addiction
Strange, strangelove addiction
Strange, strangelove addiction
Strange

I must deny the lullaby
The skin, the touch that makes me high
I must deny not knowing why the truth has left me dumb tongue-tied
You don't feel my pain and me I wear my heart like a red stain
I fear that I am not enough for you
I just don't measure up
I fear this constant condition
My strange, strangelove addiction

Strange, strangelove addiction
Strange, strangelove addiction
Strange, strangelove addiction
Strange, strange, strange

I fear I am not enough
I don't measure up
I fear this constant condition
My strange, strangelove addiction

Strange, strangelove addiction
Strange, strangelove addiction
Strange, strangelove addiction
Strange, strangelove addiction

Strange, strangelove addiction
Strange, strangelove addiction
Strange, strangelove addiction
Strange, strange, strange

This Strange Effect - Hooverphonic (Colin Falls Further)
You've got this strange effect on me
And I like it
You've got this strange effect on me
And I like it

You make my world seem right
You make my darkness bright, oh yes
You've got this strange effect on me
And I like it
And I like it

And I like the way you kiss me
Don't know if I should
But this feeling is love, and I know it
That's why I feel good

You've got this strange effect on me
And I like it
You've got this strange effect on me
And I like it

You make my world seem right
You make my darkness bright, oh yes
You've got this strange effect on me
And I like it
And I like it
And I like it

Running Scared - Work Drugs (‘What the hell am I doing?’)
With nothing to hear and too much to hold
It’s been burning for years, or so i’ve been told
Some say it’s just the way it ought to be
I never was much for manifest destiny

Trying to survive, Edison Park
Whatever it takes, i won’t be a mark
Without a trace, we’ll keep it alive
Not just another beside
So life isn't fair, you’re still Running Scared

Still Running Scared

I suppose I could leave, i’ve beaten the best
Say goodbye Chicago, and hello Key West
I’ll open a bar and stare at the sea
Pour for the locals, i hope this time we can make it a reality

Trying to survive, Edison Park
Whatever it takes, i won’t be a mark
Without a trace, we’ll keep it alive
Not just another beside
So life isn't fair, you’re still Running Scared
Still running
Shine sweet freedom

Trying to survive, Edison Park
Whatever it takes, i won’t be a mark
Without a trace, we’ll keep it alive
Not just another beside
So life isn't fair, you’re still Running Scared

Trying to survive, Edison Park
Whatever it takes, i won’t be a mark
Without a trace, we’ll keep it alive
Not just another beside
So life isn't fair, you’re still Running Scared
Still running
Shine sweet freedom

Shy Away - Twenty-One Pilots (Colin In A Tugawar Between His Fears and His Desires)
When I get home
You better not be there
We're placing bets you won't

Shed your modesty
And the only thing to leave behind
Is your own skin on the floor

Don't you shy away
Manifest a ceiling
When you shy away
Searching for that feeling
Just like an "I love you" (Ooh, ooh)
That isn't words (Ooh, ooh)
Like a song he wrote, that's never heard
Don't you (Ssh)

When you get home
You barely recognize the pictures
They put in a frame

'Cause you shed your modesty
Don't circle the track
Take what you have
And leave your skin on the floor

Don't you shy away
Manifest a ceiling
When you shy away
Searching for that feeling
Just like an "I love you" (Ooh, ooh)
That isn't words (Ooh, ooh)
Like a song he wrote
That's never heard

When I get home
Boy, you better not be there
You're long gone

You shed your modesty
Don't circle the track
Just break the cycle in half
And leave your skin on the floor

Don't you shy away
Manifest a ceiling
When you shy away
Searching for that feeling
Just like an "I love you" (Ooh, ooh)
That isn't words (Ooh, ooh)
Like a song he wrote
That's never heard
That's never heard

An "I love you"
That isn't words
Like a song he wrote
That's never heard
Don't you shy away

Pretty Blonde Boy - Joseph of Mercury (It’s not right to cause someone so beautiful so much pain . . .)
Pretty Blonde Boy with a heart of gold
Lives to die cause he can't grow old fast enough

Evil eye he says that one's mine
On his skin with life's reminders

Oh how we'll miss his dangerous ways

There are those you'll only know for a short time
But bright lights burn faster

There are those you'll only know for a short time
But bright lights burn faster

Pharaoh child with a world of love
A million eyes cry for him

Feral child with wild eyes
& All the while you'd die for him

Gods and girls that he would want
And he would want to become

All the bright light in him
Is now spent and undone

Oh how we'll miss his dangerous ways

There are those you'll only know for a short time
But bright lights burn faster

There are those you'll only know for a short time
But bright lights burn faster

There are those you'll only know for a short time
Cause bright lights burn faster

There are those you'll only know for a short time
Cause bright lights burn faster

There are those you'll only know for a short time
Cause bright lights burn faster

Getting Away With It - Electronic (‘Would it work or wouldn’t it? What to do?’)
I've been walking in the rain
Just to get wet on purpose
I've been forcing myself not to forget
Just to feel worse

I've been getting away with it all my life (getting away)
However, I look it's clear to see
That I love you more than you love me
However, I look it's clear to see
I love you more than you love me

I hate that mirror
It makes me feel so worthless
I'm an original sinner but when I'm with you
I couldn't care less

I've been getting away with it all my life
Getting away with it all my life (getting away)
However, I look it's clear to see
That I love you more than you love me
However, I look it's clear to see
That I love you more than you love me
I love you more than you love me
More than you love me

I thought I gave up falling in love
A long long time ago
I guess I like it but I can't tell you
You shouldn't really know

And it's been true all my life
Yes, it's been true all my life

I've been talking to myself
Just to suggest that I'm selfish
(Getting ahead)
I've been trying to impress
That more is less and I'm repressed
(I should do what he said)

However, I look it's clear to see
That I love you more than you love me
However, I look it's clear to see
That I love you more than you love me
I love you more than you love me
I love you more than you love me

Getting away with it
Getting away with it

Worlds Apart - Killstarr (‘But Russ is so-o different from dumb old me . . .’)
Lost lovers in this wasteland worlds apart
Fight this quest alone, where do I start?
Travel land and sea to be with you
Take you to a place you never knew

Lost lovers in this wasteland worlds apart
Fight this quest alone, where do I start?
Travel land and sea to be with you
Take you to a place you never knew

Lost lovers in this wasteland worlds apart
Fight this quest alone, where do I start?
Travel land and sea to be with you
Take you to a place you never knew

Cool Kids - Echosmith (‘I want to be like the cool kids . . .’)
She sees them walking in a straight line, that's not really her style
And they all got the same heartbeat, but hers is falling behind
Nothing in this world could ever bring them down
Yeah, they're invincible, and she's just in the background
And she says

"I wish that I could be like the cool kids
'Cause all the cool kids, they seem to fit in
I wish that I could be like the cool kids, like the cool kids"

He sees them talking with a big smile, but they haven't got a clue
Yeah, they're living the good life, can't see what he is going through
They're driving fast cars, but they don't know where they're going
In the fast lane, living life without knowing
And he says

"I wish that I could be like the cool kids
'Cause all the cool kids, they seem to fit in
I wish that I could be like the cool kids, like the cool kids
I wish that I could be like the cool kids
'Cause all the cool kids, they seem to get it
I wish that I could be like the cool kids, like the cool kids"

And they said
"I wish that I could be like the cool kids
'Cause all the cool kids, they seem to fit in
I wish that I could be like the cool kids, like the cool kids
I wish that I could be like the cool kids
'Cause all the cool kids, they seem to fit in
I wish that I could be like the cool kids, like the cool kids
I wish that I could be like the cool kids
'Cause all the cool kids, they seem to get it
I wish that I could be like the cool kids, like the cool kids"

Whoa
Whoa
Whoa

Like the cool kids

Confidence - Brett (It’s all about . . .)
You took me alone in the starlight
Away from the harpies
Alone in your arms
A shotgun rush of a feeling
A taste of a secret
The touch of your skin

The saints become the sinners
Hide behind the curtains, luv
We’ll always be the sacred risk
The poison’s in the passion
Your viper venom love
Will always be your greatest gift

I admire your Confidence
The way you took your Confidence
The way you kiss your Confidence
Your . . . Confidence
Deny yourself your innocence
And serve your instincts to the end
I tell you this in
Absolute . . . Confidence

Attraction
The beautiful torture
The best of intentions
We lay them to waste
Disaster
The deafening silence
Your body betrays you
Delight and dismay

The saints become the sinners
Hide behind the curtains, luv
We’ll always be the sacred risk
The poison’s in the passion
Your viper venom love
Will always be your greatest gift

I admire your Confidence
The way you took your Confidence
The way you kiss your Confidence
Your . . . Confidence
Deny yourself your innocence
And serve your instincts to the end
I tell you this in
Absolute . . . Confidence

Our love is a Dark Love
It’s a Dark Love
Yeah, it’s thicker than blood (X)

Our love is a Dark Love
It’s a Dark Love

I admire your Confidence
The way you took your Confidence
The way you kiss your Confidence
Your . . . Confidence
Deny yourself your innocence
And serve your instincts to the end
I tell you this in
Absolute . . . Confidence (X)

Hopeful For A Sign - Aiiso (‘My love is just an echo of hope . . .’)
(Resonant echoing instrumental)

Creep, Very 2021 Rmx - Thom Yorke and Radiohead (‘But, I’m a creep! I’m a loser!’)
When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so very special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so very special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

Oh, oh

I’m running out again
I’m running out
I run run run run
Run

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so very special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here

Don’t Look Down - Superheart (Taking Chances)
[Verse 1]
Wait by my side
Just for a minute
Wait by my side

[Chorus]
I really did my best to keep it spinning
But I just can't help the sinking feeling
When the floor below becomes the ceiling
So I wrote it down
And I still wake up every morning
Though a wave may come without a warning
It’s okay 'cause it's just falling
I just don’t look down

[Verse 2]
Stay by my side
Just a minute
Stay by my side

[Chorus]
I really did my best to keep it spinning
But I just can't help the sinking feeling
When the floor below becomes the ceiling
So I wrote it down
And I still wake up every morning
Though a wave may come without a warning
It's okay 'cause it's just falling
Don't look down

[Outro]
Don't look down
You're on your way now
You’re on your way now
You’re on your way now

Hang On Now - Kajagoogoo (Russ’s Love Song)

No sooner than I turn my back and then
It's so hard to find
I'm on the decline with you
Were I to know your feelings...
Is there something between me and you?
Can't pretend you surprise me
And baby it's hurting me too

Hang on now, meet my heart
It knows the best time for new love to start
Hang on now, meet my heart
It knows the best time for us to start
Hang on now (hang on now)
Won't you remain?

Those special moments together
I don't understand
But, can't we go ahead as we had planned?
I've questioned all your reasons
Underneath I can see
Somewhere my stolen lover
Who really should still be with me

Hang on now, meet my heart
It knows the best time for new love to start
Hang on now, meet my heart
It knows the best time for us to start
Hang on now, meet my heart
It knows the best time for new love to start

Should I hang on - should I stay?
What's the ransom - I will pay?

Hang on now, meet my heart
It knows the best time for new love to start
Hang on now, meet my heart
It knows the best time for us to start
[repeat chorus to fade]

Out Of My Mind - Duran Duran (Colin Wriggles On The Hook)
Light a candle
Lay flowers at the door
For those who were left behind
And the ones who've gone before
But, here it comes now
Sure as silence follows rain
The taste of you upon my lips
The fingers in my brain
Ever gentle as it kills me where I lay
Who am I to resist?
Who are you to fail?

Got to get you Out Of My Mind
But, I can't escape from the feeling
As I try to leave the memory behind
Without you what's left to believe in?

And I could be so sorry
For the way it had to go
But now I feel your presence
In a way I could not know
And I wonder
Do you ever feel the same
In whispering darkness
Do you ever hear my name?

Got to get you Out Of My Mind
But, I can't escape from the feeling
As I try to leave the memory behind
Without you, what's left to believe in?

How could you dare
To become so real
When you're just a ghost in me

And I've got to get you Out Of My Mind
But, I can't escape from the feeling
As I try to leave the memory behind
Without you, what's left to believe in?

Here in the back of my mind

Deep in the back of my mind

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Rage

By MrM, August 31, 2022

Gone From Dayhlight

Soundtrack
Track List
Abandoned (Gemini Syndrome) - Alec’s Abandonment Abuse (Lucas King) - Alec’s Misery Daddy (Korn) - The Horror of Alec’s Abuse Trauma (NF) - Alec’s Trauma Paralyzed (NF) - Alec’s Terror Crawling (Linkin Park) - Something Dark Growing Inside of Alec HATRED (BVDLVD) - The Monster Is Born ESCAPE (Execution Day) - The Monster Escapes Lost (Lucas King) - Alec Finds Himself Lost Prayers For Rain (A Pale Horse Named Death) - Reprise from ‘Taryn’s Song’ Stolen Child (Doors in the Labyrinth) - Alec Encounters His Sire Blood (Velvet Acid Christ) - Yet Another Kind of Exploitation Blood Moon (Converge & Chelsea Wolfe) - Alec Is Slowly Consumed The Culling (Chelsea Wolfe) - Alec No More Monster (Starset) - Rage is Born Blood Rage (Nightcrawler) - Rage Begins His Hunt Burn Everything (Ludovico Technique) - Rage Ascendant Justin (Korn) - Finding A Mortal Enemy Happy Birthday Taryn (The Birthday Crew) - A Horrifying Reunion I’ll Take It All From You! (The Witch Was Right) - A Hateful Promise Night Child (Electric Wizard) - Rage of the Night Eternal Hatred (Skeletal Remains) - An Enraged Vow Betrayed (Gary Numan) - The Why Help Me, I Am In Hell (Nine Inch Nails) - The Tragedy Of Rage ————————————
Abandoned (Gemini Syndrome) - Alec’s Abandonment
There was a time when I knew nothing about
Hatred, rejection, intolerance, pain, abuse, as it turns out
I know these things
They're all you bring
There was a time when hope shined

How could you leave me alone
Abandoned and then disowned
Never even had a name
You forgot me all the same
I choose my own home

There was a child who loved everything outside and in
There was a time when my light started to dim
I know these things
I'm so empty
There was a time when hope died

How could you leave me alone
Abandoned and then disowned
Never even had a name
You forgot me all the same
I choose my own home

This is for the losers
This is for the freaks
This is for the broken
Forgotten and diseased
This is for the outcast
This is for the widows son
This is for all of us
Abandoned

I'm not motherfucking angry
I'm not angry anymore
I'm not fucking crazy
I'm not crazy anymore

How could you leave me alone
Now I got you listening motherfucker
Abandoned and then disowned
You fucking threw me away
Never even had a name
Bitch!
You forgot me all the same
Fuck you!
I choose my own home
I choose my own home

Fuck you!

I wanna motherfucking kill you!

Abuse (Lucas King) - Alec’s Misery

Melancholy Instrumental

Daddy (Korn) - The Horror of Alec’s Abuse

Mother please forgive me
I just had to get out all my pain and suffering
Now that I am done, remember I will always love you
I'm your son

Little child, looking so pretty
Come out and play, I'll be your daddy
Innocent child, looking so sweet
I'll rape your mind and on your flesh I'll eat

You raped!
I feel dirty
It hurt!
As a child
Tied down!
That's a good boy
And fucked!
Your own child
I scream!
No one hears me
It hurt!
I'm not a liar
My God!
Saw you watching
Mommy why?!
Your own child

Little child, looking so pretty
Come out and play, I'll be your daddy

You raped!
I feel dirty
It hurt!
As a child
Tied down!
That's a good boy
And fucked!
Your own child

I scream!
No one hears me
It hurt!
I'm not a liar
My God!
Saw you watching
Mommy why?!

It's alright

You raped!
I feel dirty
It hurt!
As a child
Tied down!
That's a good boy
And fucked!
Your own child

I raped!
No one hears me
It hurt!
As a child
Tied down!
No one hit me
And raped
Your own child

I scream!
No one hears me
It hurt!
As a child
Tied down!
That's a good boy
And fucked!
Your own child

I speak!
No one hears me
It hurt!
As a child
Tied down!
No one hears me
Mommy why?!
Your own child

I didn't touch you there
Mama said she didn't care
I didn't touch you there
That's why mama stopped and stared

Little child, looking so sweet
I'll rape your mind and on your flesh I'll eat

You raped!
I feel dirty
It hurt!
As a child
Tied down!
That's a good boy
And fucked!
Your own child

I scream!
No one hears me
It hurt!
I'm not a liar
My God!
Saw you watching
Mommy why?!
Your own child

You raped!
I feel dirty
It hurt!
As a child
Tied down!
That's a good boy
And fucked!
Your own child

I scream!
No one hears me
It hurt!
I'm not a liar
My God!
Saw you watching
Mommy why?!
Your own child

You raped!
I feel dirty
It hurt!
I'm not a liar
My God!
Saw you watching
Dirty one
Your own child

I scream!
No one hears me
It hurt!
I'm not a liar
My God!
Saw you watching
Mommy why?!
Your own child

You raped!
I feel dirty
It hurt!
I'm not a liar
My God!
Saw you watching
Mommy why?!
Your own child

I scream!
No one hears me
It hurt!
I'm not a liar
My God!
Saw you watching
Mommy why?!

I fucking hate you! Motherfucker!
Motherfucker! I fucking hate you! Fuck you!
You son of a bitch, you fucking ruined my life!
I wanted to die!
I'm sick of it, motherfucker... oh, oh
Why'd you fuckin' do it to me?

I hate you!
I fuckin' hate you!
I hate you!
Why?!
I hate you!

Trauma (NF) - Alec’s Trauma

Say you're there when I feel helpless
If that's true, why don't you help me?
It's my fault, I know I'm selfish
Stand alone, my soul is jealous
It wants love, but I reject it
Trade my joy for my protection

Grab my hand, I'm drowning
I feel my heart pounding
Why haven't you found me yet?
I hold you so proudly
Traumas, they surround me
I wish you'd just love me back

Say you're here, but I don't feel it
Give me peace, but then you steal it
Watch them laugh at all my secrets
Scream and yell, but I feel speechless
Ask for help, you call it weakness
Lied and promised me my freedom

Grab my hand, I'm drowning
I feel my heart pounding
Why haven't you found me yet?
I hold you so proudly
Traumas, they surround me
I wish you'd just love me back

Grab my hand, I'm drowning
I feel my heart pounding
Why haven't you found me yet?

Paralyzed (NF) - Alec’s Terror
When did I become so numb?
When did I lose myself?
All the words that leave my tongue
Feel like they came from someone else

I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I'm lost and it kills me - inside
I'm paralyzed

When did I become so cold?
When did I become ashamed? (ooh)
Where's the person that I know?
They must have left
They must have left
With all my faith

I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I'm lost and it kills me - inside
I'm paralyzed

I'm paralyzed
I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die
And if life is pain then I buried mine a long time ago
But it's still alive
And it's taking over me - where am I?
I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside
But I feel nothing, I wonder why
I'm on the race of life and time passes by
Look
I sit back and I watch it, hands in my pockets
Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em
I just watch 'em
I'm under water but I feel like I'm on top of it
I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is
I'm in a box
But I'm the one who locked me in
Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen

I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I'm lost and it kills me - inside
I'm paralyzed (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)

Where are my feelings? (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)
I no longer feel things (I have no feelings)
I know I should (Oh. How come I'm not moving? Why aren't I moving? Ay yeah)
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me? (Where is the real me? Where is the real me?)
I'm lost and it kills me - inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed)
I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)
Crawling (Linkin Park) - Something Dark Growing Inside of Alec
[Chester Bennington:]
Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming confusing
This lack of self-control I fear is never ending
Controlling I can't seem

[Chester Bennington (Mike Shinoda):]
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure

[Chester Bennington:]
Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Discomfort endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem

[Chester Bennington (Mike Shinoda):]
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing confusing what is real

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface consuming
Confusing what is real
This lack of self-control I fear is never ending controlling
Confusing what is real
HATRED (BVDLVD) - The Monster Is Born
[Chorus]
There’s so much pain
For me to feel
Closed all the gates
No way to heal
I’ve got no way
To understand what’s real
I only feel one thing
And there’s so much hatred
In my head
I-I just motherfuckin' hate this
Make me dead
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[Verse 1]
And there's so much hatred
In my head
I just motherfuckin' hate this
Make me dead
Make me dead
And there's so much hatred
In my head
I just motherfuckin' hate this
Make me dead
Make me dead
Make me dead

[Breakdown]
I don’t know why I feel so shit
You broke my being, now I’m left in bits
All your friends, they like to take the piss

[Verse 2]
Now I’m left with hatred
In my soul
I just motherfuckin' hate this
Covered in holes
I got so much fuckin' hatred
I’ve lost control
I just motherfuckin' hate this
Pierce my skull
[Chorus]
There’s so much pain
For me to feel
Closed all the gates
No way to heal
I’ve got no way
To understand what’s real
I only feel one thing

[Verse 3]
I've been searching for my purpose
Been snaked so many times
Nothing hurts worse
Imma gonna catch my dreams or am I gonna fall first?
Imma gonna find a state of mine that don’t involve hurt?
All this hatred in my veins I’m gonna
Cut it out without a doubt
And watch it fall out of my mouth
And out my mind just get it out
I’ll be alright just speak it out
There’s several ways to see it out
Just see it out
Just see it out
Please try and fucking see it out
Ay, fuck living with hatred!
I don’t give a fuck if some pussies tryna say shit
Just lemme live my life
I'm tryna make hits
I know I’m gonna make it
Depression is a demon
Try and face it
Step my step, take it slow, you ain’t faking
You're my friend and I know you’re gonna make it
You're my friend and I know you’re gonna make it
ESCAPE (Execution Day) - The Monster Escapes
The Evil Escapes
Lost (Lucas King) - Alec Finds Himself Lost
Melancholy Theme for Alec lost in the city
Prayers For Rain (A Pale Horse Named Death) - Reprise from ‘Taryn’s Song’
Reprise from ‘Taryn’s Song’. Connoting the pointlessness of the city streets for a little boy.
Stolen Child (Doors in the Labyrinth) - Alec Encounters His Sire
I'll promise you forever
if you take my hand
Come with me to the realms beyond
Leave sorrows behind

The world is full of weeping
But the universe is vast
In the lands of the summer sun
You will finally find a home

They'll never know you've gone
These sticks and leaves will take your place
When autumn fades and the changeling falls apart
You'll be beyond their reach

The world is full of weeping
But the universe is vast
In the lands of the summer sun
You will finally find a home
Blood (Velvet Acid Christ) - Yet Another Kind of Exploitation
Like tears of blood that roll off your hands, as if you were crying blood, as if the whole world was bleeding, and every person was covered in blood, like if every being was torn from above, and the wounds bleed deeply, furiously, and unending. like the blank stare of a billion bleeding souls, like the wretched air that burns you like hot coals, like your soul covered with dirt and mud, like the entire world is covered in your blood, something dreadful, something painful, something evil, something ugly, something wicked, something wretched, something horrid, something morbid, like the stinging in your eyes, like the frozen skies, like when your eyes pop out of you head, like your fingers fall off dead, like when your back is skinned, like when the real pain begins. begins, begins. something dreadful, something evil, something wicked, something horrid, something hurting, Something bleeding Something bleeding, Something bleeding, Something bleeding, Blood, Blood, Blood…
Blood Moon (Converge & Chelsea Wolfe) - Alec Is Slowly Consumed
[Verse 1: Jacob Bannon]
Blood moon ascends in night
As the cosmic eye
Free of the chains
That define our lives
It cuts through flesh and bone
Into the glow of souls
Gazing far and wide
Devoid of hope

[Verse 2: Chelsea Wolfe]
You cut me open
But I won't let you find
What’s under the surface
Entombed in my mind
Beneath the surface
It's grim to see
Oh, it echoes out
Then disappears
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[Pre-Chorus: Chelsea Wolfe]
Unblinking eye in the shadows
Abets the world its weary lies
Enthroned beside the dimming light
Speak what’s left unspoken
The time is near

[Chorus: Jacob Bannon]
Blood moon ascends in the night
Cosmic unblinking eye
Gazing through flesh and bone
Into the glow of our souls
Blood moon ascends in the night
Cosmic unblinking eye
Gazing through flesh and bone
Into the glow of our souls

[Bridge: Chelsea Wolfe]
The mind was a hall that towered high
And on the throne was the child inside
And on my side
Enthroned beside the shadows divine
Held all the world and the glimmering life
In mind was a time when all was right
Mind was in mind
[Chorus: Jacob Bannon]
Blood moon ascends in the night
Cosmic unblinking eye
Gazing through flesh and bone
Into the glow of our souls
Blood moon ascends in the night
Cosmic unblinking eye
Gazing through flesh and bone
Into the glow of our souls

[Verse 3: Chelsea Wolfe]
Cut me open
It’s grim to see
Beneath the surface, etched in fear
The day has spoken
How dare you speak her name
To consecrate the broken
Carry weary worlds

[Outro: Jacob Bannon]
The day has broken
A stain, a crime
You, serpent
Deicide
The day has broken
A stain, a crime
You, serpent
Deicide
The Culling (Chelsea Wolfe) - Alec No More
Dead eyes, I only call you when you're in my dreams
Died too young, the culling then, it was obscene
I am depleted by love
I am depleted by love
I'll never tell the secrets of my family
Bled out, a cult of anonymity
The kettle is wheeling, my love
Riding on the back of a hell they caused
One ear to the ground
One eye on the room
My tongue on your pulse
My finger in your wound
Sweet dead eyes, I long to hear you again
Sweet dead eyes, I long to see your face
Sweet dead eyes, I long for that illustrious hiss
Sweet dead eyes, I know you feel it
No turning back, only God knows what we're headed for
The flowers bloom, the sun rises
Flux, hiss, welt, groan
Flux, hiss, welt, groan
Flux, hiss, welt, groan
Flux, hiss, welt, groan
Flux, hiss, welt, groan
Flux, hiss, welt, groan
Monster (Starset) - Rage is Born
Under the knife I surrendered
The innocence yours to consume
You cut it away
And you filled me up with hate
Into the silence you sent me
Into the fire consumed
You thought I'd forget
But it's always in my head

You're the pulse in my veins
You're the war that I wage
Can you change me?
Can you change me?
You're the love that I hate
You're the drug that I take
Will you cage me?
Will you cage me?
You're the pulse in my veins
You're the war that I wage
Can you change me?
Can you change me?
From the monster you made me?
From the monster you made me?

This is the world you've created
The product of what I've become
My soul and my youth
Seems it's all for you to use
If I could take back the moment
I let you get under my skin
Relent or resist?
Seems the monster always wins

You're the pulse in my veins
You're the war that I wage
Can you change me?
Can you change me?
You're the love that I hate
You're the drug that I take
Will you cage me?
Will you cage me?
You're the pulse in my veins
You're the war that I wage
Can you change me?
Can you change me?
From the monster you made me?
From the monster you made me?

My heart's an artifice, a decoy soul
I'll lift you up and then I'll let you go
I've made an art of digging shallow holes
I drop the darkness in and watch it grow
My heart's an artifice, a decoy soul
Who knew the emptiness could be so cold?
I've lost the parts of me that make me whole
I am the darkness
I'm the monster

You're the pulse in my veins
You're the war that I wage
Can you change me?
Can you change me?
You're the love that I hate
You're the drug that I take
Will you cage me?
Will you cage me?
You're the pulse in my veins
You're the war that I wage
Can you change me?
Can you change me?
From the monster you made me?
The monster you made me?
The monster you made me?
The monster you made me?
Blood Rage (Nightcrawler) - Rage Begins His Hunt
Reprise from ‘Gone From Daylight’.
Burn Everything (Ludovico Technique) - Rage Ascendant
I've held on so long
To all the things I want to believe
Throw away everything that I have known so easily
Anything that I've given
Has disappeared never to be found
So I'm giving what is left inside of me to
Burn it down

Burn everything around me
My mind, my life, my needs
Burn everything I've ever known or cared for endlessly
Burn it down

I try to go on
With a life that I wish could be
It's taken all I have inside myself so easily
I try to hold on
As everything is slipping away
But I'd rather see it burn than see it like this
One more day

Burn everything around me
My mind, my life, my needs
Burn everything I've ever known or cared for endlessly
Burn it down
Justin (Korn) - Finding A Mortal Enemy
Fuck all that bullshit!

You watch me play.
I look away.
Your lights turn bright.
You found the light.

Take, off in space. You and I.
Time, off in space. You and I.

You're gonna die!
Wanna meet me, why?
I wish I had your strength
Inside your soul escapes.

Take, off in space. You and I.
Time, off in space. You and I.

Cry, into me.
Help me...
Something...
For all!
The kids that die listening to me.

You are alive!

Time, off in space. You and I stay....

Take, off in space. You and I.
Time, off in space. You and I.

I...
Happy Birthday Taryn (The Birthday Crew) - A Horrifying Reunion
A dread mockery…
I’ll Take It All From You! (The Witch Was Right) - A Hateful Promise
YEAH!
It's getting colder every day
Motherfucker I'm only here to see you burn
If things were different, would you catch the blood?
This has always been my war, my way, fuck you!
He’s a pretty picture on the wall
It's sad to say I can't see at all
What you see as evil, is explained
What you did to me, I'll take from you
Take from you
I took it all from you
I took it all from you
I'll take it all from you
I'll take it all from you
I'll take it all from you
I'll take it all from you
He’s a pretty picture on the wall
It's sad to say I can't see at all
What you see as evil, is explained
What you did to me, I'll take from you
Take from you
I'll take from you
What you did to me, I'll take from you
What you did to me, I'll take from you...
Night Child (Electric Wizard) - Rage in the Night
Under the black sun
I crawl from my grave
Your body, I worship
Your blood, I crave

I creep by your window
The light, I despise
You cannot see me
But feel my cold eyes

I am the night child
Shadows gather 'round me
Are you a night child?
Join us and be free

Your rotten world
Means nothing to me
Under cover of darkness
Is when I am free

The night child is creeping
Forever seeking
New bodies new victims
Drug and murder addicted

I am the night child
Shadows gather 'round me
Are you a night child?
Join us and be free

I am the night child
I am the night child
I am the night child
I am the night child
I am the night child
I am the night child

I am the night child
Shadows gather 'round me
Are you a night child?
Join us and be free

Under the black sun
Under the black sun
Under the black sun
Under the black sun

Under the black sun
Under the black sun
Under the black sun
Under the black sun

Under the black sun
Under the black sun
Under the black sun
Under the black sun

Under the black sun
Under the black sun
Under the black sun
Under the black sun

Under the black sun
Under the black sun
Under the black sun
Under the black sun
Under the black sun
Eternal Hatred (Skeletal Remains) - An Enraged Vow
I am empowered by your disdain
This path of lies you've chosen
Will consume your cowardice ways
Twisted is your mind
Believe the tales in which you preach
Hatred controls you
Your strongest trait is human leech

Below me
All you seek is the acceptance of the weak
Deceiving
Thriving off your delusional fantasy
Unworthy
The only threat you pose is upon yourself
Above all, I will remain
Your withered ego you shall retain

And now your world is falling
Swallowed by your worthless ignorant ways
Through the looking glass, you see yourself astray
In eternal hatred you'll remain

Bow down and beg before me
Destroying all your worth
I've lost all sympathy
I feel nothing
No pain nor sorrow impeding me
Your lack of self-awareness
Fueled by your useless greed

As you fall, now a shell of ones self
(Eternal hatred)
I turn my back to thee
(Eternal hatred)
Deprived of the life you once possessed
(Eternal hatred)
Destroyed by your own greed

And now your world is falling
Swallowed by your worthless ignorant ways
Through the looking glass, you see yourself astray
In eternal hatred you'll remain

I am empowered by your disdain
This path of lies you've chosen
Will consume your cowardice ways
You are nothing but a feeble mind of insecurities
Weakness betrays you, ignorant to your own hypocrisy
Betrayed (Gary Numan) - The Why
You were young so I breathed for you
You were pure so I danced for you

You were lost and I cried for you
You were lost but I was betrayed
You were mine and I worshipped you
You were mine but I was betrayed

Now you hurt and I bleed for you
Now my tears fill oceans for you

You are cold but I burn for you
You are cold and I am betrayed
You are small but I kneel for you
You are small and I am betrayed

You are pain so I scream for you
You are pain and I am betrayed
You are death so I'll die for you
You are death and I am betrayed
I am betrayed
I am betrayed

Help Me, I Am In Hell (Nine Inch Nails) - The Tragedy Of Rage
An instrumental of ultimate despair.

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My One True Weakness

By MrM, February 11, 2020

Soundtracks

Music

Track List
Caught On The Inside - Ten Fé (Thinking and crying over you . . .) Something Good - Dear Boy (Russ’ Theme) Love Interest - Dear Boy (Wanting What Is Real) Shoplifters Of The World Unite - The Smiths (My Only Weakness) Meaningless Love - Under The Influence Of Giants (Stuck with Joey) It’s Worth Feeling Empty - 6 Dogs (Joey Sitting In The Back Seat) It’s Only Sex - Car Seat Headrest (Sex and Love are not the same) Joey - Local H Cover of Concrete Blonde (What About Joey’s Heart?) Kinda - Brett (A Growing Infatuation) Wishful Thinking - Duncan Sheik (Wanting Colin) Somewhere Somehow (Getting Colin) Your Love Is An Echo - Aiiso (Colin-colin-colin . . .) Half-Life - Duncan Sheik (Unrequited) If You Were Here - Cary Brothers Cover of Thompson Twins (Russ’ Struggles) Can’t Take My Eyes Off You - Cary Brothers (Russ’ Crush) Never Stop - FM-84 (Russ’ Relentless Courting) Uncertain Smile - The The (When Colin Smiles) Wanting More - Absinth3 (Wanting So Much More) You’re Mine - Meiko (Netting The Butterfly) Baby Boo - Trevor Something (Rocking Precious)
Caught On The Inside - Ten Fé (Thinking and crying over you . . .)
I can hear you rattling your window
I can hear you playing up the pane
Even though you never leave your bedroom anymore
I can hear you all the same
All the same
All the same
All the same
All the same
As hard as I try, you still can't look me in the eye
After all this time, only you know the reason why
Well, they say you're shy and you get caught on the inside
Come on, come out, there's so much light
But there ain't much time I can hear you crackin' off a windpipe
And the silence last for days
Then I see you coming round again
'Cause nothing ever lasts for every minute of the day
Last the day
Last the day
Last the day
Last the day
As hard as I try, you still can't look me in the eye
After all this time, only you know why
They say you're shy and you get caught on the inside
Come on, come out, there's so much light
But there ain't much time
No, there ain't much time
No, no, there ain't much time
Boy, if you knew the nights I'd stayed up thinking and crying over you
But I sit back and I say, "what can I do?"
Come on, let me in and gimme a clue
But you gotta do what you wanna do
As hard as I try, you still can't look me in the eye
After all this time, after all this time
They say you're shy and you get caught on the inside
Come on, come out, there's so much light
But there ain't much time
Oh no, there ain't much time
No, now there ain't much time
Something Good - Dear Boy (Russ’ Theme)
[Verse 1]
I'm in some type of way
Sick like holiday
Will something ever be what I need?
My words give nothing back
The sex in scattered black
Will someone ever be enough for me?

[Chorus]
Oh, anything, anything goes
I'm gone before anyone knows
To let you know that I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I need
Something good, something good
Something good
Something good, something good
Something good and bad

[Verse 2]
I'm in some type of way
Wet dream shadow play
Will something ever be what i need?
My words give nothing back
Yeah, truth in blistered paths
Will someone ever need enough from me?

[Chorus]
Oh, anything, anything goes
I'm down before gravity slows
To let you know that I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I need
Something good, something good
Something good
Something good, something good
Something good and bad

[Outro]
Something good, something good
Something good
Something good, something good
Something good, yeah
Something good, something good
Something good and bad

Love Interest - Dear Boy (Wanting What Is Real)

[Verse 1]
You saw right through what I tried to do
But you told me "It’s fine"
You're a swimming pool in a Catholic school
And it's unclear you're mine

[Refrain]
I'll go blue
If I wait for you
Love interest

[Verse 2]
I ripped your skirt
High above your shirt
But you told me "It's fine"
You're a window seat
Moving through my street
And it's unclear you’re mine

[Refrain]
I'll go blue
If I wait for you
Love interest

[Chorus]
I could be better, all that you need
You sing with the sirens drowning in me
I'll tell you the secrets I meant to keep
And carry you home when you fall asleep
Yeah, I could be better, or what you need
And maybe "finally…" will be someday soon

Could you be, could you be
Could you be the one to breathe life into me?
Love interest

[Verse 3]
That same old smoke
Still makes me choke
But I tell you "It's fine"
You're forbidden fruit in a champagne flute
And it's unclear you’re mine

[Refrain]
I'll go blue
But I'm gonna wait for you
Love interest

[Chorus]
I could be better, all that you need
You sing with the sirens drowning in me
I'll tell you the secrets I meant to keep
And carry you home when you fall asleep
Yeah, I could be better, or what you need
And maybe "finally…" will be someday soon

Could you be, could you be
Could you be the one to breathe life into me?
Love interest

[Outro]
Yeah, I could be better
Or what you need
And maybe "finally…"
Will be someday soon

Could you be, could you be
Could you be the one to breathe life into me?
Love interest, love interest, love interest

Shoplifters Of The World Unite - The Smiths (My Only Weakness)

Learn to love me
Assemble the ways
Now, today, tomorrow and always
My only weakness is a list of crime
My only weakness is... well, never mind, never mind

Oh, shoplifters of the world
Unite and take over
Shoplifters of the world
Hand it over
Hand it over
Hand it over

Learn to love me
And assemble the ways
Now, today, tomorrow, and always
My only weakness is a listed crime
But last night the plans of a future war
Was all I saw on Channel Four

Shoplifters of the world
Unite and take over
Shoplifters of the world
Hand it over
Hand it over
Hand it over

A heartless hand on my shoulder
A push - and it's over
Alabaster crashes down
(Six months is a long time)
Tried living in the real world
Instead of a shell
But before I began...
I was bored before I even began

Shoplifters of the world
Unite and take over
Shoplifters of the world
Unite and take over
Shoplifters of the world
Unite and take over
Shoplifters of the world
Take over

Meaningless Love - Under The Influence Of Giants (Stuck with Joey)

I like you better
In any weather
When you're not trying
It's so inviting
I don't deserve you
I can't afford you
Unless you're timeless

I wanted to say that I had nothing to do with
The meaning of love
So you can't say that I knew it
I wanted to hide but I had nothing to do with
The meaningless loving ahead

I find that letter
We wrote together
When time was fearless
Nobody's mistress
I tried to tell you
I can't afford you
Unless you're timeless

I wanted to say that I had nothing to with
The meaning of love
So you can't say that I knew it
I wanted to hide but I had nothing to do with
The meaningingless loving ahead

I wanted to say that I had nothing to do with
The meaning of love
So you can't say that I knew it
I wanted to hide but I had nothing to do with
The meaningless loving ahead

Said you can walk with me
You can walk with me

You can walk with me
You can walk with me
Oh, oh
You can walk with me
You can walk with me

You can walk with me
You can walk with me
(Come sit closer, yeah)

You can walk with me
You can walk with me

It’s Worth Feeling Empty - 6 Dogs (Joey Sitting In The Back Seat)

Pretty Pacc
Worth feeling empty
Inside of tinted Bentleys
Why you always mad at me?

Shorty called shotgun, I'm riding in the backseat
I'm always in the backseat, swear it's like a taxi
Why'd you have to play me? I'm done playing happy
Your love was fake, always stuck in your fantasy
Stories end in tragedy, I won't go out sadly
That's all for you, 'cause you treated me badly
Now I'm stacking Benji's inside of tinted Bentleys
A hole where my heart was, it's worth feeling empty

Take a jet to Japan, 'cause you're not in Japan
I hope you move on, but I don't know if you can
I'm riding on the interstate, 'cause I ain't got no plans
I'm just tryna elevate, don't care where I land
That's not it, poison covered lips
I really took a risk when I lean in for that kiss
Can't believe you switched, you say you wanted kids
It all makes sense, poison covered lips

I'm sorry I left you, but you left me no choice
After all I've been through, now I'm floating in the void
But I can see the stars now, and they shining so bright
I might cop a new grill, 'cause I can finally

Shorty called shotgun, I'm riding in the backseat
I'm always in the backseat, swear it's like a taxi
Why'd you have to play me? I'm done playing happy
Your love was fake, always stuck in your fantasy
Stories end in tragedy, I won't go out sadly
That's all for you, 'cause you treated me badly
Now I'm stacking Benji's inside of tinted Bentleys
A hole where my heart was, it's worth feeling empty

Fine feeling empty, sauce, got plenty
Now I got the recipe, I'm done with the backseat
Fine feeling empty, sauce, got plenty
Now I got the recipe, I'm done with the backseat
I already told you, you should find a new dude
You should find a new dude
I'm racing on the freeway, racks on a new coupe
Trying to forget you

I'm sorry I left you, but you left me no choice
After all I've been through, now I'm floating in the void
But I can see the stars now, and they shining so bright
I might cop a new grill, 'cause I can finally

Shorty called shotgun, I'm riding in the backseat
I'm always in the backseat, swear it's like a taxi
Why'd you have to play me? I'm done playing happy
Your love was fake, always stuck in your fantasy
Stories end in tragedy, I won't go out sadly
That's all for you, 'cause you treated me badly
Now I'm stacking Benji's inside of tinted Bentleys
A hole where my heart was, it's worth feeling empty

It’s Only Sex - Car Seat Headrest (Sex and Love are not the same)

[Intro]
The other night, I cried
While thinking of having sex with you
Not out of desire or shame
But some subconscious impulse to feel pain
I wiped my tears on my face and neck
And the backs of my ears and said “Now it’s sweat
Now it’s sweat; it’s sweat now”

[Verse 1]
Just to see you
It’s such a treasure
But when I feel you
My flesh yields no pleasure

And honey, I’m cultured
I’m very sex-positive
So what is this feeling?
It ain’t so positive
(Oh no)

[Chorus]
I can’t tell you if I like it, I like it, oh
What happens if I don’t like it? I like it
I can’t tell you if I like it, I like it, oh
What happens if I don’t like it? It’s only

[Break]
Okay, so I’ve been reading all the sex blogs
And they all talk about how okay it is to be gay
And straight and bisexual and asexual
And have sex however you like
But I don’t care about hundreds of hypothetical people
And their hypothetical sex deals
I care about me, and my sex deal!
What about my problems?

[Verse 2]
Baby, my body
Constantly betrays me
I try to betray it
I only hurt myself, yeah, yeah

(It didn’t just singe the hair, it made it straight)

[Chorus]
I can’t tell you if I like it, I like it, oh
What happens if I don’t like it? I like it
I can’t tell you if I like it, I like it, oh
What happens if I don’t like it?

[Post-Chorus]
It’s only
It’s only sex
It’s only
It’s only sex

[Bridge]
(Come on, sexual desire, speak!)

I want to hold you tight
I want to feel your love physically
I want to sleep with you
But only in the literal sense

[Chrous]
I can’t tell you if I like it, I like it, oh
What happens if I don’t like it? I like you
I can’t tell you if I like it, I like it, oh
What happens if I don’t like it? It’s only

I can’t tell you if I like it, I like it, oh
What happens if I don’t like it? I like you
I can’t tell you if I like it, I like it, oh
What happens if I don’t like it? It's only

[Outro]
It’s only sex
(It's only sex)
It's only
(Ooh)
It's only sex
(No, it's not)
It's only sex
(Yeah, it's only sex)
It's only
It's only sex
(I can't tell you if I like it)
It's only

Joey - Local H Cover of Concrete Blonde (What About Joey’s Heart?)

Joey, baby
Don't get crazy
Detours, fences
I get defensive

I know you've heard it all before
So I don't say it anymore
I just stand by and let you fight your secret war
And though I used to wonder why
I used to cry till I was dry
Still sometimes I get a strange pain inside
Oh, Joey, if you're hurting so am I

Joey, honey
I've got the money
All is forgiven
Listen... listen

But if I seem to be confused
I didn't mean to be with you
And when you said I scared you, well, I guess you scared me too
But we got lucky once before
And I don't want to close the door
And if you're somewhere out there passed out on the floor
Oh, Joey, I'm not angry anymore

And if I seem to be confused
I didn't mean to be with you
And when you said I scared you, well, I guess you scared me too
But if it's love you're looking for
Then I can give a little more
And if you're somewhere drunk and passed out on the floor
Oh, Joey, I'm not angry anymore
Angry anymore
Angry anymore

Kinda - Brett (A Growing Infatuation)

Spinnin' my wheels playin' it back
Pressin' my luck like a drugstore cowboy
Tellin' myself things will look up
Paralyzed clouds over lonesome highway

Oooo we could run through the wind like a mustang
Oooo hear your name in a dream and I wake up

Talkin' sideways. Coulda fooled me
Kinda wish you were in my arms tonight
If I had my way I'd buy a little time
But it's alright

Ridin' shotgun like a movie
Kinda wish I could get you off my mind
Guessin' that might take a little while
But it's alright

Easy does it, I've been thinkin'
I could fly into the whiplash lightning
You've been calling and I've been drinking
Feelin' broke down on a lonesome Sunday

Oooo we could run through the wind like a mustang
Oooo hear your name in a dream and I wake up

Talkin' sideways. Coulda fooled me
Kinda wish you were in my arms tonight
If I had my way I'd buy a little time
But it's alright

Ridin' shotgun like a movie
Kinda wish I could get you off my mind
Guessin' that might take a little while
But it's alright

The colors change it's not the same
I understand I can't complain
I made my bed I lie awake
Thinking of you

(Kinda wish I could keep you off my mind)
(Like you keep me up all night)

Wishful Thinking - Duncan Sheik (Wanting Colin)

Listen to the waves
Everything communicates
Will it ever be
Anything more than wishful thinking?

Oh no, there you go
Looked away and missed the show
How much wasted time will you survive?

Feel the blades of grass
How it brings you back
It will always be
Only as green
As you can see

Oh no, there you go
Looked away and missed the show
How much wasted time will you survive?
Oh yeah, fooled again
I don't know how and I don't know when
Not much else to blame but wishful thinking

Little breakdowns in coastal towns
They come suddenly
Crashing over you
They come easily
I'm falling through the skies
And frozen places

Oh no, there you go
Looked away and missed the show
How much wasted time will you survive?
Oh yeah, fooled again
I don't know how and I don't know when
Not much else to blame but wishful thinking

And I try to realise that I needn't look any further
The whole of the universe is plain to see
And I try not to rely on another world or the future
The whole of the universe is a mystery

And it gets me over
It gets me over you, ohhh
And it gets me over
It gets me over you

Somewhere Somehow - Oddnesse (Getting Colin)

[Verse 1]
Sometimes I let it go
Sometimes I keep it real
Sometimes I make it up
Sometimes I freak the fuck out
I never know quite what to say
Sometimes I nail it anyway
I never know just what to do
I'm trying to make the best of you

[Chorus]
If I had my way
I'd have you right now
I wouldn't wait for someday
Somewhere, somehow
If I had my way
I'd have you right now
I wouldn't wait for someday
Somewhere, somehow

[Verse 2]
You look so good in all that power
But you won't mind if I have it back
I thought that you could handle me
But now I see you're just a man
I may not know quite what to say
So let me put it this way:
I do not care just what you do
I know I'll make the best of you

[Chorus]
If I had my way
I'd have you right now
I wouldn't wait for someday
Somewhere, somehow
If I had my way
I'd have you right now
I wouldn't wait for someday
Somewhere, somehow

Your Love Is An Echo - Aiiso (Colin-colin-colin . . .)

Your love is an echo
Your love is an echo
Your love is an echo
Your love is an echo

Your love is an echo
Your love is an echo
Your love is an echo
Your love is an echo

Slow, with the wind
Fly, now you have what is your heart is an ocean
High, it's a long way down from here
And I never wanted you to go
You needed time, your love is an echo

Your love is an echo
Your love is an echo
Your love is an echo
Your love is an echo

Go, like you mean it
Ride, this feeling
Love, forever
Time, is a river; flow
I never wanted you to go
You needed time, your love is an echo

Half-Life - Duncan Sheik (Unrequited)

I'm awake in the afternoon
I fell asleep in the living room
And it's one of those moments
When everything is so clear

Before the truth comes back into hiding
I want to decide 'cause it's worth deciding
To work on finding something more than this fear

It takes so much out of me to pretend
Tell me now, tell me how to make amends

Maybe, I need to see the daylight
To leave behind this half-life
Don't you see I'm breaking down

Lately, something here don't feel right
This is just a half-life
Is there really no escape?
No escape from time
Of any kind

I keep trying to understand
This thing and that thing, my fellow man
I guess I'll let you know
When I figure it out

But I don't mind a few mysteries
They can stay that way it's fine by me
But you are another mystery I am missing

It takes to much out of me to pretend

Maybe, I need to see the daylight
To leave behind this half-life
Don't you see I'm breaking down

Lately, something here don't feel right
This is just a half-life
Is there really no escape?
No escape from time
Of any kind

Come on let's fall in love
Come on let's fall in love
Come on let's fall in love
Yeah

'Cause lately something here don't feel right
This is just a half-life
Without you I am breaking down

Wake me, I want to see the daylight
Save me from this half-life
Let's you and I escape
Escape from time

Come on let's fall in love
Come on let's fall in love
Come on let's fall in love
Please

If You Were Here - Cary Brothers Cover of Thompson Twins (Russ’ Struggles)

If you were here
I could deceive you
And if you were here
You would believe
But would you suspect
My emotion wandering, yeah
Do not want a part of this anymore

The rain water drips
Through a crack in the ceiling
And I'll have to spend
My time on repair
But just like the rain
I'll be always falling, yeah
Only to rise and fall again

If you were here
I could deceive you
And if you were here
You would believe
But would you suspect
My emotion wandering, yeah
Do not want a part of this anymore

Can’t Take My Eyes Off You - Cary Brothers (Colin’s Worries)

I've come to tell you all the truth
Though, you always had the proof of it

My arms will grow
Chest expanding

Of all the boys you could have landed
Why'd it have to be me?

You...can't take my eyes off of you
You...can't take my eyes off of you

Wisdom tells me to turn away
Broken once, it's all the same

My arms will grow
Chest expanding

Of all the boys you could have landed
Why'd it have to be me?

You...can't take my eyes off of you
You...can't take my eyes off of you

Never Stop - FM-84 (Russ’ Relentless Courting)

I wake up every night
Where the dreams are the same
Taken by my fear
With a different face
They can drag me to surrender
I won’t change

Chased down by a car
Without a hand at the wheel
Crash into my heart
And I got nothing to feel
And I raise my hands
As daylight breaks the chain

All I want to know is
Are we back now fighting from the same side?
All I want to hear is
The sound of your voice on the airwaves tonight
Coz it’s high time we decided

Ooh, ooh, ooh we get the feeling it’ll never stop, never stop
Ooh, ooh, ooh, come over and tell me it’ll never stop, never stop

I look up to a sign
At the end of my street
Time ain’t gonna heal you
Like you wanted to be
Gonna take you down and
Try to break your skin
See you standing there
At the end of my dream
Come and cut the cord
Pulling at my seams
How’d I get so lost
How did I get so lost?

All I want to know is
Are we back now fighting from the same side?
Yeah, all I want to hear is
The sound of your voice on the airwaves tonight
Coz it’s high time we decided

Ooh, ooh, ooh, we get the feeling it’ll never stop, never stop
Ooh, ooh, ooh, come over and tell me it’ll never stop, never stop
Ahh you can keep to your track and I would fall back in line
But if I could see you smile, darling I would never stop
Never stop again

How’d I get so lost
How did I get so lost.

Chorus repeat

Never gonna stop
Never gonna stop with you

Uncertain Smile - The The (When Colin Smiles)

[Verse 1]
Peeling the skin back from my eyes
I felt surprised
That the time on the clock was the time
I usually retired
To the place where I cleared my head of you
But just for today I think I'll lie here and dream of you

[Chorus]
I've got you under my skin where the rain can't get in
But if the sweat pours out
Just shout
I'll try to swim and pull you out

[Verse 2]
A howling wind blows the litter
As the rain flows
And streetlamps pour orange colored shapes
Through your windows
A broken soul stares from a pair of watering eyes
Uncertain emotions force an uncertain smile

[Chorus]
I've got you under my skin where the rain can't get in
But if the sweat pours out
Just shout
I'll try to swim and pull you out

Wanting More - Absinth3 (Wanting So Much More)

Listen up
I don't wanna fight anymore
And I'd hate to lose
The one thing worth fighting for

Don't wanna live forever
No more. no more
Don't wanna live forever
No more, no more

I'm feeling something I've never felt before
I'm feeling something when you walk right out the door
I'm feeling something when you leave me wanting more
I'm feeling something when you leave me wanting more

And his eyes are open for you
No more, no more
And the night sky is glowing for you
No more. no more

I'm feeling something I've never felt before
I'm feeling something when you walk right out the door
I'm feeling something when you leave me wanting more
I'm feeling something when you leave me wanting more
x2

You’re Mine - Meiko (Netting The Butterfly)

Every time I think of you
My body, it sends me chills
I do it all for you, love
I do it for the thrill

I toss and I turn, babe
I won't let you get away
I watch and I learn, babe
Every move you make

You're mine, you're mine
I won't let you run from me this time
You're mine

We give it all I got
But you're begging me for more
All it took was one shot
Now you're down on the floor

You toss and you turn
But you like where you lay
I keep what I earned
And I like it this way

You're mine, you're mine
I won't let you run from me this time
You're mine
You're mine

Baby Boo - Trevor Something (Rocking Precious)

You make it so easy, to fall in love with you
And maybe it's cheesy, but what else can i do
I do it all for you , i do i do i do
I wrote this song for you, oooh

Yeah baby, you're my baby boo
Oh baby, baby i love you
Yeah baby, you're my baby boo
Oh baby, baby oooh oooh oooh

Yeah baby, you're my baby boo
Oh baby, baby i love you
Yeah baby, you're my baby boo
Oh baby, baby oooh oooh oooh

You've gotta believe me, cause i believe in you
And maybe i mean it, I hope all your dreams come true
I do it all for you , i do i do i do
I wrote this song for you. oooh

Yeah baby, you're my baby boo
Oh baby, baby i love you
Yeah baby, you're my baby boo
Oh baby, baby oooh oooh oooh

Yeah baby, you're my baby boo
Oh baby, baby i love you
Yeah baby, you're my baby boo
Oh baby, baby oooh oooh oooh

Baby, tell me you'll never leave
You know I'll be forever ever yours

Yeah baby, you're my baby boo
Oh baby, baby i love you
Yeah baby, you're my baby boo
Oh baby, baby oooh oooh oooh

Yeah baby, you're my baby boo
Oh baby, baby i love you
Yeah baby, you're my baby boo
Oh baby, baby oooh oooh oooh

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The Seducer Soundtrack

By MrM, December 16, 2020

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Soundtrack Track List
Dance of the Swans (Tchaikovsky) - Overture Faces In Disguise (Sunny Day Real Estate) - William Meets The Professor The Chauffeur (Duran Duran) - Club Selene at The Red Room Nocturne No. 2 (Chopin) - The Music Of The Night I’m Not In Love (Cover of 10cc by Song Sung) - Resisting The Seduction Trust In Me (Siouxsie and the Banshees) - Says The Spider To The Fly The Seventh Stranger (Duran Duran) - In Defense Of Mirrors Rhapsody Of Paganini (Rachmaninoff) - The Seduced Succumbs Silenced By The Night (Keane) - The First Bite Sea Of Sin (Depeche Mode) - To Love An Elder Shadowtime (Siouxsie and the Banshees) - The Shining Nighttime Clair De Lune (Debussy) - The Moonlight Becomes Him Soon, My Friend (M83) - Longing For The Master The Shadow Of Love (The Damned) - The Second Bite Candyman (Siouxsie and the Banshees) - Daytime Warnings Self Control (Laura Branigan) - An Unquenchable Thirst 90 Degrees (Ladytron) - The Third Bite The Killing Moon (Echo & the Bunnymen) - Dying To Live The Darkness Is No Darkness (Voces8) - The Great Seducer Awakens Sabre Dance (Khachaturian) - Night Of The Assassins Adagio (Albinoni) - The Many Deaths Of A Dark Lord My Immortal (Cover of Evanescence by Corvyx) - Facing Eternity Alone In A Lonely Place (Joy Division) - The Shadow Of Carfax House Forever (Siouxsie and the Banshees) - The Curse Of The Immortal Nightporter (Japan) - The Seducer Takes A Fledgling Always Returning II (Brian Eno) - The Phylactery And The Secret Love Song For A Vampire (Annie Lennox cover by Collin Raye) - A Spirit Set Free ————————————
Dance of the Swans (Tchaikovsky) - Overture
A Classic Overture
Faces In Disguise (Sunny Day Real Estate) - William Meets The Professor
These fears come rushing in when I enter here
Another layer on my back
A blazing fire where our glances meet
The largest feeling towering over me

Faces in disguise
Not a trace of desire

I long to take you to a secret place
Where we could lay aside our past
We'd throw the world away with all its pain
To shine like stars through storm and clouds and
Rain

Faces in disguise
Not a trace of desire
Oh faces in disguise
Not a trace of desire

Go face the day
Go and see new things
Go face the day
But you'll remember me...

I see a tear inside when you're turned away
Another wound that I'd take back
If I could fill your heart just once and then
I'd take you now where we could live again

Faces in disguise
Not a trace of desire
Oh faces in disguise
Not a trace of desire

Go face the day
Go and see new things
Go face the day
But you'll remember me...

Faces in disguise
Not a trace of desire
Oh faces in disguise
Not a trace of desire
The Chauffeur (Duran Duran) - Club Selene at The Red Room
Out on the tar plains, the glides are moving
All looking for a new place to drive
You sit beside me, so newly charming
Sweating dew drops glisten, freshing your side

And the sun drips down bedding heavy behind
The front of your vest all shadowy-lined
And the droning engine throbs in time
With your beating heart

Way down the lane away, living for another day
The aphids swarm up in the drifting haze
Swim seagull in the sky
Towards that hollow western isle
My understudy holds me fast in his gaze

And the sun drips down bedding heavy behind
The front of your vest all shadowy-lined
And the droning engine throbs in time
With your beating heart

And the sun drips down bedding heavy behind
The front of your vest all shadowy-lined
And the droning engine throbs in time
With your beating heart

Sing blue silver

And watching lovers part, I feel you smiling
What glass splinters lie so deep in your mind
To tear out from your eyes
With a thought to stiffen brooding lies
And I'll only watch you leave me further behind

And the sun drips down bedding heavy behind
The front of your vest all shadowy-lined
And the droning engine throbs in time
With your beating heart

And the sun drips down bedding heavy behind
The front of your vest all shadowy-lined
And the droning engine throbs in time
With your beating heart

Sing blue silver
Sing, sing blue silver

(Known as Albert Schweitzer

There's more to this kind of camouflage
More than just color and shape

Who's crawling now, in the tall grass near my tent?

Listen)
Nocturne No. 2 (Chopin) - The Music Of The Night
A Master At His Piano
I’m Not In Love (Cover of 10cc by Song Sung) - Resisting The Seduction
I'm not in love
So don't forget it
It's just a silly phase I'm going through
And just because
I call you up
Don't get me wrong, don't think you've got it made
I'm not in love, no no, it's because..

I like to see you
But then again
That doesn't mean you mean that much to me
So, if I call you
Don't make a fuss
Don't tell your friends about the two of us
I'm not in love, no no, it's because..

Be quiet!
Big boys don’t cry . . .

I keep your picture
Upon the wall
It hides a nasty stain that's lying there
So don't you ask me
To give it back
I know you know it doesn't mean that much to me
I'm not in love, no no, it's because..

Ooh you'll wait a long time for me
Ooh you'll wait a long time
Ooh you'll wait a long time for me
Ooh you'll wait a long time

I'm not in love
So don't forget it
It's just a silly phase I'm going through
And just because I call you up
Don't get me wrong, don't think you've got it made
I'm not in love
I'm not in love
Trust In Me (Siouxsie and the Banshees) - Says The Spider To The Fly
Trust in me, just in me
Shut your eyes and trust in me
You can sleep safe and sound
Knowing I am around

Slip into silent slumber
Sail on a silver mist
Slowly and surely your senses
Will cease to resist

Trust in me, just in me
Shut your eyes and trust in me
The Seventh Stranger (Duran Duran) - In Defense Of Mirrors
Those words are all remainders
Echoes growing in the heart of twilight
They lay back laughing at naivety's star
Awaken all those whispers in the dusty shadow of a
Passing favour
I wouldn't say that you were ruthless or right
I couldn't see from so far
Was I chasing after rainbows
One thing for sure you never answered when I called
And I wiped away the water from my face
To look through the eyes of a stranger
For rumours in the wake of such a lonely crowd
Trading in my shelter for danger
I'm changing my name just as the sun goes down
In the eyes of a stranger

Can't tell the real from reflections
When all these faces look the same to me
In every city such a desolate dream
Some days are strange to number
Some say the seventh sounds a little bit stranger
A year of Sundays seems to have drifted right by
(I could have sworn) in one evening
And I'm not seized in desperation
No steel reproaches on the table from before
But I still can feel those splinters of ice
I look through the eyes of a stranger
For rumours in the wake of such a lonely crowd
Trading in my shelter for danger
I'm changing my name just as the sun goes down
In the eyes of a stranger

I must be chasing after rainbows
One thing for sure you never answer when I call
And I wipe away the water from my face
To look through the eyes of a stranger
For rumour in the wake of such a lonely crowd
Trading in my shelter for danger
I'm changing my name just as the sun goes down
Walking away like a stranger
From rumours in the wake of such a lonely crowd
Trading in my shelter for danger
I'm changing my name just as the sun goes down
In the eyes of a stranger
Rhapsody Of Paganini (Rachmaninoff) - The Seduced Succumbs
A Classic Love Theme
Silenced By The Night (Keane) - The First Bite
In a city like mine, there's no point in fighting
I close my eyes, see you and me driving
If I am a river, you are the ocean
Got the radio on, got the wheels in motion

We were silenced by the night
But you and I, we're gonna rise again
Divided from the light
I wanna love the way we used to then

I lie in the dark, I feel I'm falling
Feel your hand on my back, hear your voice calling
I'm out of my depth, Sir, stick close to me
Because the people in this town, they look straight through me

We were silenced by the night
But you and I, we're gonna rise again
Divided from the light
I wanna love the way we used to then

Cause maybe I'm not scared of this world when you're here
And maybe I'm not scared of this world when you're here

Oh oh oh
You and I we're gonna rise again
Oh oh oh
You and I, we're gonna rise again
We were silenced by the night
But you and I, we're gonna rise again
Divided from the light
I wanna love the way we used to then
Sea Of Sin (Depeche Mode) - To Love An Elder
Sea of sin
I'm swimming in
And I'm taking a dive
My mind's in need
So my body feeds
And it keeps me alive
It gets better and better
As it gets wetter and wetter

Sea of sin
Know where you've been
But I don't care

Sea of sin
Through thick and thin
For better or worse
My mind's in need
So my body feeds
And it quenches my thirst
You look cheaper and cheaper
As we sink deeper and deeper

Sea of sin
Know where you've been
'Cause I've been there

Here under God's sky
His watchful eye
And all of the lies
My consolation prize

Sea of sin
My second skin
My home from home
When I'm in doubt
My hands reach out
And I'm never alone
It gets wetter and wetter
As it gets better and better

Sea of sin
Know where you've been
And I'm prepared
Sea of sin
Know where you've been
Yes I'm aware
Sea of sin
Know where you've been
'Cause I've been there
Sea of sin
Know where you've been
And I don't care
Sea of sin
Know where you've been
And I don't care
Shadowtime (Siouxsie and the Banshees) - The Shining Nighttime
The voice asleep, the voice has vanished
From the top of the sky to the place below
Touch the surface and the mirror bends
Your words resound, out of control

Freeze into time now

Still inside yet doubt survives
It all begins beneath the skin
No-one is near, no-one will hear
Your changeling song takes shape
In Shadowtime

Turn your wish to a vapour, the silhouette fades
Eclipse your blue eyes and the outline remains
From the house of the moon to the stars up above
Amidst the comets, first sight of love

So begin the countdown

Falling sky, a solar sigh
It all begins beneath the skin
No-one is near, no-one will hear
Your changeling song takes shape
In Shadowtime

Shadowtime

Catching fire, taking hold
All that glisters leaves you cold
No-one is near, no-one will hear
Your changeling song takes shape
In Shadowtime

Shadowtime
Clair De Lune (Debussy) - The Moonlight Becomes Him
A Classical Impression Of Moonlight
Soon, My Friend (M83) - Longing For The Master
I’ll be yours someday . . . (X)
The Shadow Of Love (The Damned) - The Second Bite
I’m caught in a trap!
I’m caught in a trap!

Don't be afraid to stand in the shadow of love
The hour is late and you know that time waits for no-one

See the glow of the soul in his face
Then you know that you're caught in the shadow of love

A brief embrace and fear and restraint have all gone
Innocence burns yes a fire that burned all along

See the doors about to swing both ways
See the answer mirrored in his gaze
Then you know that you're caught in the shadow of love

Every night, every day
I experience the most exquisite pain
A thousand whispers seem to say
I light a candle to you and I pray
I kneel to pray

Now, don't be afraid to get caught in the shadow of love
Play the game, take a chance, or you haven't the power of love

See the glow of a soul in his face
See the glow of his saving veil of grace
Then you know that you're caught in the shadow of love
You're caught in the shadow of love
Candyman (Siouxsie and the Banshees) - Daytime Warnings
Sickly sweet, his poison seeks
For the young ones who don't understand
The danger in his hands
With a jaundiced wink, see his cunning slink
Oh, trust in me, my pretty one
Come walk with me, my helpless one

Candyman

Syrup lies upon your tongue
Gelatin saliva spills
A flash of a guillotine a smile

Candyman -- oh Candyman

No pity for him, their misery screams
Unspeakable things (X)

Candyman

A cool missile, yes it's in his smile
With open arms to welcome you
Beware the masked pretender
He always lies, this candyman
Those lips conspire in treachery
To strike in cloak and dagger, see!

Candyman -- oh Candyman

And all the children, he warns "Don't tell,"
Those threats are sold
With their guilt and shame they think they're to blame
For Candyman -- oh Candyman
Self Control (Laura Branigan) - An Unquenchable Thirst
Oh, the night is my world
City light, a painted girl
In the day nothing matters
It's the night time that flatters
In the night, no control
Through the wall something's breaking
Wearing white as you're walkin'
Down the street of my soul

You take my self, you take my self control
You got me livin' only for the night
Before the morning comes, the story's told
You take my self, you take my self control

Another night, another day goes by
I never stop myself to wonder why
You help me to forget to play my role
You take my self, you take my self control

I, I live among the creatures of the night
I haven't got the will to try and fight
Against a new tomorrow, so I guess I'll just believe it
That tomorrow never comes

A safe night, I'm living in the forest of my dream
I know the night is not as it would seem
I must believe in something, so I'll make myself believe it
This night will never go

Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh

Oh, the night is my world
City light, painted girls
In the day nothing matters
It's the night time that flatters

I, I live among the creatures of the night
I haven't got the will to try and fight
Against a new tomorrow, so I guess I'll just believe it
That tomorrow never knows

A safe night, I'm living in the forest of a dream
I know the night is not as it would seem
I must believe in something, so I'll make myself believe it
This night will never go

Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
You take my self, you take my self control
You take my self, you take my self control
You take my self, you take my self control

You take my self, you take my self control
You take my self, you take my self control
You take my self, you take my self control

You take my self, you take my self control
You take my self, you take my self control
You take my self, you take my self control
90 Degrees (Ladytron) - The Third Bite
Ninety degrees in the shade
The shade that stretches forever
Over black everglades, crystallized
And circled with flames of the summer

I don’t know where you've been
Out on the sand with Medusa
And not busy with fighting gravity, The Seducer

Go now and look out your window
Go now and look out your window
Tonight belongs to you

Ninety degrees in the shade
The shade that's woven around us
Woven over and out, outside and in
Inside which they’ll never find us

I don’t know where you've been
Out on the sand with Medusa
And not busy with fighting gravity, The Seducer

Go now and look out your window
Go now and look out your window
Tonight belongs to you
I hope there’s some to share

Tonight belongs to you
I hope there’s some to share
Silent conqueror of the Night

Of the Night . . .
The Killing Moon (Echo & the Bunnymen) - Dying To Live
Under blue moon I saw you
So soon you'll take me
Up in your arms
Too late to beg you or cancel it
Though I know it must be the killing time
So willingly mine

Fate
Up against your will
Through the thick and thin
He will wait until
You give yourself to him

In starlit nights I saw you
So cruelly you kissed me
Your lips a magic world
Your sky all hung with jewels
The killing moon
Will come so soon

Fate
Up against your will
Through the thick and thin
He will wait until
You give yourself to him

Under blue moon I saw you
So soon you'll take me
Up in your arms
Too late to beg you or cancel it
Though I know it must be the killing time
So willingly mine

Fate
Up against your will
Through the thick and thin
He will wait until
You give yourself to him

Fate
Up against your will
Through the thick and thin
He will wait until
You give yourself to him
You give yourself to him

La la la la la
La la la la la
La la la la
La la la la la

Fate
Up against your will
Through the thick and thin
He will wait until
You give yourself to him
You give yourself to him

La la
La la la la la
La la la la la
La la la la la
La la la la la la la

Fate
Up against your will
Through the thick and thin
He will wait until
You give yourself to him

Fate
Up against your will
Through the thick and thin
He will wait until
You give yourself to him

La la la la la
La la la la
La la la la la
La la la
The Darkness Is No Darkness (Voces8) - The Great Seducer Awakens
The darkness is no darkness with thee,
But the night is as clear as the day.
The darkness, to thee, is no darkness at all
But the night shall be as clear as the day!

To him it is no darkness at all.
Surely, darkness shall cover thee.
But, with him it is no darkness at all.
So, with thee it shall be no darkness as well.

Sabre Dance (Khachaturian) - Night Of The Assassins
A Duel Of The Fates
Let Darkness Fall, Adagio In G Minor (Albinoni) - The Many Deaths Of A Dark Lord
Funerary Music For The Undead
My Immortal (Cover of Evanescence by Corvyx) - Facing Eternity Alone
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face, it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice, it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
All of me... me... me...
In A Lonely Place (Joy Division) - The Shadow Of Carfax House
Caressing the marble and stone,
Love that was special for one,
The waste in the fever I heat,
How I wish you were here with me now.

Body that curls in and dies,
And shares that awful daylight,
Warm like a dog round your feet,
How I wish you were here with me now.

Hangman looks round as he waits,
Cord stretches tight then it breaks,
Someday we will die in your dreams,
How I wish we were here with you now.
Forever (Siouxsie and the Banshees) - The Curse Of The Immortal
Infinity stretches unlimitlessly
Countless days pass by immeasurably
Anniversaries gutter in the maelstrom
Whirling a snowstorm of lustrous millennium

We couldn't stay together
This couldn't last forever

Senses dissolve into soliloquies
Flooding ascent in synchronicity

But we couldn't stay together
I knew this wouldn't last forever

Forever just one more time then never
This is the last string to sever

On and on
It goes on and on

I could stay wherever
I would last forever

Forever just one more time then never
This is the last string to sever

Forever never forever
This is the last string to sever
I have lost you for ever and ever
Nightporter (Japan) - The Seducer Takes A Fledgling
Could I ever explain
This feeling of love it just lingers on
The fear in my heart that keeps telling me which way to turn

We'll wander again
Our clothes they are wet
We shy from the rain
Longing to touch all the places we know we can hide
The width of a room that can hold so much pleasure inside

Here am I alone again
A quiet town where life gives in
Here am I just wandering
Nightporters go
Nightporters slip away

I'll watch for a sign
And if I should ever again cross your mind
I'll sit in my room and wait until nightlife begins
I'm catching my breath
We'll both brave the weather again

Here am I alone again
A quiet town where life gives in
Here am I just wondering
Nightporters go
Nightporters slip away
Always Returning II (Brian Eno) - The Phylactery And The Secret
The Vampire, The Sorcerer, The Lich
Love Song For A Vampire (Annie Lennox cover by Collin Raye) - A Spirit Set Free
Come into these arms again
And lay your body down
The rhythm of this trembling heart
Is beating like a drum

It beats for you, it bleeds for you
It knows not how it sounds
For it is the drum of drums
It is the song of songs...

Once I had the rarest rose
That ever deigned to bloom.
Cruel winter chilled the bud
And stole my flower too soon.

Oh loneliness - oh hopelessness
To search the ends of time
For there is in all the world
No greater love than mine.

Love, oh love, oh love...
Still falls the rain... (still falls the rain)
Love, oh love, oh, love...
Still falls the night... (still falls the night)
Love, oh love, oh love...
Be mine forever.... (be mine forever)
Love, oh love, oh love....

Let me be the only one
To keep you from the cold
Now the floor of heaven's lain
With stars of brightest gold

They shine for you - they shine for you
They burn for all to see
Come into these arms again
And set this spirit free . . . . . .

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adagio Umbereth - The Shadow Of Death

By MrM, October 31, 2019

Track List
Me (Lullaby Style) - Metallica (Demented Beginnings) Ventura Highway Instrumental - America (Passing Innocence) Candy Man - Church Of Misery (Meeting Mr. Korall) Come To Daddy - Aphex Twin (Making ‘Friends’) Inky Room - Johnny665 (Randy McAlester Dies) Patterns Of Evil - Electric Wizard (Dagon’s Promise) Dagon - Nox Arcana (The Slayer Of The Innocent) Child Of Darkness - Bedemon (The Darkening Of Randy) Came Back Haunted - Nine Inch Nails (Randy’s Fall) Shadow Of Death - Klayton (So Arises The Umbereth) Make Them Die Slowly - Church Of Misery (Familiar To The Beast) Cries In The Night - Nox Arcana (Caine, The Boy Slayer) The Temple of Lost Children - Theodore Bastard (A Decade Of Death) Eyes Without A Face - Dorian Gray Cover of Billy Idol (Through The Eyes Of Evil) Umbra - Moris Blak (Caine’s Experiences With His ‘Guardian Demon’) Matta - Brian Eno (The Wrath Of Shadows And Flame) No Peace (A Light In The Darkness) - Ironsoul (The Umbereth Weakens) I Am Nothing - Electric Wizard (The Priest, The Water, And The Void) The Fading Shadow - Arcana (The Umbereth Is Dispelled) Out Of The Depths - Patrick Hawes (The Salvation Of A Murdered Boy) Into The Light - Brand X Music (Going Home) ————————————
Me (Lullaby Style) - Metallica (Demented Beginnings)
Lullaby Of The Darkness
Ventura Highway Instrumental - America (Passing Innocence)
Instrumental for sunny days, walking down the road
Candy Man - Church Of Misery (Meeting Mr. Korall)
Beware the Candy Man
His treat is not so sweet
Come To Daddy - Aphex Twin (Making ‘Friends’)
I want your soul
I will eat your soul
Come To Daddy
(x)
AAAAAAAAAAAAAH-H
Inky Room - Johnny665 (Randy McAlester Dies)
Dark Interlude
Patterns Of Evil - Electric Wizard (Dagon’s Promise)
Rituals of evil
In dungeons dressed in black
Screaming virgins tortured
Dragged to the Devil's altar

Whipped tortured
Our ritual has begun
Witches Sabbath
All good will be undone

Patterns of evil
Whip marks across my flesh
Evil witchcraft
Disciples of death

Narcotic chanting
Female screams fill the crypts
Naked witches writhing
They offer obscene kiss

Whipped tortured
Our ritual has begun
Witches Sabbath
All good will be undone

Patterns of evil
Whip marks across my flesh
Evil witchcraft
Disciples of death

Patterns of evil
Casting shadows
Patterns of evil
Forever in my mind

Whipped tortured
Our ritual has begun
Witches Sabbath
All good will be undone

Patterns of evil
Whip marks across my flesh
Evil witchcraft
Disciples of death

Whipped tortured
Our ritual has begun
Witches Sabbath
All good will be undone

Patterns of evil
Whip marks across my flesh
Evil witchcraft
Disciples of death

Patterns of evil
Casting shadows
Patterns of evil
Forever in my mind

Patterns of evil
Casting shadows
Patterns of evil
Forever in my mind
Dagon - Nox Arcana (The Slayer Of The Innocent)
Behold mighty Dagon, the great leviathan, risen from the black depths of the eternal sea
For he is the avatar of Cthulhu, who lies dreaming in deathless slumber in his ancient temple in R'lyeh
Child Of Darkness - Bedemon (The Darkening Of Randy)
Come with me now, Child of darkness
Come with me into the night
Let me show you this land of enchantment
Let me be your guiding light

This world is dead: It's broken its back
But I can show you what's being done
It all lies now within your soul, boy
Use your mind and it will come
My child of darkness has given his gift
Of love and lust and burning desire
He lies now while the wind blows gently
Carrying his charms, set the night on fire

Came Back Haunted - Nine Inch Nails (Randy’s Fall)
Ha-ha-haunted

The throat is deep and the mouth is wide
Saw some things on the other side
Made me promise to never tell
But you know me, I can't help myself

Now I've got something you have to see
They put something inside of me
The smile is red and its eyes are black
I don't think I'll be coming back

I don't believe it
I had to see it
I came back haunted
I came back haunted

I said goodbye but I
I had to try
I came back haunted
C-c-c-came back haunted

Everywhere now reminding me
I am not who I used to be
I'm afraid this has just begun
Consequences for what I've done, yeah

I don't believe it
I had to see it
I came back, I came back haunted
C-c-c-came back haunted

I said goodbye but I
I had to try
I came back, I came back haunted
I c-c-c-came back haunted

I don't believe it
I had to see it
I came back, I came back haunted
C-c-c-came back haunted

I said goodbye but I
I had to try
I came back, I came back haunted
C-c-c-came back haunted

They tried to tell me but I
I couldn't stop myself and I
I came back, I came back haunted
C-c-c-came back haunted

Just can't
Stop
Came back ha-ha-haunted
[x9]

Just can't
Stop

Shadow Of Death - Klayton (So Arises The Umbereth)
Splatter Music
Make Them Die Slowly - Church Of Misery (Familiar To The Beast)
Hustling, grifting, trickery, double-dealing and deceit
I did what I could to survive on these desolate streets
In cold-blood spite I murder, life just an abject game
I bludgeon you down if you have anything I can take

I'll hang you high and drain your blood
Sip on the nectar while your bones reduce to sludge
Submerge your carcass in the drum
Sulphuric acid bath, without a trace you're gone

Psychopath, vampire lunatic
Decadence burns in my brain
With no penitence
I smile as I bring you pain
Enter my house of perversion
A workshop of torment and death
Adrenaline pumps in my veins
As you draw your last breath

I'll hang you high and drain your blood
Sip on the nectar while your bones reduce to sludge
Submerge your carcass in the drum
Sulfuric acid bath, without a trace you're gone

I'll haunt your every sleepless night
And every time you close your eyes
Sick and depraved, defective mind
Everything I touch, dies! (in acid)

Make Em Die!
Make Em Die!
Make Em Die!
Slowly!

Make Em Die!
Make Em Die!
Make Em Die!
Slowly!
Cries In The Night - Nox Arcana (Caine, The Boy Slayer)
The Deathless Screams of the Dying Innocent
The Temple Of Lost Children - Theodore Bastard (A Decade Of Death)
Ten to One-Hundred Years of Carnage
Eyes Without A Face - Dorian Gray Cover of Billy Idol (Through The Eyes Of Evil)
I'm all out of hope
One more bad dream
Could bring a fall
When I'm far from home
Don't call me on the phone
To tell me you're alone
It's easy to deceive
It's easy to tease
But hard to get release

(Les yeux sans visage)
Eyes without a face
(Les yeux sans visage)
Eyes without a face
(Les yeux sans visage)
Eyes without a face
Got no human grace
You're eyes without a face

I spend so much time
Believing all the lies
To keep the dream alive
Now it makes me sad
It makes me mad at truth
For loving what was you

(Les yeux sans visage)
Eyes without a face
(Les yeux sans visage)
Eyes without a face
(Les yeux sans visage)
Eyes without a face
Got no human grace
You're eyes without a face

When you hear the music, you make a dip
Into someone else's pocket then make a slip
Steal a car and go to Las Vegas
Oh, the gigolo pool
Hanging out by the state line
Turning holy water into wine
Drinking it down, oh
I'm on a bus on a psychedelic trip
Reading murder books, trying to stay hip
I'm thinking of you and you're out there, so
Say your prayers
Say your prayers
Say your prayers

Now I close my eyes
And I wonder why
I don't despise
Now all I can do
Is love what was once
So alive and new
But it's gone from your eyes
I'd better realise

(Les yeux sans visage)
Eyes without a face
(Les yeux sans visage)
Eyes without a face
(Les yeux sans visage)
Eyes without a face
Got no human grace
You're eyes without a face
Such a human waste
You're eyes without a face
And now it's getting worse
Umbra - Moris Blak (Caine’s Experiences With His ‘Guardian Demon’)
Music Of The Shadow
Matta - Brian Eno (The Wrath Of Shadows And Flame)
A Mystery of the Light
No Peace (A Light In The Darkness) - Ironsoul (The Umbereth Weakens)
A song of painful awakening
I Am Nothing - Electric Wizard (The Priest, The Water, And The Void)
Stillborn children, Saturn's children, the screaming dead.
We have created this abyss, darkness surrounding us.
Raise the flag of hate against this human race.
Rise and kill, and wipe them all away.

I am nothing.
I mean nothing.
I see nothing.
I feel nothing – as I kill you.

We, the old ones, did not forget.
I am the Supercoven, I wait with bated breath.
They think themselves as gods, now are they free?
Mindless slaves to their lusts and technology.

I am nothing.
I mean nothing.
I see nothing.
I feel nothing as I kill you.

I am nothing.
I feel nothing.
You are nothing.
Yes, I am nothing.

Gonna kill you, babe.
Gonna kill you for nothing.
I am nothing.
I am nothing.

You feel pain.
Nothing.
Nothing.
I feel nothing as I kill you.
The Fading Shadow - Arcana (The Umbereth Is Dispelled)
We're all swept away by the winds
And by the floods of pain

We're all being crushed by the storm
And the waves of indifference

We're all being shattered
And punished by the powers of sadomasochism

Soon their powers are gone
The shadows will fade away
Out Of The Depths - Patrick Hawes (The Salvation Of A Murdered Boy)
Out of the depths, Lord,
Lord hear my voice,
Hear my supplication.
Wait for the Lord,
With Him is mercy.
He shall redeem his people.
More than the watchmen
My soul waits for Him
Before the morning watch.
With Him is plenteous redemption.
Trust in the Lord.
Into The Light - Brand X Music (Going Home)
‘Mama? I’m coming home!’

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Brandon Smiling: The Sweet Soundtrack :D

By MrM, September 26, 2017

Link to Playlist on YouTube:

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Various Artists
Iris – Future Sunsets Cover of Goo Goo Dolls (The General Theme for the Billy Chase Chronicles – Brandon Style!) Let It Happen – Tame Impala (The Shower, Brandon’s Theme) The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face – George Michael Cover of Roberta Flack (The Mall, Main Love Theme) Ask – Brothertiger Cover of The Smiths (The Library Theme) The Air That I Breathe – k.d. lang Cover of The Hollies (The First Time Billy and Brandon Make Love) Perfect Day - Duran Duran Cover of Lou Reed (Weekends with Marie) Make Me Smile (Come Up and See Me) – Cockney Rebel (Brandon Smiling, AJ Frowning) He Loves - Cinnamon Chasers (He Loves Me? He Loves Me Not?) The Things You Said – Depeche Mode (The Breakup) The Lover After Me – Savage Garden
(Walking By Billy’s House At Night, Brandon’s Lament) Your Eyes Open – Keane (Brandon’s Curse) Living A Boy’s Adventure Tale – A-ha
(Billy’s and Brandon’s Journey Through Heart Break) Let Down – Radiohead (Brandon Descending) Brandon – William Fizsimmons (Brian, Brandon’s Father, Agonizes) How To Disappear Completely – Radiohead (The Note) Late October – Brian Eno and Harold Budd (The Bridge) You Are Young – Keane (Chandler’s Words of Salvation) Believe – The Bravery (Trying to Hold On to Something To Believe In) Last Chance on the Stairway (Manchester Demo) - Duran Duran (An Adult's Party) Save a Prayer - Duran Duran (Losing It to a Stranger) Crash and Burn – Savage Garden (Stevie to the Rescue!) Fix You – Coldplay (Stevie’s Love for Brandon) Someone Else Not Me – Duran Duran (Stevie’s Sacrifice) Ordinary World – Duran Duran (Brandon Growing) Running In Circles – Pop, ETC. (Brandon’s Struggles) Trust – The Cure (The Hill, Billy’s Plea) Chains - Brothertiger (The Hill, Brandon's Cautious Acceptance) We've Only Just Begun - Barry Manilow Cover of The Carpenters (Brandon and Billy Reunite) The One – Elton John (Brandon’s Unshakeable Commitment) Fifteen - Goldroom and Chela (Looking Back On a Special Time In Your Life) Kiss Me Like Nobody's Watching! - Simple Plan (Kissin' At The Concert) Everything - FM-84, MrM (Billy Means Everything) Half Awake - Porcelain Raft (Coming Over) Something About Us - Daft Punk (One Hot Summer Afternoon) Do Me, Baby - Prince (Brandon Giving His All) Smalltown Boy - Bronski Beat (. . . and then Billy's Mom walks in.) Tears - FM-84, MrM ('Why Can't She See All My Tears?') Talk - Coldplay (Talking To Chandler) Secret - OMD (Sharing Secrets) Leave Yourself Alone - Porcelain Raft (Brandon Accepting) True Colors - Cyndi Lauper (Chandler Helps Brandon Spread His Wings) All In My Head - Porcelain Raft (Slaying Closet Dragons) Sexy Boy - Air (Loving The Dream Boy) Innamorata Mia - Il Canguro (Mama's Love Song In Billy's Ear) Back To Us - Brothertiger (Stevie's Back) Leave A Light On - Duran Duran (Awkward Devotional) Watch How You Go - Keane (Stevie Lets Brandon Go A Second Time) Throwing Stones Aeon Rings Remix - Empathy Test, Aeon Rings (A Broken Window) Condemnation - Depeche Mode (Jimmy LaPlane Strikes Back) Stay Away - Nirvana (Brandon Defending) Cast In Steel - A-Ha (Boys Inseparable) The Scientist - Glee Cover of Coldplay (Reaffirmations and the Long Road Taken) Count On Me - Camouflage (Brandon Devoted) Insatiable - Darren Hayes (Brandon Can Never Get Enough Of Billy) Lyrics
Iris – Future Sunsets Cover of Goo Goo Dolls (The General Theme for the Billy Chase Chronicles – Brandon Style!)
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't wanna miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
.....of who I am
When you can't fight the tears that are coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
.....of who I am
.....of who I am
.....of who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
Let It Happen – Tame Impala (The Shower, Brandon’s Theme)
It's always around me, all this noise
But, not really as loud as the voice saying
Let it happen, let it happen (It's gonna feel so good)
Just let it happen, let it happen
All this running around
Trying to cover my shadow
An ocean growing inside
All the others seem shallow
All this running around
Bearing down on my shoulders
I can hear an alarm
Must be morning
I heard about a whirlwind that's coming 'round
It's gonna carry off all that isn't bound
And when it happens, when it happens (I will be holding on)
So let it happen, let it happen
All this running around
I can't fight it much longer
Something's trying to get out
And it's never been closer
If my ticker fails
Make up some other story
And if I never come back
Tell my father I'm sorry...
I do not vanish
You will not scare me
Try to get through me
Try to push through me
You are now thinking
That I will not do it
Maybe your love is true
And I am just stupid
Take the next ticket
To take the next train
Why would I do it?
And you want to think that....
....Maybe I don't want to be all alone
Or Maybe I was ready all along
Oh Baby, All I ever wanted was
The sound of our mending
I was ready all along.
The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face – George Michael Cover of Roberta Flack (The Mall, Main Love Theme)
The first time ever I saw your face
I thought the sun rose in your eyes
And the moon and the stars were the gifts you gave
To the dark and the empty skies, my love
To the dark and the empty skies
The first time ever I kissed your mouth
I felt the earth move in my hands
Like the trembling heart of a captive bird
That was there at my command, my love
That was there...
And the first time ever I lay with you
And felt your heart so close to mine
And I knew our joy would fill the earth
And last 'till the end of time, my love
It would last 'till the end of time
The first time ever I saw your face
Your face, your face
Ask – Brothertiger Cover of The Smiths (The Library Theme)
Shyness is nice, but
Shyness can stop you
From doing all the things in life
You'd like to
Shyness is nice, but
Shyness can stop you
From doing all the things in life
You'd like to
But, if there's something you'd like to try
If there's something you'd like to try
Ask me, I won't say no, how can I?
Coyness is nice, but
Coyness can stop you
From saying all the things in
Life you'd like to
But, if there's something you'd like to try
If there's something you'd like to try
Ask me, I won't say no, how can I?
Spending warm summer days indoors
Writing frightening verse
To a buck-toothed girl in Luxembourg
Ask me, ask me, ask me
Ask me, ask me, ask me
Because
If it's not love
Then it's the bond, the bond, the bond, the bond, the bond, the bond, the bond
That will bring us together
Nature is a language, can't you read?
Nature is a language, can't you read?
Ask me, ask me, ask me
Ask me, ask me, ask me
Because
If it's not love
Then it's the bond, the bond, the bond, the bond, the bond, the bond, the bond
That will bring us together
If it's not love
Then it's the bond
Then it's the bond
That will bring us together
Together
Ask me, ask me, ask me
Ask me, ask me, ask me
Because
Oh, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la
La, la, la, la
La, la, la, la
La, la, la, la
La, la, la, la
La, la, la, la
La, la, la, la
The Air That I Breathe – k.d. lang Cover of The Hollies
(The First Time Billy and Brandon Make Love)
If I could make a wish, I think I'd pass
Can't think of anything I need
No cigarettes, no sleep, no light, no sound
Nothing to eat, no books to read
Making love with you has left me peaceful, warm and tired
What else could I ask, there's nothing to be desired
Peace came upon me and it leaves me weak
So sleep, silent angel, go to sleep
Sometimes —
All I need is the air that I breathe and to love you
All I need is the air that I breathe and to love you
All I need is the air that I breathe ...
Making love with you has left me peaceful, warm and tired
What more could I ask, there's nothing to be desired
Sometimes —
All I need is the air that I breathe and to love you
All I need is the air that I breathe and to love you
All I need is the air that I breathe ...
Peace came upon me and it leaves me weak
So sleep, silent angel, go to sleep
Sleep, silent angel, go to sleep ...
Perfect Day - Duran Duran Cover of Lou Reed (Weekends with Marie)
Just a perfect day
Drink Sangria in the park
And then later
When it gets dark, we go home
Just a perfect day
Feed animals in the zoo
Then later
A movie, too, and then home
Oh, it's such a perfect day
I'm glad I spent it with you
Oh, such a perfect day
You just keep me hanging on
You just keep me hanging on
Just a perfect day
Problems all left alone
Weekenders on our own
It's such fun
Just a perfect day
You made me forget myself
I thought I was
Someone else, someone good
Oh, it's such a perfect day
I'm glad I spent it with you
Oh, such a perfect day
You just keep me hanging on
You just keep me hanging on
You're going to reap just what you sow
You're going to reap just what you sow
You're going to reap just what you sow
You're going to reap just what you sow
Make Me Smile (Come Up and See Me) – Cockney Rebel
(Brandon Smiling and AJ Frowning)
You've done it all, you've broken every code
And pulled the rebel to the floor
You spoilt the game, no matter what you say
For only metal - what a bore!
Blue eyes, blue eyes
How come you tell so many lies?
Come up and see me, make me Smile
Or do what you want, running wild
There's nothing left, all gone and run away
Maybe you'll tarry for a while
It's just a test, a game for us to play
Win or lose, it's hard to Smile
Resist, resist
It's from yourself you have to hide
So, come up and see me, make me Smile
Or do what you want, running wild
There ain't no more, you've taken everything
From my belief in Mother Earth
How can you ignore my faith in everything?
'Cause i know what faith is and what it's worth
Away, away
And don't say maybe you'll try
To come up and see me, make me Smile
Or do what you want, running wild......
He Loves – Cinnamon Chasers (He Loves Me? He Loves Me Not?)

Instrumental refrain of Lovin U from the Billy Chase soundtrack
The Things You Said – Depeche Mode (The Breakup)
I heard it from my friends
About the things you said
I heard it from my friends
About the things you said
But they know me better than that
They know me better than that
They know my weaknesses
I never tried to hide them
They know my weaknesses
I never denied them
I heard it from my friends
About the things you said
I heard it from my friends
About the things you said
How can a view become so twisted?
How can a view become so twisted?
They know my weaknesses
I never tried to hide them
They know my weaknesses
You tried them
I get so carried away
You brought me down to earth
I thought we had something precious
Now I know what it's worth
I heard it from my friends
About the things you said
I heard it from my friends
About the things you said
I've never felt so disappointed
Never felt so disappointed
They know my weaknesses
I never tried to hide them
They know my weaknesses
You thought that you liked them
They know me better than that
The Lover After Me – Savage Garden
(Walking By Billy’s House At Night, Brandon’s Lament)
Here I go again I promised myself I wouldn't think of you today
It's been seven months and counting
You've moved on
I still feel exactly the same
It's just that everywhere I go all the buildings know your name
Like photographs and memories of love
Steel and granite reminders
The city calls your name and I can't move on
Ever since you've been gone
The lights go out the same
The only difference is
You call another name
To your love
To your lover now
To your love
The lover after me
Am I all alone in the universe?
There's no love on these streets
I have given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway
So this is my new freedom
It's funny
I don't remember being chained
But nothing seems to make sense anymore
Without you I'm always twenty minutes late
Ever since you've been gone
The lights go out the same
The only difference is
You call another name
To your love
To your lover now
To your love
The lover after me
And time goes by so slowly
The nights are cold and lonely
I shouldn't be holding on
But I'm still holding on for you
Here I go again
I promised myself I wouldn't think of you today
But I'm standing at your doorway
I'm calling out your name because I can't move on
Ever since you've been gone
The lights go out the same
The only difference is
You call another name
To your love
To your lover now
To your love
The lover after me
Oh no, no no!
To your love
To your lover now
The lover after me
The lover after me
Your Eyes Open – Keane (Brandon’s Curse)
Well it's a lonely road that you have chosen
Morning comes and you don't want to know me anymore
And it's a long time since your heart was frozen
Morning comes and you don't want to know me anymore
For a moment your eyes open and you know
All the things I ever wanted you to know
I don't know you, and I don't want to
Till the moment your eyes open and you know
That it's a lonely place that you have run to
Morning comes and you don't want to know me anymore
And it's a lonely end that you will come to
Morning comes and you don't want to know me anymore
For a moment your eyes open and you know
All the things I ever wanted you to know
I don't know you, and I don't want to
Till the moment your eyes open and you know
For a moment your eyes open and you know
All the things I ever wanted you to know
I don't know you, and I don't want to
Till the moment your eyes open and you know
Living A Boy’s Adventure Tale – A-ha
(Billy’s and Brandon’s Journey Through Heart Break)
(Agonized Calling)
(Brandon)
I've fixed my dwelling for the night
Lights in pairs come passing by
where I hide
I'll need some time now on my own
Leave my loneliness alone
To lick my wounds
Night has found me just in time
to help me close my eyes
one more time
Living a boy's adventure tale
In so many ways
Living a boy's adventure tale
For so many days
I'm living a boy's adventure tale
Can't escape, if I wanted to
Living a boy's adventure tale
I may be dreaming but I feel awake
(Billy)
I've been lost in so many places
Seeking love in so many faces
A change of weather,
the rain pours down
My head in hands,
pressed to the ground
And where am I supposed to go now?
Living a boy's adventure tale
In so many ways
Living a boy's adventure tale (aah)
Living a boy's adventure tale
a voice I hear
Living a boy's adventure tale
Singing a lullaby for me
(Both)
Living a boy's adventure tale
Because of you
Living a boy's adventure tale
Oh you know it's true
I'm living a boy's adventure tale
In so many ways (aah)
For so many days
I love you. I love you
So many ways
(Agonized Calling)
Let Down – Radiohead (Brandon Descending)
Transport
Motorways and tramlines
Starting and then stopping
Taking off and landing
The emptiest of feelings
Disappointed people
Clinging onto bottles
And when it comes it's so so disappointing
Let down and hanging around
Crushed like a bug in the ground
Let down and hanging around
Shell smashed, juices flowing
Wings twitch legs are going
Don't get sentimental
It always ends up drivel
One day I am gonna grow wings
A chemical reaction
Hysterical and useless
Hysterical and....
....Let down and hanging around
Crushed like a bug in the ground
Let down and hanging around
Let down and hanging
Let down and hanging
Let down and hanging
You know, you know where you are with
You know where you are with
Floor collapsing, floating
Bouncing back and....
....One day I am gonna grow wings
A chemical reaction
(You know where you are)
Hysterical and useless
(You know where you are)
Hysterical and
(You know where you are)
Let down and hanging around
Crushed like a bug in the ground
Let down and hanging around
Brandon – William Fizsimmons (Brian, Brandon’s Father, Agonizes)
I could love you
I would sew the seeds again
If you take down
Your justified defense
If they chase you
Because you are not the same
I will run too
And call you by your name
Have I only let you down
May I lay beside you now
In the backyard
Where they tore your clothes away
So you scrubbed at
The blood to wash away
Have I only let you down
May I lay beside you now (x2)
How To Disappear Completely – Radiohead (The Note)
That there, that's not me
I go where I please
I walk through walls
I float down the Liffey
I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here, I'm not here
In a little while
I'll be gone
The moment's already passed
Yeah, it's gone
I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here, I'm not here
Strobe lights and blown speakers
Fireworks and hurricanes
I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here, I'm not here....
AHHHHHHHH.......HuHHHhhh...
Late October – Brian Eno and Harold Budd (The Bridge)
(Somber Interlude)
You Are Young – Keane (Chandler’s Words of Salvation)
Fearful child have faith in brighter days
Stay until this darkness fades away
Lie still beside me
I'll hold you now, I'll hold you forever
Winter's hand will freeze your heart again
Doors will close, no time to start again
Nothing is given
Except the ties that hold us together
Lay down your load
'Cause every day it's gonna grow
And bask in the sunshine
Try to pay no mind
Try to pay no mind at all
To all the things that you don't know
You've got time to realize you're shielded by the hands of Love
'Cause you are young
Fading light may make a fool of me
Courage fails, strengths slip away from me
Lie still beside me
And hold me now, and hold me forever
Lay down your load
'Cause every day it's gonna grow
These days are sacred
Hey now, don't be scared
Baby, don't be scared at all
Of all the things that you don't know
You've got time to realize you're shielded by the hands of Love
'Cause you are young
You've got time, you've got to try
To bring some good into this world
'Cause you are young
'Cause you are young
Oh-oh-oh...
'Cause you are young
Believe – The Bravery (Trying to Hold On to Something To Believe In)
The faces all around me they don't smile they just crack
Waiting for our ship to come but our ships not coming back
We do have time like pennies in a jar
What are we saving for?
What are we saving for?
There's a smell of stale feeling that's drinking from my skins
The drinking never stops because the drink off all our sins
We sit and throw our roots into the floor
What are we waiting for?
What are we waiting for?
So give me something to believe
'Cause I am living just to breathe
And I need something more
To keep on breathing for
So give me something to believe
Something's always coming you can hear it in the ground
It swells into the air with the rising, rising sound
And never comes but shakes the boards and rattles all the doors
What are we waiting for?
What are we waiting for?
So give me something to believe
'Cause I am living just to breathe
And I need something more
To keep on breathing for
So give me something to believe
I am hiding from some beast
But the beast was always here
Watching without eyes
Because the beast is just my fear
That I am just nothing
Now it's just what I've become
What am I waiting for?
Its already done
Oh
So give me something to believe
'Cause I am living just to breathe
And I need something more
To keep on breathing for
So give me something to believe
And I need something more
To keep on breathing for
So give me something to believe
Last Chance On The Stairway (Manchester Demo) – Duran Duran (An Adult's Party)
Refrain from In Chandler's Hands
Save a Prayer (Arena Version) – Duran Duran (Losing It to a Stranger)
Refrain from In Chandler's Hands
Crash and Burn – Savage Garden (Stevie to the Rescue!)
When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone
When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone
'Cause there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breathe again
When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone
Fix You – Coldplay (Stevie’s Love for Brandon)
When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face and I...
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I...
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And
...I will try to fix you
Someone Else Not Me – Duran Duran (Stevie’s Sacrifice)
Now while the beat is slow
Here in your arms I sway
Now that the light is low
Something I want to say
I guess you've known it for a while
But I mean trouble
I only want to see you Smile
And I burst this bubble
The hardest thing is to let go
When love is real...
Like a flower loves a bee
But I know you're meant to give yourself to someone else
Not me
And I could carry on with you
Does that sound crazy?
I think you feel the same way too
And you can't face it
The hardest thing is to let go
But it's not defeat
When you set somebody free
And I know you're meant to be yourself with someone else
Not me
Can you let go?
'Cause that's love that's real
Like a flower loves a bee
And you know you're meant to give yourself to someone else
Not me
Somebody else not me
Meant for somebody else not me
Somebody else not me
Ordinary World – Duran Duran (Brandon Growing)
Came in from a rainy Thursday on the avenue
Thought I heard you talking softly
I turned on the lights, the TV, and the radio
Still I can't escape the ghost of you
What has happened to it all?
Crazy some say
Where is the life that I recognize?
Gone away
But I won't cry for yesterday
There's an ordinary world
Somehow I have to find
And as I try to make my way
To the ordinary world
I will learn to survive
Passion or coincidence once prompted you to say
"Pride will tear us both apart"
Well now prides gone out the window
Cross the rooftops, run away
Left me in the vacuum of my heart
What is happening to me?
Crazy some say
Where is my friend when I need you most?
Gone away
But I won't cry for yesterday
There's an ordinary world
Somehow I have to find
And as I try to make my way
To the ordinary world
I will learn to survive
Papers in the roadside tell of suffering and greed
Feared today, forgot tomorrow
Besides the news of holy war and holy need
Ours is just a little sorrowed talk
And I don't cry for yesterday
There's an ordinary world
Somehow I have to find
And as I try to make my way
To the ordinary world
I will learn to survive
Every world is my world
(I will learn to survive)
Any world is my world
(I will learn to survive)
Any world is my world
Every world is our world
Running In Circles – Pop, ETC. (Brandon’s Struggles)
Every time I run, every time I run
Where do I end up?
Back at the start, staring back at you
Right where we left off
But the harder I am pushed
The easier it gets to forget
All the reasons why I could never find
The words to explain this
Oh, we came so close
It felt so close we could taste it
But there's nothing left to do
There's nothing we can do if we face it
It's part of me
It's part of you, but it's wasted
No, there's nothing left to do
There's nothing we can do to replace it
Now I'm running in circles without you
I'm running in circles without you
I'm running in circles without you
I'm running in circles without you
I can see your eyes, I can see your eyes
Looking for new life
Where there once was a heart, some kind of beat
Now is it complete?
No matter how many times
I tell myself it was right
Every day I know I can only play
This way to lose the fight
Oh, we came so close
It felt so close we could taste it
But there's nothing left to do
There's nothing we can do if we face it
It's part of me
It's part of you, but it's wasted
No, there's nothing left to do
There's nothing we can do to replace it
Now I'm running in circles without you
I'm running in circles without you
I'm running in circles without you
I'm running in circles without you
I'm running in circles without you
I'm running in circles without you
I'm running in circles without you
I'm running in circles without you
Trust – The Cure (The Hill, Billy’s Plea)
There's no-one left in the world
That i can hold onto
There is really no-one left at all
There is only you
And if you leave me now
You leave all that we were
Undone
There is really no-one left
You are the only one
And still the hardest part for you
Is to put your trust in me
I love you more than i can say
Why won't you just believe? (x2)
Chains - Brothertiger (The Hill, Brandon's Heart is Turned)
We can go to the other side
Take me as I am tonight
Tell me what you want to do
I don't know where to begin
Losing hold of you again
Hoping we can make this through
And it's true
I'd say
That there's an emptiness between us today
It's up to you
If I stay
But there's a feeling that I just can't take
And so I might walk away when I get caught up
It's all for you when I give my love
To tell the truth I can say that things aren't quite the same
Maybe we can break the chains that are holding you down
Because it's you I want to be around
I'll follow through with all the decisions I have made
I can't seem to understand
Why you feel so different
I wonder why you act this way
Can I reach the top of it?
I'm running out of innocence
Hoping it will end someday
And it's true
I'd say
There's a connection still between us today
It's up to you
If I stay
And there's a feeling that I just can't shake
And so I might walk away when I get caught up
It's all for you when I give my love
To tell the truth I can say that things aren't quite the same
Maybe we can break the chains that are holding you down
Because it's you I want to be around
I'll follow through with all the decisions I have made
(Break, Break the chain and I'll remain!)
(Break, Break the chain and I'll remain!)
(Break, Break the chain and I'll remain!)
(Break, Break the chain and I'll remain!)
We've Only Just Begun - The Carpenters (Billy and Brandon Reunite)
We've only just begun to live
White lace and promises
A kiss for luck and we're on our way
(We've only begun)
Before the risin' sun, we fly
So many roads to choose
We'll start out walkin' and learn to run
(And yes, we've just begun)
Sharing horizons that are new to us
Watching the signs along the way
Talkin' it over, just the two of us
Workin' together day to day
Together
And when the evening comes, we smile
So much of life ahead
We'll find a place where there's room to grow
(And yes, we've just begun)
Sharing horizons that are new to us
Watching the signs along the way
Talkin' it over, just the two of us
Workin' together day to day
Together
Together
And when the evening comes, we smile
So much of life ahead
We'll find a place where there's room to grow
And yes, we've just begun
The One - Elton John (Brandon’s Unshakeable Commitment)
I saw you dancing out the ocean
Running fast along the sand
A spirit born of earth and water
Fire flying from your hands
In the instant that you love someone
In the second that the hammer hits
Reality runs up your spine
And the pieces finally fit
And all I ever needed was The One
Like freedom fields where wild horses run
When stars collide like you and I
No shadows block the sun
You're all I've ever needed
Baby you're The One
There are caravans we follow
Drunken nights in dark hotels
When chances breathe between the silence
Where sex and love no longer gel
For each man in his time is Cain
Until he walks along the beach
And sees his future in the water
A long lost heart within his reach
And all I ever needed was The One
Like freedom fields where wild horses run
When stars collide like you and I
No shadows block the sun
You're all I've ever needed
Oh Baby you're The One . . .
Fifteen - Goldroom and Chela (Looking Back On a Special Time In Your Life)
It's been a long time
Wondering why
The summer smells like sin and wonder
Feels like it's
Gone inside of
A place and time I dream about when
I get to walkin'
Oh let us always
The summer sun I can't go back to
The touch of your skin
On my skin
Look away these times are backwards
I'll let you know we'll look back up in time
But we were only fifteen
Fifteen we're floating through the slipstream
You're with me
We were only fifteen
Fifteen just floating through the slipstream
It's been a long time
Wondering why
The summer smells like sin and wonder
Feels like it's
Gone inside of
A place and time I dream about when
I get to walkin'
Oh let us always
The summer sun I can't go back to
The touch of your skin
On my skin
Look away these times are backwards
I'll let you know we'll look back up in time
But we were only fifteen
Fifteen we're floating through the slipstream
You're with me
We were only fifteen
Fifteen just floating through the slipstream
Kiss Me Like Nobody's Watching! - Simple Plan (Kissin' At The Concert)
I wanna paint it on every wall
And shout it out up and down the halls
I wanna post it in shining lights
‘Cause I just can't keep it bottled up inside
I wanna call up every single person I know
Write a song and play it on the radio
Stick a message in a bottle then I'll let it go
I don't care what people might think
I got your name in permanent ink
‘Cause baby this ship ain't never gonna sink
So kiss me
Like nobody's watching
Yeah people are talkin’
It doesn't matter what they say
Just kiss me
In the middle of the streets
To let the whole world see
That there’s nobody else for me
There’s nobody else for me
People around us are cynical
Go ahead and say that we're typical
True love is dead, well that's a lie
‘Cause we'll be together ‘til the end of time
Now I'm burnin’ up I'm speaking in tongues
Listen to my heart it's beating like a drum
I'm screaming your name at the top of my lungs
I don't care what people might think
I got your name in permanent ink
‘Cause baby this ship ain't never gonna sink
So kiss me
Like nobody's watching
Yeah people are talkin’
It doesn't matter what they say
Just kiss me
In the middle of the streets
To let the whole world see
That there’s nobody else for me
There’s nobody else for me
I wanna call up every single person I know
Write a song and play it on the radio
I don't care what people might think
I got your name in permanent ink
‘Cause baby this ship ain't never gonna sink
So kiss me
Like nobody's watching
Yeah people are talkin’
It doesn't matter what they say
Just kiss me
In the middle of the streets
To let the whole world see
That there’s nobody else for me, for me
There’s nobody else for me, for me
There’s nobody else for me
Everything - FM-84, MrM (Billy Means Everything)
I Was All Alone
A Complete Unknown
Hidden Timidly
In a Library
Lonely
Invisibly
Reluctantly
Eternally (x4)
Then I felt something
That got me looking
Which got me seeing
And then believing
By Trusting
and
Accepting
Letting In
And
Letting Go
That by not trying
And by not looking
And by not seeking
I'd fi—nd . . .
Everything!
I Found Everything! (x3)
I Found
Everything Everything Everything Everything
Everything Everything Everything Everything (x2)
Knowing Nothing
And
Everything
Letting In
And
Letting Go
I could never know
That with every blow
I'm bravely taking
What I've been missing
That by my stressing
And all my praying
And all my wanting
And all my fighting
I needed nothing
To help in finding
That One who's waiting
That me—ans ….
Every— -thing!
(Everything Everything Everything Everything
Everything Everything Everything Everything)
(X Backup repeat till end)
You Mean Everything (2x)
You Mean Everything to me
I Found Everything (2x)
I Found Everything in you
Never Lose My Everything (2x)
I will never lose you!
Because . . .
You Are My Everything (2x)
You Will Always Be
My Everything!

Half Awake - Porcelain Raft (Coming Over)
Rushing all the way falling into a hole that brings me to the other side of the world
should i come over
since i am half awake
i look up i put my glasses on here they are giant insects are eating the sand
should i come over
i think i am half awake
people with opinions feel the need to let the public know this is the way it should be done
i'm falling over
need to see you again
figure out a way to compensate a lack of meanings you thought were there but there's a hole instead
i'm coming over
i need to see you again
awaaaaaaaaa a ahaaaaa
still i'm away now
aww haaaaaaaa
i'm away
ohhhh wooowwoooo ohhhh ohhhh wooowwoooo
the desire this is still the promises hard to believe one day we will be gone
let me come over
need to see you again
Something About Us - Daft Punk (One Hot Summer Afternoon)
It might not be the right time
I might not be the right one
But there's something about us I want to say
Cause there's something between us anyway
I might not be the right one
It might not be the right time
But there's something about us I've got to do
Some kind of secret I will share with you
I need you more than anything in my life
I want you more than anything in my life
I'll miss you more than anyone in my life
I love you more than anyone in my life
Do Me, Baby - Prince (Brandon Giving His All)
Here we are in this big old empty room
Staring each other down
You want me just as much as I want you
Let's stop fooling around
Take me baby, kiss me all over, play with my love
Bring out what's been in me for far too long
Baby, you know that's all I've been dreaming of
Do me baby, like you never done before
Ho, ooh give it to me till I just can't take no more
C'mon, do me baby, like you never done before
Ho, ooh, I want you now, I just can't wait no more, can't wait, oh
Hoo, hoo, hoo, oh
Here we are looking for a reason
For you to lay me down
For a love like ours is never out of season
So baby please stop teasing me
Ooh, what ya do, I can never love no other
You're the best I ever had
Whenever we're not close to one another
I just want you so bad
So do me baby (do me baby), like you never done before
Ooh, give it to me till I just can't take no more
C'mon, do me baby, like you never done before
Ooh, I want you now, I just can't wait no more
I said, ooh
Ooh, ah
Ooh, ah
Ooh
Do me baby, yeah, do me baby, give it to me
Oh, oh, oh, oh, do me baby, ooh
I want you now, ooh, yeah
Do me baby
Ooh, give it to me
Do me baby, do me baby, don't want to do it all alone
I want your love, yeah
Do me baby
Ooh, give it to me
Oh, yeah, do me baby, this feeling is too strong
Make me wait too long, I want you now
Oh, you're leaving me no choice
Okay, what are you gonna do, you just gonna sit there and watch
Alright
Are you sure you don't want to close your eyes?
Oh
Well, isn't it supposed to take a long time?
I'm not gonna stop until the war is over
Oh, help me
There
Okay, okay
Oh
I'm so cold, oh, just hold me
Smalltown Boy - Bronski Beat (. . . and then Billy's Mom walks in.)
To your soul
To your soul
Cry
Cry
Cry
You leave in the morning with everything you own in a little black case
Alone on a platform, the wind and the rain on a sad and lonely face
Mother will never understand why you had to leave
But the answers you seek will never be found at home
The love that you need will never be found at home
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away
Pushed around and kicked around, always a lonely boy
You were the one that they'd talk about around town as they put you down
And as hard as they would try they'd hurt to make you cry
But you never cried to them, just to your soul
No, you never cried to them, just to your soul
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away (crying to your soul)
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away (crying to your soul)
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away (crying to your soul)
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away
Cry, boy, cry
Cry, boy, cry
Cry, boy, cry, boy, cry
Cry, boy, cry, boy, cry
Cry, boy, cry, boy, cry
Cry, boy, cry, boy, cry
Cry, boy, cry, boy, cry
Cry, boy, cry, boy, cry
You leave in the morning with everything you own in a little black case
Alone on a platform, the wind and the rain on a sad and lonely face
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away
Tears - FM-84, MrM ('Why Can't She See All My Tears?')
I don't know what's really happening
I wish that I did but I just don't
To me this is really frightening
It's so true and I wish it wasn't
Now these tears have just started falling
I just can't stop and they keep coming
I can't hold them back though I'm trying
Can't you see we've just been discovered
Secrets we tried to keep well covered
And so these tears come down unhindered
Discovered
Uncovered
Unhindered
Falling
Trying
Failing
Crying
Caught, we stand frozen and wondering
If we freeze she won't go noticing
How we have been secretly living
But in her eyes I see us breaking
Can't she know just what she has ruined
Has she no heart to see how we loved
Does she care or is she deluded
The pain she's caused
Does she see it?
Can she see my tears?
Does she even care
Does she know better
And
Will she tell my father?
I can't know
I promise you that I won't go back
I nearly died for this boy of yours
I won't fall from this love that you lack
You won't take what can only be ours
See through my bitter tears your failure
What you have done is make a killing
What you seek to salvage you murder
I see your heart is near to breaking
Why
Can't you
See my
Tears? (2X)
Why won't you see my Tears?
Why prove my darkest fears?
You'll leave me crushed for years.
Open up to my Tears!
Why won't you see my Tears?
Why prove my darkest fears?
You'll leave me crushed for years.
Open up to my Tears!
(It's not Over!) (X4)
You
Can Stop
Our
Tears!
Love
Us more
And quell
Our fears
(Believe and Let Us Be) (X)
Why
Won't you
Dry my
Tears? (X)
(Believe and Let Us Be) (X)
Why won't you see my Tears?
Why prove my darkest fears?
You'll leave me crushed for years.
Dry away all my Tears!
(Believe and Let Us Free) (X)
Why won't you see my Tears?
Why prove my darkest fears?
You'll leave me crushed for years.
Feel all of my Tears!
You know it's not over.
Why prove my darkest fears?
You'll leave me crushed for years.
Open up to my Tears!!
Do you not even care?
Why won't you see my Tears?
You'll leave me crushed for years.
Dry away all my Tears!
Talk - Coldplay (Talking To Chandler)
Oh sister, I can't, I can't get through
I've been trying hard to reach you 'cause I don' know what to do
Oh sister, I can't believe it's true
I'm so scared about the future, and I wanna talk to you
Oh, I wanna talk to you
You can take a picture of something you see
In the future where will I be?
You can climb a ladder up to the sun
Or write a song nobody has sung
Or do something that's never been done
Are you lost or incomplete?
Do you feel like a puzzle, you can't find your missing piece?
Tell me, how do you feel?
Well, I feel like they're talking in a language I don't speak
And they're talking it to me
So you take a picture of something you see
In the future where will I be?
You can climb a ladder up to the sun
Or write a song nobody has sung
Or do something that's never been done
Or do something that's never been done
So you don't know where you're going and you wanna talk
And you feel like you're going where you've been before
You tell anyone who'll listen, but you feel ignored
Nothing's really making any sense at all, let's talk
Let's talk, let's talk, let's talk
Secret - OMD (Sharing Secrets)
Secret.
I've got a secret and I can't explain
All the time I've waited for this day
All along I was never in doubt
I always knew it could never get out
There are things that I cannot tell
And there are things that you know damn well
This is getting very hard for me
I guess you'd better just wait and see
Shut up!
This is all
This is all
Secret.
You heard a message and the message was clear
All the time you wipe away that tear
'All I want is to hold your hand
To see the sun and walk the sand
You make me sad as you make me glad'
And now you see all my secret is this love (it's love...)
My secret is this love
Everyday you're always there
You can't fight me
And make me feel it's worth my while
And then I look around and you're not there
And every day you say you can't hang out
Beware!
Secret.
This is all
This is all
Secret.
I got a secret and I can't explain
.. is this all
All I want is to hold your hand
.. is this all
All along I was never in doubt
.. is this all
To see the sun and to walk the sand
.. is this all Secret
(fade)
I got a secret and I can't explain
All I want is to hold your hand
Leave Yourself Alone - Porcelain Raft (Brandon Accepting Himself)
Something about our situation
Makes me focus on things to come
And it doesn't matter the direction
Ask yourself does it have a heart
You took me aside
Half the world is losing shape
You keep dreaming high
Leave Yourself Alone
The world is ready to collapse
Can you run fast enough?
From where I stand it doesn't look to good now
But had to go out and play your game
You took me aside
If the world is losing shape
You keep dreaming high
Leave Yourself Alone
The world is ready to collapse
Can you run fast enough?
Ohhhh Ohhhh
And I wonder, and I wonder now
Just keep dreaming high
And Leave Yourself Alone
Leave Yourself Alone
Leave Yourself Alone
Leave Yourself Alone
True Colors - Cyndi Lauper (Chandler Helps Brandon Spread His Wings)
You with the sad eyes
Don't be discouraged, oh I realize
It's hard to take courage
In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all
And the darkness all inside you
Can make you feel so small
But I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
Your true colors are beautiful
Like a rainbow
Show me a Smile then
Don't be unhappy
Can't remember when
I last saw you laughing
If This world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
Just, call me up
'Cause I will always be there
And I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful
Like a rainbow
Call me up because you know
I'll be there
And I'll see your true colors
Shining through (true colors)
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful
Like a rainbow
Ooh ooh ooh like a rainbow
Ooh…
All In My Head - Porcelain Raft (Slaying Closet Dragons)
Look ahead, what are you afraid of?
It's just another day, it's just another day
It's been so long, I should have called you
Way before I know, way before I know
To hear your voice, to know are you alright
Well I guess I'm not,
But I've been told
It's all in my head
Are you feeling lonesome?
Are you getting closer now,
To disappear from anyone you know?
Nothing to wait for, you can finally understand
Or you, you could let it go
Dinosaurs, buried in the ocean
And how we've found them to be
On earth before us
All the things I was never supposed to say
But I couldn't resist
Anyway I've been told
It's all in my head
Are you feeling lonesome?
Are you getting closer now
To disappear from anyone you know
Nothing to wait for, you can finally understand
Or you, you could let it go
Sexy Boy - Air (Loving The Dream Boy)
Sexy boy
Sexy boy
Sexy boy
Sexy boy
Où sont tes héros
Au corps d'athlète?
Où sont tes idoles
Mal rasés, bien habillés?
Sexy boy
Sexy boy
Dans leurs yeux des dollars
Dans leurs sourires des diamants
Moi aussi, un jour
Je serai beau comme un Dieu
Sexy boy
Sexy boy
Apollon 2000
Zéro défauts, vingt-et-un ans
C'est l'homme idéal
Charme au masculin
Sexy boy
Sexy boy
Sexy boy
Sexy boy
Sexy boy
Sexy boy
Sexy boy
Sexy boy
Innamorata Mia - (Mama's Love Song In Billy's Ear)
Italian ballad that was Brandon's Mom's favorite
Back To Us - Brothertiger (Stevie's Back)
When you wake up early in the morning
When the night turns into day
I will have no reservation
I have a lot I want to say
Do you know? You have to know it.
If you regret then you can't complain
As it all hangs in the balance
I will watch from far away
Now I can see to China
On the horizon
It takes me Back To Us
Why can't we be on the ride
I didn't, I didn't forget you
I won't waste it here tonight
Don't let it go to my head (1x)
Oh, it's all just imagination
Someone tells you that you're going wrong
I'm getting old from my frustration
Let's pick this up and move along
Everything that you do is magic
That's what they said on the radio
But, before your life becomes too tragic
Let's find a better place to go
Now I can see to China
On the horizon
It takes me Back To Us
Why can't we be on the ride
I didn't, I didn't forget you
I won't waste it here tonight
Don't let it go to my head (X)
Leave A Light On - Duran Duran (Awkward Devotional)
So comes the evening
I'm out on the dunes
Looking for a token
Something to prove
All I remember
Is more than a flame
In my fantasy fire
Whatever I've done to receive
Whatever I need to redeem
Whatever you say
Even if I wait a lifetime
I know, I swear
If you leave a light on
If you leave a light on for me
I'll come there
You can leave a light on for me
In comes the morning
I'm stood in my track
Looking at the reasons
For me to head back
So unexpected
The kindness you've shown
That I will not forget it
Whatever I've done to receive
Whatever I need to redeem
Whatever you say
Even if I wait a lifetime
I know, I swear
If you leave a light on
If you leave a light on for me
I'll come there
You can leave a light on for me
You breathe the will into the weak
And coax the caged bird to fly free
You ease the lost cause out of me
With your sweet hand to bring me home
I'm not alone
I know, I swear
If you leave a light on
If you leave a light on for me
I'll come there
You can leave a light on for me
I know, I swear
If you leave a light on
If you leave a light on for me
I'll come there
You can leave a light on for me
Watch How You Go - Keane (Stevie Lets Brandon Go A Second Time)
The more we rush about, the less we do
I never saw you drift away
The more we spin around, the less we move
I never saw your spirit break
I wish that I could be a journey's end
But you are only passing through, yeah
It's not for me to try to steal you away
I wish you well in all you do
Just say you'll watch how you go
Be gracious with your light
And may the years be kind now
Just say you'll mind how you roam
The things that we have shared
Will soon be left behind now
I hope you know that you're a graceful soul
You fill the room with hope and light
It's only right that you should go your way
'Cause nothing ever lasts that long
Just say you'll watch how you go
Be gracious with your light
And may the years be kind now
Just say you'll mind how you roam
The things that we have shared
Will soon be left behind now
Behind now, behind now, behind now
Just say you'll watch how you go
Be gracious with your light
And may the years be kind now
Just say you'll mind how you roam
The things that we have shared
Will soon be left behind now
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
The things that we have shared
Will still remain behind now
Throwing Stones, The Aeon Rings Remix - Empathy Test and Aeon Rings (A Broken Window)
(Darker Reprise from ‘Loveless: The Jimmy LaPlane Experience’)
Condemnation - Depeche Mode (Jimmy LaPlane Strikes Back)
Condemnation, tried
Here on the stand
With the book in my hand
Truth on my side
Accusations, lies
Hand me my sentence
I'll show no repentance
I'll suffer with pride
If for honesty, you want apologies
I don't sympathize
For kindness, you substitute blindness
Please open your eyes
Condemnation, why?
Because my duty
Was always to beauty
That was my crime
Feel elation, high
To know I can trust this
Fix of injustice
Time after time
If you see purity as immaturity
Well, it's no surprise
For kindness, you substitute blindness
Please open your eyes
Stay Away - Nirvana (Brandon Defending)
Monkey see, monkey do
(I don't know why)
I'd rather be deal than cool
(I don't know why)
Every line ends in rhyme
(I don't know why)
Less is more, love is blind
(I don't know why)
Stay
Stay away
Stay away
Stay away
Give an inch, take a smile
(I don't know why)
Fashion shits, fashion stile
(I don't know why)
Throw it out and keep it in
(I don't know why)
Have to have poison skin
(I don't know why)
Stay
Stay away
Stay away
Stay away
I don't know why
I don't know why
Stay
Stay away
Stay away
Stay away
Monkey See, monkey do
(I don't know why)
I'd rather be deal than cool
(I don't know why)
Every line ends in rhyme
(I don't know why)
Less is more, love is blind
(I don't know why)
Stay
Stay away
Stay away
Stay away
I don't know why
I don't know why
Stay
Stay away
Stay away
Stay away
Stay
Stay away
Stay away
Stay away
Stay away
Stay away
God is gay
Cast In Steel - A-Ha (Boys Inseparable)
Meet me at the turnaround
Stop your car and look around
There I will be waiting
Forget for once how everything
Fades
It fades away
I'll never get over what we said
It lingers in my head
I'll always remember what we knew
One hundred percent to be true
To be right, to be real
Set in stone and cast in steel
Made a pact, eye to eye
Cross your heart and hope to die
Can you see the end of things?
Can you see it happening?
Feel the ashes on the wind
Don't you hate how everything
Falls
Just falls away?
I'll never get over what we said
It lingers in my head
I'll always remember what we knew
One hundred percent to be true
To be right, to be real
Set in stone and cast in steel
Made a pact, eye to eye
Cross your heart and hope to die
It lingers in my head
I'll always remember what we knew
One hundred percent to be true
Set in stone and cast in steel
To be right, to be real
Set in stone and cast in steel
The Scientist - Glee Cover of Coldplay (Reaffirmations and the Long Road Taken)
Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh, let's go back to the start
Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on a science apart
Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh, take me back to the start
I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh, and I rush to the start
Running in circles
Chasing our tails
Coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
Oh, it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start
Oh Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh, let's go back to the start
Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on a science apart
Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh, take me back to the start
I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh, and I rush to the start
Running in circles
Chasing our tails
Coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
Oh, it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Count On Me - Camouflage (Brandon Devoted)
Close your eyes I'm calling,
there is no reason to be mad.
Here I am to hold you,
whenever there is something sad.
I'll catch you as you can see,
my whole life I'll be there for you.
No matter it means to me,
you're my joy,
believe me boy ...
I can't hide,
I can't run,
from the things whatever I have done,
but the truth will set me free -
I can always count on you,
as you can always count on me ...!
Hold your breath we're falling,
don't tell me that it's said and done.
Spread your wings to save us,
a guardian with a golden gun.
I'll catch you as you can see,
your whole life I'll be there for you,
no matter it means to me,
you're my joy,
believe me boy ...
I can't hide,
I can't run,
from the things whatever I have done,
but the truth will set me free -
I can always count on you,
as you can always count on me ...!
Hold my hand as we run,
flying high to reach the sun,
count on me, as I count on you,
forever and ever ...
Insatiable - Darren Hayes (Brandon Can Never Get Enough Of Billy)
The moonlight plays upon your skin
A kiss that lingers takes me in
I fall asleep inside of you
There are no words
There's only truth
Breathe in Breathe out
There is no sound
We move together up and down
We levitate our bodies soar
Our feet don't even touch the floor
And nobody knows you like I do
The world doesn't understand
But I grow stronger in your hands
Turn the lights down low
Take it off
Let me show
My love for you
Insatiable
Turn me on
Never stop
want to taste every drop
My love for you
Insatiable
Turn the lights down low
Take it off
Let me show
My love for you
Insatiable
Turn me on
Never stop
want to taste every drop
My love for you
Insatiable
We never sleep we're always holdin' hands
Kissin' for hours talkin' makin' plans
I feel like a better man
Just being in the same room
We never sleep there's just so much to do
Too much to say
Can't close my eyes when I'm with you
Insatiable the way I'm loving you
Turn the lights down low
Take it off
Let me show
My love for you
Insatiable
Turn me on
Never stop
want to taste every drop
My love for you
Insatiable
Turn the lights down low
Take it off
Let me show
My love for you
Insatiable
Turn me on
Never stop
want to taste every drop
My love for you
Insatiable

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Snowflake Soundtracks Snowflake, A Love Story: Full Musical Outline

By MrM, March 22, 2017

Various Artists

Angel In The Snow - A-ha (Brian's Love Song; Main Theme) Snowflake - Kate Bush (Snowflake's Theme) Sweet Disposition - The Temper Trap (Jimmy's Theme) Euphoria - TV Mania (Sabrina's Troubles) Instant Crush - Various Covers of Daft Punk  (The Struggle of Love At First Sight) Bizarre Love Triangle - New Order (Love is Complicated) Love Comes Quickly - Pet Shop Boys (Jimmy's Mulberries) Love's Easy Tears - Cocteau Twins (Losing Snowflake) The Main Man - Jason Nevins (Snowflake Takes San Francisco) My Beautiful Friend - The Charlatans UK (A Circus of First Times) The Sodom And Gomorrah Show (San Diego and Las Vegas) Fever - Superpitcher (Love In The Loft) Somebody Else - The 1975 (Love On The Rocks) Hunting High And Low - A-Ha (Hunting High and Low) Melting Ice - Ladytron (Brian and Snowflake Reconnect Through Training and the First Big Race) Winter Is The Warmest Season (When it's cold outside, it's the warmest season) The Sun Always Shines On TV (Extended) (The Olympics!....But Something Isn't Right) In Your Face - The Children of Bodem (Fighting for the One You Love) Colder - Charon (Russian Games) One Minute More (Elektromekanik Mix) - Capital Cities (Getting Away From It All) More Than This -1000 Maniacs cover of Roxy Music (Romance In Helsinki) The Northern Lights - Duran Duran (Club DTM and Flying North) Sweet Baby - BAATHHAUS (Naked Under The Angelsong) Goodbye - Ulrich Schnauss (Memories of Tristan) Say It - Bliss Nova (‘I can only say it once.’) Sacra - Apocolyptica (The Lapland) Ascent (An Ending) II - Icebreaker (The Forever White Under the Phosphorescent Sky) The Rose - Westlife Cover (When The Frozen Heart Thaws) Lyrics ~~~~~~~~~~~ Angel In The Snow - A-ha    (Brian's Love Song; Main Theme) Angel, angel of snow Wherever you may go Hmm, yeah... I'll follow Wherever you may go: And always will I be there Shake worries from your hair Hmm, yeah... I'll be there Always: Oh, Angel, angel of snow Wherever you may go Hmm, yeah... I'll follow Wherever you may go: You're my angel in the snow You're my angel in the snow ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Snowflake - Bertie McIntosh & Kate Bush (Snowflake's Theme) I was born in a cloud... Now I am falling. I want you to catch me. Look up and you'll see me. You know you can hear me. The world is so loud. Keep falling. I'll find you. We're over a forest. There's millions of snowflakes. We're dancing. The world is so loud. Keep falling and I'll find you. I am ice and dust. I am sky. I can see horses wading through snowdrifts. My broken hearts, my fabulous dances. My fleeting song, fleeting. The world is so loud. Keep falling. I'll find you. My broken hearts, my fabulous dance. My fleeting song. My twist and shout. I am ice and dust and light. I am sky and here. I can hear people. I think you are near me now. The world is so loud. Keep falling. I'll find you. We're over a forest. It's midnight at Christmas. The world is so loud. Keep falling. I'll find you. I think I can see you. There's your long, white neck. The world is so loud. Keep falling. I'll find you. Now I am falling. Look up and you'll see me. The world is so loud. Keep falling. I'll find you. In a moment or two. I'll be with you. The world is so loud. Keep falling. I'll find you. Be ready to catch me. The world is so loud. Keep falling. I'll find you. ~catch~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Sweet Disposition - The Temper Trap (Jimmy's Theme) Sweet disposition Never too soon Oh, reckless abandon Like no one's watching you A moment of love A dream A laugh A kiss A cry Our rights Our wrongs A moment of love A dream A laugh A moment of love A dream A laugh So stay there 'Cause I'll be coming over While our blood's still young It's so young, it runs Won't stop 'til it's over Won't stop to surrender Songs of desperation I played them for you A moment of love A dream A laugh A kiss A cry Our rights Our wrongs A moment of love A dream A laugh A moment of love A dream A laugh Stay there 'Cause I'll be coming over While our blood's still young It's so young, it runs Won't stop 'til it's over Won't stop to surrender Won't stop 'til it's over Won't stop 'til it's over Won't stop 'til it's over Won't stop to surrender [repeating over the next verse 'til the end:] A moment of love A dream A laugh A kiss A cry Our rights Our wrongs A moment of love A dream A laugh A moment of love A dream A laugh Won't stop 'til it's over Won't stop 'til it's over Won't stop 'til it's over Won't stop to surrender ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Euphoria - TV Mania (Sabrina's Troubles) They are able to simulate the exact brain patterns The grey world of reality Euphoria Random joy Expensive toy You captivate my mind I never answer telephones Don't like to leave my screen alone Try to stand but fall again No help from my new friend Tangled strands of DNA Explain the way that I behave Euphoria Floating through this fatal bliss I have no time to think Don't want to wake up in the world out of focus fading away Dilated pupil REM I freeze a single frame From the life I used to lead Before altered reality Euphoria... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Instant Crush - Daft Punk    (The Struggle of Love At First Sight) [Verse 1] I didn't want to be the one to forget I thought of everything I'd never regret A little time with you is all that I get That’s all we need because it's all we can take One thing I never seem the same when you’re around I don’t believe in him—his lips on the ground 'I will not take you to that place in a rush But no one gives us any time anymore' He ask me once if I'd look in on his dog You made an offer for it, then you ran off I got this picture of us kids in my head And all I hear is the last thing that you said [Pre Chorus] "I listened to your problems Now listen to mine" I didn't want to anymore, oh oh oh [Chorus] And we will never be alone again 'Cause it doesn't happen every day Kinda counted on you being a friend Can I give it up or give it away Now I thought about what I wanna say But I never really know where to go So I chained myself to a friend 'Cause I know it unlocks like a door And we will never be alone again 'Cause it doesn't happen every day Kinda counted on you being a friend Can I give it up or give it away Now I thought about what I wanna say But I never really know where to go So I chained myself to a friend Sing more again [Verse 2] It didn't matter what they wanted to see He thought he saw someone that looked just like me The summer memory that just never dies We worked too long and hard to give it no time He sees right through me, it's so easy with lies Cracks in the road that I would try and disguise He runs his scissor at the seem in the wall He cannot break it down or else he would fall One thousand lonely stars hiding in the cold Take it, I don't wanna sing anymore [Pre Chorus] "I listened to your problems Now listen to mine" I didn't want to anymore, oh oh oh [Chorus] And we will never be alone again 'Cause it doesn't happen every day Kinda counted on you being a friend Can I give it up or give it away Now I thought about what I wanna say But I never really know where to go So I chained myself to a friend 'Cause I know it unlocks like a door And we will never be alone again 'Cause it doesn't happen every day Kinda counted on you being a friend Can I give it up or give it away Now I thought about what I wanna say But I never really know where to go So I chained myself to a friend 'Cause I know it unlocks like a door... I don't understand, don't get upset That I'm not with you We’re swimming around, It's all I do, when I'm with you [Chorus] And we will never be alone again 'Cause it doesn't happen every day Kinda counted on you being a friend Can I give it up or give it away Now I thought about what I wanna say But I never really know where to go So I chained myself to a friend 'Cause I know it unlocks like a door And we will never be alone again 'Cause it doesn't happen every day Kinda counted on you being a friend Can I give it up or give it away Now I thought about what I wanna say But I never really know where to go So I chained myself to a friend 'Cause I know it unlocks like a door Bizarre Love Triangle - New Order (Love is Complicated) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Every time I think of you I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue It's no problem of mine But it's a problem I find Living a life that I can't leave behind But there's no sense in telling me The wisdom of the fool won't set you free But that's the way that it goes And it's what nobody knows Well every day my confusion grows Every time I see you falling I get down on my knees and pray I'm waiting for that final moment You say the words that I can't say I feel fine and I feel good I'm feeling like I never should Whenever I get this way I just don't know what to say Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday I'm not sure what this could mean I don't think you're what you seem I do admit to myself That if I hurt someone else Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be Every time I see you falling I get down on my knees and pray I'm waiting for that final moment You say the words that I can't say (x) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Love Comes Quickly - Pet Shop Boys (Jimmy's Mulberries) Sooner or later, this happens to everyone To everyone (To Brian) You can live your life lonely Heavy as stone Live your life learning And working alone Say this is all you want But I don't believe that it's true 'Cause when you least expect it Waiting round the corner for you... Love comes quickly, whatever you do You can't stop falling (Ooh ooh) Love comes quickly, whatever you do You can't stop falling (Ooh ooh) (To Snowflake) You can live a life of luxury If that's what you want Taste forbidden pleasures Whatever you want You can fly away to the end of the world But where does it get you to? 'Cause just when you least expect it Just what you least expect... Love comes quickly, whatever you do You can't stop falling (Ooh ooh) Love comes quickly, whatever you do You can't stop falling (Ooh ooh) I know it sounds ridiculous, but speaking from experience It may seem romantic, and that's no defense Love will always get to you Sooner or later, sooner or later, this happens to everyone To everyone You can fly away to the end of the world But where does it get you? Love comes quickly, whatever you do You can't stop falling (Ooh ooh) Love comes quickly, whatever you do You can't stop falling (Ooh ooh) Love comes quickly, whatever you do You can't stop falling (Ooh ooh) (Oooh) Love comes quickly, whatever you do You can't stop falling (Ooh ooh) Love comes quickly, whatever you do You can't stop falling (Ooh ooh) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Love's Easy Tears - Cocteau Twins (Losing Snowflake) Love, without him
She ought to know he owns himself
Love, without him
She ought to know Gee, how many loved her man
How he could have done that he lived so loved
The phone rang
Die, so long, so love
Yea, man, joys of love said them

Love, without him
She ought to know he owns himself
Love, without him
She ought to know

Gee, how many loved her man
How he could have done that he lived so loved
The phone rang
Die, so long, so love
Yea, man, joys of love said them

Joys of love had the cat on the couch these days
Don't go leave me out
Every stuffy day I go home
Plus you don't know love

Gee, how many loved her man
How he could have done that?
He lived so loved
The phone rang
Die, so long, so love
Yea, man, joys of love said them
(Please, please, please)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Main Man - Jason Nevins    (Snowflake Takes San Francisco) Heyo Heyo I'm the main man I'm the main man Mommy's all right, Mommy's all right She's a natural born whore who's just out of sight Mommy's all right, Mommy's all right She's a natural born whore who's just out of sight Hey I'm the main man I'm the main man Hey I'm the main man Hey I'm the main man, I'm the main man, I'm the main man Mommy's all right, Mommy's all right She's a natural born whore who's just out of sight 2x Hey x3 I'm the main man x3 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ My Beautiful Friend - The Charlatans UK    (A Circus of First Impressions) My Beautiful Friend I will pay attention don't say this is the end I find it hard to describe you To point and discover you Could I tell you once again Oh, My Beautiful Friend Let me sleep and I will feed you when you're hungry 4 Ever live inside of me Thru the holes in the pockets of my clothes High as high as an angel I will stand there beside you Love is all we need Oh, My Beautiful Friend Oh, My Beautiful Friend My Beautiful Friend I swear I adore you Ain't no woman deep enough I don't know how we made it this far dear Without losing at least an ear I could leave us, I could leave us a painting Our lives are-a-changing So it goes I couldn't and I wouldn't want to change you Don't you know it I can save you I will do all of this on my Very own Oh, My Beautiful Friend Oh, My Beautiful Friend Do you ever get this feeling We're Supposed to carry on ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Sodom And Gomorrah Show - Pet Shop Boys    (San Diego and Las Vegas) Sun, sex, sin, divine intervention Death and destruction Ladies and gentlemen Welcome to The Sodom And Gomorrah show I lived a quiet life A stranger to champagne I never dared to venture out To cities of the plain I heard about their way of life Took it with a pinch of salt The freedom and the time to play A life so easy, it intrigued me When you called to say "Are you gonna go To the Sodom And Gomorrah Show? It's got everything you need for your complete Entertainment and instruction Sun, sex, sin, divine intervention Death and destruction The Sodom And Gomorrah show Is a once in a lifetime production" I think it's true to say My life was changed that night In the liberated atmosphere All around me, someone found me Whispered in my ear "Are you gonna go To the Sodom And Gomorrah Show? It's got everything you need for your complete Entertainment and instruction Sun, sex, sin, divine intervention Death and destruction The Sodom And Gomorrah Show Is a once in a lifetime production" Then we went on after hours There was place, down below It was there I realized The meaning of the show You've got to love to learn to live Where angels fear to tread I did it and I don't regret the day Even now, I think of how You turned to me to say Sun, sex, sin, death and destruction Sun, sex, sin, death and destruction Are you gonna go (Sun, sex, sin, death and destruction) Sodom And Gomorrah (Sun, sex, sin, death and destruction) Are you gonna go To the Sodom And Gomorrah show? It's got everything you need for your complete Entertainment and instruction Sun, sex, sin, divine intervention Death and destruction The Sodom And Gomorrah Show Is a once in a lifetime production ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Fever - Superpitcher (Love In The Loft) Never know how much I love you Never know how much I care When you put your arms around me I get a fever that's so hard to bear You give me fever When you kiss me Fever when you hold me tight Fever! in the morning Fever all through the night Sun lights up the daytime Moon lights up the night I light up when you call my name And you know I'm gonna treat you right You give me fever When you kiss me Fever when you hold me tight Fever! in the morning Fever all through the night Everybody's got the fever That is something you all know Fever isn't such a new thing Fever started long ago Romeo loved Juliet Juliet, she felt the same When he put his arms around her He said, "Julie, baby, you're my flame "Thou giveth fever "When we kisseth "Fever with thy flaming youth "Fever! I'm afire "Fever, yea, I burn, forsooth." Cap'n Smith and Pocahontas Had a very mad affair When her daddy tried to kill him She said, "Daddy, oh, don't you dare! "He gives me fever "With his kisses "Fever when he holds me tight "Fever! I'm his missus "Daddy, won't you treat him right?" Now you've listened to my story Here's the point that I have made Boys were born to give you fever Be it Fahrenheit or Centigrade They give you fever When you kiss them Fever if you live and learn Fever! till you sizzle What a lovely way to burn What a lovely way to burn What a lovely way to burn What a lovely way to burn ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Somebody Else - The 1975 (Love on the Rocks) So I heard you found somebody else And at first I thought it was a lie I took all my things that make sounds The rest I can do without I don't want your body But I hate to think about you with somebody else Our love has gone cold You're intertwining your soul with somebody else I'm looking through you while you're looking through your phone And then leaving with somebody else No, I don't want your body But I'm picturing your body with somebody else Come on baby This ain't the last time that I'll see your face Come on baby You said you'd find someone to take my place I just don't believe that you have got it in you 'cause We are just gonna keep 'doin' it' and everytime I start to believe in anything you're saying I'm reminded that I should be getting over it I don't want your body But I hate to think about you with somebody else Our love has gone cold You're intertwining your soul with somebody else I'm looking through you while you're looking through your phone And then leaving with somebody else No, I don't want your body But I'm picturing your body with somebody else I don't want your body, I don't want your body I don't want your body, I don't want your body I don't want your body, I don't want your body Get someone you love? Get someone you need? Fuck that, get money I can't give you my soul 'cause we're never alone Get someone you love? Get someone you need? Fuck that, get money I can't give you my soul 'cause we're never alone Get someone you love? Get someone you need? Fuck that, get money I can't give you my soul 'cause we're never alone Get someone you love? Get someone you need? Fuck that, get money I can't give you my soul 'cause we're never alone I don't want your body But I hate to think about you with somebody else Our love has gone cold You're intertwining your soul with somebody else I'm looking through you while you're looking through your phone And then leaving with somebody else No, I don't want your body But I'm picturing your body with somebody else ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hunting High And Low - Silje Nergaard cover of A-ha        (Hunting High And Low) Here I am And within the reach of my hands He's sound asleep and he's sweeter now Than the wildest dream could have seen him And I Watch him slipping away Though' I know I'll be hunting high and low High There's no end to the lengths I'll go to Hunting high and low High There's no end to lengths I'll go To find him again Upon this my dreams are depending Through the dark I sense the pounding of his heart Next to mine He's the sweetest love I could find So I guess I'll be hunting high and low High There's no end to the lengths I'll go to Hunting High and Low High Do you know what it means to love I'm hunting high and low And now he's telling me he's got to go away I'll always be hunting high and low Hungry for you Watching me tearing myself to pieces Hunting high and low High There's no end to the lengths I'll go to Oh, for you I'll be hunting high and low ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Melting Ice - Ladytron        (Brian and Snowflake Reconnect Through Training and        the First Big Race) Sailing to a distant port To meet your reflection on some desert shore Running up the coast I walk through a mirror and out of your ghost Hide you not seek you or flee here I must Before you can melt down my iceberg of trust Passing clouds hold on to shadows Melting ice leaves nowhere to go Sailing to a distant port To meet your reflection on some desert shore I tried to keep your heart Burning down bridges to break from the past Hide you not seek you or flee here I must Before you can melt down my iceberg of trust Passing clouds hold on to shadows Pouring light on ancient shipwrecks Passing clouds hold on to shadows Melting ice leaves nowhere to go Driving through the rain I sell all my wishes to play the odd game Hide you not seek you or flee here I must Before you can melt down my iceberg of trust Passing clouds hold on to shadows Melting ice leaves nowhere to go Passing clouds hold on to shadows Pouring light on ancient shipwrecks Passing clouds hold on to shadows Pouring light on ancient shipwrecks Passing clouds hold on to shadows Melting ice leaves nowhere to go ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Winter Is The Warmest Season
   (When it's cold outside, it's the warmest season of all) Love takes a long time
And healing is slow
He patiently waits
As years go by
And he's still waiting

With ice on the next life
I'm not looking back in time
As feelings change
Worries still remain here

December snows down with love
And then you see me
When it's cold outside
It's the warmest season

I need you by my side
So don't go away
I'm keeping here
Worries from a past life

When many Decembers
Come down to a few
What's left undone
Will matter for a life time

December snows down with love
And then you see me
When it's cold outside
It's the warmest season (X)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Sun Always Shines On TV (Extended)        (The Winter Olympics!....But Something Isn't Right) ~ A Kiss for Luck ~ Touch me How can it be Believe me The sun always shines on TV Hold me Close to your heart Touch me And give all your love to me To me ~ The Starter Gun Fires ~ I reached inside myself and found Nothing there to ease the Pressure of my ever worrying mind All my powers waste away I fear the crazed and lonely Looks the mirror's sending me these days ~ Something Happens! ~ Touch me How can it be Believe me The sun always shines on TV Hold me Close to your heart Touch me And give all your love to me ~ Snowflake Takes to the Snow ~ Please don't ask me to defend The shameful lowlands of the way I'm drifting Gloomily through time I reached inside myself today Thinking there's got to be some way To keep my troubles distant ~ The Relay Is Exchanged ~ Touch me How can it be Believe me The sun always shines on TV Hold me Close to your heart Touch me And give all your love to me ~ VICTORY! ~ To me ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ In Your Face - The Children of Bodem        (Fighting for the One You Love) GO! Don't be sheltered hear the noise You are the answer their fucking poise But, oh, my god, you're so fine You seize the rogue and flesh divine One look at me, what do you see? Another junkie like a fucking dead beat Ask your eyes, they discriminate You're soft... no time to waste The discrimination animosity Your fault to ignore reality What you will a way to fight Get one thing all there is to die I don't give a flying fuck motherfucker I don't give a flying fuck motherfucker I don't give a flying I don't give a flying I don't give a flying fuck One step away from having a fit With the parting of my soul don't work with my shit Did hear I'm crazy, yes, I do So fuck the father and fuck you too Incoming! They want the world I don't dare you... (bring it on) It's my world you're in it It'll take you down in a minute If you've not done you'll look Diversify your ranks But the truth... seems like A big scythe in your face One look at me - what do you see? Another junkie and a fucking dead beat Ask your eyes they descriminate You're soft and no time to waste The descrimination animality Your fault to ignore reality What you will a way to fight Get one thing all there is to die I don't give a flying fuck motherfucker I don't give a flying fuck motherfucker I don't give a flying I don't give a flying I don't give a flying fuck Incoming! They want the world I don't dare you... bring it on It's my world you're in it It'll take you down in a minute If you've not done you'll look Diversify your ranks But the truth... seems like A big scythe in your face Incoming ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Colder - Charon (Russian Games) Come along with the whispering cold and fall They left you nothing more to seek from here So roll the feast in flames unforgettable Take a bow to end, reload your remorse Every line is thorn bite through your eyes Still remains the everlasting hope for a bitter war If it has made you colder turning your life for justice They have learned to obey Broken the rules I followed, burning for name so hollow I will learn to obey Among the weak and heartless I can breath the air veiled just like them Still remains the everlasting hope for a bitter war If it has made you colder turning your life for justice They have learned to obey If it has made you colder They have learned to obey Broken the rules I followed I will learn to obey ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ One Minute More (Elektromekanik Mix) - Capital Cities        (Getting Away From It All) Don't wait for an invitation No need for reservation This life is an exploration And you gotta see what I see in you I can't wait one minute more The sun will shine The sun does shine We can't wait one minute more The sun does shine The sun does shine Just think of the destination I'll be your transportation We'll find there's a kind of place That can only be seen with a naked mind I can't wait one minute more The sun will shine The sun does shine We can't wait one minute more The sun does shine The sun does shine There's a key that opens a door Will you find it and turn it? Take your time, don't take too long There's a map that's washed ashore Will you find it and burn it? I can't wait one minute more The sun does shine The sun does shine We can't wait one minute more The sun does shine The sun does shine I can't wait one minute more The sun does shine The sun does shine We can't wait one minute more The sun does shine The sun does shine Unleash your imagination Two stars, one constellation Bright lights just to guide the way Can you see what I see in you? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ More Than This - 10000 Maniacs cover of Roxy Music (Romance In Helsinki) I could feel at the time There was no way of knowing Fallen leaves in the night Who can say where they're blowing As free as the wind And hopefully learning Why the sea on the tide Has no way of turning More than this, there is nothing More than this, tell me one thing More than this, there is nothing It was fun for a while There was no way of knowing Like dream in the night Who can say where we're going No care in the world Maybe I'm learning Why the sea on the tide Has no way of turning More than this, there is nothing More than this, tell me one thing More than this, there is nothing ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Northern Lights - Duran Duran        (Club DTM and Flying North) Looking up from the polar sheet Out in the stars there's one I want to meet I am a signal somewhere in your Bliss So do you hear, do you hear my wish? You coming down now... from there? You coming round now... to share? You got a thing that... I care, I care about, I care about If you want to stay tonight Write your name across the sky Nothing I would rather like Than see you in the Northern Lights Up on the roof I listen for the moan Of your soft footstep on the snow Now and then somebody else's glow As they tune in to watch the show You coming down now... from there? You coming round now... to share? You got a thing that... I care, I care about, I care about If you want to stay tonight Write your name across the sky Nothing I would rather like Than see you in the Northern Lights If you want to play the night We could take an evening flight Shine out from a higher height Then we'll be in the Northern Lights If you want to stay tonight Write your name across the sky Nothing I would rather like Than see you in the Northern Lights If you want to play the night We could take an evening flight Shine out from a higher height Then we'll be in the Northern Lights Write your name across the sky Write your, write your name Write your name across the sky ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Sweet Baby - BAATHHAUS (Naked Under The Angelsong)

your hair is sweaty
you drip on me
i soak it all up
you smell sweet to me

we dance instead of sleeping
do you feel like sleeping?

in my bed i feel you breathing (oh)
in my head i see you leaving (oh)

pump pump sweet baby
sweat pump sweet baby
(sweat dripping on the floor
i'm looking at you like before)

you pull me close
drinks crash to the floor
i reach for you, you reach for me
i feel you feel me feeling you

heavy in my hand your heartbeat
(beat, beat, beat, beat, beat, beat, beat, beat)
heavy in my hand your heartbeat--do you have a heart?
(beat, beat, beat, beat, beat, beat, beat, beat)

in my bed i feel you breathing (oh)
in my head i see you leaving (oh)

pump pump sweet baby
sweat pump sweet baby
(sweat dripping on the floor
i'm looking at you like before)

come to my bed tonight
don't say you need me
cuz i won't believe you
i won't believe you

pump pump sweet baby
sweat pump sweet baby
(sweat dripping on the floor
i'm looking at you like before)

don't wanna see you leavin baby
(sweet sweet sweet sweet babe)
and i wanna be believin baby
(sweet sweet sweet sweet babe)
don't wanna see you leavin
baby please
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Goodbye - Ulrich Schnauss (Memories of Tristan)
Heaven
Help take me back
To the dream-world
Life has been just once
Answer my prayer
Take away all the fear
And let me fall asleep
Let me fall asleep
Fall asleep

You know
You'll have to let it go
Don't cry
So hard to say goodbye

He will never return
Never again be part of what was once
Felt so secure
Just adored
But it is getting oh so cold
It is getting cold
Getting cold

You know
You'll have to let it go
Don't cry
So hard to say goodbye

So hard to say goodbye

You'll have to let it go

So hard to say goodbye

It's all over
He said
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Say It - Bliss Nova (‘I can only say it once.’)

Come and say it to me
I’ve waited such a long time
Hold me ‘til I can’t breathe
Let me look you in the eyes
And then let me hear you Say It!

(Chorus)
Feels like you love me
Feels like you want me
I feel it when you touch me
Feel it when you touch me!
Do you really want me?
Baby do you want me?
It feels like you love me
But you never Say It. (X)

Come and break it to me
Gotta give some sign
Baby come and know me
Baby this is real life
So let me hear you Say It!

(Chorus)

Say It . . .
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Sacra - Apocolyptica (The Lapland) (Instrumental) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Ascent (An Ending) II - Icebreaker        (The Forever White Under the Phosphorescent Sky) (Instrumental) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Rose - Westlife Cover (When the Frozen Heart Thaws) Some say love, it is a river, that drowns the tender reed
Some say love, it is a razor, that leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love, it is a hunger, an endless aching need
I say love, it is a flower, and you, its only seed

It’s the heart afraid of breaking, that never learns to dance
It’s the dream afraid of waking, that never takes the chance
It’s the one who won't be taking, who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying, that never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely and the road has been too long
And you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter, far beneath the bitter snows
Lies the seed, that with the sun's love in the spring becomes The Rose ~~~~

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Waiting Outside The Lines - The Soundtrack

By MrM, January 8, 2020

Track List
Waiting Outside The Lines - Greyson Chance (Main Theme) Welcome To Hollywood - Mitchel Musso (Evan Gone Hollywood!) Beautiful People - Ed Sheeran (Celebrity Overload) Rabbit In The Headlights - Michael Oakley (Evan, struck dead in his tracks!) Starstruck - Christopher Wilde (To Chance Upon Chandler Riggs) Underwater - Cody Simpson (Evan Drowning) Blue Jeans - Lana Del Rey (Chandler Riggs, In The Flesh) Crush - David Archuleta (Falling For A Star) Outside Looking In - Jordan Pruitt (Snooping Around and Discovering Things) If I Can’t Have You - Shawn Mendes (Chandler Out Of Reach) A Different Side Of Me - Allstar Weekend (Evan Pondering) Suddenly - The Olivia Project’s cover of Olivia Newton John (Chancing upon Greyson) Fallin’ For You - Colbie Caillat (The Possible Improbability) If That’s Not Love - The Naked Brothers Band (What Is Love Anyway?) Home Is In Your Eyes - Greyson Chance (Separation Makes The Heart Grow Fonder) Real Thing - Ruel (The Illusions Of Celebrity) When You Look Me In The Eyes - Jonas Brothers (The Place Where Truth Is Found) I Want Candy - Bow Wow Wow (50 Shades Of Greyson) Hungry Eyes - Greyson Chance Cover (Evanly) Paparazzi - Lady Gaga (Stalkings) Love - Cody Simpson (A Private Affair) It Don’t Matter - Cody Simpson (What You Are Isn’t As Important As Who You Are) I Just Want To Be Your Everything - Zsa Zsa Padilla cover of Andy Gibbs (‘You Are My Everything!’) Soar - Eclipse (Chandler Riggs) - Chandler Riggs is a DJ too?! Magic - The Olivia Project (End Credits)
Waiting Outside The Lines - Greyson Chance (Main Theme)
You'll never enjoy your life
Living inside the box
You're so afraid of taking chances
How you gonna reach the top?

Rules and regulations
Force you to play it safe
Get rid of all the hesitation
It's time for you to seize the day

Instead of just sitting around
And looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground
The time is now

I'm waiting, waiting, just waiting
I'm waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

Try to have no regrets
Even if it's just tonight
How you gonna walk ahead
If you keep living blind?

Stuck in the same position
You deserve so much more
There's a whole world around us
Just waiting to be explored

Instead of just sitting around
And looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground
The time is now, just let it go

Don't wanna have to force you to smile
I'm here to help you notice the rainbow
'Cause I know what's in you is out there

I'm waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I'm waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

I'm trying to be patient (I'm trying to be patient)
The first step is the hardest (the hardest)
I know you can make it

Go ahead and take it

I'm waiting, waiting, just waiting
I'm waiting
I'm waiting, waiting, just waiting
I'm waiting, waiting outside the lines

Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

You'll never enjoy your life
Living inside the box
You're so afraid of taking chances
How you gonna reach the top?

Welcome To Hollywood - Mitchel Musso (Evan Gone Hollywood!)
I felt this time that we had something
You rolled your eyes like it was nothing new
You only think about you
Put your shades on not to show it
Don't pretend that you don't know its true

You only think about
if you look good
And boy you should

Welcome To Hollywood
Boy, ya better live it up before it brings you down
Welcome To Hollywood

Just got a grip on how to get around
I'm so glad I got to you know now you
I know what I'm suppose do
You only think about you
The friendly faces I've been seeing
Now I know they're far from being true

You only think about you
If you look good
I guess I should

Welcome To Hollywood
Boy, ya better live it up before it brings you down
Welcome To Hollywood

Just got a grip on how to get around
in your favorite tinseltown the boulevards,
The neon lights I've been in love since the first sight
I wouldn't change it if I could

Welcome To Hollywood
Boy, ya better live it up before it brings you down
Welcome To Hollywood

Just got a grip on how to get around, get around
Welcome To Hollywood
Just got a grip on how to get around

Dog eat dog is to be seen in the tabloid magazine
Seventeen a billionaire daddy's money,
Do you care?
Welcome To Hollywood!

Beautiful People - Ed Sheeran (Celebrity Overload)
We are, we are, we are
L.A. on a Saturday night in the summer
Sun down and they all come out
Lamborghinis and their rented Hummers
The party's on, so they're heading downtown
('Round here)

Everybody's looking for a come-up
And they wanna know what you're about
Me in the middle with the one I love and
We're just tryna figure everything out

We don't fit in well
'Cause we are just ourselves
I could use some help
Getting out of this conversation, here
You look stunning, dear
So don't ask that question here
This is my only fear
That we become

Beautiful people
Drop-top, designer clothes
Front row at fashion shows
"What d'you do?" and "Who d'you know?"
Inside the world of
Beautiful people
Champagne and rolled-up notes
Pre-nups and broken homes
Surrounded, but still alone
Let's leave the party

That's not who we are
(We are, we are, we are)
We are not beautiful
Yeah, that's not who we are
(We are, we are, we are)
We are not beautiful

(L.A., mm)

Drove for hours last night and we made it nowhere
(Nowhere, nowhere)
I see stars in your eyes when we're halfway there
(All night)
I'm not fazed by all the lights and flashing cameras
'Cause with my arms around you, there's no need to care

We don't fit in well
We are just ourselves
I could use some help
Getting out of this conversation here
You look stunning, dear
So don't ask that question here
This is my only fear
That we become

Beautiful people
Drop-top, designer clothes
Front row at fashion shows
"What d'you do?" and "Who d'you know?"
Inside the world of
Beautiful people
Champagne and rolled-up notes
Pre-nups and broken homes
Surrounded, but still alone
Let's leave the party

That's not who we are
(We are, we are, we are)
We are not beautiful (yeah)
Yeah, that's not who we are
(We are, we are, we are)
We are not beautiful

(We are, we are, we are)
We are not beautiful

Rabbit In The Headlights - Michael Oakley (Evan, struck dead in his tracks!)
It's gotta be me
There's no way
Someone else could feel this way
I feel about you
And we're free
To be what we want
And touch the sky together
Before you came around
I was drowning in the depths of despair
And then when you finally came
It's funny you were unaware

That when you look in my eyes
I'm a rabbit in the headlights
And when you're touchin' my skin
I'm a river in the moonlight

It's got to be the right time
The right place
The right kind of moment
It's got to be the right kind of feeling
And deeper emotion

I'm holding back insecurity
Taking me two steps forward
And one step back from you
I'm afraid
If I try to reach too soon
That you might back away
How can I try to hide
A feeling that's so wonderful
How do I tell you that
You're the fire burning in my soul

Starstruck - Christopher Wilde (To Chance Upon Chandler Riggs)
[Intro]
Oh-oh, yeah
Oh-oh, yeah
Oh-oh, yeah
Oh-oh

[Verse 1]
Every girl, every boy
They got your posters on their wall, yeah
Photographs, autographs
The minute you step out the door
You will need the applause, yeah
Papparazzi's hiding in the bushes
Trying to make a dollar (dollar)

[Pre-Chorus]
Wanna be you
When they see you
They scream out loud

[Chorus]
Starstruck
Camera flashes, cover of magazines
(Whoa, oh-oh)
Starstruck
Designer sunglasses
Live the dream as a teen
All the fancy cars, Hollywood Boulevard
Hear the crowd calling your name, yeah
Starstruck
Prepare to get
Starstruck
Oh, yeah

[Verse 2]
Climbing life, lookin' fly
Perfect smiles
On the way to the limousine, yeah
Everywhere first in line, VIP
Hanging out with celebrities, yeah
And all the pretty girls
They wanna date ya
Trying to make you holler (holler)

[Pre-Chorus]
Wanna be you
When they see you
They scream out loud

[Chorus]
Starstruck
Camera flashes, cover of magazines
(Whoa, oh-oh)
Starstruck
Designer sunglasses
Live the dream as a teen
All the fancy cars, Hollywood Boulevard
Hear the crowd calling your name, yeah
Starstruck
Prepare to get
Starstruck
Alright

[Interlude]
Oh-oh, yeah
Oh-oh
Starstruck
Oh-oh, yeah
Oh-oh, yeah

[Bridge]
As soon as you move
They gonna talk about it
In the pic or the news
They gonna talk about it
'Cause your on the A-list
You better believe it
You better believe it, yeah
Whatever you do
(Whatever you do)
Doesn't matter if is true
'Cause you're in the top spot
And nothing can stop ya
And nothing can stop ya

[Breakdown]
Starstruck
Camera flashes, cover of magazines
(Whoa, oh-oh)
Starstruck
Designer sunglasses
Live the dream as a teen
All the fancy cars, Hollywood Boulevard
Hear the crowd calling your name, yeah

[Chorus]
Starstruck
Camera flashes, cover of magazines
Oh, oh
Starstruck
Designer sunglasses
Live the dream as a teen
All the fancy cars (fancy cars)
Hollywood Boulevard (Boulevard)
Heard the crowd calling your name, yeah
Starstruck
Prepare to get
Starstruck
Oh, yeah

Underwater - Cody Simpson (Evan Drowning)
[Verse 1]
Let's get away, wanna take ya to somewhere I know
Somewhere I know
Baby, I just wanna go, take you to somewhere I know
Uncivilized islands are waiting outside of the bar
Out of the bar, waiting outside in a car, let's get up out of the bar

[Pre-Chorus]
'Cause I wanna go somewhere I know
Where we can take it slow
I wanna go
I wanna go somewhere I know
Where we can take it slow
I wanna go, I wanna go

[Chorus]
I'm underwater 'cause I'm drowning in your body
Baby we can leave this party
Take ya somewhere that I know
I wanna go, I wanna go
Underwater 'cause I'm drowning in your body
Baby we can leave this party
Take ya somewhere that I know
I wanna go, I wanna go

[Verse 2]
Topping up the fuel, filled with azure cool
To the crystal pool
Let's get away now, let's get away now
The silver engine hums
This pirate ship is done, million ways to run
Let's get away now, let's get away now

[Pre-Chorus]
'Cause I wanna go somewhere I know
Where we can take it slow
I wanna go, I wanna go
I wanna go somewhere I know
Where we can take it slow
I wanna go

[Chorus]
I'm underwater 'cause I'm drowning in your body
Maybe we can leave this party
Take ya somewhere that I know
I wanna go
Underwater 'cause I'm drowning in your body
Maybe we can leave this party
Take ya somewhere that I know
I wanna go, I wanna go

[Bridge]
Let's get away, wanna take ya to somewhere I know
Somewhere I know
Baby, I just wanna go, take you to somewhere I know
Uncivilized islands are waiting outside of the bar
Out of the bar, waiting outside in a car, let's get up out of the bar

[Pre-Chorus]
'Cause I wanna go somewhere I know
Where we can take it slow
I wanna go, I wanna go

[Chorus]
I'm underwater 'cause I'm drowning in your body
Baby, we can leave this party
Take ya somewhere that I know
I wanna go
Underwater 'cause I'm drowning in your body
Baby, we can leave this party
Take ya somewhere that I know
I wanna go, I wanna go

Blue Jeans - Lana Del Rey (Chandler Riggs, In The Flesh)
[Verse 1]
Blue jeans, white shirt
Walked into the room, you know you made my eyes burn
It was like James Dean for sure
You're so fresh to death and sick as ca-cancer
You were sorta punk rock, I grew up on hip hop
You fit me better than my favorite sweater
And I know that love is mean (Oh-oh) and love hurts (Oh-oh)
But I still remember that day we met in December, oh baby

[Chorus]
I will love you 'til the end of time
I would wait a million years
Promise you'll remember that you're mine
Baby, can you see through the tears?
Love you more than those bitches before
Say you'll remember (Oh baby), say you'll remember
Oh baby, ooh, I will love you 'til the end of time

[Verse 2]
Big dreams, gangsta
Said you had to leave to start your life over
I was like, "No, please, stay here
We don't need no money, we could make it all work"
But he headed out on Sunday, said he'd come home Monday
I stayed up waiting, anticipating and pacing
But he was chasing (Oh-oh) paper (Oh-oh)
Caught up in the game, that was the last I heard

[Chorus]
I will love you 'til the end of time
I would wait a million years
Promise you'll remember that you're mine
Baby, can you see through the tears?
Love you more than those bitches before
Say you'll remember (Oh baby), say you'll remember
Oh baby, ooh, I will love you 'til the end of time

[Bridge]
You went out every night, and baby, that's alright
I told you that no matter what you did, I'd be by your side
'Cause I'ma ride or die, whether you fail or fly
Well, shit, at least you tried
But when you walked out that door, a piece of me died
Told you I wanted more; that's not what I had in mind
I just want it like before, we were dancing all night
Then they took you away, stole you out of my life
You just need to remember

[Chorus]
I will love you 'til the end of time
I would wait a million years
Promise you'll remember that you're mine
Baby, can you see through the tears?
Love you more than those bitches before
Say you'll remember (Oh baby), say you'll remember
Oh baby, ooh, I will love you 'til the end of time

Crush - David Archuleta (Falling For A Star)
[Verse 1]
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside, it was a rush, what a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
Just too much, just too much

[Pre-Chorus]
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

[Chorus]
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

[Verse 2]
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl
Are we just friends? Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

[Chorus]
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

[Pre-Chorus]
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

[Chorus]
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay
Going away
Going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Outside Looking In - Jordan Pruitt (Snooping Around and Discovering Things)
[Verse 1]
You don't know my name
You don't know anything about me
I've tried to play nice
I want to be in your game
The things that you say
You may think I never hear about them
But word travels fast
I'm telling you to your face
I'm standing here behind your back

[Chorus]
You don't know how it feels
To be outside the crowd
You don't know what it's like
To be left out
And you don't know how it feels
To be your own best friend
On the outside looking in

[Verse 2]
If you could read my mind
You might see
More of me than meets the eye
And you've been all wrong
Not who you think I am
You've never given me a chance

[Chorus]
You don't know how it feels
To be outside the crowd
You don't know what it's like
To be left out
And you don't know how it feels
To be your own best friend
On the outside looking in

[Bridge]
I'm tired of staying at home
I'm bored and all alone
I'm sick of wasting all my time

[Breakdown]
You don't know how it feels
To be outside the crowd
You don't know what it's like
To be left out
And you don't know how it feels
To be your own best friend
On the outside looking in

[Chorus]
You don't know how it feels
To be outside the crowd
You don't know what it's like
To be left out
And you don't know how it feels
To be your own best friend
On the outside looking in

If I Can’t Have You - Shawn Mendes (Chandler Out Of Reach)
[Chorus]
I can't write one song that's not about you
Can't drink without thinkin' about you
Is it too late to tell you that
Everything means nothing if I can't have you?

[Verse 1]
I'm in Toronto and I got this view
But I might as well be in a hotel room, yeah
It doesn't matter 'cause I'm so consumed
Spending all my nights reading texts from you

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, I'm good at keeping my distance
I know that you're the feeling I'm missing
You know that I hate to admit it
But everything means nothing if I can't have you

[Chorus]
I can't write one song that's not about you
Can't drink without thinkin' about you
Is it too late to tell you that
Everything means nothing if I can't have you?
I can't write one song that's not about you
Can't drink without thinkin' about you
Is it too late to tell you that
Everything means nothing if I can't have you?

[Verse 2]
I'm so sorry that my timing's off
But I can't move on if we're still gonna talk
Is it wrong for me to not want half?
I want all of you, all the strings attached

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, I'm good at keeping my distance
I know that you're the feeling I'm missing
You know that I hate to admit it
But everything means nothing if I can't have you

[Chorus]
I can't write one song that's not about you
Can't drink without thinkin' about you
Is it too late to tell you that
Everything means nothing if I can't have you?
I can't write one song that's not about you
Can't drink without thinking about you
Is it too late to tell you that
Everything means nothing if I can't have you?

[Bridge]
I'm trying to move on, forget you, but I hold on
Everything means nothing, everything means nothing, babe
I'm trying to move on, forget you, but I hold on
Everything means nothing if I can't have you, no

[Chorus]
I can't write one song that's not about you
Can't drink without thinkin' about you
Is it too late to tell you that
Everything means nothing if I can't have you? (Can't have you)
I can't write one song that's not about you
Can't drink without thinking about you
Is it too late to tell you that
Everything means nothing if I can't have you?

A Different Side Of Me - Allstar Weekend (Evan Pondering)
That I'd be living the dream
If my life switched
With the football team
I'd be praised by my friends
If I was driving a Mercedes Benz

What do I know?
What do I know, oh oh

I wanna be
A rock star
A superhero
Living the dream
Doing the things that
I always wanted

I wanna see
My face on the T.V.
With my picture,
On the cover
For my friends to see
A different side of me

I'm barely five foot eight
No muscle man but I can roller skate
Not the biggest sports fan
But the band drives a mean mini van

What do I know?
What do I know, oh oh

I wanna be
A rock star
A superhero
Living the dream
Doing the things that
I always wanted

I wanna see
My face on the T.V.
With my picture,
On the cover
For my friends to see
A different side of me

I know everything
Is gonna change for me
If I can make it then you'll see
That there's a different side of me
I won't be waiting
For my life to pass ahead of me
So I know you'll see
A different side of me

I wanna be
A rock star
A superhero
Living the dream
Doing the things that

I always wanted
I wanna be
A rock star
A superhero
Living the dream
Doing the things that
I always wanted

I wanna see
My face on the T.V.
With my picture,
On the cover
But you'll never have to wonder
'Cause I'm not like all the others
But my friends will see

A different side of me
A different side of me
A different side of me
A different side of me
A different side of me

Suddenly - The Olivia Project’s cover of Olivia Newton John
(Chancing upon Greyson)
[VERSE 1]
[Evan]
He walks in and I'm suddenly a hero
I'm taken in
My hopes begin to rise

[Greyson]
Look at me
Can't you tell
I'd be so thrilled to see
The message in your eyes?

[Evan]
You make it seem I'm so close to my dream
And then suddenly it's all there

[Chorus]
[Together]
Suddenly
The wheels are in motion
And I
I'm ready to sail any ocean
Suddenly, I don't need the answers
'Cause I
I'm ready to take all my chances with you

[VERSE 2]
[Evan]
And how can I
Feel you're all that matters?
I'd rely on anything you say

[Greyson]
I'll take care that no illusions shatter
If you dare to say what you should say

[Evan]
You make it seem I'm so close to my dream
And then suddenly it's all there

[Chorus]
[Together]
Suddenly
The wheels are in motion
And I
I'm ready to sail any ocean
Suddenly, I don't need the answers
'Cause I
I'm ready to take all my chances with you
[Chorus]
[Together]
Suddenly
The wheels are in motion
And I
I'm ready to sail any ocean
Suddenly, I don't need the answers
'Cause I
I'm ready to take all my chances with you

Fallin’ For You - Colbie Caillat (The Possible Improbability)
[Verse 1]
I don't know boy, I think I may be fallin' for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should keep this to myself
Wait until I know you better

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm trying, not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
And so I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of holding this inside my head

[Chorus]
I've been spending all my time
Just thinking 'bout you
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found you
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

[Verse 2]
As I'm standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It's just you and me

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm trying, not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
And so I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of holding this inside my head

[Chorus]
I've been spending all my time
Just thinking 'bout you
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found you
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

[Bridge]
Oh, I just can't take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spilling out

[Chorus]
I've been spending all my time
Just thinking 'bout you
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found you
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

[Outro]
I think I'm fallin' for you
I can't stop thinking 'bout it
I want you all around me
And now I just can't hide it
I think I'm fallin' for you
I can't stop thinking 'bout it
I want you all around me
And now I just can't hide it
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you
Oh, oh, no, no
Oh, oh, I'm fallin' for you

If That’s Not Love - The Naked Brothers Band (What Is Love Anyway?)
If that's not love then what is?
If that's not friendship then what is?
If that's not music then what is?

We've got the music in our blood
Magic seasons and then we're done
Magical feelin' has begun
Magical feelin' has begun

Before you know it we are there
On top of the world it seems
I don't know who, why, or where
But I can still hear the music

If that's not love then what is?
If that's not friendship then what is?
If that not music then what is?

We've got the music in our hearts
Magic ceases and then we start
Magical feelin has begun
Magical feelin has begun

And before you know it we are there
On top of the world it seems
I don't know who, why, or where
But we can still hear the music

If that's not love then what is?
If that's not friendship then what is?
If that's not music then what is?
If that's not music then what is?
If that's not music then what is?
If that's not music then what is?
If that's not music then what is?
If that's not music then what is?

Home Is In Your Eyes - Greyson Chance (Separation Makes The Heart Grow Fonder)
My heart beats a little bit slower
These nights are a little bit colder
Now that you're gone
My skies seem a little bit darker
Sweet dreams come a little bit harder...
I hate when you're gone

Everyday time is passing
Growing tired of all this travelling
Take me away to where you are

I wanna be holding your hand
In the sand
By the the tire swing
Where we use to be
Baby you and me
I travel a thousand miles
Just so I can see you smile
Feels so far away when you cry
Cause home is in your eyes

Your heart beats a little bit faster
There's tears where there use to be laughter...
Now that I'm gone...
You talk just a little bit softer
Things take a little bit longer
You hate that I'm gone

Everyday time is passing
Growing tired of all this travelling
Take me away to where you are

I wanna be holding your hand
In the sand
By the the tire swing
Where we use to be
Baby you and me
I travel a thousand miles
Just so I can see you smile
Feels so far away when you cry
Cause home is in your eyes

If I could write another ending
This wouldn't even be our song
I'd find a way where we would never ever be apart
Right from the start

I wanna be holding your hand
In the sand
By the the tire swing
Where we use to be
Baby you and me
I travel a thousand miles
Just so I can see you smile
Feels so far away when you cry
Cause home is in your eyes

I wanna be holding your hand
In the sand
By the the tire swing
Where we use to be
Baby you and me
I travel a thousand miles
Just so I can see you smile
Feels so far away when you cry
Cause home is in your eyes

Real Thing - Ruel (The Illusions Of Celebrity)
[Verse 1]
I'm so sick of thinking, staying up at night
I don't wanna play around, that ain't on my mind
When I think about her face, these problems don't exist
But if I'm being honest with you

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm tired of that fantasy, I'm tired of the daydream
Tired of just waiting for sleep to see you
I know it's imaginary, but I think my mind is ready
Need to leave this sanctuary for something true

[Chorus]
I just want the real thing
I just want the real thing

[Verse 2]
I want all the fights, you know I want all the tears
I want all the conversations, tell me all your fears
'Cause I know that it's hard for you to trust
No one's ever given you enough
I might need to stop and give it up (Ayy)

[Pre-Chorus]
Tired of that fantasy, I'm tired of the daydream
Tired of just waiting for sleep to see you
I know it's imaginary, but I think my mind is ready
Need to leave this sanctuary for something true

[Chorus]
I just want the real thing (Oh)
I just want the real thing (Ooh)
I just want the real thing
(I don't wanna think, I don't wanna live in fantasy)
Real thing
(I just want you here, I just want you in reality)

[Bridge]
I just want the real thing
I just want the real thing, oh-oh
Ayy

[Chorus]
I just want the real, the real thing
(I don't wanna think, I don't wanna live in fantasy)
I just want the real thing
(I just want you here, I just want you in reality)

[Outro]
I just want you here, I just want you in reality
Oh, real thing
Oh

When You Look Me In The Eyes - Jonas Brothers (The Place Where Truth Is Found)
[Intro: Nick Jonas & Joe Jonas]
Oh, oh, yeah
Oh-oh, yeah

[Verse 1: Joe Jonas & Nick Jonas]
If the heart is always searching
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone
I'll never make it on my own
Dreams can't take the place of loving you
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true

[Chorus: Nick Jonas]
When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything's alright
When you're right here by my side
When you look me in the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I find my paradise
When you look me in the eyes

[Verse 2: Joe Jonas & Nick Jonas]
How long will I be waiting
To be with you again?
I'm gonna tell you that I love you
In the best way that I can
I can't take a day without you here
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear

[Chorus: Nick Jonas]
When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything's alright
When you're right here by my side
When you look me in the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I find my paradise
When you look me in the eyes

[Bridge: Nick Jonas & Joe Jonas]
More and more, I start to realize
I can reach my tomorrow
I can hold my head up high
And it's all because you're by my side

[Breakdown: Nick Jonas]
When you look me in the eyes
You tell me that you love me
Everything's alright
When you're right here by my side
When I hold you in my arms
I know that it's forever
I just gotta let you know
I never wanna let you go

[Chorus: Nick Jonas & Joe Jonas]
When you look me in the eyes (Yeah)
And tell me that you love me
Everything's alright (It's alright)
When you're right here by my side (By my side)
When you look me in the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
Oh, I find my paradise
When you look me in the eyes

[Outro: Nick Jonas]
Oh, yeah
Oh, whoa, yeah

I Want Candy - Bow Wow Wow (50 Shades Of Greyson)
I know a guy who's tough but sweet
He's so fine, he can't be beat
He's got everything that I desire
Sets the summer sun on fire

I want candy
I want candy

Go to see him when the sun goes down
Ain't no finer boy in town
You're my guy, you're what the doctor ordered
So sweet, you make my mouth water

I want candy
I want candy
Yeah!

Candy on the beach, there's nothing better
But I like candy when it's wrapped in a sweater
Some day soon I'll make you mine
Then I'll have candy all the time

I want candy
I want candy

I want candy
I want candy

Hungry Eyes - Greyson Chance Cover (Evanly)
[Verse 1]
I've been meaning to tell you
I've got this feeling
That won't subside

I look at you and I fantasize
You're mine tonight
Now I've got you in my sights

[Chorus]
With these hungry eyes
One look at you
And I can't disguise
I've got hungry eyes
I feel the magic between you and I

[Verse 2]
I want to hold you
So hear me out
I want to show you what love's all about

Darling
Tonight
Now I've got you in my sights

[Chorus]
With these hungry eyes
One look at you
And I can't disguise
I've got hungry eyes
I feel the magic between you and I

I've got hungry eyes
Now I've got you in my sights
With the hungry eyes
Now did I take you by surprise?

I need you to see
This love was meant to be

[Chorus]
I've got hungry eyes
One look at you
And I can't disguise
I've got hungry eyes
I feel the magic between you and I

I've got hungry eyes
Now I've got you in my sights
With the hungry eyes
Now did I take you by surprise?
With my hungry eyes

I've got hungry eyes
Now I've got you in my sights
With my hungry eyes

Paparazzi - Lady Gaga (Stalkings)
[Verse 1]
We are the crowd
We're c-coming out
Got my flash on, it's true
Need that picture of you, it's so magical
We'd be so fantastical
Leather and jeans
Garage glamorous
Not sure what it means
But this photo of us, it don't have a price
Ready for those flashing lights
'Cause you know that, baby, I...

[Chorus]
I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-paparazzi
Baby, there's no other superstar you know that I'll be
Your papa-paparazzi
Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby, you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-paparazzi

[Verse 2]
I'll be your girl backstage at your show
Velvet ropes and guitars
Yeah, 'cause you're my rockstar in between the sets
Eyeliner and cigarettes
Shadow is burnt
Yellow dance and we turn
My lashes are dry
Purple teardrops, I cry
It don't have a price
Loving you is cherry pie
'Cause you know that, baby, I...

[Chorus]
I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-paparazzi
Baby, there's no other superstar you know that I'll be
Your papa-paparazzi
Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby, you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-paparazzi

[Bridge]
Real good
We dance in the studio
Snap snap to that shit on the radio
Don't stop for anyone
We're plastic, but we still have fun!

[Chorus]
I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-paparazzi
Baby, there's no other superstar you know that I'll be
Your papa-paparazzi
Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby, you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-paparazzi
Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby, you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-paparazzi

Love - Cody Simpson (A Private Affair)
[Chorus]
The thing about love, love, love
It'll make you do some crazy things
The thing about love, love, love
Is you know it when you feel it, feel it
The thing about love, love, love
It'll make you do some crazy things
The thing about love, love, love
Is you know it when you feel it
And that's the thing about love

[Verse 1]
Everybody tells us that we are too young for love
But they don't know what it is like to be young and us
Age isn't nothing but a number
And my love lasts longer than the summer
So let's move them haters up out of the way, ay

[Chorus]
The thing about love, love, love
It'll make you do some crazy things
The thing about love, love, love
Is you know it when you feel it, feel it
The thing about love, love, love
It'll make you do some crazy things
The thing about love, love, love
Is you know it when you feel it
And that's the thing about love

[Verse 2]
When I think about you I think of forever
Your love keeps me warm like I'm wearing a sweater
It don't take rocket science to know
That my heart belong to you for sure
And if you are where love is then I want to go

[Chorus]
The thing about love, love, love
It'll make you do some crazy things
The thing about love, love, love
Is you know it when you feel it, feel it
The thing about love, love, love
It'll make you do some crazy things
The thing about love, love, love
Is you know it when you feel it
And that's the thing about love

[Verse 3]
Love can be amazing
So let me start by saying
Just let me start by giving all the love I have
Hey love is a lovely thing
So come on let's embrace it
You know that it could take us to another space, another place

[Chorus]
The thing about love, love, love
It'll make you do some crazy things
The thing about love, love, love
Is you know it when you feel it, feel it
The thing about love, love, love
It'll make you do some crazy things (crazy crazy)
The thing about love, love, love
Is you know it when you feel it (feel it)

And that's the thing about love
That's the thing
And that's the thing about love
That's the thing
And that's the thing about love
That's the thing
And that's the thing about love
That's the thing
That's the thing about love

It Don’t Matter - Cody Simpson (What You Are Isn’t As Important As Who You Are)
[Intro]
Woah baby, woah baby
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

[Verse 1]
Everyday people like you
And me just wanna live naturally
Times are true and you told me
"Nothing gonna get us down, can't you see?"

[Chorus]
I said if it don't matter to you, it don't matter to me, oh baby
If it don't matter to you, it don't matter to me, woah baby

[Verse 2]
People all around making sounds and all kinds of noise
If I could only get there, then I could enjoy
Who they tryna be? Who they tryna fool, let's change the mood right now
Turn down the lights, it's time to cool it down

[Chorus]
If it don't matter to you, it don't matter to me, woah no no no
If it don't matter to you, it don't matter to me, woah baby

[Bridge]
Yesterday, what we could be? It don't matter
Getting more of what we don't need, it don't matter
Everyday I'm less of you
It doesn't matter to me
No, woah
Bring it on down, bring it on down to me
Sing it all down, sing it all down to me
Bring it on down, bring it on down to me

[Chorus]
If it don't matter to you, it don't matter to me, woah no no no
If it don't matter to you, it don't matter to me
I say if it don't matter to you, it don't matter to me, oh no no no
If it don't matter to you, it don't matter to me, no no no no don't matter

I Just Want To Be Your Everything - Zsa Zsa Padilla cover of Andy Gibbs
(‘You Are My Everything!’)
[Verse 1]
For so long
You and me been finding each other for so long
And the feeling that I feel for you
Is more than strong, girl
Take it from me
If you give a little more than you're asking for
Your love will turn the key
Darling, mine
I would wait forever for those lips of wine
Build my world around you, darling
This love will shine, girl
Watch it and see
If you give a little more than you're asking for
Your love will turn the key

[Chorus]
I, I, I just wanna be your everything
Open up the Heaven in your heart and let me be
The things you are to me
And not some puppet on a string
Oh, if I, if I stay here without you, darling, I will die
I want you laying in the love I have to bring
I'd do anything
To be your everything

[Verse 2]
Darling, for so long
You and me been finding each other for so long
And the feeling that I feel for you is more than strong, girl
Take it from me
If you give a little more than you're asking for
Your love will turn the key

[Chorus]
I, I, I just wanna be your everything
Open up the Heaven in your heart and let me be
The things you are to me
And not some puppet on a string
Oh, I, if I stay here without you, darling, I will die
I want you laying in the love I have to bring
I'd do anything
To be your everything

[Instrumental Bridge]

[Chorus]
I, I, I just wanna be your everything (Your everything)
Open up the Heaven in your heart and let me be
The things you are to me
And not some puppet on a string
I, I, if I stay here without you, darling, I will die (Darling, I will die)
I want you laying in the love I have to bring
I'd do anything
To be your everything (I just wanna be your everything)

Soar - Eclipse (Chandler Riggs) - Chandler Riggs is a DJ too?!
A Drop DJ Instrumental by Chandler Riggs himself!

Magic - The Olivia Project (End Credits)
[Verse 1]
Come take my hand
You should know me
I've always been in your mind
You know I will be kind
I'll be guiding you

[Verse 2]
Building your dream
Has to start now
There's no other road to take
You won't make a mistake
I'll be guiding you

[Chorus]
You have to believe we are magic
Nothin' can stand in our way
You have to believe we are magic
Don't let your aim ever stray

[Post-Chorus]
And if all your hopes survive
Destiny will arrive
I'll bring all your dreams alive
For you
I'll bring all your dreams alive
For you

[Verse 3]
From where I stand
You are home free
The planets align so rare
There's promise in the air
And I'm guiding you

[Verse 4]
Through every turn
I'll be near you
I'll come anytime you call
I'll catch you when you fall
I'll be guiding you

[Chorus]
You have to believe we are magic
Nothin' can stand in our way
You have to believe we are magic
Don't let your aim ever stray

[Post-Chorus]
And if all your hopes survive
Destiny will arrive
I'll bring all your dreams alive
For you
I'll bring all your dreams alive
For you

[Chorus]
Heyyyyyyyy!
You have to believe we are magic
Nothin' can stand in our way
You have to believe we are magic
Don't let your aim ever stray

[Post-Chorus]
And if all your hopes survive
Destiny will arrive
I'll bring all your dreams alive
For you
I'll bring all your dreams alive
For you

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Loveless

By MrM, November 2, 2018

Track List
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Loveless (Lo Moon) - Entering Into The Experience Out Of Reach (Annie) - Endlessly Wanting Him Please, Please, Please Give Me What I Want! (The Dream Academy’s Cover of The Smiths) - Begging For Just One Good Day Shake The Disease (Depeche Mode) - The Crippled Heart Longs For Expression The More You Ignore Me The Closer I Get (Morrissey) - The Beginning Of The Obsession See You (Depeche Mode) - Distant Devotion Wishful Thinking (China Crisis) - Bedtime Crises Only The Lonely (The Motels) - ‘Only The Lonely Can Play’ I’ll Always Come Back (Swim Team) - Stuck Within His Relentless Gravity Lie To Me (Depeche Mode) - Taking The Lies Over The Lovelessness In Your Room (Depeche Mode) - Desperate Sexual Fantasies For Him The Golden Boy (Epsen Kraft) - When The Fantasy Becomes Reality Seeing Stars (Empathy Test) - To Be Loveless No More Fool Of Me (Meshell Ndegeocello) - Love’s Fool Hurts Too Much (Cinnamon Chasers) - Broken Entirely So In Love (OMD) - When Love Becomes Hate Without You (Air Supply) - Pleading In Anguish Losing Touch (Empathy Test) - The Sharp Knives Of Being Ignored The One I Gave My Heart To (Aaliyah) - Unravelling Throwing Stones, The Minuit Machine Remix (Empathy Test and The Minuit Machine) - Brandon Will Pay! Love Will Tears Us Apart (Joy Division) - Emails And Photos As Weapons The Crying Game (Boy George) - Loveless Again Suicide Is Painless (Ania Cover) - Ultimately, The Only Way Out Goodbye (Secondhand Serenade) - The Final Farewell The Rumor (Depeche Mode) - ‘Something’s Happened To Jimmy’ Dante’s Prayer (Loreena McKennitt) - A Young Soul Seeking Release And Remembrance ————————————
Loveless (Lo Moon) - Entering Into The Experience

Crosses in the distance, bells ring fast
Loveless in our shelter, time will pass
Could you take the chance on us?
Could you take the chance on us?

Call out to the lonely with regrets
Loveless is your answer, time will pass
Couldn’t take a chance on us
Couldn’t take a chance on us

Take my hand
In belief we trace our steps
Understand
No relief in silhouettes

Battled myself so many times
What I was isn’t what I want now
We can seek denial and search for miles

Blessed love, the love I need
Rolling drums, the Loveless bleed

Take my hand
In belief we trace our steps
Understand
No relief in silhouettes

Out Of Reach (Annie) - Endlessly Wanting Him

Oh it's Sunday night
I am lying in my bed
Thinking of the time
When I was in your arms
The other day
Oh it's been so long
I could not see
Waiting for someone
That was always right
In front of me

Why didn't I say something?
Didn't do something?
When I knew right
Yeah, you could be with me
Why was I so blind?
Why didn't I take the time?
And now you're gone, boy
Oh you could be with me

Oh I'm lying in my bed
And I can not sleep
Thinking of the things
That You said to me, my baby
You're out of reach
Tossing and turning
I cannot sleep
Haunted by the things
That I did not say, my baby
You're out of reach
You're out of reach

If I could go back and rewind
I'd show you that
You're more than just a friend
In every way
I'd tell you all my secrets
Boy, if you come back
I'll never let you down
I'll let you in

Oh I'm lying in my bed
And I can not sleep
Thinking of the things
That you said to me, my baby
You're out of reach
Tossing and turning
I cannot sleep
Haunted by the things
That I did not say, my baby
You're out of reach
You're out of reach

Where are you now when the lights are low?
‘Cause I'm thinking of you, I won't let you go

Why didn't I say something?
Didn't do something?
When I knew right
Yeah, you could be with me

Oh I'm lying in my bed
And I can not sleep
Thinking of the things
You said to me, to me
Oh I'm lying in my bed
And I can not sleep
Thinking of the things
You said to me, to me

Please, Please, Please Give Me What I Want! (The Dream Academy’s Cover of The Smiths) - Begging For Just One Good Day

Good times for a change
Seems the luck I've had
Can make a good man
Turn bad

So please, please, please
Let me, let me, let me
Let me get what I want
This time

Haven't had a dream in a long time
Seems the life I've had
Can make a good man bad

So for once in my life
Let me get what I want
Lord knows, it would be the first time
Lord knows, it would be the first time

Shake The Disease (Depeche Mode) - The Crippled Heart Longs For Expression

I'm not going down on my knees,
Begging you to adore me
Can't you see it's misery
And torture for me
When I'm misunderstood
Try as hard as you can, I've tried as hard as I could
To make you see
How important it is for me

Here is a plea
From my heart to you
Nobody knows me
As well as you do
You know how hard it is for me
To shake the disease
That takes hold of my tongue
In situations like these

Understand me

Some people have to be
Permanently together
Lovers devoted to
Each other forever
Now I've got things to do
And I've said before that I know you have too
When I'm not there
In spirit I'll be there

Here is a plea
From my heart to you
Nobody knows me
As well as you do
You know how hard it is for me
To shake the disease
That takes hold of my tongue
In situations like these

Understand me

The More You Ignore Me The Closer I Get (Morrissey) - The Beginning Of The Obsession

The more you ignore me
The closer I get
You're wasting your time
The more you ignore me
The closer I get
You're wasting your time

I will be
In the bar
With my head
On the bar
I am now
A central part
Of your mind's landscape
Whether you care
Or do not
Yeah, I've made up your mind

The more you ignore me
The closer I get
You're wasting your time
The more you ignore me
The closer I get
You're wasting your time

Beware!
I bear more grudges
Than lonely high court judges
When you sleep
I will creep
Into your thoughts
Like a bad debt
That you can't pay
Take the easy way
And give in
Yeah, and let me in
Oh, let me in
Oh, let me ahhh
Oh, let me in
It's war
It's war
It's war
It's war
It's war
War
War
War
War
Oh, let me in
Ah, the closer I get
Oh, you're asking for it
Ah, the closer I get
Ooh, the closer I get

See You (Depeche Mode) - Distant Devotion

All I want to do is see you again
Is that too much to ask for?
I just want to see your sweet smile
Smile the way it was before
Well I'll try not to hold you
And I'll try not to kiss you

And I won't even touch you
All I want to do is see you
Don't you know that it's true

I remember the days when we'd walk through the woods
And sit on a bench for a while
I treasure the way we used to laugh and play
And look in each others eyes
You can keep me at a distance if you don't trust my resistance

But I swear I won't touch you
All I want to do is see you
Don't you know that it's true

Well, I know five months is a long time
And that times change (oh that times change)
But I think that you will find
People are basically the same (basically the same)

If the water's still flowing, we can go for a swim
And do the things we used to do
And if I'm reluctant you can pull me in
And we can relive our youth
Oh, but we'll stay friendly like friends and brothers

Though I think I still love you
All I want to do is see you
Don't you know that it's true?

Wishful Thinking (China Crisis) - Bedtime Crises

It's time we should talk about it
There's no secret kept in here
Forgive me for asking
Now wipe away your tears

And if I wish to stop it all
And if I wish to comfort the fall
It's just wishful thinking

I sat on the roof
And watched the day go by
I see the likeness in his smile and the way he stands
Makes it all worthwhile

And if I wish to stop it all
And if I wish to comfort the fall
It's just wishful thinking

It's time we should talk about it
There's no secret kept in here
I see the likeness in his smile and the way he stands
Makes it all worthwhile

And if I wish to stop it all
And if I wish to comfort the fall
And if I wish to stop it all
And if I wish to comfort the fall
It's just wishful thinking

Only The Lonely (The Motels) - ‘Only The Lonely Can Play’

We walked the loneliest mile
We smile without any style
We kiss all together wrong
No intention

We lie about what each other thinks
We live without each other
Thinking what anyone would do
Without me and you

It's like I told you
Only the lonely can play

So hold on, here we go
Hold on to nothin' we know
I feel so lonely
Way up here

You mention the time we were together
So long ago well I don't remember
All I know is it makes me feel good now

It's like I told you only the lonely can play
Only the lonely only the lonely can play

Only the lonely only the lonely can play
It's like I told you only the lonely can play
Only the lonely
Only the lonely can play

I’ll Always Come Back (Swim Team) - Stuck Within His Relentless Gravity

Stay here with me before you go
You know you're sweet the way you are
Fall on my knees, I can't hold on
‘Cause I won't sleep 'til I am with

You, I'll kiss your chapped lips
We've shared my mattress
I'll always come back

With you, you'll hold my jacket
We're leaving separate
You'll never come back

Walk in your sleep to the backyard
Dig up the bones of what once was
I'm growing weak from working hard
A shimmerless life when I'm without

You, I'll kiss your chapped lips
We've shared my mattress
I'll always come back

With you, you'll hold my jacket
We're leaving separate
You'll never come back

Take back what I said
I know that you've tried too
If I had what I want
Let time go without us

With You, I'll kiss your chapped lips
We've shared my mattress
I'll always come back

With you, you'll hold my jacket
We're leaving separate
You'll never come back

Lie To Me (Depeche Mode) - Taking The Lies Over The Lovelessness

[Chorus: x2]
Come on and lay with me
Come on and lie to me
Tell me you love me
Say I'm the only one

Experiences have a lasting impression
But words once spoken
Don't mean a lot now

Belief is the way
The way of the innocent
And when I say innocent
I should say naïve

So lie to me
But do it with sincerity
Make me listen
Just for a minute
Make me think
There's some truth in it

[Chorus: x2]

Promises made for convenience
Aren't necessarily
What we need
Truth is a word
That's lost its meaning
The truth has become
Merely half-truth

So lie to me
Like they do it in the factory
Make me think
That at the end of the day
Some great reward
Will be coming my way

[Chorus: Repeats]

In Your Room (Depeche Mode) - Desperate Sexual Fantasies For Him

In your room
Where time stands still
Or moves at your will
Will you let the morning come soon
Or will you leave me lying here
In your favourite darkness
Your favourite half-light
Your favourite consciousness
Your favourite slave

In your room
Where souls disappear
Only you exist here
Will you lead me to your armchair
Or leave me lying here
Your favourite innocence
Your favourite prize
Your favourite smile
Your favourite slave

I'm hanging on your words
Living on your breath
Feeling with your skin
Will I always be here

In your room
Your burning eyes
Cause flames to arise
Will you let the fire die down soon
Or will I always be here
Your favourite passion
Your favourite game
Your favourite mirror
Your favourite slave

I'm hanging on your words
Living on your breath
Feeling with your skin
Will I always be here

The Golden Boy (Epsen Kraft) - When The Fantasy Becomes Reality

That's all I wanted from you, love
That's all I need
That's all I wanted from you, love
I want release
That's all I wanted from you, love
Oh, release
That's all I wanted from your touch
Your golden needs

I want to... I want to breathe
I want you... I want release
I want to... want to breathe
I want you... I want release

This is the last day of the summer, so wake up boy x4
This is the last day of your world, so wake up boy
This is the last day of your world, so wake up boy
This is the last day...
This is the last day of your world, Golden Boy

Seeing Stars (Empathy Test) - To Be Loveless No More

Everybody knows you’re not perfect
But you still do your best to hide your flaws.

Everything you do is just surface
But we all know what goes on behind closed doors.

You’ll never know how it feels
To be out on a limb, in the wind.

And you’ll never know how much it hurts
To fall so hard you see stars

To fall so hard you see stars
To fall so hard you see stars
To fall so hard you see stars
To fall so hard you see stars

Everything we do is falling snowflakes
It will all have melted by the dawn.
Give up all your fears for your own sakes
And follow me out into the storm.

You’ll never know how it feels
To be out on a limb, in the wind.

And you’ll never know how much it hurts
To fall so hard you see stars

To fall so hard you see stars
To fall so hard you see stars
To fall so hard you see stars
To fall so hard you see stars

Fool Of Me (Meshell Ndegeocello) - Love’s Fool

I remember when you filled my heart with joy
Was I blind to the truth just there to fill the space?
'Cause now you have no interest in anything that I have to say
And I have allowed you to make me feel, I feel so dumb
What kind of fool am I that you so easily set me aside

You made a fool of me
Tell me why
You say that you don't care that we made love
Tell me why
You made a fool of me . . . you made a fool of me

I want to kiss you
Does he want you with the pain that I do?
I smell you in my dreams
But now when we're face to face you won't look me in the eye
No time, No friendship, No love

You say don't touch you
I can't touch you no more
Can't touch you anymore, anymore
I don't touch you anymore

You made a fool of me
Tell me why
You say that you don't care that we made love
Tell me why
You made a fool of me, you made a fool of me

Tell me why.

Hurts Too Much (Cinnamon Chasers) - Broken Entirely

Today is real and I can see the war starting now between us
Broke me in two
We could've spent our life together
Now we're pushed apart forever

Not long to go
I gotta get myself together
Ain't gonna be like this forever

Our broken dreams
Now I can't believe our love is finally over

It hurts too much to be apart
Is it real, this love?
Can you feel my touch?

Today is real and I can see the war starting now between us
Broke me in two
We could've spent our life together
Now we're pushed apart forever

It hurts too much to be apart
Is it real, this love?
Can you feel my touch?

So In Love (OMD) - When Love Becomes Hate

Talk to me, don't lie to me
Save your breath
Don't look at me, don't smile at me
Just close your eyes

I was so impressed by you
I was running blind
I would fall for every trick
Every twist of mind

Heaven is cold
Without any soul
It's hard to believe
I was so in love with you

~ Jimmy thinks Billy is saying with his silence
‘Don't say your prayers, don't build your hopes
Just walk away
Don't phone me up, don't call around
Don't waste your time’

‘You were so in awe of me
You were so divine
You would do just anything
To still be mine’

Heaven is cold
Without any soul
It's hard to believe
I was so in love with you

All the things you said to me
I was so obsessed
You were always talking, talking
God, I did my best

Heaven is cold
Without any soul
It's hard to believe
I was so in love with you

(I was so in love with you) Heaven is cold
Without any soul
It's hard to believe
I was so in love with you

(I was so in love with you) Heaven is cold
Without any soul
It's hard to believe
I was so in love with you

I was so in love, I was so in love, I was so in love with you
So in love with you

Without You (Air Supply) - Pleading In Anguish

No, I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way the story goes
You always smile but in you eyes your sorrow shows
Yes, it shows

No, I can't forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrows
When I had you there, but then you let me go
And now it's only fair that I should let you know
What you should know

I can't live, if living is without you
I can't give, I can't give any more
Can't live, if living is without you
Can't give, I can't give any more

No, I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way the story goes
You always smile but in you eyes your sorrow shows
Yes, it shows

I can't live, if living is without you
I can't give, I can't give any more
Can't live, if living is without you
Can't give, I can't give any more

I can't live, if living is without you
I can't give, I can't give any more
I can't live, if living is without you
I can't give, I can't give any more

I can't live, if living is without you
I can't give, I can't give any more

Losing Touch (Empathy Test) - The Sharp Knives Of Being Ignored

Scared of losing touch
If I really mean that much
Why pretend that you love him?
Don't call me out of the blue
It's clear that I still do
And you know he knows it too.
Going home alone
The only love I've known
It's always been you.
It's always been you.

Tell me it's not real
Tell me he doesn't make you feel
The way I made you feel
If you care for me at all
You'll hang up when I call
You'll clear me the space to fall
If you give I will receive
And despite what they believe
It's always been you.
It's always been you.
It's always been you.

~ Sam’s Helping Hand
‘When you're feeling alone
And you're colder than stone
Call me you know
When you're feeling alone
And you're colder than stone
Call me you know
When you're feeling alone
And you're colder than stone
Call me you know
When you're feeling alone
And you're colder than stone
Call me you know

When you're feeling alone
And you're colder than stone
Call me you know ‘

It's always been you.

‘When you're feeling alone
And you're colder than stone
Call me you know ‘

It's always been you.

‘When you're feeling alone
And you're colder than stone
Call me you know’

It's always been you.

‘When you're feeling alone
And you're colder than stone
Call me you know ‘

It's always been you.

It's always been you.

The One I Gave My Heart To (Aaliyah) - Unravelling

How Could The One I Gave My Heart To, Break My Heart So Bad?
How Could The One Who Made Me Happy, Make Me Feel So Sad?
Wont Somebody Tell Me? So I Can Understand.
If You Love Me, How Could You Hurt Me Like That?
How Could The One I Gave My World To, Throw My World Away?
How Could The One Who Said I Love You, Say The Things You Say?
How Could The One I Was So True Too, Just Tell Me Lies?
How Could The One I Gave My Heart To, Break This Heart Of Mine?
Tell Me........

How Could You Be So Cold To Me? When I Gave You Everything.
All My Love, All I Had Inside.
How Could you Just Walk Out The Door?
How Could You Not Love Me Anymore?

I Thought We Had Forever.
I Cant Understand.

How Could The One I Shared My Dreams With, Take My Dreams From me?
How Could The Love That Brought Such Pleasure, Bring Such Misery?
Won’t Somebody Tell Me? Somebody Tell Me Please.
If You Love Me, How Could You Do That To Me?
Tell Me........

How Could you Just Walk Out The Door?
How Could You Not Love Me Anymore?
I Thought We Had Forever.
I Cant Understand.

*How Could The One I Gave My Heart To, Break My Heart So Bad?
How Could The One Who Made Me Happy, Make Me Feel So Sad?
Wont Somebody Tell Me? So I Can Understand.
If You Love Me, How Could You Hurt Me Like That?*

How Could The One I Gave My World To, Throw My World Away?
How Could The One Who Said I Love You, Say The Things You Say?
How Could The One I Was So True Too Just Tell Me Lies?

*How Could The One I Gave My Heart To.....
How Could The One I Gave My Heart To....
How Could The One I Gave My Heart To Break This Heart of Mine?
Tell Me........

Throwing Stones, The Minuit Machine Remix (Empathy Test and The Minuit Machine) - Brandon Will Pay!

Flicking through yesterday’s news
Slipping my neck into the noose again
Well it fits so well.
Doesn't know where his loyalties lie -
Then again neither do I.
Going out thinking I am there
Waking up in his arms but then
I Never knew it would be so hard
Never knew I would be a part of this
Bitterness.

I try to fall awake but I still sleep
Wait for a week but I am weak
And resolutions fail
And once again I'm throwing stones
At your window.
Throwing stones
At your window.

Stand in the payphone, count to ten
But you won’t call me back again.
Sends a little shiver right through me
When I hear you running down to me.
But I know you’ll only turn away
‘Cause you've got nothing left to say to me
Well; hear me out.

I try to fall awake but I still sleep
Wait for a week but I am weak.
And resolutions fail
And once again I'm throwing stones
At your window.
Throwing stones
At your window.
Throwing stones
At your window.
Throwing Stones
At your window.

Love Will Tear Us Apart (Joy Division) - Emails And Photos As Weapons

~ Sending a photo hoping Billy will think this about Brandon
‘When routine bites hard
And ambitions are low
And resentment rides high
But emotions won't grow
And we're changing our ways, taking different roads

Then love, love will tear us apart again
Love, love will tear us apart again

Why is the bedroom so cold?
You've turned away on your side
Is my timing that flawed?
Our respect runs so dry
Yet there's still this appeal
That we've kept through our lives

But love, love will tear us apart again
Love, love will tear us apart again

You cry out in your sleep
All my failings exposed
And there's a taste in my mouth
As desperation takes hold
Just that something so good just can't function no more

But love, love will tear us apart again
Love, love will tear us apart again
Love, love will tear us apart again
Love, love will tear us apart again’

The Crying Game (Boy George) - To Be Loveless Again

I know all there is to know about the crying game
I've had my share of the crying game
First there are kisses
Then there are sighs
And then, before you know where you are
You're sayin' goodbye

One day soon, I'm gonna tell the moon about the crying game
And if he knows, maybe he'll explain
Why there are heartaches (Heartaches)?
Why there are tears (So sad)?
Then what to do to stop feeling blue
When love disappears

First there are kisses (Kisses)
Then there are sighs (So sad)
And then, before you know where you are
You're sayin' goodbye

Don't want no more of the crying game (Don't want no more)
Don't want no more of the crying game (Don't want no more)
Don't want no more of the crying game (Don't want no more)
Don't want no more of the crying game

Suicide Is Painless (Ania Cover) - Ultimately, The Only Way Out

Through early morning fog I see
Visions of the things to be
The pains that are withheld for me
I realize and I can see

That suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please

The game of life is hard to play
I'm gonna lose it anyway
The losing card I'll someday lay
So this is all I have to say

Suicide is painless (suicide)
It brings on many changes (changes)
And I can take or leave it if I please

The sword of time will pierce our skins
It doesn't hurt when it begins
But as it works its way on in
The pain grows stronger
Watch it grin

Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please

A brave man once requested me
To answer questions that are key
‘Is it to be or not to be?’
And I replied, ‘oh why ask me?’

Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please

And you can do the same thing if you please

Goodbye (Secondhand Serenade) - The Final Farewell

It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
It's not enough to say I'm sorry

Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe we're the same
But, either way I can't breathe
Either way I can't breathe

All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this way
We're better off this way

I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
‘Cause everything we've been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by

All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this way
We're better off this way
All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this way
We're better off this way

And every, everything isn't only
What it seemed so hold these
Words that you never told me
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Goodbye

Bye

Take my pain away
Tear it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my pain away
Tear it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my pain away
Tear it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

(And so on)

The Rumour (Depeche Mode) - ‘Something’s Happened To Jimmy’

Boy of fourteen
Whole life ahead of him
Slashed his wrists
Bored with life
Didn't succeed
Thank the Lord
For small mercies

Fighting back the tears
Mother reads the note again
Fourteen candles burn in her mind
She takes the blame
It's always the same
She goes down on her knees
And prays . . .

‘I don't want to start
Any blasphemous rumours
But I think that God's
Got a sick sense of humour
And when I die
I expect to find Him laughing’

‘I don't want to start
Any blasphemous rumours
But I think that God's
Got a sick sense of humour
And when I die
I expect to find Him laughing’

Boy of fourteen
Fell in love with somebody
Found new life inside their eyes
Hit by a lie
Ended up
On a life support machine

Summer's day
As he passed away
Birds were singing
In the summer's sky
Then came the rain
And once again
A tear fell
From his mother's eye

‘I don't want to start
Any blasphemous rumours
But I think that God's
Got a sick sense of humour
And when I die
I expect to find Him laughing’

‘I don't want to start
Any blasphemous rumours
But I think that God's
Got a sick sense of humour
And when I die
I expect to find Him laughing’

‘I don't want to start
Any blasphemous rumours
But I think that God's
Got a sick sense of humour
And when I die
I expect to find Him laughing’

‘I don't want to start
Any blasphemous rumours
But I think that God's
Got a sick sense of humour
And when I die
I expect to find Him laughing’

‘I don't want to start
Any blasphemous rumours
But I think that God's
Got a sick sense of humour
And when I die
I expect to find Him laughing’

Dante’s Prayer (Loreena McKennitt) - A Young Soul Seeking Release And Remembrance

When the dark wood fell before me
And all the paths were overgrown
When the priests of pride say there is no other way
I tilled the sorrows of stone

I did not believe because I could not see
Though you came to me in the night
When the dawn seemed forever lost
You showed me your love in the light of the stars

Cast your eyes on the ocean
Cast your soul to the sea
When the dark night seems endless
Please remember me

Then the mountain rose before me
By the deep well of desire
From the fountain of forgiveness
Beyond the ice and fire

Cast your eyes on the ocean
Cast your soul to the sea
When the dark night seems endless
Please remember me

Though we share this humble path, alone
How fragile is the heart
Oh give these clay feet wings to fly
To touch the face of the stars

Breathe life into this feeble heart
Lift this mortal veil of fear
Take these crumbled hopes, etched with tears
We'll rise above these earthly cares

Cast your eyes on the ocean
Cast your soul to the sea
When the dark night seems endless
Please remember me

Please remember me
Please remember me
Please remember me . . .

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Why Don’t You Play The Game, Arcade Junkie?

By MrM, July 31, 2018

TRACK LISTING
Computer Game (Yellow Magic Orchestra) - The Arcade High Score Summer (Arcade High) - Matt Meets Sam Digital Love (Daft Punk) - “Why Don’t You Play The Game?” Ready To Start (Arcade Fire) - Matt Levels Up Slow (Kylie Minogue) - The Body Game, No Batteries Required Boom, Boom (Let’s Go Back To My Room) (Paul Lekakis) - Scoring Tyler No ‘I’ In Threesome (Interpol) - Matt + Sam + Tyler = Mamler Moments In Love (Art Of Noise) - Manage A Toir Behind The Mask (Yellow Magic Orchestra) - Taking On ‘The Green Monster’ Game Boss Goodbye (FM-84) - The Threesome Breaks Up Innocence (Electric Youth) - Suddenly Becoming Too Old For Games Send Me An Angel (Groovecatcher Cover Of Real Life) - Tyler Meets Ariel Young & Unafraid - Robert DeLong Mix (The Moth & The Flame) - The Courage True Love Brings 21st Century Digital Boy (Bad Religion) - Matt Gets His Game Back On Why Did I Say Goodbye (Tommy ‘86) - Sam Comes Back To Play Look Into My Eyes (Arcade High & MrM) - Sam Meets Matt Again For The First Time Put Your Money On Me (Arcade Fire) - Matt Learns To Bet And Win The Comeback Kid (The Midnight) - Matt Comes Back Running To You (Arcade High) - Sam and Matt, Playmates Forever Arcade Summer (FM-84 & MrM) - ‘The Sun Still Shines Bright On Our Arcade Summer’ ————————————
Computer Game (Yellow Magic Orchestra) - The Arcade

Electronic Overture

High Score Summer (Arcade High) - Matt Meets Sam

Electronic Tenderness

Digital Love (Daft Punk) - “Why Don’t You Play The Game?”

[Verse 1]
Last night I had a dream about you
In this dream, I'm dancing right beside you
And it looked like everyone was having fun
The kind of feeling I've waited so long

[Verse 2]
Don't stop, come a little closer
As we jam, the rhythm gets stronger
There's nothing wrong with just a little little fun
We were dancing all night long
The time is right to put my arms around you
You're feeling right, you wrap your arms around too
But suddenly I feel the shining sun
Before I knew it, this dream was all gone

[Verse 3]
Ooh, I don't know what to do
About this dream and you
I wish this dream comes true
Ooh, I don't know what to do
About this dream and you
We'll make this dream come true

[Interlude]

[Outro]
Why don't you play the game?
Why don't you play the game?

Ready To Start (Arcade Fire) - Matt Levels Up

Businessmen drink my blood
Like the kids in art school said they would
And I guess I'll just begin again
You say you, can we still be friends

If I was scared
I would
And if I was bored
You know I would
And if I was yours
Well I'm not

All the kids have always known
That the emperor wears no clothes
But to bow to down to them anyway
Is better than being alone

If I was scared
I would
And if I was bored
You know I would
And if I was yours
But I'm not

Now you're knocking at my door
Saying please come out against tonight
But I would rather be alone
Than pretend I feel alright

If the businessmen drink my blood
Like the kids in art school said they would
Then I guess I'll just begin again
You say you can still be friends

If I was scared
I would
And if I was pure
You know I would
And if I was yours
But I'm not
Now I'm ready to start
If I was scared
I would

And if I was pure
You know I would
And if I was yours
But I'm not

Now I'm ready to start
Now I'm ready to start

I would rather be wrong
Than live in the shadows of your song
My mind is open wide

And now I'm ready to start
Now I'm ready to start

My mind is open wide
And now I'm ready to start
Your mind surely opened the door
To step out into the dark

Now I'm ready

Slow (Kylie Minogue) - The Body Game, No Batteries Required

Knew you'd be here tonight
So I put my best dress on
Boy I was so right
Our eyes connected
Now nothin's how it used to be
No second guesses
Trackin' on this feelin'
Pull focus close up you and me
Nobody's leavin'

Got me affected
Spun me one eighty degrees
So electric

Slow down and dance with me, yeah, slow
Skip a beat and move with my body, yeah, slow
Come on and dance with me, yeah, slow
Skip a beat and move with my body, yeah, slow

Don't wanna rush it
Let the rhythm pull you in
It's here so touch it
You know what I'm sayin'
And I haven't said a thin'
Keep the record playin'

Slow down and dance with me, yeah, slow
Skip a beat and move with my body, yeah, slow
Come on and dance with me, yeah, slow
Skip a beat and move with my body, yeah, slow

Oh, oh, read my body language
Take it down, down

Slow down and dance with me, yeah, slow
Skip a beat and move with my body, yeah, slow
Come on and dance with me, yeah, slow
(Slow down and dance with me)
Skip a beat and move with my body, yeah, slow

(Slow down and dance with me)
Skip a beat and move with my body
Skip a beat and move with my body
Skip a beat and move with my body
Slow

Boom, Boom (Let’s Go Back To My Room) (Paul Lekakis) - Scoring Tyler

Hey baby I'd like to talk to you
How about coming back to my room for a little boom boom

You keep coming to me
I can dig your dynamite
Know the way you move
Get in the groove
You're driving me crazy, crazy for you

Second time you moved me
It's time for us to Boom Boom
You can come right close to me
And feel the burning fire

All the time you got me
It's fine for us to boom boom
If you see the spark in me
And feel my strong desire

Boom Boom Boom
Let's go back to my room
So we can do it all night
And you can make me feel right
Boom Boom Boom
Let's go back to my room
So we can do it all night
And you can make me feel right

Do the honor to me
Don't you know I like to bite
Get to the view
Closer to you

You're driving me crazy, crazy for you
Second time you moved me
It's time for us to Boom Boom
You can come right close to me

And feel the burning fire
All the time you got me
It's fine for us to boom boom
If you see the spark in me
And feel my strong desire

Boom Boom Boom
Let's go back to my room
So we can do it all night
And you can make me feel right
Boom Boom Boom
Let's go back to my room
So we can do it all night
And you can make me feel right

No ‘I’ In Threesome (Interpol) - Matt + Sam + Tyler = Mamler

Through the storms and the lie
Baby, you stood by my side
And life is wine
But there are days in this life
When you see the teeth marks of time

Two lovers divide
Sound meets sound, babe
Her echoes, they surround
And all that we need is one thing
Now what is there to allow?

Babe, it's time we gave something new a try
All alone we may fight, so just let us be free
And, baby, tonight
I see your lips are on fire

And life is wine
Now the windows are open, the moon is so bright
There's no one who can tell us
What love brings for you and I
Sound meets sound, babe
The echoes, they surround

And all that we need is one thing
Now what is there to allow?
Babe, it's time we give something new a try
All alone we may fight, so just let us be free tonight
Through the storms and the lie
Baby, you stood by my side

And life is wine
You feel the sweet breath of time
It's whispering its truth, not mine
There's no "I" in threesome
And I am all for it!

Babe, it's time we give something new a try
All alone we may fight, and feathers bend like trees in the moonlight
Babe, it's time we give something new a try
All alone we may fight, so just let us be free tonight

Moments In Love (Art Of Noise) - Manage A Toir

Moments In Love - Now!

Behind The Mask (Yellow Magic Orchestra) -
Taking On ‘The Green Monster’ Game Boss

[Verse 1]
Now the mask you're wearing
Is stoney and staring
Lines and tears, age and fears
Growing old, passions cold

Now the mask you're wearing
Is stoney and staring
Lines and tears, age and fears
Growing old, passions cold

[Verse 2]
There's nothing in your eyes
That marks where you cried
All is blank, all is blind
Dead inside, the inner mind

There's nothing in your eyes
That marks where you cried
All is blank, all is blind
Dead inside, the inner mind

[Outro]
Is it me
Is it you
Behind this mask, I ask

Goodbye (FM-84) - The Threesome Breaks Up

As summer fades away
Lost in a cloudless haze
Just hold me and touch a wave
There’s no more we need to say

Yet I don’t want to say goodbye
And I don’t want to see you cry

And now it’s too late to say goodbye
Now I love you
And now it’s too late to say goodbye
It’s not over

We’re caught in a moment
Lost in a summer breeze
Moving in circles
As light flickers on the sea

Now I don’t want to say goodbye
And I don’t want to see you cry

And now it’s too late to say goodbye
Now I love you
And now it’s too late to say goodbye
It’s not over
And now it’s too late to say goodbye
Ohh na na ohh
I know it’s too late to say goodbye
Now we’re forever

Innocence (Electric Youth) - Suddenly Becoming Too Old For Games

You catch a shooting star
You tell me make a wish
Your word is all I know
But if the plane is moving fast
Please secure your mask
Before you put mine on

And now the rain is falling
The truth is bittersweet
A different voice is calling
Where have you gone sweet innocence?
Where have you gone sweet innocence?

Now you ask me what to say
It used to be your way
Was the only way I'd known
But when the table starts to turn
The teacher starts to learn
The child starts to grow

And now the rain is falling
The truth is bittersweet
A different voice is calling
Where have you gone sweet innocence?
Where have you gone sweet innocence?
I Wonder

Send Me An Angel (Groovecatcher Cover Of Real Life) - Tyler Meets Ariel

Reprise from ‘new kid in school’

Young & Unafraid - Robert DeLong Mix (The Moth & The Flame) -
The Courage True Love Brings

Reprise from ‘Kiss Of An Angel’

21st Century Digital Boy (Bad Religion) - Matt Gets His Game Back On

I can't believe it
The way you look sometimes
Like a trampled flag on a city street
Oh yeah

And I don't want it
The things you're offering me
Symbolized barcode, quick I.D
Oh yeah

'Cause I'm a twenty-first century digital boy
I don't know how to live but I got a lot of toys
My daddy's a lazy middle-class intellectual
My mommy's on Valium, so ineffectual
Ain't life a mystery, yeah?

I can't explain it
The things you're're saying to me
It's going yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Oh yeah

'Cause I'm a twenty-first century digital boy
I don't know how to read but I got a lot of toys
My daddy's a lazy middle-class intellectual
My mommy's on Valium, so ineffectual, oh
Ain't life a mystery, yeah?

Tried to tell you about no control
But now I really don't know
And then you told me how bad you had to suffer
Is that really all you have to offer?

'Cause I'm a twenty-first century digital boy
I don't know how to live but I got a lot of toys
My daddy's a lazy middle-class intellectual
My mommy's on Valium, so ineffectual, yeah
cats, sports, iron claw

(Twenty-first century digital boy) neurosurgeon screams for more
(Twenty-first century digital boy) innocents raped with napalm fire
(Twenty-first century digital boy) everything I want, I really need
Ain't life a mystery, yeah?

Why Did I Say Goodbye (Tommy ‘86) - Sam Comes Back To Play

My telephone is playing dead
I'm hearing voices in my head

I'm going through the words I said
They replay

I sit on benches in the park

I'm lighting candles in the dark
I came alone cuz you're too far
gone away

I did something wrong and I'm
wondering why
Why did I let go
Why did I say goodbye?

I have a void I try to fill
I was your soulmate although still
I didn't realize until It was over
I wish I could slip back in time
When we were one and all was fine
But it's too late to make us chime

Love is over

I did something wrong and I'm
wondering why
Why did I let go
Why did I say goodbye?

I did something wrong and I'm
wondering why
Why did I let go
Why did I say goodbye?
Why did I let go?
I did something wrong and I'm
wondering why
Why did I let go
Why did I say goodbye?

Look Into My Eyes (Arcade High & MrM) - Sam Meets Matt Again For The First Time
{Fade Intro}
{Instrumental Refrain}

If you look into my eyes
You will see something special
And that something is someone
I want to se-e every single day
So . . .
Won’t you look up and see me . . . please? { ))) echo ((( }

{1st bridge}
{Instrumental Refrain}

(Look into my eyes!
I can see you!
Can you see me?
Please, won’t you look at me?)

Look up into my eyes
And see me looking back at you
Do you see me?
Let me look into your eyes
And see me looking back
I can see you!

If you look into my eyes
You might feel something tingle
And that something is comin’
From someone you see
Each and every sing-le day!

So . . .
Won’t you look . . .
And se-e the love that’s there?
My love that’s there (2X)

{2nd bridge}
{Instrumental Refrain}

Look into my eyes!
You will see it there!
Something special!
Something ra-re!

Look into my eyes!
You will see it there!
Something tingling!
Something the-re!

So . . ., Loo—ook!
Lo-ok into my eyes!
Lo-ok Into my eyes
Lo-ok Into my eyes
Lo-ok Into my eyes

Please, Loo—ook!
Lo-ok into my e-yes!
And see my something there!
See my love for you in there!

If you look. . .
If you look into my eyes You will see something . . .
Something there inside of me
Looking for something there in side of you
Something that we can both share together!

{Instrumental refrain}

So just, look into my eyes . . .

Put Your Money On Me (Arcade Fire) - Matt Learns To Bet And Win

Put your money on me
'Cause I can barely breathe
Put your money on me
Put your money on me
If you think I'm losing you, you must be crazy
All your money on me

I'm never gonna let you go, even when it's easy
Put your money on me
Go tuck me into bed, and wake me when I'm dead
I know that you gotta be free
But I'm never gonna let it go

If there was a race
A race for your heart
It started before you were born
Above the chloroform sky
Clouds made of Ambien
Sitting on carpets in the basement of heaven

We were born innocent, but it lies today
And baby you can give all the money away
But if there's a race, a race for your heart
It's over, before it starts
Singing put your money on me
If you think I'm losing you, you must be crazy
All your money on me
I'm never gonna let you go, even when it's easy

Put your money on me
Go tuck me into bed, and wake me when I'm dead
I know that you gotta be free
But I'm never gonna let it go

All my presents are broken, before they're open
And the promises, the second they're spoken
I know I've been different
My skin keeps shedding

My mother was crying on the day of our wedding
Trumpets of angels call for my head
But I fight through the ether and I quit when I'm dead
If you want to know who'll be there in the end
When you bury me baby, I'll still be your friend
Singing put your money on me

If you think I'm losing you, you must be crazy
All your money on me
I'm never gonna let you go, even when it's easy
Put your money on me
Go tuck me into bed, and wake me when I'm dead
I know that you gotta be free

But I'm never gonna let it go
Singing put your money on all your money on me
I know it's not the last time
Put your money on all your money on me
(Put your money on me) I know it's not easy
The Silicon Valleys melted back into silicon
We'll find a way to survive

Singing put your money on me
If you think I'm losing you, you must be crazy
All your money on me (All your money on me)
I'm never gonna let you go, even when it's easy
Put your money on me (Put your money on me)
Go tuck me into bed, then wake me when I'm dead
I know that you gotta be free (I know that you gotta be free)
But I'm never gonna let it go

Singing put your money on all your money on me
(Put your money on me) I know it's not the last time
Put your money on all your money on me (put your money on)
I know it's not easy

Put your money on all your money on me
(Put your money on) I know it's not the last time
Put your money on all your money on me
I know it's not easy

The Comeback Kid (The Midnight) - Matt Comes Back

i been so low
felt the wind blow
like i was a screen door
in a thunderstorm

yeah i've been down
i've been laid out
but you always were
what I came here for

waiting all day
waiting all day
just for my say
for a bell to ring
for the first sting

Yeah I been blue
that ain’t nothing new
it’s you my friend
you’re why I get up again

I’ve make mistakes
I’ve been hard hit
I say so what
so what if I did
I’m the clear eyed
I’m the
comeback kid
start it over
start it over again
I'm the clear eyed
I'm the comeback kid

it’s been a rough year
been some tough tears
I’ve lost so fast
all that I had

but when it’s time to
i will fight for you
cause you know you are
why i’ve come so far

I’ve make mistakes
I’ve been hard hit
I say so what
so what if I did
I’m the clear eyed
I’m the
comeback kid
start it over
start it over again
I'm the clear eyed
I'm the comeback kid

Running To You (Arcade High) - Sam and Matt, Playmates Forever

You’re still the one
I Run To
You’re still the *One*!
(X)

Arcade Summer (FM-84 & MrM) -
‘The Sun Still Shines Bright On Our Arcade Summer’

Do you remember
When we were young
A certain shopping center
Where we could have so such fun . . .

In our
Arcade Summer!
In an
Arcade Summer!
In our
Arcade Summer!

We were alive there (In our Arcade Summer)
We were in love there (In our Arcade Summer)
Life was so simple there (In an Arcade Summer)
Love was so perfect there (In an Arcade Summer)

And the cruel school year was so far away
And all our best friends would come down to play
And the Arcade was open every day
And the Summer of love was here to stay in our

Arcade Summer!
In an
Arcade Summer!
In our
Arcade Summer!
In an
Arcade Summer!

We were alive there (In our Arcade Summer)
We were in love there (In our Arcade Summer)
Life was so simple there (In an Arcade Summer)
Love was so perfect there (In an Arcade Summer)

You were standing
Right beside me
While I was playing
Then I was falling

And I thought that
It was passed time
That we ought to
Get in some Funtime

And We were so alive there
And We were so in love there
And Life was so simple there
And Our love was perfect there

And so I kissed you hard then
And so you smiled at me then
And so you kissed me hard then
And so I smiled at you then

In our
Arcade Summer!
In an
Arcade Summer!
In our
Arcade Summer!
In an
Arcade Summer!

We were alive there (In our Arcade Summer)
We were in love there (In our Arcade Summer)
Life was so simple there (In an Arcade Summer)
Love was so perfect there (In an Arcade Summer)

We were ALIVE there (In our Arcade Summer)!
We were in LOVE there (In our Arcade Summer)!
Life was so SIMPLE there (In an Arcade Summer)!
Love was so PERFECT there (In an Arcade Summer)!
Love was so very PURE there (In our Arcade Summer)!

The sun still shines bright on
Our Arcade Summer . . .

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shelter S H E L T ER: Soundtrack

By MrM, March 6, 2019

Soundtrack

Tracks
Only Once Away My Son (Brian Eno) - Main Title: Waking up to the end of the world Shelter (darkDARK) - The Shelter’s Theme (Don’t Fear) The Reaper (HIM) - We Could Become Like They Are Purgatory (Digital Daggers) - The Realities of the Shelter The Dead Are Dumb (Nothing) - Not so much . . . Teenagers (My Chemical Romance) - When in doubt, blame the kids . . . Wicked Game (HIM) - Finding Love In The Death The Crow (Hurts) - The Plague Theme Somebody To Die For (Hurts) - The Truth of Boys and Heroes Apocalypse (Cigarettes After Sex) - Life Found Where Lips Touch Your Pain Is Mine Now (Title Fight) - Pain Shared Is Love Found Soma Dreams (Rhian Sheehan) - Making Out In A Dark Place No Longer Making Time (Slowdive) - Time Grows Short Heroes (Depeche Mode Cover of Bowie) - A Man Going To The Wall Bravado (Rush) - Against All Odds, Odds Against All Zombie Apocalypse (Base Case) - Battle For The Shelter Zombie Killer (Rob Bailey and the Hustle Standard) - ‘If They’re Already Dead, You Can’t Call Them Casualties’ Subhuman (Throbbing Gristle) — Descending Into Madness Whispers (Vancouver Sleep Clinic) - When Walker Speaks Ruin (So Below) - Nowhere Is Safe Departure (Hundredth) - Making An Escape Leave Me Behind (No Sun) - Sacrifices Along The Way Survive (Chelsea Wolfe) - Finding The Will To Survive Disintegration (Chromatics) - Looking For A World That Is Gone The Dead Next Door (Billy Idol) - ‘You and me and the Dead next door’
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Only Once Away My Son (Brian Eno) -
Main Title: Waking up to the end of the world

Apocalyptic Instrumental

Shelter (darkDARK) - The Shelter’s Theme

I keep trying to take Shelter . . .

(Don’t Fear) The Reaper (HIM) - We Could Become Like They Are

All our times have come
Here, but now they're gone
The seasons don't fear the Reaper
Nor do the wind, the sun or the rain

And we can be like they are

Come on, baby... Don't fear the Reaper
Baby, take my hand... Don't fear the Reaper
We'll be able to fly... Don't fear the Reaper
Baby, I'm your man...

Valentine is done
Here, but now they're gone
Romeo and Juliet
Are together in eternity...
Romeo and Juliet

40, 000 men and women every day...
Like Romeo and Juliet
40, 000 men and women every day...
Redefine happiness
Another 40, 000 coming every day...

We can be like they are

Come on, baby... Don't fear the Reaper
Baby, take my hand... Don't fear the Reaper
We'll be able to fly... Don't fear the Reaper
Baby, I'm your man...

Love of two is one
Here, but now they're gone
Came last night of sadness
It was clear we couldn't go on
The door was opened and the wind appeared
The candles blew and then disappeared
The curtains flew and then he appeared

Saying, "Don't be afraid"

Come on, baby... And we had no fear
And we ran to him... Then we started to fly
We looked backward and said goodbye
We had become like they are
We had taken his hand
We had become like they are

Come on, baby... Don't fear the Reaper

Purgatory (Digital Daggers) - The Realities Of The Shelter

Bleak Instrumental

The Dead Are Dumb (Nothing) - Not so much . . .

Always try to keep up
Always fall behind
Belly pains
And headaches
Inside you

Isn’t it quite the same
And isn’t it such a shame
Too heavy for the lightness
But weightless in the rain
All our words are wasted

Never fails to fail me
Never say never
Loathing phase
Self-inflicted pain
I’d never
Oh, I’d never

Teenagers (My Chemical Romance) - When in doubt, blame the kids . . .

They're gonna clean up your looks
With all the lies in the books
To make a citizen out of you
Because they sleep with a gun
And keep an eye on you, son
So they can watch all the things you do

Because the drugs never work
They're gonna give you a smirk
'Cause they got methods of keepin' you clean
They gonna rip up your heads
Your aspirations to shreds
Another cog in the murder machine

They said all
Teenagers scare
The living shit out of me
They could care less
As long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes
Or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone
But not me

The boys and girls in the clique
The awful names that they stick
You're never gonna fit in much, kid
But if you're troubled and hurt
What you got under your shirt
Will make them pay for the things that they did

They said all
Teenagers scare
The living shit out of me
They could care less
As long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes
Or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone
But not me

Oh yeah

They said all
Teenagers scare
The living shit out of me
They could care less
As long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes
Or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone
But not me

All together now

Teenagers scare
The living shit out of me
They could care less
As long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes
Or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone
But not me

Teenagers scare
The living shit out of me
They could care less
As long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes
Or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone
But not me

Wicked Game (HIM) - Finding Love In The Death

The world was on fire, no-one could save me but you
It's strange what desire will make foolish people do
I'd never dreamed that I'd need somebody like you
And I'd never dreamed that I'd need somebody like you

No I don't want to fall in love
This world is always gonna brake your heart
No I don't want to fall in love
This world is always gonna brake your heart,
with you

What a wicked game to play
To make me feel this way
What a wicked thing to do
To let me dream of you
What a wicked thing to say
You never felt this way
What a wicked thing you do
To make me dream of you

No I don't want to fall in love
This world is always gonna brake your heart
No I don't want to fall in love
This world is always gonna brake your heart,
with you

The world was on fire, no-one could save me but you
It's strange what desire will make foolish people do
No and I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you
I'll never dream that I lose somebody like you, no

Now I want to fall in love
This world is always gonna brake your heart
Now I want to fall in lust
This world is always gonna brake your heart,
with you

Nobody loves no-one

The Crow (Hurts) - The Plague Theme

Golden days
Are so far away
There’s a black rain
Up above
Out on the wind
You hear her call
She’s under your skin
And you drift away

She spreads her wings
When she’s gonna fly
The Crow…
If you make her sing
When she’s coming
She will let you know

Her frozen hand
Takes your breath away
As she leads your soul
Through the dark
You know that she came
To break your heart
But on then she moves
You fall in love again

She spreads her wings
When she’s gonna fly…
The Crow
If you make her sing
When she’s coming
She will let you know

She spreads her wings
And they black out the sun
You won’t hear her sing
And she’ll leave
When the damage is done

Cold heart
Warm gun
A dying sun
Bright eyes
Black soul
She’ll never let you go

And she spreads her winds
When she’s gonna fly…
The Crow
If you make her sing
When she’s coming
She will let you know

She spreads her wings
And they black out the sun
You won’t hear her sing
And she’ll leave
When the damage is done

Somebody To Die For (Hurts) - The Truth of Boys and Heroes

I could drag you from the ocean
I could pull you from the fire
And when you're standing in the shadow,
I could open up the sky
And I could give you my devotion, until the end of time

And you will never be forgotten,
With me by your side

And I don't need this life
I just need . . .
Oh oh oh

I've got nothing left to live for
Got no reason yet to die
But when I'm standing in the gallows
I'll be staring at the sky
Because no matter where they take me
In death I will survive

And I will never be forgotten
With you by my side

Cause I don't need this life
I just need
Somebody to die for
Somebody to cry for
When I'm lonely

When I'm staring in the fire
I will look him in the eye
And I will let the devil know that
I was brave enough to die
And there's no hell that he can show me
Deeper than my pride

Cause I will never be forgotten
Forever I'll fight

And I don't need this life
I just need
Somebody to die for
Somebody to cry for
When I'm lonely

And I don't need this life
I just need
Somebody to die for
Somebody to cry for
When I'm lonely

Don't go gentle into that good night
Rage on against the dying light

Apocalypse (Cigarettes After Sex) - Life Found Where Lips Touch

You leapt from crumbling bridges watching cityscapes turn to dust
Filming helicopters crashing in the ocean from way above

Got the music in you baby,
Tell me why
Got the music in you baby,
Tell me why
You’ve been locked in here forever & you just can’t say goodbye

Kisses on the foreheads of the lovers wrapped in your arms
You’ve been hiding them in hollowed out pianos left in the dark…

Your lips,
My lips,
Apocalypse

Go & sneak us through the rivers,
Flood is rising up on your knees
Oh please…
Come out & haunt me
I know you want me
Come out & haunt me

Sharing all your secrets with each other since you were kids
Sleeping soundly with the locket that she gave you clutched in your fist…

When you’re all alone
I will reach for you
When you’re feeling low
I will be there too

Your Pain Is Mine Now (Title Fight) - Pain Shared Is Love Found

Swept in like a dream
Drew the sting
Then I died
White light trembling
Shadows bring
Tears to eyes

Twisted in a summer mist
Burned alive a while
Wrestled with your loneliness
Echoed from a wire

Gatling gun
Your pain is mine now
See-through smoke
Clouds warping around
I know you're scared
Don't cry your eyes out
Gatling gun
Under your spell now

Swirling through a tunnel view
Tangled in the dark
Flirting with a kiss of death
A canopy of stars
You'll sleep beneath them
I'm in your room
I am your nightmare
I am the moon

Cry
Die
Boo hoo
Boo hoo

Gatling gun
Your pain is mine now
See-through smoke
Clouds warping around
I know you're scared
Don't cry your eyes out
Gatling gun
Under your spell now

Gatling gun
Your pain is mine now
See-through smoke
Clouds warping around
I know you're scared
Don't cry your eyes out
Gatling gun
Under your spell now

Soma Dreams (Rhian Sheehan) - Making Out In A Dark Place

Light and Sensual Instrumental

No Longer Making Time (Slowdive) - Time Grows Short

Come anyway
Say you're clean, you like it that way
You got a new boy
He keeps it light, you like it that way
Who cares anyway
Oh lord I remember the days
And all those nights
When you wanted so much more

Honey, don't wait too long
We're no longer making time
Forever we'll be
Together, we breathe
No longer for too run

Come anyway
Come on down in your
Green eyed way
Comes and it goes
You come around and I don't know why
Just lovers and life
Common ground, Yeah there's no surprise
Just holding your arms
Holding on till the fear, It goes

Honey, don't wait too long
We're no longer making time
Forever we'll be
Together, we breathe
No longer for too run

Who cares anyway
Oh Lord, I remember those days
And all those nights
Holding on till the fear, it goes

Heroes (Depeche Mode Bowie Cover) - A Man Going To The Wall

I, I will be king
And you, you will be queen
Though nothing will drive them away
We can beat them, just for one day
We can be Heroes, just for one day

And you, you can be mean
And I, I'll drink all the time
'Cause we're lovers, and that is a fact
Yes we're lovers, and that is that
Though nothing, will keep us together
We could steal time, just for one day
We can be Heroes, forever and ever

What d'you say?
I, I wish you could swim
Like the dolphins, like dolphins can swim
Though nothing, nothing will keep us together
We can beat them, forever and ever
Oh we can be Heroes, just for one day

I, I will be king
And you, you will be queen
Though nothing will drive them away
We can be Heroes, just for one day
We can be us, just for one day

I, I can remember (I remember)
Standing, by the wall (by the wall)
And the guns, shot above our heads (over our heads)
And we kissed, as though nothing could fall (nothing could fall)
And the shame, was on the other side
Oh we can beat them, forever and ever
Then we could be Heroes, just for one day

We can be Heroes
We can be Heroes
We can be Heroes
Just for one day

We can be Heroes

We're nothing, and nothing will help us
Maybe we're lying, then you better not stay
But we could be safer, just for one day
Oh-oh-oh-ohh, oh-oh-oh-ohh, just for one day

Bravado (Rush) - Against All Odds, Odds Against All

If we burn our wings
Flying too close to the sun
If the moment of glory
Is over before it's begun
If the dream is won --
Though everything is lost
We will pay the price,
But we will not count the cost

When the dust has cleared
And victory denied
A summit too lofty
River a little too wide
If we keep our pride
Though paradise is lost
We will pay the price,
But we will not count the cost

And if the music stops
There's only the sound of the rain
All the hope and glory,
All the sacrifice in vain
And if love remains
Though everything is lost
We will pay the price,
But we will not count the cost

Zombie Apocalypse (Base Case) - Battle For The Shelter

Dubstep Nightmare

Zombie Killer (Rob Bailey and the Hustle Standard) -
‘If They’re Already Dead, You Can’t Call Them Casualties’

Special forces, black ops
It won't go down
On our watch
Slowmo killin'
Slowmo killin'
Battle tested and battle ready
For the biggest fight of our lives
(You know we're ready!)
The few, the proud, the deadly
Hold strong and hold steady
It's the zombie apocalypse, boys
Whole life come to this moment
This is what I'm made for
Don't come close cuz' I…
might not hold back
might blow the whole place, one match
I know I won't hold back
Every mother fxcker going…
down, down, down, d-down, down
Every… every mother fxcker going…
down, down, d-down, down, down-d-d
Every last one going… DOWN
I was fxcking made for this
I'm a ZOMBIE KILLER!
I WAS FXCKING MADE FOR THIS!
I'm a ZOMBIE KILLER!

Hours on days
Load-loading
Aim-aiming
High levels of ghost weapon training
Hand-to-hand combat
Street warfare (YEAH!)
We can go there
Our team is stacked
We got heros-on heros-on heros
Fearless
And we're coming to your area
Cuz' we're here to SAVE AMERICA!
Every mother fxcker going…
down, down, down, down, down
Every… every mother fxcker going…
down, down, d-down, down, down-d-d
Every last one going… DOWN
I was fxcking made for this

I'm a ZOMBIE KILLER!
I WAS FXCKING MADE FOR THIS!
I'm a ZOMBIE KILLER!

Yo… yo
Hand me that kill, Cliff
Son, their drainin' my energy
Out here got me depending on my enemies
Man, you know what I'm about
Got that zombie mentality
Take a zombie head
And hang it right above my mantle piece
Snipin' mother fxckers… casually

If they're already dead
Can't call 'em causalities

In the day I'm all good
Night i don't lose sleep
I was fxcking made for this
A zombie killin' fiend

I was fxcking made for this
I'm a ZOMBIE KILLER!
I was fxcking made for this
I'm a ZOMBIE KILLER!
I was fxcking made for this
I'm a ZOMBIE KILLER!
I was fxcking made for this
I'm a ZOMBIE KILLER!
Every mother fxcker going… down
Every mother fxcker going… down
This is my entire unit…
my entire unit
This is my entire unit…
right here
This is my entire unit…
this is my unit
This is my entire unit…
right here
Slowmo killin'
Slowmo killin'
Cuz' we're here to save A…
Cuz' we're here to save A…
Cuz' we're here to SAVE AMERICA!
Every mother fxcker going…
down, down, down, down, down
Every… every mother fxcker going…
(I was fxcking made for this) down, down, d-down, down, down-d-d
(I'm a ZOMBIE KILLER!) down, down, d-down, down, down-d-d

Subhuman (Throbbing Gristle) — Descending Into Madness

Subhuman Subhuman!

I see you grunting
I see you grunting

Subhuman Subhuman!

I see you grunting
I see you grunting

In the gutter
In the gutter

Subhuman Subhuman

You're like a virus in my body
Subhuman Subhuman

Subhuman Subhuman

You're like a virus in my body

Subhuman Subhuman

Subhuman Subhuman
Drinking dirty water, to make you clean
Subhuman Subhuman

Subhuman Subhuman
Subhuman Subhuman

You make me dizzy with your disease
I want to smash you and feel at ease

Subhuman
Subhuman
Subhuman
Subhuuuuuuuuumaaaaaaaan

Subhuman Subhuman

I see you grunting
I see you grunting

Subhuman Subhuman!

I see you grunting
I see you grunting

You're like a virus, a stinking virus

In the gutter

Subhuman subhuman

Whispers (Vancouver Sleep Clinic) - When Walker Speaks

You lost your purpose quietly
In the night
In your eyes

No paving to your heartstrings
On your own
Left alone

A silent rush of thunder
A voice that pulls you under
A whisper that stole you away
it all
We never fought to lose it
We didn't build to burn this
You don't have to carry the weight of your sin

We didn't rise to cave in
We never left for safety
I will not just age to grow weary and bleed

These burdens brought you crashing
Under doubt
Through the ground
They sealed your lips with silence
No resistance
Not a sound

It's worth too much to give in
You gave it all for this

Ruin (So Below) - Nowhere Is Safe

Know enough to keep above
Watch you fall back down as we start to run
I feel it too as it calls to you
Hit the dark, I will come through

You think you're safe right behind the door
You think the worst of it happened before
You're all alone on the highest floor
What are you waiting for?

This is how it feels
No use in these tears
Shadows interfere
Reach into the clear
(I take the blame but you never know)

Even out this far
Who knows where we are
Never where you start
We're in the red, in empty air
Acting up, don't take me there
If you only knew what I've got to lose
It's enough that I'm losing you

You think you're safe right behind the door
You think the worst of it happened before
You're all alone on the highest floor
What are you waiting for?

This is how it feels
No use in these tears
Shadows interfere
Reach into the clear
(I take the blame but you never know)

Even out this far
Who knows where we are
Never where you start
And now
Even though you drag me down
I will keep you all around
And now
Even though you drag me down
I will keep you all around

Departure (Hundredth) - Making An Escape

Sad truth
The judges rule
On who you used to be
Not what's new
Old spark

The flame burns out
We're not the same
The smoke pushes out

Was it all just a dream
Inside a wide-eyed teen?

New order
Lay it all down
The old is gone
Put it in the ground

New order
Lay it all down
The old is gone
Put it in the ground

Departure
Departure
Departure
Departure
Departure
Departure
Departure

Leave Me Behind (No Sun) - Sacrifices Along The Way

Cleanse me in your fire let me feel the burn of your light before i fade away Indefinite and cold as always leave me behind i swear i don’t mind i’ll find my Disguise under the foliage a mask of dirt and leaves for me to hide behind i’ll Disappear hiding in plain sight the earth will swallow me the soil will surround My skin i won’t be here anymore i won’t be anywhere

Survive (Chelsea Wolfe) - Finding The Will To Survive

you said you won't break my heart
unless you do
you said you won't fall apart
until the end

did we travel all this way
just to survive
did you stay another day?
we could survive

all the sinners and the saints
move in the same direction
they walk in place
until the end
ramble on this barren place
we call our home
dreams of endless landscapes
morphing, in love

Disintegration (Chromatics) - Looking For A World That Is Gone

The Horror, The Horror, The Horror

The Dead Next Door (Billy Idol) - ‘You and me and the Dead next door’

Watch the sky
For a reason why
I'm safe here
Sunday it was part
Monday it was none
Monday was none
For the dead next door
One pair of silent terror reins
And we're the dead next door

The heat of the day fades away
Fades into the night
The heat of the day
Suffering away
Suffering away
For the dead next door
You see
One error, silent terror
And we're the dead next door

In animal land
And dark is in command
One thing you should know
Don't hear that knocking
Don't eat out of their hand
Don't stumble, die
You say
Don't stumble, cry
They see you and me
You and me
With the dead next door
You and me
With the dead next door
You and me
With the dead next door

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The Sound of Ryan’s Heart

By MrM, July 24, 2018

Track List
Ryan’s Prayer (Cal Haley) - Being The New Kid Gentle Rain (Snow In Mexico) - Finding Sunshine On A Cloudy Day Sapphire Eyes (Blue Jay) - A Risk Is Defined By Treasures In His Eyes Smile (The New Division) - Love Found In A Smile Tootsie Roll (Mister Chase) - Tootsie Rolls and Eye Candy Lovestruck (The Fauns) - Randy Casts His Spell A Key Turns (The Depreciation Guild) - Ryan The Gatekeeper, Randy the Key Master Strawberry Cream (Oiel) - What Strawberry Blonds Make On High (Sound Pool) - Love Gone Stratospheric No. 1 Fan (Majesty Crush) - Ryan Obsessed Boyfriend (Tegan and Sara) - Troubles And Secrets Taste Like Honey (Swallow) - Missing Randy’s Taste F^#k Me (Wendy Ho) - Sex On The Stairs In Mind (Brothertiger) - Randy Always On His Mind Your Lips, My Mouth (Airiel) - 69 Ways To Please A Lover You Look So Fine (Garbage) - A Rock And A Hard Place Sweetest Perfection (Depeche Mode) - The Example Of Ryan and Randy Strawberry Afternoons (Lonely Benson) - Heaven In A Basement Randy’s Hot Tonight (Electric Six) - Marathon Love With The Dreamboy Our Story (Ryan Stewart) - The Ballad of Ryan and Randy Digital Love (The Royal Concept Cover of Daft Punk) - Helping The Threesome Too Shy Cover - Holy Ariel, The Bashful Angel What Makes You Beautiful (Alex Groot) - Tyler X Ariel You’ll Be In My Heart (Peter Hollens and Bryan Lanning) - Ryan’s Heart Call Me Maybe (Glee Cast) - Call Me, Maybe? ————————————
Ryan’s Prayer (Cal Haley) - Being The New Kid

Instrumental Overture

Gentle Rain (Snow In Mexico) - Finding Sunshine On A Cloudy Day

Etheric vocals

Sapphire Eyes (Blue Jay) - A Risk Is Defined By Treasures In His Eyes

Sapphire Eyes
as deep as the bright blue sky
you've got your hand laced in mine
before we leave
and I never thought that
we'd come this far
with three years past
and some love in our arms
and it's hard to believe
that you came to me

(Chorus)
Hey, whoa whoa...
don't you ever go away
Hey, whoa whoa...
don't you ever leave
this place

sing me a song
tell me about
everything that you
ever dreamed of
sing me a song
tell me about you (X)

(Chorus)

another story ends
this is the beginning
of something new again
I'm growing older
my heart is a little bit
colder
But I still want it
for you and me

(Chorus)

Sapphire Eyes
you've got your hand laced in mine
oh-oh oh-oh oh-oh

Smile (The New Division) - Love Found In A Smile

I see you walk at night with the pain inside of all of us
I know you talk and write of the stories from another book
Your words are cold but your heart is right
You will find it in the morning light
Your tears are gone and your face is bright

I see you're Smiling all the time
I see you Smiling in my mind

Tootsie Roll (Mister Chase) - Tootsie Rolls and Eye Candy

That Tootsie Roll
That Tootsie Roll

Gimme Gimme Jelly
Bounce it all around
Knick knack paddy whack
Make it touch the ground

Dip it
To the Right To the Left Up and Down
Shake it shake it baby
Shake it all around

I can make twerq
Make it worq
Make it go
All the other boyz
be watchin make em say
OH!

Make their eyes big
make dem blush fo' sho'
Make dat ass go
ticky ticky just once mo'

Now

(chorus)
Ohhhhhh!
I want that tootsie roll
(ow)
Gimmmeeee
That tootsie roll!
(ow)X

(drop it)

Check the unicorn
hidin out in my pocket
he's a little sly
might sneak into your
cockpit

squeaky like a rubber duck
make him go quack
baby, shate that tailfeather
bring that thing back

Jelly . . .
Gimme Jelly . . .

SUPERCALISWAGILISITICSEXYHELLADOPENESS
Throw ya hands up in the air &
Shake it like ya hopeless
Do you like when I spread
ya body on my bed?
body on my bed? X

(chorus)

Do you, do you like it when I move my feet, my feet X

O00000ooooooooooo0000000000oooooooooh
Give ME that Jelly! X

(chorus)

That Tootsie Roll
That Tootsie Roll

Lovestruck (The Fauns) - Randy Casts His Spell

You and I
And those bright eyes

Eyes, eyes that bring me back
To life

All of time is in your eyes
The song of your eyes
Is the song of my life

You and I
Wonder why

The breath of our sighs
Feels so nice

Lovestruck
I feel you inside

Stay here
Don’t say ‘good night’

Love
Lovestruck X

A Key Turns (The Depreciation Guild) - Ryan The Gatekeeper, Randy the Key Master

There is a figure in the glass
He moves through the dark house
White candle visions flicker fast
Uncover the unfound

Leave everything that you have known
It must go
Cut down the tree to plant the seed
All you need
And to your side, i will speed

A key turns inside another past
Uncovers the unclear
Ghost resin synapse fires fast
He knows he has been here

Down to the place you've been before
There is more
Slide like a spirit through the leaves
Do you believe
There is truth to what you've seen?

Down to the place you've been before
There is more
Slide like a spirit through the leaves
Do you believe
Love is a light that can't be killed
So rebuild

Never again to shed a tear
The coast is clear
In the dreamhouse, we are here

Strawberry Cream (Oiel) - What Strawberry Blonds Make

   Etheric distortions of heavenly peace.

       I want just a little more of
       Everything
       From You

On High (Sound Pool) - Love Gone Stratospheric

       Something, Something We’re on High.

No. 1 Fan (Majesty Crush) - Ryan Obsessed

Yeah
Oh-oh Yeah
Yeah
Oh

The Butterflies won’t go away
I’m in my car going insane
I feel your love inside my chains

I’ll take a car, a train, a plane
Kill anyone that gets in my way
I’ll never ever leave this chase

Well, I’m your Number One Fan
No. 1 Fan . . . Yeah
Uh-huh

Sent you a letter today
Found out the places you were staying
But things still got in my way

I’ll take a car, a train, a plane
Kill anyone that gets in my way
I’ll never ever leave this chase

Well, I’m your Number One Fan
No. 1 Fan . . . Yeah
Uh-huh

I’d kill a President
I’d kill a President
I’d kill a President

I read everything that you wrote
Sang everything that you sang
Watched everything that you played on

I’ll take a car, a train, a plane
Kill anyone that gets in my way
I’ll never ever leave this chase

Cause, I’m your Number One Fan
Your No. 1 Fan . . . Yeah
Uh-huh

I’d kill a President
I’d kill a President
I’d kill a President
(For your love) (X)

For your love (X)

Boyfriend (Tegan and Sara) - Troubles and Solutions

Tell you that I love you, that I can't hold back
The feeling that you give me, wanna give it right back
I know you always win at this particular game
I need to know the rules if you want me to play

You treat me like your boyfriend
And trust me like a like a very best friend
You kiss me like your boyfriend
You call me up like you want your best friend
You turn me on like you want your boyfriend
But I don't want to be your secret anymore

I'm trying to be honest cause I can't relax
Oh, when I get around you I can't hide the facts
I let you take advantage cause it felt so good
I blame myself for thinking we both understood

You treat me like your boyfriend
And trust me like a like a very best friend
You kiss me like your boyfriend
You call me up like you want your best friend
You turn me on like you want your boyfriend
But I don't want to be your secret anymore

Don't wanna, don't wanna play the crying game
Do you feel the same? You feel the same
Don't wanna, don't wanna spin the bottle again
Do you feel the same? You feel the same

You treat me like your boyfriend
And trust me like a like a very best friend
You kiss me like your boyfriend
You call me up like you want your best friend
You turn me on like you want your boyfriend
But I don't want to be your secret anymore

You treat me like your boyfriend
And trust me like a like a very best friend
You kiss me like your boyfriend
You call me up like you want your best friend
You turn me on like you want your boyfriend

But I don't want to be your secret anymore

Taste Like Honey (Swallow) - Missing Randy’s Taste

Tastes like honey
But burns inside of me
I've tried to tell you
And what more could I do

You'd find my secrets
Would take away your breath
And the sense of pain
Fills me day after day

And it's killing me
It's killing me
It's killing me
It's killing me

I saw you hide your smile
In someone else's eyes
And it tore the pleasure
Right out of my heart

It's killing me
It's killing me
It's killing me
It's killing me

I shouldn't feel so lonely
But just look at me
I shouldn't feel so empty
When you're touching me

But it's all I've ever been
All I've ever been
All I've ever been
All I've ever been

And you are just killing me
And you are just killing me
And you are just killing me
And you are just killing me

F^#k Me (Wendy Ho) - Sex On The Stairs

   Raunchy

In Mind (Brothertiger) - Randy Always On His Mind

I feel you all the way
In destinies begun
The shadows on my face
Dissolving in the sun
I know my own mistakes
Have driven you along
Then go and make your place
Wherever you belong

In mind
I don't know if you want me to take you away
You're keeping me
In mind
I am hoping that everything will remain

You're keeping me
In mind
I don't know if you want me to take you away
You're keeping me
In mind

Time slowing and every look you give me gets me high
I feel you all the way
In destinies begun
I'll show you how to make
Your soul and mind as one

Your Lips, My Mouth (Airiel) - 69 Ways To Please A Lover

Sun ray skies and we're lost
The hallway's upside down
You stumble over to me
And blow me away with a smile
Your finger's teasing my brain
"Forever ends today"
It's slow to get you to see
How you're teasing me tonight

No one's into you
No one's into me
But oh, they're into us and they can't see
Roulette in my brain
"Forever ends today"
Over and over they'll see
How your lips and my mouth should be
Dancing 'til we both fall backwards
Time and time again
Spinning 'round in my bed
I'll dream of you tonight

Oh, they're into you
Oh, they're into me
But no one's into us
They can't see
They can't see

You Look So Fine (Garbage) - A Rock And A Hard Place

You look so fine

I want to break your heart
And give you mine
You're taking me over
It's so insane

You've got me tethered and chained
I hear your name
And I'm falling over
I'm not like all the other boys
I can't take it like the other boys
I won't share it like the other boys
That you used to know

You look so fine

Knocked down
Cried out
Been down just to find out
I'm through living for you
I'm open wide
I want to take you home
We're wasting time
You're the only one for me

You look so fine

I'm like the desert tonight
Leave him behind
If you want to show me
I'm not like all the other boys
I won't take it like the other boys
I won't fake it like the other boys
That you used to know

You're taking me over
Over and over
I'm falling over
Over and over

Loving me one more time
Hide inside me tonight
Do what you want to do

Just pretend happy end
Let me know let it show

Ending with letting go (three times)
Let's pretend happy end (four times)

Sweetest Perfection (Depeche Mode) - The Example Of Ryan and Randy

The sweetest perfection to call my own
The slightest correction couldn't finely hone
The sweetest infection of body and mind

Sweetest injection of any kind
I stop and I stare too much
Afraid that I care too much
And I hardly dare to touch
For fear that the spell may be broken

When I need a drug in me
And it brings out the thug in me
Feel something tugging me
Then I want the real thing, not tokens

The sweetest perfection to call my own
The slightest correction couldn't finely hone
The sweetest infection of body and mind
Sweetest injection of any kind

Things you'd expect to be
Having effect on me
Pass undetectedly
But everyone knows what has got me
Takes me completely
Touches me sweetly
Reaches so deeply
I know that nothing can stop me

Sweetest perfection
An offer was made
An assorted collection
But I wouldn't trade

The sweetest perfection to call my own
The slightest correction couldn't finely hone
The sweetest infection of body and mind
Sweetest injection of any kind

The sweetest perfection to call my own
The slightest correction couldn't finely hone (nothing can stop me)
The sweetest infection of body and mind (takes me completely, touches so sweetly)
The sweetest injection of any kind (reaches so deeply, nothing can stop me)

The sweetest perfection to call my own (takes me completely, touches so sweetly)
The slightest correction couldn't finely hone (reaches so deeply, nothing can stop me)
The sweetest infection of body and mind (takes me completely, touches so sweetly)
The sweetest injection of any kind (reaches so deeply)

Strawberry Afternoons (Lonely Benson) - Heaven In A Basement

When I saw you in the morning
You were on your way to work
I bought your coffee
'Cause I liked the way you talk

It's kind of funny now to think
I know the name of your perfume
I never dreamed I'd be here lying next to you

[Chorus]
Strawberry afternoons
By your side
Where fields of flowers bloom
In your sunshine
And when we kiss
Isn't it bliss?
Strawberry afternoons

[Instrumental]

[Repeat Chorus]

One spray, two spray
Three’s too much
One spray, two spray
That's enough
One spray, two spray
Three’s too much
One spray, two spray
Quite enough
‘Cause I love you where you are
When you’re here lying in my arms
Close to my heart

[Repeat Chorus]

Randy’s Hot Tonight (Electric Six) - Marathon Love With The Dreamboy

Dance like nobody's watching you, Randy
And love like you've never been hurt
Supersize it when you get hungry, Randy
And eat like it's the last night on earth

You could be nobody in heaven
Or you could be a star in hell
You could have a billion dollars and blow it all away

Randy's hot tonight
He's hot tonight
He's hot tonight

Randy's hot tonight
He's hot tonight
He's hot tonight

Randy's got tonight
He's got tonight
He's got tonight

Randy's hot tonight
He's hot tonight
He's hot tonight

Cause we just wanna see the hot hot side of Randy

Now Randy said
"If you live in Japan
You're Japanese.
If you live in Canada
You're gonna freeze.
If you live in a plastic house
You'll never die in a fire.
If you work in television
You're a fucking liar!"

Don't become unfocused, Randy
And everything'll be ok
That confidence will come in handy
And everyone will be forced to say

That Randy's hot tonight
He's hot tonight
He's hot tonight

Randy's hot tonight
He's hot tonight
He's hot tonight

Randy's got tonight
He's got tonight
He's got tonight

Randy's hot tonight
He's hot tonight
He's hot tonight

Cause we just wanna see the hot hot side of Randy

Our Story (Ryan Stewart) - The Ballad of Ryan and Randy

Sweet and Gentle Piano Instrumental by Ryan

Digital Love (The Royal Concept Cover of Daft Punk) - Helping The Threesome

[Verse 1]
Last night I had a dream about you
In this dream, I'm dancing right beside you
And it looked like everyone was having fun
The kind of feeling I've waited so long

[Verse 2]
Don't stop, come a little closer
As we jam, the rhythm gets stronger
There's nothing wrong with just a little little fun
We were dancing all night long
The time is right to put my arms around you
You're feeling right, you wrap your arms around too
But suddenly I feel the shining sun
Before I knew it, this dream was all gone

[Verse 3]
Ooh, I don't know what to do
About this dream and you
I wish this dream comes true
Ooh, I don't know what to do
About this dream and you
We'll make this dream come true

[Interlude]

[Outro]
Why don't you play the game?
Why don't you play the game?

Too Shy Cover - Holy Ariel, The Bashful Angel

Reprise from ‘The Arcade Junkies’

What Makes You Beautiful (Alex Groot) - Tyler X Ariel XOXOX

Reprise from ‘Kiss Of An Angel’

You’ll Be In My Heart (Peter Hollens and Bryan Lanning) - Ryan’s Heart

Come stop your crying
It will be alright
Just take my hand
And hold it tight
I will protect you
From all around you
I will be here
Don't you cry

For one so small,
You seem so strong
My arms will hold you,
Keep you safe and warm
This bond between us
Can't be broken
I will be here
Don't you cry

'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart

Always

Why can't they understand the way we feel
They just don't trust what they can't explain
I know we're different, but deep inside us
We're not that different at all

And you'll be in my heart
Yes you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

Don't listen to them
'Cause what do they know
We need each other, to have, to hold
They'll see in time, I know

When destiny calls you, you must be strong
I may not be with you
But you got to hold on
They'll see in time, I know
We'll show them together

'Cause you'll be in my heart
Believe me you'll be in my heart
I'll be there from this day on
Now and forever more

You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart

Always

Always I'll be with you
I'll be there for you always
Always and always

Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder

I'll be there

Always

Call Me Maybe (Glee Cast) - Call Me, Maybe?

I threw a wish in the well
Don't ask me, I'll never tell
I looked to you as it fell
And now you're in my way

I'd trade my soul for a wish
Pennies and dimes for a kiss
I wasn't looking for this
But now you're in my way

Your stare was holdin'
Ripped jeans, skin was showin'
Hot night, wind was blowin'
Where you think you're going, baby?

Hey, I just met you
And this is crazy
But here's my number
So call me, maybe?

It's hard to look right
At you baby
But here's my number
So call me, maybe?

Hey, I just met you
And this is crazy
But here's my number
So call me, maybe?

And all the other boys
Try to chase me
But here's my number
So call me, maybe?

You took your time with the call
I took no time with the fall
You gave me nothing at all
But still, you're in my way

I beg, and borrow and steal
At first sight and it's real
I didn't know I would feel it
But it's in my way

Your stare was holdin'
Ripped jeans, skin was showin'
Hot night, wind was blowin'
Where you think you're going, baby?

Hey, I just met you
And this is crazy
But here's my number
So call me, maybe?

It's hard to look right
At you baby
But here's my number
So call me, maybe?

Hey, I just met you
And this is crazy
But here's my number
So call me, maybe?

And all the other boys
Try to chase me
But here's my number
So call me, maybe?

Before you came into my life
I missed you so bad
I missed you so bad
I missed you so, so bad

Before you came into my life
I missed you so bad
And you should know that
I missed you so, so bad

It's hard to look right
At you baby
But here's my number
So call me, maybe?

Hey, I just met you
And this is crazy
But here's my number
So call me, maybe?

And all the other boys
Try to chase me
But here's my number
So call me, maybe?

Before you came into my life
I missed you so bad
I missed you so bad
I missed you so, so bad

Before you came into my life
I missed you so bad
And you should know that

So call me, maybe?

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The Seashell Soundtrack

By MrM, September 6, 2017

The Seashell:
~~~~~~~~~~
From the Brothertiger album 'Out of Touch' and 'The Pearl' by Brian Eno and Harold Bud.
1. The Pearl (The Cove)
2. Fall Apart (The Love Song of a Sea God)
3. Engulfed (Under the Wine Dark Sea)
4. A Stream With Bright Fish (Neptune and the Wonders of the Deep)
5. Upon Viridian Waters (The Rapture of Alexis)
6. Dark Eyed Sister (Aphrodite's Curse)
7. High Tide (To Lose and to Be Lost)
8. Beyond The Infinite (Eros' Counsel)
9. Lost In The Humming Air (Upon The Winds of Zephyrus)
10. Out Of Touch (Searching The Horizon)
11. Wake (Swept Out to Sea)
12. Drift (Guided by the Nereids)
13. Their Memories (Nerites and Alexis Touch Through Morpheus)
14. Jungle Floor (The Island of Pan)
15. Against The Sky (The Divine Discussion)
16. Grenada (Nerites' Choices)
17. Let Me See - Clannad (Alexis' Prayer)
18. Angel of the Sirens - Cinnamon Chasers (The Calling of the Seashell)
19. Locust Point (Alexis' Eyes Are Opened)
20. Still Return (The Blessings of Faith)
21. Song To The Siren - The Celtic Angels (The Sea and the Longing)

Lyrics
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

The Pearl (The Cove)
---------------------------------------------------------
Instrumental
***

Fall Apart (The Love Song of a Sea God)
---------------------------------------------------------
You, you came into this life
To see what you could find
You took me for a friend
Afraid, I know you feel this way
But I can’t seem to take
Your mind away from it

And I know that these things will fall apart
I’m growing from the very start
I finally see the place
Where you and I will make our final mark
Upon our interrupted hearts
And finally a flame erupts inside:

'Wait! Don't Go!'

And I feel the wave crashing down
I hear that solitary sound
And I feel the wave crashing down
All around, you were always on my mind...

(The Prince of the Sirens Sings)

Go, see it to it’s end
Make all your amends and tell me when it's over
Fade into the silent light
I feel it all the time
But you don’t recognize this world

I feel for you my Love
'I’m afraid of this world'
Fall away from the night

'Hey! Don't Go!'

And I feel the wave crashing down
I hear that solitary sound
And I feel the wave crashing down
All around, you were always on my mind (X1)
***

Engulfed (Under the Wine Dark Sea)
---------------------------------------------------------
Satin shadow
These eyes couldn’t capture
Forgetting myself
As the days are running faster
Connecting the edge
Of a life to another
Sending the echoes
Of an essence rediscovered

Calling out again
To the silence of the deep wood
Looking at the world through a new light
Following the fallen leaves
That drift along the water
I can hardly recognize
What I am on the inside

You could stay but I don’t care
Enough for anything in this life
These days I’m unaware of what
Is really deep inside

Faded, fallen
I’m engulfed in emotion
Your careless calling
Is alive with devotion
The sudden silence
Deviates from the steady sound
I’m flooded with defiance
As the echo races all around

Coming to the edge of the forest
In the deep wood
Looking at the world with a new light
Following the voices
That are drifting through the water
I can hardly recognize
What I am on the inside

You could stay but I don’t care
Enough for anything in this life
These days I’m unaware of what
Is really deep inside
***

A Stream With Bright Fish
(Poseidon and the Wonders of the Deep)
---------------------------------------------------------
Instrumental
***

Upon Viridian Waters (The Rapture of Alexis)
---------------------------------------------------------

We’ve gone so far beyond emotion
In daylight
Surrounded in my own mind
Against the cold night
***

Dark Eyed Sister (Aphrodite's Curse)
---------------------------------------------------------
Instrumental
***

High Tide (To Lose and To Be Lost)
---------------------------------------------------------
You run through the forest
Away from it all
You soak in the current
With your back to the wall
You swim through the tides
When the summer calls
You follow the sounds of
The waterfall

I follow to the edge
And I fall to the floor
I swim in circles
And I drift evermore
It seems I can’t remember
Who I was before
I’m floating in an ocean
That I can’t explore

But I can hang on to the surface
In flowing, oscillated time
My lungs are filling up with water
But I won’t sink to the void

I climbed to the top
Of the fiery wall
I swallowed my emotions
And embraced the fall
Exploring through the silence
Of the shadows call
I’m swimming through the current
And I feel it all

But I can hang on to the surface
In flowing, oscillated time
My lungs are filling up with water
But I won’t sink to the void
***

Lost In The Humming Air (Upon The Winds of Zephyrus)
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Instrumental
***

Beyond The Infinite (Eros' Counsel)
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Sinking to the floor
I found another life
Waking to the color
Fading I was rusted
Unrecognized
Molded to the others

Making a connection
To the other side
Thought I found a lover
Lost into ascension
To my blinded eyes
Calling for another

'Let go of your lying eyes
Lying eyes
Let go'

Hanging on to someone
That I recognized
Bright beyond the colors
Withered to the marrow
I realized
Nothing like the others

Falling through the floor
I came upon your eyes
Thought I found a lover
Searching evermore
I demoralized
Calling for another

'Let go of your lying eyes
Your Lying Eyes
Let go' (X)
***

Out Of Touch (Searching The Horizon)
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Midnight coming
I’m farther away than I used to be
Running down these city streets
Where the future beckons to me
We’ve got nothing
Written down in our history
Moving on two hearts agree
But you can call on me

On the horizon line
I see the form reflecting in time
In the blue-green light
There’s a movement all around me

I feel there’s something
Coming on this sudden breeze
Colors changing on the leaves
The scene’s got nothing on me
Drift from the softness
Drawing out this strange disease
Moving towards the deeper seas
The future’s calling to me

On the horizon line
I see the form reflecting in time
In the blue-green light
There’s a movement all around me
***

Wake (Swept Out To Sea)
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Time and again
I’m rushing to the end
I could never really figure you out
And when it comes to this
I’d rather reminisce
‘Cause reality is wearing me down

Open up your eyes to the sunlight
Breaking the dawn
When the night draws out
And my hopes are gone
This fire is still burning
Right into my bones
I don’t want to stick around this town anymore

The wake you form is surrounding us
The days are gone and we’re starting over
The wake you form is surrounding us
Drowning in the water
Filling me up

I open up my lungs
To breath I have begun
As I go between the night and the dawn
I calibrate the sun
And follow everyone
To find I’m barely hanging on

Open up your eyes to the summer night
Silent and warm
As the light endures like it did before
These tides are still turning
Right into the shore
I don’t want to stick around this town anymore

The wake you form is surrounding us
The days are gone and we’re starting over
The wake you form is surrounding us
Drowning in the water
Filling me up
***

Drift (Guided by the Nereids)
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Hallowed ghost
So suddenly I find
Wandering the night
Growing shadows on the floor
Falling through I have to look inside
Reflected on my eyes
There I see myself before

Child in the dark
Grows fond of all illumination
Emanating from the city light
Leading ever on
Towards the outskirts of this city
Where our pasts would reunite
Our pasts would reunite

I’m calling out
But I’m too far gone to see you
When the night falls
I drift into the chasm below
I know now
That I am still no different
From anything around me
I still implore

Following
The footprints left behind
Trailing through the times
Where we’ve gone through once before
She can open up my eyes
To deeper seas
Of distant memories
That I’m dying to explore

Child in the night
Moves forward to a new direction
Moving towards a new and distant light
Leading ever on
Towards the outskirts of this city
Where our pasts would reunite
Our pasts would reunite
***

Their Memories (Nerites and Alexis Touch Through Morpheus)
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Instrumental
***

Jungle Floor (The Island of Pan)
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(as written in The Second Jungle Book...)

One moment past our bodies cast
No shadow on the plain;
Now clear and black they stride our track,
And we run home again.
In morning-hush, each rock and bush
Stands hard, and high, and raw:
Then give the Call: "Good rest to all
That keep the Jungle Law!"

The dew is dried that drenched our hide,
Or washed about our way;
And where we drank, the puddled bank
Is crisping into clay.
The traitor Dark gives up each mark
Of stretched or hooded claw:
Then hear the Call: "Good rest to all
That keep the Jungle Law!"
***

Against The Sky (The Divine Discussion)
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Instrumental
***

Grenada (Nerites' Choices)
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Open up the doors into my mind
Fill me up with colors
So strong and refined
Go into the place that we call
A paradise
Where everything around you and I
Is alive

Falling through the memories to explore
I could not imagine what I was looking for
You, you’re just a presence of something
Before
Never mind the sadness you’re bound to
Adore

All again there is nothing wrong
I’m floating in the ocean for days
Hoping to find myself again
So I dive beneath the waves

Show me down the path you know is right
Now I’m just a traveler
Who’s lost in the night
I can’t tell the darkness
Apart from the light
Reaching for some substance
With all of my might

Running through the memories I explore
Struggling to imagine what I was looking for
Counting all the places where I stood
Before
Til I came upon you as I walked through
The door

All again there is nothing wrong
I’m floating in the ocean for days
Hoping to find myself again
So I dive beneath the waves

Save me, oh my will
Save me, ever still
Won’t you save me? Oh my will
***

Let Me See - Clannad (Alexis' Prayer)
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Let me see generation times
Will we hear children singing rhymes?
Sweet memories gone by, they're gone by
Let me be wiser with my eyes
Let me see my love by my side
Let me see heaven

Lonely years of searching the wilderness
How this world can lead us all astray
Don't let me cry over colourless pictures
No more bitter winds
No more troubled seas
Just forgive me and let me see

Let me see my love, let me see
Let me see my love, let me see

Let me see generation times
Will we hear children singing rhymes?
Sweet memories gone by, they're gone by
Let me be wiser with my eyes
Let me see my love by my side
Let me see heaven

Crossing the room, I recognize the child in me
I'll close my eyes to release away all my fears
We silence the rose to see it blossom back again
Step by step we walk on
Word by word we talk on
Just forgive me and let me see

Let me see generation times
Will we hear children singing rhymes?
Sweet memories gone by, they're gone by
Let me be wiser with my eyes
Let me see my love by my side
Let me see heaven
***

Angel of the Siren - The Cinnamon Chasers (The Calling of the Seashell)
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Our dreams are old
Our friends are gone
And our story's been told
Just, carry on

A break in the clouds will guide us home
You look like an angel of the sirens
I, can't believe the wait has been so long

I feel like I've been burning bridges to stay with you
Friends and lovers have come and gone
We have just stood here alone

Although I'm pleased to be beside you
I'm, lonelier than I have ever known
And you look like an angel of the sirens
I can't believe the wait has been so long

(The endless calling of the Seashell)
***

Locust Point – Brothertiger (Alexis’ Eyes are Opened)
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Inside of my own mind
I feel Him again
I opened up my young eyes
To the water's edge
I climbed up to the branches
To watch the flow
I saw Him, I saw Him far below!

So I reached out to the edge there
I felt the flow
I extended my own hand
To gather more
Then I felt the tremor,
I felt it on the inside!
I fell into the rubble
Fell into the daylight

But He took me back to the top
And I found myself again!
He took me back to the top
And I found myself whole!

I walked through the sun
Toward a voice so far away
In a silent wind
It drifts upon the waves
I reached out to the daylight
That fell upon my face
As I opened up my eyes
To a familiar place!

And He took me back to the top
And I found myself again!
He took me back to the top
And I found myself whole!

But he took me back to the top
And I found myself again!
He took me back to the top
And I found myself whole! (X)
***

Still Return (The First Blessing In Faith)
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(Mysterious and Inspiring Interlude)

The Song To The Siren - Celtic Angels (The Sea and the Longing)
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Long afloat on shipless oceans
I did all my best to smile
'Til your singing eyes and fingers
Drew me loving to your isle

And you sang
Sail to me
Sail to me
Let me enfold you
Here I am
Here I am
Waiting to hold you

Did I dream you dreamed about me?
Were you hare when I was fox?
Now my foolish boat is leaning
Broken lovelorn on your rocks,

For you sing, "Touch me not, touch me not, come back tomorrow:
O my heart, O my heart shies from the sorrow"

I am puzzled as the newborn child
I am troubled at the tide:
Should I stand amid the breakers?
Should I lie with death my bride?

Hear me sing, "Swim to me, swim to me, let me enfold you:
Here I am, here I am, waiting to hold you"

***

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left without words Left Without Lyrics

By MrM, April 9, 2019

Musical Outline
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Eros (Chris Spheeris) - Eros Pays A Visit Wasting Time (Day Wave) - Adorable Dithering Kokkino Garifalo (Nikos Ignatiadis) - A Love Letter From Greece Komorebi - Seeing The Sun Through Leaves In A Whole New Way Kardia Spasmeni (Giannis Vorgias) - Is It Really For Real? Write My Name (CHPTRS) - Dimi’s Poetry - Main Love Theme The Beauty Of Your Virginity (Irene Papas, Vangelis) - Beautiful Shane A Kiss In The Dark (The Jovian Channel) - You Only Need Touch Min Anisiheis (Giorgos Sabanis) - Never Worry Venus As A Boy (The Dietrichs) - What Dimi Is Without Words (Joseph of Mercury) - Being Left Without Words Write My Name (Alt Instrumental) (CHPTRS) - Love Theme Reprise ~~~~
Eros (Chris Spheeris) - Eros Pays A Visit
Guitar Instrumental Overture

Wasting Time (Day Wave) - Adorable Dithering
Come down
I won't come back down
I'm too burnt out
Again

And I know
I've done this before
I'll just fall out
Again

I'm wasting all my time
I push it all way
I'm wasting all my time
I push it all away
Follow in your footsteps
I'll keep going on
Again

I'm wasting all my time
I push it all way
I'm wasting all my time
I push it all away
Come down

I won't come back down
I'm too burnt out
Again

I'm wasting all my time
I push it all way
I'm wasting all my time
I push it all away
I'm wasting all my time
I push it all way
I'm wasting all my time
I push it all away

Kokkino Garifalo (Nikos Ignatiadis) - A Love Letter From Greece
Translated ‘Red Carnation’ - An Instrumental of a classic Greek love song

Komorebi - Seeing The Sun Through Leaves In A Whole New Way
An instrumental for seeing Komorebi, an untranslatable Japanese word for how sunlight through the leaves of a tree look like water shimmering in the sun.

Kardia Spasmeni (Giannis Vorgias) - Is It Really For Real?
Translated as ‘Broken Heart’

Write My Name (CHPTRS) - Dimi’s Poetry - Main Love Theme
You say I'm the only one you would never be without
I've found you're the only one worth ever singing ‘bout

Will you write my name in your heart?
Write my name in your heart.

Though strangers among us crumble, all we've figured out
I've found you're the only one I hold on to in the doubt

And you write my name in your heart . . .
Write my name in your heart

(oh, oh, oh…)

And I'll see you again
See you again
See you again

Will you write my name in your heart?
Write my name in your heart!

The Beauty Of Your Virginity and The Splendor Of Your Purity (Irene Papas, Vangelis) - Beautiful Shane
An old Greek devotional hymn that fits ‘Beautiful Shane’ perfectly.

A Kiss In The Dark (The Jovian Channel) - You Only Need Touch
Everyone was there from all around town
To kick the summer off hard and loud
And in the crowd you managed to stand out
Took a minute and we laughed out loud
No other people seemed to matter somehow
I felt for certain you were the one

I swear I could see shooting stars
When you leaned in and stole my heart
When the chorus hit we had it all
Wouldn’t care if the world fell apart
Nothing missing but the fire is ours
A Kiss In The Dark

Just as quick as we met we said ‘bye’
Because he said he had to leave this town
And the summer just flew right by
It’s an extraordinary thing that stays
A lantern that stays on for life
In the memory of that night

I swear I could see shooting stars
When you leaned in and stole my heart
When the chorus hit we had it all
Wouldn’t care if the world fell apart
Nothing missing but the fire is ours
A Kiss In The Dark

Min Anisiheis (Giorgos Sabanis) - Never Worry

Translated as: ‘Don’t Worry’

Venus As A Boy (The Dietrichs) - What Dimi Is
His wicked
Sense of humor
Suggests
Exciting sex!

His fingers
They focus on him
Touches

He's Venus as a boy
He believes in a beauty
He's Venus as a boy

He's exploring
The taste of his
Arousal
So accurate

He sets off
The beauty in him

He's Venus
Venus as a boy

He believes in a beauty
He's Venus as a boy

Without Words (Joseph of Mercury) - Being Left Without Words
See my eyes
Feel my fingertips
They know
What to say

Hear me
Without Words
Without sound
Is there a way to you?

You only need touch
To know us
You only need touch
To know us

See my eyes
Feel my love for you
It can never fade
I’m there when I close my eyes
Spinning in clouds of light

Nothing ever can compare
To us

Nothing ever can compare
To us

I wouldn’t try
I wouldn’t try

You only need touch
To know us
You only need touch
To know us

Write My Name (Alt Instrumental) (CHPTRS) - Love Theme Reprise
Instrumental of main love theme

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Souvenirs pour mon cher Cedrick de son Adrien

By MrM, November 11, 2017

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Voilà

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Souvenir (OMD, Moby Remix) Theme General Je Me Souvien (Lara Fabian) Adrien Se Souvient Constant Craving (Glee Cover of k.d. Lang)
Young Lord Cedrick and the Handsome Stable Boy The Boy With The Thorn In His Side (The Smiths) The Daggers Of Our Fathers Memories Fade (Tears For Fears) Farewell To Lucas The Headmaster's Ritual (The Smiths) Attending Eton Chasing Cars (Snow Patrol) The Marquee and Marchioness of Manor House Sunshine (Keane) Dawn In The Day of Adrien This Charming Man (The Smiths) Bewitched By Adrien They Don't Know (Lydia Loveless) Conducting Hazardously I Knew I Loved You (Savage Garden) Timeless Soulmates Somewhere Only We Know (Glee Cover of Keane) Private Pains This Is War (30 Seconds To Mars) An All Too Modern War Je Suis Un Homme (Charles Parmerlo) Noblesse d'Adrien If You Leave (OMD) Irretrievable Words Run (Snow Patrol) Au Revoir Larmoyant Wild Horses (The Sundays Cover of Rolling Stones)
Trying To Let Go Butterfly On A Wheel (The Mission) The Wracking Of A Heart Love Like Blood (The Killing Joke) Another Casualty Of War Madame Butterfly (Pucinni) A Note At The Opera Adrian (Jewel) Twilight In The Day of Adrien Breathe (The Cure) Prayers and Exhortations A Moment Lost (Enya) 20/20 Hindsight Here's Where The Story Ends (The Sundays)
'A Little Souvenir Of A Terrible Year' Souvenir (OMD, Moby Remix) Theme General
It's my direction
It's my proposal
It's so hard
It's leading me astray
My obsession
It's my creation
You'll understand
It's not important now
The conversation
And condemnation
I tell the truth
My feelings still remain
All I need is
Co-ordination
I can't imagine
My destination
My intention
Ask my opinion
But no excuse
My feelings still remain
My feelings still remain
Je Me Souvien (Lara Fabian) Adrien Se Souvient
Des fleurs de lys blanches sous un ciel bleu de cristal
Des balades sous une neige en forme d’étoile
Des érables aux couleurs d’une passion fatale
Je n’oublie rien de rien,
Je me souviens
Les odeurs d’une forêt qu’un beau lac dévoile
Les reflets d’un grand feu sur nos visages pâles
Une lumière intense par des nuits boréales
Je n’oublie rien de rien,
Je me souviens
J’aime tes poèmes, ton coeur, ta liberté
Tu es la seule terre où
Mon âme s’est posée
Un accent dont personne ne connaît les secrets
Un français qui s’élance dans des mots oubliés
Une manière inimitable de chanter
Je n’oublie rien de rien,
Je me souviens
J’aime tes blasphèmes, ta foi, ta dignité
Tu es comme une île
Que l’on ne peut pas quitter
J’aime tes poèmes, ton coeur, ta liberté
Tu es comme une île
Que l’on ne veut pas quitter
Des paysages qui mélangent au plus que parfait
Des dessins que la nature ne refait jamais
L’impression d’être entrée au jardin de la paix
Je n’oublie rien de rien
Et je reviens
Constant Craving - (k.d. lang) Young Lord Cedrick and the Handsome Stable Boy
Even through the darkest phase
Be it thick or thin
Always someone marches brave
Here beneath my skin
And constant craving
Has always been
Maybe a great magnet pulls
All souls towards truth
Or maybe it is life itself
That feeds wisdom
To its youth
Constant craving
Has always been
Craving
Ah ha
Constant craving
Has always been
Has always been
Constant craving
Has always been
Constant craving
Has always been
Craving
Ah ha
Constant craving
Has always been
Has always been
Has always been
Has always been
Has always been
Has always been
The Boy With The Thorn In His Side (The Smiths) The Daggers Of Our Fathers
The boy with the thorn in his side
Behind the hatred there lies
A murderous desire for love
How can they look into my eyes
And still they don't believe me?
How can they hear me say those words
Still they don't believe me?
And if they don't believe me now
Will they ever believe me?
And if they don't believe me now
Will they ever, they ever, believe me?
Oh
The boy with the thorn in his side
Behind the hatred there lies
A plundering desire for love
How can they see the Love in our eyes
And still they don't believe us?
And after all this time
They don't want to believe us
And if they don't believe us now
Will they ever believe us?
And when you want to live
How do you start?
Where do you go?
Who do you need to know?
Oh
Oh no
Oh
La
Memories Fade (Tears For Fears) Farewell To Lucas
There's only need
I love your need
So much I'm losing me
I cannot see the reason for the Pain
With hungry joy
I'll be your toy
Just hoping you will play
Without hope my body starts to fail
Memories fade but the scars still linger
Goodbye my friend
Will I ever love again
Memories fade but the scars still linger
I cannot grow
I cannot move
I cannot feel my age
The vice like grip of tension holds me fast
Engulfed by you
What can I do
When History's my cage
Look foward to a future in the past
The more I talk
The more I say
The less you seem to hear
I'm speechless in a most peculiar way
Your mind is weak
Your need is great
And nothing is too dear
For you to use to take the Pain away
Memories Fade
No don't pretend you can justify the end
Memories fade but the scars still linger
The Headmaster's Ritual (The Smiths) Attending Eton
Belligerent ghouls
Run Manchester schools
Spineless swines
Cemented minds
Sir leads the troops
Jealous of youth
Same old suit since nineteen sixty two
He does the military two-step down
The nape of my neck
I want to go home
I don't want to stay
Give up education
As a bad mistake
Mid-week on the playing fields
Sir thwacks you on the knees
Knees you in the groin
Elbow in the face
Bruises bigger than dinner plates
I want to go home
I don't want to stay
Da-da-da
Da-da-da
Da-da-da
Da-da-da
Da-da-da
Da-da-da
Da-da-da
Da-da-da
Da-da-da
Da-da-da
Belligerent ghouls
Run Manchester schools
Spineless bastards all
Sir leads the troops
Jealous of youth
Same old jokes since nineteen- oh- two
He does the military two-step down
The nape of my neck
I want to go home
I don't want to stay
Give up life
As a bad mistake
Please excuse me from gym
I've got this terrible cold coming on
He grabs and devours
He kicks me in the showers
Kicks me in the showers
And he grabs and devours
I want to go home
I don't want to stay
Chasing Cars (Snow Patrol) The Marquee and Marchioness of Manor House
We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lay with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lay with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lay with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lay with me and just forget the world?
Sunshine - (Keane) Dawn In the Day Of Adrien
I hold you in my hands
A little animal
And only some dumb idiot would let you go
But if I'm one thing then that's the one thing
I should know...
Can anybody find their home?
Out of everyone can anybody find their home?
I hold you in cupped hands
And shield you from a storm
Where only some dumb idiot would let you go
But if I'm one thing then that's the one thing
I should know...
Can anybody find their home?
Out of everyone can anybody find their home?
Lost in the sun can anybody find their home?
Come on, come on, come on
Can anybody find their home?
Oh
Can anybody find their home?
Out of everyone can anybody find their home?
Lost in the sun can anybody find their home?
Come on, come on, come on
Can anybody find their home?
Oh can anybody find their home?
Oh can anybody find their home?
Oh can anybody find their home?
This Charming Man (The Smiths) Bewitched By Adrien
On Two bicycles
On a hillside desolate
Could nature make a man of me yet?
Under this charming car
This charming man
Why ponder life's complexies
When the leather runs smooth
On the passenger seat?
I would go out tonight
But I haven't got a stitch to wear
This man said it's crucial
That someone so handsome should care
I'm just a country boy
Who never knew his place
He said return the ring
He knows so much about these things
He knows so much about these things
I would go out tonight
But I haven't got a stitch to wear
This man said it's crucial
That someone so handsome should care
La, la-la, la-la, la-la, this charming man,
La, la-la, la-la, la-la, this charming man
Ah! I'm just a country boy
Who never knew his place
He said return the ring
He knows so much about these things x3
They Don't Know (Lydia Loveless) Conducting Hazardously
You've been around for such a long time now
Oh maybe I could leave you but I don't know how
And why should I be lonely every night
When I can be with you
Oh yes you make it right
And I don't listen to the guys who say
That you're bad for me and I should turn you away
'Cos they don't know about us
And they've never heard of love
I get a feeling when I look at you
Wherever you go now I wanna be there too
They say we're crazy but I just don't care
And if they keep on talking still they get nowhere
So I don't mind if they don't understand
When I look at you and you hold my hand
'Cos they don't know about us
And they've never heard of love
Why should it matter to us if they don't approve
We should just take our chances while we've got nothing to lose
Baby
There's no need for living in the past
Now I've found good loving gonna make it last
I tell the others don't bother me
'Cos when they look at you they don't see what I see
No I don't listen to their wasted lines
Got my eyes wide open and I see the signs
But they don't know about us
And they've never heard of love
No I don't listen to their wasted lines
Got my eyes wide open and I see the signs
But they don't know about us
And they've never heard of love
I Knew I Loved You (Savage Garden) Timeless Soulmates
Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
and there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than
a little crazy but I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
There's just no rhyme or reason
only this sense of completion
and in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I found my way home
I know that it might sound more than
a little crazy but I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I found you
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
Somewhere Only We Know (Glee' Warbler Cover of Keane) Private Pains
I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?
Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know?
Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go?
So why don't we go?
Ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know?
This Is War (30 Seconds To Mars) An All Too Modern War
A warning to the people, the good and the evil
This is war
To the soldier, the civilian, the martyr, the victim
This is war
It's the moment of truth, and the moment to lie
The moment to live, and the moment to die
The moment to fight, the moment to fight
To fight, to fight, to fight
To the right, to the left
We will fight to the death
To the edge of the Earth
It's a brave new world from the last to the first
To the right, to the left
We will fight to the death
To the edge of the Earth
It's a brave new world, it's a brave new world
(Whoa-oh, whoa-oh)
A warning to the prophet, the liar, the honest
This is war
Oh, to the leader, the pariah, the victor, the messiah
This is war
It's the moment of truth, and the moment to lie
The moment to live, and the moment to die
The moment to fight, the moment to fight
To fight, to fight, to fight
To the right, to the left
We will fight to the death
To the edge of the Earth
It's a brave new world from the last to the first
To the right, to the left
We will fight to the death
To the edge of the Earth
It's a brave new world, it's a brave new world
It's a brave new world
I do believe in the light
Raise your hands up to the sky
The fight is done, the war is won
Lift your hands toward the sun
Toward the sun (it's the moment of truth, and the moment to lie)
(The moment to live...)
Toward the sun (it's the moment of truth, and the moment to lie)
(The moment to live...)
Toward the sun (the moment to fight)
(The moment to fight, the moment to fight)
The war is won (to fight, to fight, to fight)
(To fight, to fight, to fight)
To the right, to the left
We will fight to the death
To the edge of the Earth
It's a brave new world from the last to the first
To the right, to the left
We will fight to the death
To the edge of the Earth
It's a brave new world, it's a brave new world
It's a brave new world
A brave new world
The war is won
The war is won
A brave new world
Je Suis Un Homme (Charles Parmerlo) Noblesse d'Adrien
Je suis un homme de Cro-Magnon
Je suis un singe ou un poisson
Sur la Terre, en toute saison
Moi, je tourne en rond
Je tourne en rond
Je suis un seul, puis des millions
Je suis un homme au cœur de lion.
À la guerre en toute saison
Moi, je tourne en rond
Je tourne en rond
Je suis un homme plein d'ambition
Belle voiture et belle maison
Dans la chambre, dans le salon
Moi, je tourne en rond
Je tourne en rond
J'ai fait l'amour et la révolution
J'ai fait le tour de la question
J'avance, avance à reculons
Oui, je tourne en rond
Je tourne en rond
(Refrain)
Tu vois, j'suis pas un homme.
Je suis le roi
De l'illusion.
Au fond, qu'on me pardonne.
Je suis le roi.
Le roi des cons.
J'ai fait le Monde à ma façon
Coulé dans l'or et le béton
Corps en cage, cœur en prison
Moi, je tourne en rond
Je tourne en rond
Assis devant ma télévision
Je suis de l'Homme la négation
Pur produit de consommation
Oui, mon compte est bon
Mon compte est bon
(Refrain)
Tu vois, j'suis pas un homme.
Je suis le roi
De l'illusion.
Au fond, qu'on me pardonne.
Je suis le roi.
Le roi des cons.
C'est moi
Le maître du feu
Le maître du jeu
Le maître du Monde
Et vois ce que j'en ai fait
Une terre glacée
Une terre brûlée
La Terre des Hommes
Que les hommes abandonnent
Je suis un homme au pied du mur
Comme une erreur de la nature
Sur la Terre, sans d'autre raison.
Moi, je tourne en rond
Je tourne en rond
Je suis un homme et je mesure
Toute l'horreur de ma nature.
Pour ma peine, ma punition
Moi, je tourne en rond
Je tourne en rond
If You Leave (OMD) Irretrievabe Words
If you leave, don't leave now
Please don't take my heart away
Promise me, just one more night
Then we'll go our separate ways
We've always had time on our side
Now it's fading fast
Every second, every moment
We've gotta make it last
I touch you once, I touch you twice
I won't let go at any price
I need you now like I need you then
You always said we'd still be friends someday
If you leave I won't cry
I won't waste one single day
But if you leave don't look back
I'll be running the other way
Seven years went under the bridge
Like time was standing still
Heaven knows what happens now
You've gotta say you will
I'll touch you once, I'll touch you twice
I won't let go at any price
I need you now like I need you then
You always said we'd meet again
I touch you once, I touch you twice
I won't let go at any price
I need you now like I need you then
You always said we'd still be friends
I touch you once, I touch you twice
I won't let go at any price
I need you now like I need you then
You always said we'd meet again someday
If you leave
If you leave
If you leave
Don't look back
Don't look back
Run (Snow Patrol) Au Revoir Larmoyant
I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done
And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here.
Light up, Light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder, louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say.
To think I might not see those eyes
It makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbyes
I nearly do
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder, louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say
Slower, slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads
Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear.
Wild Horses (The Sundays Cover of Rolling Stones) Trying To Let Go
Childhood living is easy to do
The things that you wanted, I bought them for you
Graceless Baby, you know who I am
You know I can't let you slide through my hands
(Refrain)
Wild horses couldn't drag me away
Wild horses couldn't drag me away...
I watched you suffer a dull, aching pain
And now you've decided to show me the same
No sweeping exits or offstage lines
Could make me feel bitter or treat you unkind
(Refrain)
Butterfly On A Wheel (The Mission) The Wracking Of A Heart
Silver and gold and it's growing cold
Autumn leaves lay as thick as thieves
Shivers down your spine chill you to the bone
'cos the mandolin wind is the melody that turns your heart to stone
The heat of your breath carving shadows in the mist
Every angel has the wish that he's never been kissed
A broken dream haunting in your sleep
And hiding in your smile
A secret you must keep, love cuts you deep
Love breaks the wings of a butterfly on a wheel Love breaks the wings of a butterfly on a wheel
There's no scarlet in you, lay your veil down for me
As sure as god made wine, you can't wrap your arms around a memory
Take warmth from me, cold autumn wind cut sharp as a knife
And in the dark for me, you're the candle flame that flickers to life
Love breaks the wings of a butterfly on a wheel
Love breaks the wings of a butterfly on a wheel
Love will break the wings of a butterfly on a wheel
Love breaks the wings of a butterfly on a wheel
Wise man say all is fair in love and war
And there's no right or wrong in the design of love
And i could only watch as the wind crushed your wings
Broken and torn, crushed like a flower under the snow
And like the flower in spring
Love will rise again to heal your wings
Love heals the wings of a butterfly on a wheel
Love will heal the wings of a butterfly on a wheel
Love heals the wings of a butterfly on a wheel
Love will heal the wings of a butterfly on a wheel
Love Like Blood (The Killing Joke) Another Casualty Of War
We must play our lives like soldiers in the field
The life is short, I'm running faster all the time
Strength and beauty destined to decay
So cut the rose in full bloom
Till the fearless come and the act is done
A love like blood, a love like blood
Till the fearless come and the act is done
A love like blood, a love like blood
Everyday through all frustration and despair
Love and hate fight with burning hearts
Till legends live and man is God again
And self-preservation rules the day no more
Oh, we must dream of promised lands and fields
That's never fade in season
As we move towards no end we learn to die
Red tears are shed on gray
Till the fearless come and the act is done
A love like blood, a love like blood
Till the fearless come and the act is done
A love like blood, a love like blood
Till the fearless come and the act is done
A love like blood, a love like blood
Till the fearless come and the act is done
A love like blood, a love like blood
Madame Butterfly (Pucinni) A Note At The Opera
One good day, we will see
Arising a strand of smoke
Over the far horizon on the sea
And then the ship appears
And then the ship is white
It enters into the port, it rumbles its salute.
Do you see it? He is coming!
I don't go down to meet him, not I.
I stay upon the edge of the hill
And I wait a long time
but I do not grow weary of the long wait.
And leaving from the crowded city,
A man, a little speck
Climbing the hill.
Who is it? Who is it?
And as he arrives
What will he say? What will he say?
He will call Butterfly from the distance
I without answering
Stay hidden
A little to tease him,
A little as to not die.
At the first meeting,
And then a little troubled
He will call, he will call
"Little one, dear wife
Blossom of orange"
The names he called me at his last coming.
(To Suzuki)
All this will happen,
I promise you this
Hold back your fears -
I with secure faith wait for him.
Adrian (Jewel) Twilight In The Day of Adrien
Adrian came home again last summer
things just haven't been the same around here
people talk
people stare
oh, adrian, come out and play
An unfortunate accident in a canoe
dr. said, 'i'm sorry, not much i can do'
the air was so still
his eyes did not blink
oh, adrian, come out and play
Little mary epperson liked him
she vowed always to watch after him
still he did not move
dr. said it's no use
oh, adrian, come out and play
She sat by his side, watched the years fly by
he looked so fragile, he looked so small
she wondered why he was still alive at all
Everyone in town had that 'i'm so sorry look'
they talked in a whispered hush, said
'i'd turn the machines off'
but still she sat by his side
said, 'life he won't be denied'
oh adrian, come out and play
Yellow flowers decorate his bedroom
sign above his door says welcome home
but he just sits and stares
he's awake but still not there
oh, adrian, come out and play
She sat by his side, watched the years fly by
he looked so fragile, he looked so small
she wondered why he was still alive at all
And little mary apperson grew up lovely
she still comes to visit him on sundays
he's like an unused toy
he's got big hands but the mind of a little boy
oh, adrian, come out and play
Adrian came home again last summer
things just haven't been the same around here
Breathe (The Cure) Prayers and Exhortations
Breathe
Breathe on me
Be like you used to be
Breathe on me
Move in me
Be like you used to be
Move in me
Move in me
A Moment Lost (Enya) 20/20 Hindsight
It's only now, when words are said
that break my heart in two,
I wonder how you can endure
all I've said, all I say to you.
How strong, how brave, how true of you
to bear the hurt I gave.
I know it tears your heart in two;
all I've said, all I say to you.
After all the words are said,
after all the dreams we made;
ev'ry one a precious one,
ev'ry one a summer sun...
A moment lost, forever gone,
can never be again,
so know how much it means to me;
all you said,
all you gave,
all your love to me.
Here's Where The Story Ends (The Sundays)
'A Little Souvenir Of A Terrible Year'
People I know, places I go
Make me feel tongue tied
I can see how, people look down
They're on the inside
Here's where the story ends
People I see, weary of me
Showing my good side
I can see how, people look down
I'm on the outside
Here's, where the story ends Ooh here's, where the story ends
It's that little souvenir, of a terrible year
Which makes my eyes feel sore
Oh I never should have said, the books that you read
Were all I loved you for
It's that little souvenir, of a terrible year
Which makes me wonder why
And it's the memories of the shed, that make me turn red
Surprise, surprise, surprise
Crazy I know, places I go
Make me feel so tired
I can see how people look down
I'm on the outside
Here's, where the story ends Ooh here's, where the story ends
It's that little souvenir, of a terrible year
Which makes my eyes feel sore
And who ever would've thought, the books that you brought
Were all I loved you for
Oh the devil in me said, go down to the shed
I know where I belong
But the only thing I ever really wanted to say
Was wrong, was wrong, was wrong
It's that little souvenir, of a colorful year
Which makes me smile inside
So I cynically, cynically say, the world is that way
Surprise, surprise, surprise, surprise, surprise
Here's, where the story ends Ooh here's, where the story ends

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Derrick’s Gift

By MrM, February 13, 2019

Track List
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I Can’t Help Falling In Love Instrumental (Gian Piero Ferrini) - Love Theme Overture School Bus (Alex Somers) - Once Upon A Time On A School Bus . . . Someday My Prince Will Come (Prince Peter Wolf’s Male Version) - Derrick’s Wishing Well One Song (Vocals By Scott) - The Prince Makes His Appearance! Too Good for Me (Luke Underhill) - Derrick’s Insecurities The Gift (Angels & Airwaves) - Derrick’s Most Precious Gift Can’t Help Falling in Love (Elvis Presley) - The Greatest Love Song For The Greatest Love Story Go All The Way (The Raspberries) - Talkin’ ‘Bout Makin’ Love! Who Do You Think You Are? (Jigsaw) - Classism At The Opera House Suedehead (Morrissey) - Chris’ Lament I Won’t Be Your Little Secret (Part Time) - Tanner’s Dose Of Reality Young Love (Moto Boy) - Nothing Will Keep Us Apart! Palo Santo (Teen Daze) - Going Deeper The Boxer (Simon & Garfunkel) - I Am Just A Poor Boy . . . In The End (Linkin Park) - Chris’ Secret Anguish Revenge (Eurythmics) - The Wrath Of Chris Say You Love Me (A Flock Of Seagulls) - Demands Made Getting Even (White Lies) - Chris’ Cruelty Stripped (Depeche Mode) - What Can Only Be Given, Cannot Be Taken Run (Germany Germany) - The Consolations Of Tanner True (Spandau Ballet) - Truth and Repentance People Are People (Depeche Mode) - The Beat Down The Hurting (Tears For Fears) - Which Pain Is Worse? Close My Eyes And Burn (Robin Guthrie) - Sexual Healing My Protector (Mesh) - Team Derrick Shine (Cyndi Lauper) - Coming Out! I Just Called To Say I Loved You (Stevie Wonder) - 2AM Phone Calls I Think We’re Alone Now (The Birthday Massacre) - Finally Alone Together Wasted We Stared At The Ceiling (Hammock) - Afterglows Lifelines (A-Ha) - Never Throw Your Lifelines Away
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I Can’t Help Falling In Love Instrumental (Gian Piero Ferrini) - Love Theme Overture

Tender instrumental refrain of the main love theme.

School Bus (Alex Somers) - Once Upon A Time On A School Bus . . .

Anticipatory interlude.

Someday My Prince Will Come (Prince Peter Wolf’s Male Version) - Derrick’s Wishing Well

Someday my prince will come
Someday we'll meet again
And away to his castle we'll go
To be happy forever I know

Someday when spring is here
We'll find our love anew
Though he’s far away
I’ll find my love someday
Someday when my dreams come true

One Song (Vocals By Scott) - The Prince Makes His Appearance!

One Song
I have but one song
One song
Only for you

One heart
Tenderly beating
Ever entreating
Constant and true

One love
That has possessed me
One love
Thrilling me through

One song
My heart keeps singing
Of one love
Only for you

Too Good For Me (Luke Underhill) - Derrick’s Insecurities

You make my arm melt and you make it drop
You make it shake and you make it stop
Yet I know you’re Too Good For Me
But, I think it’s meant to be

I love your life and the way your lips curl
You’ve got the eyes that are out of this world
Yet, I know you’re Too Good For Me
But, I feel it’s meant to be

(Chorus)
I shouldn’t like you I admit that it’s wrong
Don’t want to lose you so I have to be strong
You know I’m happy being your best friend
I don’t ever want this to end
Oh no, I never want this to end

It drives me crazy that I can’t hold your hand
At the beach we wrote our names in the sand
Yet, I know you’re Too Good For Me
But, I hope it’s meant to be

When we drive we tend to sing the same songs
Through the years you’ve even righted my wrongs
Yet, I know you’re Too Good For Me
But, I know it’s meant to be

(Chorus)
(An Insecure Bridge)

(Chorus) X

Oh no, I never want this to end (X)

The Gift (Angels & Airwaves) - Derrick’s Most Precious Gift

There's the strangest excitement today
If you're awake then you're welcome to hear
I got a gift and it blew me away
From the far eastern sea, straight to here

Oh god, I feel like I'm in for it now
It's like the rush has gone straight to my brain
God, my voice is as lonely as loud
As I whisper the joy of this pain

And suddenly
You've done it all
You've won me over
In no time at all

And now, I'll stop the storm if it rains
I'll light a path far from here
I'll make your fear melt away
And the world we know disappear

If you ask I will do what you say
All we have is this night to get though
With the taste of the smile you're only
You left me all up in arms and confused

Oh God, I feel like I'm in for it now
And how this kiss will be one, roughly vague
I swear I'll melt if you touch me at all
And then I'll ask you to do it again and again

And suddenly
You've done it all
You've won me over
In no time at all

And now, I'll stop the storm if it rains
I'll light up a path far from here
I'll make your fear melt away
And the world that we know disappear

I'll stop the storm if it rains
I'll light a path far from here
I'll make your fear melt away
And the world we know disappear

Oh, ohoh, ohoh, ohoh, yeah
Oh, ohoh, ohoh, ohoh, yeah
Oh, ohoh, ohoh, ohoh, yeah
Oh, ohoh, ohoh, ohoh, yeah

And now, I'll stop the storm if it rains
I'll light a path far from here
I'll make your fear melt away

And the world that we know disappear
I'll stop the storm if it rains
I'll light a path far from here
I'll make your fear melt away

And the world we know disappear
Make world we know disappear

Oh, ohoh, ohoh, ohoh, yeah
Oh, ohoh, ohoh, ohoh, yeah
Oh, ohoh, ohoh, ohoh, yeah
Oh, ohoh, ohoh, ohoh, yeah

Can’t Help Falling in Love (Elvis Presley) - The Greatest Love Song For The Greatest Love Story

Wise men say only fools rush in
But I can't help falling in love with you

Shall I stay?
Would it be a sin
If I can't help falling in love with you?

Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be

Take my hand, take my whole life too
For I can't help falling in love with you

Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be

Take my hand, take my whole life too
For I can't help falling in love with you
For I can't help falling in love with you

Go All The Way (The Raspberries) - Talkin’ ‘Bout Makin’ Love!

Ma-ma, yeah, whoo
Whoo-hoo-hoo
All right
Ma-ma-ma-ma, yeah, whoo

I never knew how complete love could be
Till he kissed me and said:

‘Baby, please, go all the way
It feels so right (Feels so right)
Being with you here tonight
Please, go all the way
Just hold me close (Hold me close)
Don't ever let me go (Don't let me go)’

I couldn't say what I wanted to say
Till he whispered ‘I love you’

So, please, go all the way
It feels so right (Feels so right)
Being with you here tonight
Please, go all the way
Just hold me close (Hold me close)
Don't ever let me go, oh, no (Don't let me go)

Before his love, I was cruel and mean
Had a hole in the place where my heart should have been
But now I'm changed, and I feel so strange
I come alive when he does all those things to me

And he says (Come on)
Come on (Come on)
Mm-hmm (Come on)
Come on (Come on)
I need you (Come on)
I love you (Come on)
I need you (Come on)
Ma-ma, yeah, yeah (Come on)

Please, go all the way
It feels so right (Feels so right)
Being with you here tonight
Please, go all the way
Just hold me close (Hold me close)
Don't ever let me go, oh, no (Don't let me go)

Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Oh
Ma-ma-ma, yeah, oh, yeah, oh, ooh
Go all the way, yeah
Whoo-hoo

Who Do You Think You Are? (Jigsaw) - Classism At The Opera House

Who am I?
I’m just a guy who only wants
To try to do what's right
I'll never make you cry
But, you're no good to me

Who do you think you are?
You tried to push me a bit too far
And every day sees another scar
Oh baby, who do you think you are?
If you want me there, you gotta care!
Oh tell me:

Who do you think you are
Taking advantage of me this way?
Who do you think you are
Hurting me more with the things you say?
Its not fair! You don’t care!
Who do you really think that you are?

Where are we? (where are we?)
We're at the cross roads and
I just can't see
Which road to take to keep you
Here with me (here with me)
The lights are changing, baby
Who do you think you are?
You tried to push me a bit too far
And every day sees another scar
Oh baby, who do you think you are?
If you want me there, you gotta care!
Oh tell me:

Who do you think you are
Taking advantage of me this way?
Who do you think you are
Hurting me more with the things you say?
Its not fair! You don’t care!

Who do you really think that you are?
Who do you think you are? (Who am I?)
Oh baby, who do you think you are?
(I'm just a guy who only)
Who do you think you are?
(Wants to try)
Oh tell me, who do you think you are?
(To do what's right and never)
Who do you think you are?
(Make you cry)
Oh tell me, who do you think you are?
(But you're no good and baby)
Who do you think you are?
(Where are we?)
Oh tell me, who do you think you are?
(We're at the cross roads)
Who do you think you are?
(and I just can't see)
Oh tell me, who do you think you are?

Suedehead (Morrissey) - Chris’ Lament

Why do you come here?
And why, oh why do you hang around?

I'm so sorry, oh...
I'm so sorry, oh, oh...

Why do you come here
When you know it makes things hard for me?
When you know, oh
Why do you come?

(Derrick’s Questions
‘Why do you telephone?
And why, why send me silly notes?’)

I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry, oh...

Why do you come here
When you know it makes things hard for me?
When you know, oh
Why do you come?

You had to sneak into my room
'just' to read my diary
"oh, it was just to see, just to see"
(all the things you knew i'd written about you...)
And oh so many illustrations

Oh, but
I'm so very sickened
Oh, I am so sickened now

Still, it was a good lay, good lay
It was a good lay, good lay
It was a good lay, good lay

Ah...
Still, it was a good lay, good lay
It was a good lay, good lay
It was a good lay, good lay

A good lay, ah...
Oh, it was a good lay
It was a good lay
It was a good lay
Oh, it was a good lay
Good lay, good lay
Oh

I Won’t Be Your Little Secret (Part Time) - Tanner’s Dose Of Reality

I'm a little secret
Oh boy, it's hurting me
And if I
Told the world what I was thinking
It'll set you free

And I can't be your shadow
No you can't hide me
I would tip-toe
Around your window
So no one can see

Oh no, I won't be your little secret
Oh boy, 'cause it's hurting me
And if I told your friends
What you were doing
It'll set you free

And I won't be your shadow
No you can't hide me
You can't hide me for the rest of your life
You've got to set me free

Tell me what you want
To set me free
Tell me what you need
To believe in me
Wasted time
Wasted time
Wasted time
Please, don't waste my time

Oh no, I won't be your little secret
Oh boy, 'cause it's hurting me
And if I told the world
What you were doing
It'll set you free

And I won't be your shadow
No you can't hide me
You can't hide me for the rest of your life
You've got to set me free

Little Secret, Little Secret
I can’t be your little secret

Little Secret ...

Young Love (Moto Boy) - Nothing Will Keep Us Apart!

Young hearts light their own funeral pyres
A wild fire the hearts always keen to endure
And I know the yearning will always remain
And I know I'll always be asking for more

And it wont let me go

Young love burning a hole in my heart
Young love burning a hole in my heart
Find me and take me where my love belongs
Burn me! I want it cause my love is young

They asked me what do you think you will find?
And I replied "I don't know but it's something divine"
And it wont let me go

Young love burning a hole in my heart
Young love burning a hole in my heart
Find me and take me where my love belongs
Burn me! I want it cause my love is young

I always wanted a bittersweet heart
It seems it was already there from the start

And it wont let me go

Young love burning a hole in my heart
Young love burning a hole in my heart
Find me and take me where my love belongs
Burn me! I want it cause my love is young

Hold me and hurt me
Love and avert me

Palo Santo (Teen Daze) - Going Deeper
Sensual Instrumental

The Boxer (Simon & Garfunkel) - I Am Just A Poor Boy . . .

I am just a poor boy
Though my story's seldom told
I have squandered my resistance
For a pocket full of mumbles, such are promises
All lies and jests
Still a man hears what he wants to hear
And disregards the rest

When I left my home and my family
I was no more than a boy
In the company of strangers
In the quiet of the railway station
Running scared,
Laying low, seeking out the poorer quarters
Where the ragged people go
Looking for the places
Only they would know

Lie la lie, lie la la la lie lie
Lie la lie, lie la la la la lie la la lie

Asking only workman's wages
I come looking for a job
But I get no offers
Just a come-on from the whores
On Seventh Avenue
I do declare
There were times when I was so lonesome
I took some comfort there, le le le le le le le

Lie la lie, lie la la la lie lie
Lie la lie, lie la la la la lie la la lie

Then I'm laying out my winter clothes
And wishing I was gone
Going home
Where the New York City winters
Aren't bleeding me
Leading me
To going home

In the clearing stands a boxer
And a fighter by his trade
And he carries the reminders
Of ev'ry glove that laid him down
Or cut him till he cried out
In his anger and his shame
"I am leaving, I am leaving"
But the fighter still remains, mmm mmm

Lie la lie, lie la la la lie lie
Lie la lie, lie la la la la lie la la lie
Lie la lie, lie la la la lie lie
Lie la lie, lie la la la la lie la la lie
Lie la lie, lie la la la lie lie
Lie la lie, lie la la la la lie la la lie
Lie la lie, lie la la la lie lie
Lie la lie, lie la la la la lie la la lie
Lie la lie, lie la la la lie lie
Lie la lie, lie la la la la lie la la lie
Lie la lie, lie la la la lie lie
Lie la lie, lie la la la la lie la la lie
Lie la lie, lie la la la lie lie
Lie la lie, lie la la la la lie la la lie
Lie la lie, lie la la la lie lie
Lie la lie, lie la la la la lie la la lie

In The End (Linkin Park) - Chris’ Secret Anguish

It starts with
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme to explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
I wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when

I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end, it doesn't even matter

One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme to remind myself how I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so far
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end
You kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when

I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end, it doesn't even matter

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this, there's only one thing you should know

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this, there's only one thing you should know

I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end, it doesn't even matter

Revenge (Eurythmics) - The Wrath Of Chris

He said Revenge can be so sweet
I like to take it when I can
I need to play with the ones I hate
I like to see them suffer

It has to be dangerous
It has to be refined
It has to be skilful
You need to take your time

He said, "You gotta snake”
And that's a good example
You don't even notice it until you're bitten,
You learn to enjoy it

It has to be dangerous
It has to be refined
It has to be skilful
You need to take your time

He said I take care
Of my resources
You never know
When you might need them

I'm fast and I'm strong
My reflexes are good
It doesn't take long
To achieve my deserved

Revenge

I like to play with the ones I hate
I really like to see them suffer

Revenge

Say You Love Me (A Flock Of Seagulls) - Demands Made

Say you love me
Come on say you do
Say you need me
Just like i need you
It's in your eyes
I know it’s in your smile

Say you love me
If only for a while
Won't waste my time
On other love
If you were mine
Lord above

I still remember
When our eyes first met
There's something about you
That i just can't forget
You made my heart
Into an open door

Say you need me
Can't take it anymore
Don't waste your time
On other love
When you are mine
Lord above

My heart's been tossed like a ship on the ocean
I'm beaten and driven on waves of emotion
That carry me carry me carry me
On to your shore

You stand like a statue of pure alabaster
Surrounded by sirens on rocks of disaster
They're calling me calling me calling me
Into your heart
Where i'm torn apart

Say you love me
Come on say you do
Say you need me
Don't treat me like a fool
It's in your eyes
I know it's in your touch

Say you love me
Say you love me
Say you love me!

Getting Even (White Lies) - Chris’ Cruelty

So if you go
And leave recklessly
We can only be me
We can only be me
That's something I
Through the turns of my life
Never wanted to be
Never wanted to be

But if you stay
Just a bolt in the ball
Then you'll never know
Then you'll never know
How you could miss
Like the day light the way
You're missing us now
You're missing us now

So listen to some reason
There's nothing in your dreams
But if you're getting even
You're getting even
Trying to get even
Better start believing
I can forgive
And we can forget
Even after all this
Love and other nonsense we've made

Now if we kiss
Then the moon in the sky
We'd linger a while
We linger a while
So ask to give just an inch more of night
But you break from my life
No more kiss, no more I

But listen to some reason
There's nothing in your dreams
But if you're getting even
You're getting even
Trying to get even
Better start believing
I can forgive
And we can forget
Even after all this wrestling of conscience
I can forgive
And we can forget
Even after all this
Love and other nonsense

It's the worst part of the best of me, best of me
Love, I'm trying so hard to be free
Worst of the best of me, best of me
Love, I'm trying so hard to be free
Lonely but free
And out of love

If you're getting even
You're getting even
If you're getting even
You're getting even

If you're getting even
You're getting even
Trying to get even
Better start believing
I can forgive
And we can forget
Even after all this wrestling of conscience
I can forgive
And we can forget
Even after all this
Love and other nonsense
You're getting even
You're getting even
And I can forgive
And we can forget
You're getting even
You're getting even
And I can forgive
And we can forget
You're getting even
You're getting even
And I can forgive
And we can forget
You're getting even
You're getting even
(And I can forgive)
(And we can forget)
(You're getting even)

Stripped (Depeche Mode) - What Can Only Be Given, Cannot Be Taken

Come with me
Into the trees
We'll lay on the grass
And let the hours pass

Take my hand
Come back to the land
Let's get away
Just for one day

Let me see you
Stripped down to the bone
Let me see you
Stripped down to the bone

Metropolis
Has nothing on this
You're breathing in fumes
I taste when we kiss

Take my hand
Come back to the land
Where everything's ours
For a few hours

Let me see you
Stripped down to the bone
Let me see you
Stripped down to the bone

Let me hear you
Make decisions
Without your television
Let me hear you speaking
Just for me

Let me see you
Stripped down to the bone

Let me hear you speaking
Just for me

Let me see you
Stripped down to the bone

Let me hear you crying
Just for me

Run (Germany Germany) - The Consolations Of Tanner

Why can’t I get through
To the other side of you?
And it’s true that I still can’t forget
And it’s true that I’ve still got regrets

I try to follow you
Through the undertow, but I could not break through
I took the last few seconds of life that I had
And spent it in a moment inside of my head
I took the last few seconds of life that I had
And spent it on a moment
And spent it on a moment

(Chorus)
Why do you Run away
From everything that makes you afraid?

(Bridge)
(Chorus) X

True (Spandau Ballet) - Truth and Repentance

So True funny how it seems
Always in time, but never in line for dreams
Head over heels when toe to toe
This is the sound of my soul,
This is the sound
I bought a ticket to the world,
But now I've come back again
Why do I find it hard to write the next line
Oh I want the truth to be said

Huh huh huh hu-uh huh
I know this much is True
Huh huh huh hu-uh huh
I know this much is True

With a thrill in my head and a pill on my tongue
Dissolve the nerves that have just begun
Listening to Marvin (all night long)
This is the sound of my soul,
This is the sound

Always slipping from my hands,
Sand's a time of its own
Take your seaside arms and write the next line
Oh I want the truth to be known

Huh huh huh hu-uh huh
I know this much is True
Huh huh huh hu-uh huh
I know this much is True

I bought a ticket to the world,
But now I've come back again
Why do I find it hard to write the next line
Oh I want the truth to be said

Huh huh huh hu-uh huh
I know this much is True
Huh huh huh hu-uh huh
I know this much is True

This much is True
I know, I know, I know this much is True

People Are People (Depeche Mode) - The Beat Down

People are people so why should it be
You and I should get along so awfully

So, we're different colours
And we're different creeds
And different people have different needs
It's obvious you hate me
Though I've done nothing wrong
I never even met you
So what could I have done

I can't understand
What makes a man
Hate another man
Help me understand

People are people so why should it be
You and I should get along so awfully

Help me understand
Now you're punching and you're kicking
And you're shouting at me
I'm relying on your common decency
So far it hasn't surfaced
But I'm sure it exists
It just takes a while to travel
From your head to your fist

I can't understand
What makes a man
Hate another man
Help me understand . . .

(People are People . . .)

The Hurting (Tears For Fears) - Which Pain Is Worse?

Is it an horrific dream
Am I sinking fast
Could a person be so mean
As to laugh and laugh
On my own
Could you ease my load
Could you see my Pain
Could you please explain
The Hurting

Could you understand a child
When he cries in Pain
Could you give him all he needs
Or do you feel the same
All along
You've been told you're wrong
When you felt it right
And you're left to fight
The Hurting

Get in line with the things you know
Feel the Pain
Feel the sorrow
Touch the hurt and don't let go
Get in line with the things you know
Learn to cry
Like a baby
Then The Hurting won't come back

Is it an horrific dream . . . ?

Close My Eyes And Burn (Robin Guthrie) - Sexual Healing

Deeply Sensual Instrumental

My Protector (Mesh) - Team Derrick

I didn't see
Who protects me
But, I'm all that I could be
Time rushes by
More than we like
But, I've all the love I need

You're my protector, my home
I'm nothing without you
You're my deflector, I know
That nothing can get through
You feel the feelings for me
So I don't have to face the things I do.

Life's changing scenes
Played behind screens
We're all someone's hopes and dreams
Caught in the lights
You still have the fight
When you're taught to do things right

You're my protector, my home
I'm nothing without you
You're my deflector, I know
That nothing can get through
You feel the feelings for me
So I don't have to face the things I do.

All my life you shield me from the game
You're my spine, but I've never been ashamed
They don't see and I just can't explain
You've my protector, you're mine forever

You're my protector, my home
I'm nothing without you
You're my deflector, I know
That nothing can get through
You feel the feelings for me
So I don't have to face the things I do.
So I don't have to face the things I do.

Shine (Cyndi Lauper) - Coming Out!

Shine I'll stand by you
Don't try and push me away
'Cause I'm just gonna stay
You can Shine I won't deny you
And don't be afraid it'll all be ok

Do you know my name
Well I ain't gonna take
That big time line
Won't be beat by a lie
Gonna call out to these embers
Waiting to ignite
Gonna pull you up
By your love, by your love
And tell you

Shine I'll stand by you...

I can see the frown you wear
All around like some faded crown
Like a watch over wound
Gonna call down to this diamond
Buried underground
Gonna pull you up
By your love, by your love
And tell you

When it's said and done
What you need will come
And time won't let me
Let you let me waste it this time
Shine...

I Just Called To Say I Loved You (Stevie Wonder) - 2AM Phone Calls

No New Year's Day to celebrate
No chocolate covered candy hearts to give away
No first of spring, no song to sing
In fact here's just another ordinary day

No April rain
No flowers bloom
No wedding Saturday within the month of June
But what it is, is something true
Made up of these three words that I must say to you

I just called to say I love you
I just called to say how much I care
I just called to say I love you
And I mean it from the bottom of my heart

No summer's high
No warm July
No harvest moon to light one tender August night
No autumn breeze
No falling leaves
Not even time for birds to fly to southern skies

No Libra sun
No Halloween
No giving thanks to all the Christmas joy you bring
But what it is, though old so new
To fill your heart like no three words could ever do

I just called to say I love you
I just called to say how much I care, I do
I just called to say I love you
And I mean it from the bottom of my heart

I just called to say I love you
I just called to say how much I care, I do
I just called to say I love you
And I mean it from the bottom of my heart, of my heart, of my heart

I Think We’re Alone Now (The Birthday Massacre) - Finally Alone Together

Children behave,
That's what they say when we're together.
And Watch how you play,
They don't understand, And so we're

Running just as fast as we can,
Holding onto one another's hand
Trying to get away into the night.
And then I put my arms around you,
And you tumbled to the ground
And then I say

I think we're alone now,
There doesn't seem to be anyone around.
I think we're alone now,
The beating of your heart is the only sound.

Look at the way,
I gotta hide what I'm doin'.
'Cause what would they say,
If they ever knew, and so we're,

Running just as fast as we can,
Holding onto one another's hand
Trying to get away into the night.
And then I put my arms around you,
And you tumbled to the ground
And then I say

I think we're alone now,
There doesn't seem to be anyone around.
I think we're alone now,
The beating of your heart is the only sound.
I think we're alone now, (alone now)
There doesn't seem to be anyone around.
I think we're alone now, (alone now)
The beating of your heart is the only sound.

Running just as fast as we can,
Holding onto one another's hand
Trying to get away into the night.
And then I put my arms around you,
And you tumbled to the ground
And then I say

I think we're alone now,
There doesn't seem to be anyone around.
I think we're alone now,
The beating of your heart is the only sound.
I think we're alone now,
There doesn't seem to be anyone around.
I think we're alone now,
The beating of your heart is the only sound.
I think we're alone now, (alone now)
There doesn't seem to be anyone around.
I think we're alone now, (alone now)
The beating of your heart is the only sound.

Wasted We Stared At The Ceiling (Hammock) - Afterglows

Weightless
On a cloud
Only now
Air between us

Shapeless
Off the ground
Coming down
Into pieces

Wasted,
We stare at the ceiling
Wasted,
We stare at the ceiling

Blameless
Without fear
Stars reappear
We are something

Fearless
All the years
Night disappears
Into nothing

Wasted,
We Stared at the ceiling
Wasted,
We Stared at the ceiling
Wasted,
We Stared at the ceiling
Wasted,
We Stared at the ceiling
Wasted,
We Stared at the ceiling
Wasted,
We Stared at the ceiling

Lifelines (A-Ha) - Never Throw Your Lifelines Away

One time, to know that it's real.
One time, to know how it feels.
That's all.

One call, your voice on the phone.
One place, a moment alone.
That's all.

What do you see?
What do you know?
One sign, what'll I do?
Just follow your lifeline through.

What if it hurts, what then?
What do we do, what do you say?
Don't throw your Lifelines away

Don't throw your Lifelines away

One time, just once in my life.
Yeah one time, to know it can't happen twice.
One shot on a clear blue sky.
One look, I see the reasons why you cared.

One chance to get back to the point where everything starts.
One chance to keep it together,
Things fall apart.

One sign to make us believe it's true.

What do you see, where do we go?
One sign, how do we grow?
By letting your lifeline show.

What if we do, what now?
What do you say, how do I know?
Don't let your Lifeline go.

Don't let your Lifeline go. . .

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Kiss Of An Angel: The Soundtrack

By MrM, July 27, 2018

Track List

Shy (Karnaboy) - Ariel’s Theme What Makes You Beautiful (Cover of OneDirection by Tyler Ward) - Tyler’s Question Dissonance (Hammock) - Of The Banging Of Heads Against Walls Ready To Start (Tear For Fears Cover of Arcade Fire) - Tyler Breaks The Threesome Puzzles (The Mary Onettes) - Figuring Things Out Back And Forth, Forth And Back Pretty Haze (Summer Heart) - The Pink Haze Of Angelic Love Sweetness And Light (Lush) - Ariel’s Shining Angelic Soul Amor Fati (Washed Out) - Fated Love Young & Unafraid (The Moth & The Flame) - The Courage True Love Brings The Line (Mood Rings) - Ariel Spreads His Wings Dream About Me (The Depreciation Guild) - The Place Where Dreams Come True Ready 2 Wear (Geographer) - Tyler’s Angel Stay (Airiel) - The Longing Of Angels Catch Me When I Fall (Scarlet Youth) - No Longer The Klutz In Your Room (Airiel) - “Kaleidoscopic Thoughts Of Me And You” Baby (Ariel Pink) - The Miracle Of The First Time Sweetest Perfection (Color Theory) - The Encouragement Of Ryan and Randy Heaven Is A Place On Earth (Frisky Monkey Cover of Belinda Carlisle) - Angels In Heaven Earth Angel (Death Cab For Cutie Cover) - Ariel’s Prayer The Promise (When In Rome) - Tyler’s Promise ————————————
Shy (Karnaboy) - Ariel’s Theme

forgive me if my words get lost on the way
and all i wanna say is that i'm hopin’ this ain’t another play
and i'm really glad you enjoyed this sunny, funny day
and though it stormed for a while we made the clouds fade away

and i can't see why
i'm so Shy around you
and if i stare at the sky
i can't say i want to
i'd rather look into your eyes
your eyes

(look into) your eyes
your eyes
your eyes

and i hope to god
i'm not being pulled along
and i'll sing this song
in the hopes that nothing goes wrong

and the hour we had
i hoped it would last forever
and the way that you laughed
it's something that i'll remember

and i can't see why
i'm so Shy around you
and if i stare at the sky
i can't say i want to
i'd rather look into your eyes
your eyes

(look into) your eyes
your eyes
your eyes

What Makes You Beautiful (Cover of OneDirection by Tyler Ward) - Tyler’s Question

You're insecure
Don't know what for
You're turning heads when you walk through the door
Don't need make-up, to cover up
Being the way that you are is enough

Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else but you

Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell
You don't know, oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful
If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know, oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful, oh oh
That's what makes you beautiful

So come on, you got it wrong
To prove I'm right, I put it in a song
I don't know why, you're being shy
And turn away when I look into your eye eye eyes

Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else but you

Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell
You don't know, oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful
If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know, oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful, oh oh
That's what makes you beautiful

Dissonance (Hammock) - Of The Banging Of Heads Against Walls

I've been drinking, just to settle down
We keep sinking, into the dark of the hollow
The light breaks overhead, but we won't follow
I keep drinking under endless clouds

I've been thinking just to sort it out
We keep dreaming in the wake of the shadows
The sin has come undone, but I won't let it go
I keep drinking under endless clouds

There's nothing wrong with me
There's something wrong with you
There's nothing wrong with me
We're all alone
There's something wrong with me
There's nothing wrong with you
There's something wrong with me
We're not alone

There's nothing wrong with me
There's something wrong with you
There's nothing wrong with me
We're all alone
There's something wrong with me
There's nothing wrong with you
There's something wrong with me
We're not alone

Ready To Start (Tear For Fears Cover of Arcade Fire) - Tyler Breaks The Threesome

(Reprise from The Arcade Junkies)

Puzzles (The Mary Onettes) - Figuring Things Out Back And Forth, Forth And Back

I think about it oh, I think about it still.
I think I realize that it will always break.
It’s just a game we love, it’s just a game we love.

What a way to live, it’s not a way to live.

Do I have time to think, do I have time to sink?
To make it look alright I need to bend my soul.
Those things we never did, those things we never said.

I’ll be a numb one day, I’ll be a numb one day.
I’ll be a numb one day.

I’m going out to stay up all night.
Let’s talk about what feels strange on the inside.
Let’s make this year look good tonight.
I know it hasn’t been the best year so let me know.
Do you feel strange on the inside?

I should be here to grow, I should be here to know
that if I make it right I could be heading home.
That’s not a way to think somebody told me how
we only learn one way. Could that be said about us?

Could that be said about us?

I’m going out to stay up all night.
Let’s talk about what feels strange on the inside.
Let’s make this year look good tonight.
I know it hasn’t been the best year so let me know.
Do you feel strange on the inside?

We should never forget who we are.
The same flesh and blood made in sparks.
I’m going out to stay up all night.
Let’s make this year look good tonight.

Pretty Haze (Summer Heart) - The Pink Haze Of Angelic Love

[Verse 1]
I had a dream on a pill, low times I know I made you up
The first time I saw you I knew I'd never come down to be the same

[Bridge]
From now on and forever I'm yours but just behind our closed doors
From now on and forever I'll adore the thing we had the ones we were

[Chorus]
Say you won't leave, darling, this summer of love
Say you won't leave, darling, this summer of love

[Verse 2]
We are alone in the whole world no one can touch us where we stand
For all the fame and money my love I'd give it away for one more day

[Bridge]
From now on and forever I'm yours but just behind our closed doors
From now on and forever I'll adore the thing we had the ones we were

[Chorus]
Say you won't leave, darling, this summer of love
Say you won't leave, darling, this summer of love

Sweetness And Light (Lush) - Ariel’s Shining Angelic Soul

See my life (I've been so tired)
See my self (I've been uptight)
See my life (I've been so tired)
See my sight (I could disappear)

See with you memories fading fast
And with you it's never going to last
You are the sweetness in my eyes
You are an apple in disguise
See with you

I never seemed to look the other way
Only to stay, only to breathe
Only to see

That space and light is what I really need
I never wanted to tell lies
You are the sweetness in my eyes
You are the juice I need for life
You are the sweetness in my eyes

Amor Fati (Washed Out) - Fated Love

[Verse 1]
Don't try to find words now, you’ll fall
Let go, reach out
The choice is yours to find

[Chorus]
Inside you've got the light to guide
Your fate decides the roads you're going to find

[Verse 2]
Relax, slow down
Let hope decide
Even though he’s hard to forgive
But you can’t help fall in love
If you know your flaws, you know that
You'll be all right in time

[Chorus]
Inside you've got the light to guide
Your fate decides the roads you're going to find

[Chorus]
Inside you've got the light to guide
Your fate decides the roads you're going to find

Young & Unafraid (The Moth & The Flame) - The Courage True Love Brings

[Verse 1]
Think back on what you did
How you’d punk all the new kids
The new wave of exclusive
As if there's something new, kid

[Pre-Chorus]
We're the patient performer
The kid in the corner
We were just tuning you out

[Chorus]
We are young and unafraid
We are young and unafraid

[Verse 2]
Allow me to weigh in
On this conversation
Here's your invitation
To chew someone else's heel
Your concessions are useless
A filter to diffuse this
Now you have to excuse us
We are moving on

[Pre-Chorus]
It’s the rats in the basement
Trying our patience
We are just tuning you out

[Chorus]
We are young and unafraid
We are young and unafraid

[Bridge]
Did you think we couldn't feel you there?
Did you think we couldn't feel you there?
Did you think we couldn't hear you there?
Did you think we couldn't hear you there?
We were just tuning you out
We were just tuning you out
We will keep tuning you out

[Chorus]
We are young and unafraid
We are young and unafraid
We are young and unafraid
We are young and unafraid

The Line (Mood Rings) - Ariel Spreads His Wings

Come smell the fruit for a while
And the time, lost despair, burns to smile

And then, tonight's the night you live your life
Tonight's the night you broke the line
Tonight's the night you live your life
I'm not surprised you broke the line

Fear, fall inside, over style
And if life, time exist, for a while

And then, tonight's the night you live your life
Tonight's the night you broke the line
Tonight's the night you live your life
I'm not surprised you broke the line

Everybody wants to know you quick
Nobody wants to let you die
Everybody wants to keep you nights
Nobody wants to know your mind
Everybody wants to know you quick
Nobody wants to let you die
Everybody wants to keep you nights
Nobody wants to know your mind

And then, tonight's the night you live your life
Tonight's the night you broke the line
Tonight's the night you live your life
I'm not surprised you broke the line
Tonight's the night you live your life
Tonight's the night you broke the line
Tonight's the night you live your life
I'm not surprised you broke the line

Dream About Me (The Depreciation Guild) - The Place Where Dreams Come True

Someplace far away
Echoes through the hills
Swinging through the trees
I heard you say

Something from the past
Steady as the sea
In and out of phase
I heard you say

Dream about me

Softly, candy-sweet
Like sugar from the hills
A sound delivery
I heard you say

Empty frequencies
If you're hearing me
I'll be here tonight
I heard you say

Dream about me

Oh, wait for the night
Oh, wait for the night

Ready 2 Wear (Geographer) - Tyler’s Angel

You are a star
You wear it well
You blow my mind tonight tonight
So we can dance all night

Nothing I could tell you
You look good when you wear it well
Nothing I could tell you
You look good when you wear it well
Nothing I could tell you
You look good when you wear it well
Nothing I could tell you
You look good when you wear it well

Tonight tonight you're a star won't you stay a while
You wear it well, wear it well, wear it well
Sing me your song...

Nothing I could tell you
You look good when you wear it well

Stay (Airiel) - The Longing Of Angels

I love the light in your eyes
Fall of your hair as you turn
Stay inside for a little while
Stay tonight

Don't let this all be a dream
Wake up lonely instead
Sense of loss, though it only was
In my head

I slipped these thoughts on your hand
Symbolized with a band
By your side for the rest of my life
Stay tonight

I love you

Catch Me When I Fall (Scarlet Youth) - No Longer The Klutz

In the shade of the day
It's hard to concentrate
When everything is
Out of focus
Please tell me
When it's time to go
I don't want to
Stay too long

I, sometimes
Dream of a deer
Carrying me away
While I am drifting
In a soft serene world X

In the silence of night
We're slowly healing
It's still summer
So we have time
To figure it out
Before returning
But we don't want to
Leave at all

I, sometimes
Dream of a deer
Carrying me away
While I am drifting
In a soft serene world

Catch Me When I Fall
When I let you go
Catch Me When I Say
‘I will miss you so’ (X)

In Your Room (Airiel) - “Kaleidoscopic Thoughts Of Me And You”

I always try
to keep my eyes from closing besides
I still see you
it seems so right
to think of the time we could have tonight
and it's so cold
it seems my hands
are colder than yours, warm me up inside
your face turns red and so does mine

and we climb all around
you stare into my eyes and watch me
drown inside
you whisper to me softly as I lie

you shine so bright
a light inside my head i love the thought
of staring at you
asleep at night
kaleidoscopic thoughts of me and you
and you're just so cool

for me to see
the life we'd have and we'd tell everyone

your face turns red and so does mine
and we climb all around
you stare into my eyes and watch me
drown inside
and whisper to me softly as I lie

Baby (Ariel Pink) - The Miracle Of The First Time

[Intro]
Oooh baby
Oooh baby

[Verse 1]
When we're out in the moonlight
Looking up at the stars above
Feels so good when I'm near you
Holding hands and making love

[Chorus]
Ooh ooh baby
You're baby
You're baby
Yes oh baby

[Verse 2]
Sandy beach and just making love
As the tide moves in on us
Feels so good walking side by side
Want to be with you all my life

[Chorus]
Ooh ooh baby
You're so baby
You're so baby
Yes oh baby

Sweetest Perfection (Color Theory Cover Of Depeche Mode) - The Encouragement Of Ryan and Randy

(Reprise from Ryan’s Heart)

Heaven Is A Place On Earth (Frisky Monkey Cover of Belinda Carlisle) -
Angels In Heaven

[Chorus]
Ooh, baby, do you know what that's worth?
Ooh, heaven is a place on earth
They say in heaven love comes first
We'll make heaven a place on earth
Ooh, heaven is a place on earth

[Verse 1]
When the night falls down
I wait for you
And you come around
And the world's alive
With the sound of kids
On the street outside

[Pre-Chorus 1]
When you walk into the room
You pull me close and we start to move
And we're spinning with the stars above
And you lift me up in a wave of love

[Chorus]
Ooh, baby, do you know what that's worth?
Ooh, heaven is a place on earth
They say in heaven, love comes first
We'll make heaven a place on earth
Ooh, heaven is a place on earth

[Verse 2]
When I feel alone
I reach for you
And you bring me home
When I'm lost at sea
I hear your voice
And it carries me

[Pre-Chorus 2]
In this world we're just beginning
To understand the miracle of living
Baby I was afraid before
But I'm not afraid anymore

[Chorus]
Ooh, baby, do you know what that's worth?
Ooh, heaven is a place on earth
They say in heaven, love comes first
We'll make heaven a place on earth
Ooh, heaven is a place on earth
(Heaven)
(Heaven)
(Heaven)

[Pre-Chorus 2]
In this world we're just beginning
To understand the miracle of living
Baby I was afraid before
But I'm not afraid anymore

(Heaven)

[Chorus]
Ooh, baby, do you know what that's worth?
Ooh, heaven is a place on earth
They say in heaven, love comes first
We'll make heaven a place on earth
Ooh, heaven is a place on earth
Ooh, heaven is a place on earth
Ooh, heaven is a place on earth
Ooh, heaven is a place on earth
Ooh, heaven is a place on earth
Ooh, heaven is a place on earth

Earth Angel (Death Cab For Cutie Cover) - Ariel’s Prayer

Earth angel, earth angel
Will you be mine
My darling dear
Love me all the time
I'm just a fool
(just a fool)
A fool in love, with you

Earth angel, earth angel
The one I adore
Lovely for ever and ever more
(I'm just a fool)
I'm just a fool
(oh what a fool)
A fool in love with you
Yes in love with you

I fell for you
And I knew
The vision of my love's loveliness
I hope and I pray
that some day
I'll be the vision
(vision)
The vision of your happiness

Angel my darling
Last night I fell in love with a little piece of heaven on Earth
It was you
The way you walk, the way you talk
The way you bat your eye lids as I pull up in my open-top Chevy
I don't know what I'd do without you
Earth Angel I will never let you go
Angel of angels

Earth angel, oh
Earth angel, earth angel
Will you be mine
My darling dear
Love me all the time
(I'm just a fool)
I'm just a fool
(Oh what a fool)
A fool in love with you

Oh, my love
I'm just a fool
(Just a fool)
A fool in love
With
You
Fool in love with you

The Promise (When In Rome) - Tyler’s Sacred Promise

If you need a friend, don't look to a stranger
You know in the end, I'll always be there
But when you're in doubt, and when you're in danger
Take a look all around, and I'll be there

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be
But if you'll wait around awhile, I'll make you fall for me
I promise, I promise you I will

When your day is through, and so is your temper
You know what to do, I'm gonna always be there
Sometimes if I shout, it's not what's intended
These words just come out, with no cross to bear

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be
But if you'll wait around awhile, I'll make you fall for me
I promise, I promise you

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be
And if I had to walk the world, I'd make you fall for me
I promise you, I promise you I will

I gotta tell you, need to tell you, got to tell you, I've got to tell you
I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be
But if you'll wait around awhile, I'll make you fall for me
I promise, I promise you

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be
And if I had to walk the world, I'd make you fall for me
I promise you, I promise you I will
I will
I will

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Adagio Adagio: Music And Textures

By MrM, October 27, 2016

Various Artists with textures by Brian Eno and the main theme by Samuel Barber

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Adagio For Strings - Samuel Barber (Main Theme) Under Stars II – Brian Eno (Drifting through the Spirit World) In A Lifetime – Clannad (The Residual Haunting) Childhood – Michael Jackson (Christopher’s Lament) The Secret Place – Brian Eno (Horror in the Haunted Alley) The Bridge of Tears – Clannad (Christopher Meets Simon) Is There A Ghost? – Band of Horses (Father Malachi and the Little Boy Lost) Matta – Brian Eno (The Umbereth) To Wish For Impossible Things – The Cure (Christopher’s Haunting Moan) Wax and Wane – Cocteau Twins (The Book of the Damned) Signals – Brian Eno (Going to Church) Plainsong – The Cure (Fear of Angels) Ghosts – Japan (Existential Crisis of a Ghost) Hawks Do Not Share – The Devils (The Bloodstain) The Twilight Garden – The Cure (Daydreams of Heaven) At Night – The Cure (Detective Cummings and The Night Of…) 2 Late – The Cure (Simon’s Fateful Decision) One Hundred Years – The Cure (Spirit War) Tomorrow, Wendy – Concrete Blonde (Lies and then Someone You Love Dies) Cold – The Cure (The Darkening of Christopher) Under Stars II - Icebreaker (The Angel of Death) Prayer To A Guardian Angel – Patrick Hawes and Voices8 (Earning Your Wings) A Chain of Flowers – The Cure (Father Malachi Grieves) My Tears Are Becoming A Sea – M38 (A Guardian’s Work) The Funeral Party – Jesu (Requiem for the Beloved) The Ghost In You – Psychedelic Furs (Lovers in Spirit) To The Sky – The Cure (Going Into The Light) Agnus Dei (A choral refrain for Barber’s Adagio) – David Hill and the Westminster Choir (The Final Adagio)
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1. Adagio For Strings - Samuel Barber (Main Theme)
~~~
Sorowful Overture
~~~

2. Under Stars II – Brian Eno (Drifting through the Spirit World)
~~~
Mysterious Ambient Texture and refrain for the mystery of the Spirit World
~~~

3. In A Lifetime – Clannad (The Residual Haunting)
~~~
Hard to tell
Or recognize a sign
To see me through
A warning sign
First the thunder
Satisfied, if the past it will not lie
Then the storm
Torn asunder
The future you and I get blown away
In the storm

In a lifetime

And as the rain it falls
Begin again, as the storm breaks through
Heavy in my heart
Believe the light in you
So the light shines in you
Without color, faded and worn
Torn asunder in the storm
Unless the sound has faded from your soul
Unless it disappears
First the thunder
Selfish storm
Then the storm
Hold on the inside
Torn asunder
One life
In the storm

In a lifetime
In a lifetime
~~~

4. Childhood – Michael Jackson (Christopher’s Lament)
~~~
Have you seen my Childhood?

I'm searching for the world that I come from
'Cause I've been looking around
In the lost and found of my heart
No one understands me
They view it as such strange eccentricities
'Cause I keep kidding around
Like a child, but pardon me
People say I'm not okay
'Cause I love such elementary things
It's been my fate to compensate,
For the Childhood
I've never known

Have you seen my Childhood?

I'm searching for that wonder in my youth
Like pirates in adventurous dreams,
Of conquest and kings on the throne
Before you judge me, try hard to love me,
Look within your heart then ask,

Have you seen my Childhood?

People say I'm strange that way
'Cause I love such elementary things,
It's been my fate to compensate,
For the Childhood I've never known

Have you seen my Childhood?

I'm searching for that wonder in my youth
Like fantastical stories to share
The dreams I would dare, watch me fly
Before you judge me, try hard to love me
The painful youth I've had

Have you seen my Childhood?
~~~

5. The Secret Place – Brian Eno (Horror in the Haunted Alley)
~~~
Dark and chilling Ambient Texture
~~~

6. The Bridge of Tears – Clannad (Christopher Meets Simon)
~~~
Lyrics
The mist has cleared from Muckish Hill
Our parting coming nearer
The last embrace, the final touch
With nothing more to say
Nothing more to say

As silence fell around the bridge
Not a single word was spoken
A bitter breeze, a lonely stream
Echoed through the Glen
Echoed through the Glen

Droichead na ndeor
Agus droichead na gcaointe
Droichead na gcaointe
Agus droichead na ndeor

Memories fade with passing age
In forlorn hope we wait for
Distant hills still haunt us now
Until the end of time
Until the end of time

Droichead na ndeor
Agus droichead na gcaointe
Droichead na gcaointe
Agus droichead na ndeor

Droichead na ndeor
Agus droichead na gcaointe
Droichead na gcaointe
Agus droichead na ndeor
~~~

7. Is There A Ghost? – Band of Horses (Father Malachi and the Little Boy Lost)
~~~
I could sleep
I could sleep
I could sleep
I could sleep

When I lived alone
Is there a ghost in my house?

I could sleep
I could sleep
I could sleep
I could sleep

When I lived alone
Is there a ghost in my house?
When I lived alone
Is there a ghost in my house?

My house

I could sleep
I could sleep
I could sleep
I could sleep

When I lived alone
Is there a ghost in my house?
When I lived alone
Is there a ghost in my house?
My house

I could sleep
I could sleep
I could sleep
I could sleep

When I lived alone
Is there a ghost in my house?
When I lived alone
Is there a ghost in my house?

My house
~~~

8. Matta – Brian Eno (The Umbereth)
~~~
Frighteningly dark ambient texture
~~~

9. To Wish For Impossible Things – The Cure (Christopher’s Haunting Moan)
~~~
Remember how it used to be
When the sun would fill up the sky
Remember how we used to feel
Those days would never end
Those days would never end
Remember how it used to be
When the stars would fill the sky
Remember how we used to dream
Those nights would never end
Those nights would never end

It was the sweetness of your skin
It was the hope of all we might have been
That fills me with the hope to wish
Impossible things

But now the sun shines cold
And all the sky is grey
The stars are dimmed by clouds and tears
And all I wish
Is gone away
All I wish
Is gone away

All I wish
Is gone away
~~~

10. Wax and Wane – Cocteau Twins (The Book of the Damned)
~~~
Carrying prose
Broke my real friend
The devil bites dirty, we wax and we wane

The devil bites dirty, we wax and wane

Licking our wounds
The devil bites dirty
Reckoning we'll taste
We wax and we wane

The devil bite's dirty, we wax and wane

Caring is a bury gin shot
The devil bites dirty
Up to the wee wanes

Oh, we laugh in their faces

The devil bites dirty, we wax and wane
~~~

11. Signals – Brian Eno (Going to Church)
~~~
Ominous but slightly inspiring ambient texture
~~~

12. Plainsong – The Cure (Fear of Angels)
~~~
"i think it's dark and it looks like rain" you said
"and the wind is blowing like it's the end of the
world" you said "and it's so cold it's like the
cold if you were dead" and then you smiled for
a second.

"i think i'm old and i'm in pain" you said
"and it's all running out like it's the end of the
world" you said "and it's so cold it's like the
cold if you were dead" and then you smiled for
a second

sometimes you make me feel like i'm living at
the edge of the world like i'm living at the edge
of the world "it's just the way i smile" you said
~~~

13. Ghosts – Japan (Existential Crisis of a Ghost)
~~~
When the room is quiet
The daylight almost gone
It seems there's something I should know
Well I ought to leave but the rain it never stops
And I've no particular place to go

Just when I think I'm winning
When I've broken every door
The ghosts of my life blow wilder than before

Just when I thought I could not be stopped
When my chance came to be king
The ghosts of my life blew wilder than the wind

Well I'm feeling nervous
Now I find myself alone
The simple life's no longer there
Once I was so sure
Now the doubt inside my mind
Comes and goes but leads nowhere

Just when I think I'm winning
When I've broken every door
The ghosts of my life blow wilder than before

Just when I thought I could not be stopped
When my chance came to be king
The ghosts of my life blew wilder than the wind
~~~

14. Hawks Do Not Share – The Devils (The Bloodstain)
~~~
Dark eyes you've got new clothes
Please stay with me I love you
You are a dream believe me
We cut our hair
We go to bed
Sleep scented head

Now we know our promises were true & we know a burden has been shared

But Hawks don't share they gather in
Hawks don't share
Hawks don't share they gather in
Hawks don't share
Hawks don't share

No history to forget
Not fame & fortune to regret
We tried so hard to find the truth
Don't leave me here

Then I see your hands outstretched to me & I know the role I played was false

But Hawks don't share they gather in
Hawks don't share
Hawks don't share they gather in
Hawks don't share
Hawks don't share they gather in
Hawks don't share
Hawks don't share

Dark eyes you've got new clothes
Clothes Clothes
Clothes Clothes
Clothes Clothes
Clothes Clothes
~~~

15. The Twilight Garden – The Cure (Daydreams of Heaven)
~~~
I lift my lips from kissing you
To kiss the sky
Cloud soft and blue
And slow the sun melts down
Into your golden words for me

I lift my hands from touching you
To touch the wind that whispers through
This twilight garden
Turns into a world
Where dreams are real

No-one will ever take your place
I am lost in you
No-one will ever take your place
So in love with you

I lift my eyes from watching you
To watch the star rise shine onto
Your dreaming face and dreaming smile
You're dreaming worlds for me

I lift my lips from kissing you
And kiss the sky wide deepest blue
And slow the moon swims up
Into your golden words for me

No-one will ever take your place
I am lost in you
No-one will ever take your place
So in love with you
~~~

16. At Night – The Cure (Detective Cummings and The Night Of…)
~~~
Sunk deep in the night
I sink in the night
Standing alone underneath the sky
I feel the chill of ice
On my face
I watch the hours go by
The hours go by
You sleep
Sleep in a safe bed
Curled and protected
Protected from sight
Under a safe roof
Deep in your house
Unaware of the changes at night

At night
I hear the darkness breathe
I sense the quiet despair
Listen to the silence
At night
Someone has to be there
Someone has to be there

Someone must be there
~~~

17. 2 Late – The Cure (Simon’s Fateful Decision)
~~~

Desperate Instrumental

~~~

18. One Hundred Years – The Cure (Spirit War)
~~~
It doesn't matter if we all die
Ambition in the back of a black car
In a high building there is so much to do
Going home time
A story on the radio
Something small falls out of your mouth
And we laugh
A prayer for something better
A prayer
For something better

Please love me
Meet my mother
But the fear takes hold
Creeping up the stairs in the dark

Waiting for the death blow
Waiting for the death blow
Waiting for the death blow
Stroking your hair as the patriots are shot
Fighting for freedom on the television
Sharing the world with slaughtered pigs
Have we got everything?
She struggles to get away

The pain
And the creeping feeling
A little black haired girl
Waiting for Saturday
The death of her father pushing her
Pushing her white face into the mirror
Aching inside me
And turn me round
Just like the old days
Just like the old days
Just like the old days
Just like the old days

Caressing an old man
And painting a lifeless face
Just a piece of new meat in a clean room
The soldiers close in under a yellow moon
All shadows and deliverance
Under a black flag
A hundred years of blood
Crimson
The ribbon tightens round my throat
I open my mouth
And my head bursts open
A sound like a tiger thrashing in the water
Thrashing in the water
Over and over
We die one after the other
Over and over
We die one after the other
One after the other
One after the other
One after the other
One after the other

It feels like a hundred years
A hundred years
A hundred years
A hundred years
A hundred years
One hundred years
~~~

19. Tomorrow, Wendy – Concrete Blonde (Lies and then Someone You Love Dies)
~~~
Lyrics
It is complete, now
Two ends of time are neatly tied
A one-way street
She's walking to end of the line
And there she meets
The faces she keeps in her heart and mind

They say, "Goodbye"
Tomorrow, Wendy you're going to die
Tomorrow, Wendy you're going to die

Underneath the chilly gray November sky
We can make believe that Kennedy is still alive
And we're shooting for the moon
And smiling Jack is driving by

And they say, "Good try"
Tomorrow, Wendy you're going to die
Tomorrow, Wendy is going to die

I told the priest
Don't count on any second coming
God got his ass kicked
The first time he came down here slumming
He had the balls to come
The gall to die and then forgive us
No, I don't wonder why
I wonder what he thought it would get us
Hey, hey, goodbye
Tomorrow, Wendy is going to die

Hey, hey, good bye
Tomorrow, Wendy is going to die
Tomorrow, Wendy is going to die

Only God says, "Jump"
So I set the time
'Cause if he ever saw her
It was through these eyes of mine
And if he ever suffered
It was me who did his crying

Hey, hey, goodbye
Tomorrow, Wendy is going to die
(Tomorrow, Wendy is going to die)
Tomorrow, Wendy is going to die
(Tomorrow, Wendy is going to die)
Tomorrow, Wendy is going to die

Hey, hey, goodbye
Tomorrow, Wendy is going to die

Hey, hey, goodbye
Tomorrow, Wendy is going to die
Tomorrow, Wendy is going to die
Tomorrow, Wendy is going to die
~~~

20. Cold – The Cure (The Darkening of Christopher)
~~~
Scarred
Your back was turned
Curled like an embryo
Take another face
You will be kissed again
I was cold as I mouthed the words
And crawled across the mirror
I wait
Await the next breath
Your name
Like ice into my heart

A shallow grave
A monument to the ruined age
Ice in my eyes
And eyes like ice don't move
Screaming at the moon
Another past time
Your name
Like ice into my heart

Everything as cold as life
Can no one save you?
Everything
As cold as silence
And you never say a word

Your name
Like ice into my heart
Your name
Like ice into my heart
~~~

21. Under Stars II - Icebreaker (The Angel of Death)
~~~
Master Refrain for the mystery of the Spirit World

22. Prayer To A Guardian Angel – Hawes and the Voices 8 (Earning Your Wings)
~~~
Come in the night
Silent and still,
Angel of light
show the truth of love’s will.

Dark is my soul
And fearful my mind:
Help me the purest
and gentlest way find.

Come in the dawn
When all is lost,
Angel of comfort
Take hold of my hand.

Lift me, enfold me,
Help me to see
That all of your treasures
give power to break free.

Come in the noon
Of bright sunlit days;
Angel of joy
Give me right words to say.

Inspire my heart
with truth from above;
Renew my life in the healing
of perfect love.
~~~

23. A Chain of Flowers – The Cure (Father Malachi Grieves)
~~~
Please wake up
It's so dark and cold
Please wake up
I feel so alone

And I feel so scared
That you're going away
And I feel so scared

All I want is summer
Stories from before
Just like the time you tried to hide
Behind the churchyard wall
And fell asleep before I came
And found you in a chain of flowers

Sleeping like a marble boy
Sleeping in another world

I'll never tell you of all the different ways
Of all the different ways

You made me so afraid
You made me so afraid
Afraid...

Please wake up
It's so dark and cold
Please wake up
I feel so alone

And I feel so scared
That you're going away
And I feel so scared

I'll never tell you of all the different ways
Of all the different ways

You made me so afraid
~~~

24. My Tears Are Becoming A Sea – M38 (A Guardian’s Work)
~~~
I'm slowly drifting to you
The stars and the planets
Are calling me
A billion years away from you
I'm on my way
I'm On...
I'm On...
~~~

25. The Funeral Party – Jesu (Requiem for the Beloved)
~~~
Two pale figures
Ache in silence
Timeless
In the quiet ground
Side by side
In age and sadness

I watched
And acted wordlessly
As piece by piece
You performed your story
Moving through an unknown past

Dancing at the funeral party

Memories of children's dreams
Lie lifeless
Fading
Lifeless
Hand in hand with fear and shadows
Crying at the funeral party

I heard a song
And turned away
As piece by piece
You performed your story
Noiselessly across the floor
Dancing at the funeral party
~~~

26. The Ghost In You – Psychedelic Furs (Lovers in Spirit)
~~~
A man in my shoes runs a light
And all the papers lied tonight
But falling over you
Is the news of the day

Angels fall like rain
And love is all of Heaven away

Inside you the time moves
And he won't fade
The ghost in you
He don't fade
Inside you the time moves
And he won't fade

A race is on, I'm on your side
And hearing you my engines die
I'm in a mood for you
For running away

Stars come down in you
And love, you can't give it away

Inside you the time moves
And he won't fade
The ghost in you
He won't fade
Inside you the time moves
And he don't fade

Don't you go
It makes no sense
When all your talking supermen
Just take away the time
And get in the way

Ain't it just like rain
And love, is only heaven away

Inside you the time moves
And he won't fade
The ghost in you
He don't fade
Inside you the time moves
And he won't fade
~~~

27. To The Sky – The Cure (Going Into The Light)
~~~
One perfect morning
I was all alone
Listening to
The blaze of summer

Drifting, I was falling
I was floating in a golden haze
Breathing in the sky blue sounds
Of memories of other days

And in my dreams I was a child
Flowers in my mouth and in my eyes
And I was floating through the colors of a sky
Up to the stars and angels

Up, up, up to Heaven
Up, up, up forever
Up, up, up to Heaven
Up, up, up forever

Turning in my climb
I looked down on a lake
Traced upon the water
There I saw your face

Sang in recollection
Of the times we shared
Then pushed on ever upward
To the sky

And in my dreams I was a child
Flowers in my mouth and in my eyes
And I was floating through the colors of a sky
Up to the stars and angels
~~~

28. Agnus Dei (A choral refrain for Barber’s Adagio) – David Hill and the Westminster Choir (The Final Adagio)
~~~
The choir singing at the requiem mass for Simon and Christopher

Agnus dei
Qui tollis peccata mundi
Miserere nobis
Agnus dei
Qui tollis peccata mundi
Miserere nobis
Agnus dei
Qui tollis peccata mundi
Dona nobis pacem
~~~

~~~~~~~

Chris Rhodes

In Life

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Jesse 101: The Musical

By MrM, December 10, 2018

Music

Track List
Video Killed The Radio Star (Ben Folds Five Cover Of The Buggles) - General Theme Images Of Heaven (Peter Godwin) - Dream Out Of Reach Billboard (If I’m Honest) (Jacob Whitesides) - Taken For Granted Show You (Shawn Mendes) - Not Settling For Second Place He Likes Boys (Simone Battle) - Lori’s Deal All Eyes On You (St. Lucia) - Chance Encounters Shooting Stars (Bag Raiders) - Bridging The Gap Two Weeks (Grizzly Bear) - Return To Distance Dazed And Confused (Ruel) - He Loves Me, He Loves Me Not Take On Me (A-ha) - Risk and Reward Beautiful Soul (Jesse McCartney) - In Love With Your No. 1 Fan Midnight City (M83) - Dreaming While Awake Boys Just Want To Have Fun (Team Heartbreak) - Giggles and Gumdrops Tongue Tied (Geographer) - More Than A Memory Kiss The Boy (Keiynan Lonsdale) - Momentum Obvious (CHPTRS) - Something Better, Something Real (Jesse 101 Love Theme) Touch (Troye Sivan) - Eight and A Half Minutes Who We Are (Tristan Prettyman) - The Madness and the Ache Internet Killed The Video Star (The Limousines) - Counter-Theme Obvious (Alternate Version) (CHPTRS) - Love Theme Reprise ————————————

Video Killed The Radio Star (Ben Folds Five Cover Of The Buggles) - General Theme

I heard you on the wireless back in fifty two
Lying awake intent at tuning in on you
If I was young it didn't stop you coming through
Oh a oh

They took the credit for your second symphony
Rewritten by machine on new technology
And now I understand the problems you can see
Oh a oh

I met your children
Oh a oh

What did you tell them?
Video killed the radio star
Video killed the radio star

Pictures came and broke your heart
Oh, a, a, a, oh

And now we meet in an abandoned studio
We hear the playback and it seems so long ago
And you remember the jingles used to go
Oh-a oh

You were the first one
Oh-a oh

You were the last one

Video killed the radio star
Video killed the radio star
In my mind and in my car, we can't rewind we've gone to far
Oh-a-aho oh
Oh-a-aho oh

Video killed the radio star
Video killed the radio star
In my mind and in my car, we can't rewind we've gone too far
Pictures came and broke your heart
Put down the blame on VCR

Oh, you are a radio star
You are a radio star
Video killed the radio star
Video killed the radio star
Video killed the radio star
Video killed the radio star

Video killed the radio star
Video killed the radio star
Video killed the radio star
Video killed the radio star

Images Of Heaven (Peter Godwin) - Dream Out Of Reach

Nothing is sacred
So, give me your soul
Nothing is wasted
On someone like you

Somebody killed me
And tore out my heart, my love
Somebody killed me
Because of you

And there's nothing I can do
The media made you
There's nothing I can do
'cause you don't exist
you don't exist

Just images of heaven
that take me to hell
Images of heaven
Of something to sell
Images of heaven
Images of heaven

Something possessed me
An image of you, my love

Video visions
That play on my mind

Nobody blessed me
With power to reach, my love

When you're an illusion
You can still be divine

And nobody believes
In this new religion
Yeah nobody believes
'cause nobody sees
nobody sees

Images of heaven
Take me to hell
Images of heaven
of something to sell
Images of heaven
Images of heaven

Images of heaven
Images of heaven

And there's nothing I can do
The camera made you
There's nothing I can do
'Cause you don't exist
You don't exist

Just images of heaven
that take me to hell
Images of heaven
Of something to sell
Images of heaven
Images of heaven

Billboard (If I’m Honest) (Jacob Whitesides) - Taken For Granted

Hello
Where have you been?
You're about to miss it all
I would give anything to hear you call
If I'm honest

Sometimes
It's all that I can do to keep my head up high
I'm like a book with empty pages inside
Cold wind blowing through the window shade
I'm calling, what else can I say?

I'm like a billboard in the sky
How many times you passed me by-y-y
You passed me by
You're like a blinking neon light
How many times I bought your lies
Sometimes I wonder why
If I'm honest

My life
It's not as easy as I make you think
I close my eyes and I try not to blink
If I'm honest
Cold wind blowing through the window shade
I'm falling faster each and every day

I'm like a billboard in the sky
How many times you passed me by-y-y
You passed me by
You're like a blinking neon light
How many times I bought your lies
Sometimes I wonder why

Come back, come back
Please don't leave me all alone
Come back, come back
I'm right here
Come back, come back
I'm willing if you are

I'm like a billboard in the sky
How many times you passed me by
You passed me by
You're like a blinking neon light
How many times I bought your lies
Sometimes I wonder why

I'm like a billboard in the sky
How many times you passed me by
Passed me by
You're like a blinking neon light
How many times I bought your lies
Sometimes I wonder why
If I'm honest

Show You (Shawn Mendes) - Not Settling For Second Place

You can’t walk the streets at night
You're way too short to get on this ride
No I'm not, no I'm not, they're tryna tell me that I
I gotta be home when the street lights glow?
You can’t watch your TV show
I will watch what I wanna watch
No, won’t listen to you, do what I wanna do

And I will walk this road ahead
One hundred miles on my hands
Do I need to show you?
Guess I gotta show you
And if you don't believe me now
I'll flip the whole world upside down
Do I need to show you?
Guess I gotta show you

Watch me swim across this lake
Fly through the sky in my Superman cape
Watch me walk across this wire
Tip-toe through the coals of a blazing fire
Watch me fly this kite in the rain
I’ll jump rope with my ball and chain
Come by and knock on my house of cards
If it falls I'll rebuild it from the start
I won’t listen to you, do what I wanna do

And I will walk this road ahead
One hundred miles on my hands
Do I need to show you?
Guess I gotta show you
And if you don't believe me now
I'll flip the whole world upside down
Do I need to show you?
Guess I gotta show you

Do I really gotta show you now? Really, really, really, gotta show you now?
Do I really gotta spell it out? I-T, I spelled it out
If you really wanna see me now? Watch me walk across the clouds
I don’t know what you heard about, listen to me yell it loud
Do I really gotta show you now? Really, really, really, gotta show you now?
Do I really gotta spell it out? I-T, I spelled it out
If you really wanna see me now? Watch me walk across the clouds
I don’t know what you heard about, see that door I'll knock it down

And I will walk this road ahead
One hundred miles on my hands
Do I need to show you?
Guess I gotta show you
And if you don't believe me now
I'll flip the whole world upside down
Do I need to show you?
Guess I gotta show you

Do I really gotta show you now? Really, really, really, gotta show you now?
Do I really gotta spell it out? I-T, I spelled it out
If you really wanna see me now? Watch me walk across the clouds
Do I need to show you? Guess I gotta show you

He Likes Boys (Simone Battle) - Lori’s Deal

Sexy hair, gorgeous smile
He's the most perfect guy
I've come across
In a while
Sensitive, real sweet
He even watches Desperate Housewives
With me

My heart's beating like a mini drum
I told my best friends he's the one
I said I think that I'm in love this time
They told me something that could change my mind

He likes boys
Finally now it's all making sense
He likes boys
I like this guy but he's on the fence
He likes boys
Can't believe this happened again
He likes boys
oh oh boys oh oh

Manicured, finger tips
He dresses like an American Apparel mannequin
Guess it is kind of odd
That he's a such a big fan of Lady Gaga

My heart's beating like a mini drum
I don't believe he will lead me on
But now I'm startin' to see all the signs
Is it true? Have I lost my mind?

He likes boys
Finally now it's all making sense
He likes boys
I like this guy but he's on the fence
He likes boys
Can't believe it's happened again
He likes boys
oh oh boys oh oh

He likes boys
Finally now it's all making sense
He likes boys
I like this guy but he's on the fence
He likes boys
Can't believe it's happened again
He likes boys
oh oh boys oh oh

I don't think I could take
This kind of rejection
I guess it's time to take it in
My gaydar needs some inspection
I thought him an me
Were the perfect we
I guess I'll move on to plan B
We both like vintage shopping
and we both like

Boys
Finally now it's all making sense
We like boys
It's a love story with a twist
We like boys
I find a new gay best friend
He likes boys
oh oh boys oh oh boys
We like boys
Finally now it's all making sense
We like boys
It's a love story with a twist
He likes boys

All Eyes On You (St. Lucia) - Chance Encounters

I will never take back
The words that I said then
I will always come back to you

Even in the meantime
I will always stand by
A mirror on the shelf

Call you in the nighttime
Call you in the daytime
Can't fess up to you

'Cause I hope
We will never have to take back
What we said in the night
I hope that I will always have
All eyes on you
Know that I will take what I can
When you are there standing by
Soft, spoken in the dead of night
All eyes on you

I will never take back
The words that I said then
I always knew I'd come back to you

Even in the meantime
I will always stand by
A mirror on the shelf

'Cause I hope
We will never have to take back
What we said in the night
I hope that I will always have
All eyes on you
Know that I will take what I can
When you are there standing by
Soft, spoken in the dead of night
All eyes on you

I hope
We will never have to take back
What we said in the night
I hope that I will always have
All eyes on you
Know that I will take what I can
When you are there standing by
Soft, spoken in the dead of night
All eyes on you
[x3]

All eyes on you
All eyes on you

Shooting Stars (Bag Raiders) - Bridging The Gap

It's late and I'm awake
Staring at the wall
Open up my window
Head floats out the door

No one else around
The shimmer takes my eye
I lift my head
Blinded by the sky

Feel my weight in front
Following the sound
Moves away so fast
Fall down to the ground

I know there's more to come
Jump back to my feet
Now I only see ahead of me
Chasing down the street

Gave my love to a Shooting Star
But he moves so fast
That I can't keep up
I'm chasing

I'm in love with a Shooting Star
But he moves so fast
When he falls then
I'll be waiting

Two Weeks (Grizzly Bear) - Return To Distance

Save up all the days
A routine malaise
Just like yesterday
I told you I would stay

Would you always?
Maybe sometimes?
Make it easy?
Take your time

Think of all the ways
Momentary phase
Just like yesterday
I told you I would stay

Every time you try
Quarter half a mile
Just like yesterday
I told you I would stay

Would you always?
Maybe sometimes?
Make it easy?
Take your time

Would you always?
Maybe sometimes?
Make it easy?
Take your time

Always
Sometimes
Easy
Time

Dazed And Confused (Ruel) - He Loves Me, He Loves Me Not

You came in swinging like Apollo
I'll be feeling it tomorrow
No, I ain't seeing straight, hyperventilate
Knees begin to wobble
You cut my brakes and hit the throttle
I couldn't stop it if I wanted
Dizzy silhouette, makes me break a sweat
I'm in trouble

Oh, I've been Dazed and Confused
From the day I met you
Yeah, I lost my head
And I'd do it again
Either I've seen the light
Or I'm losing my mind
There's something 'bout you
That's got me dazed and confused

Dazed
Dazed and Confused
Dazed

I bet you know just what you're doing
You're not the type that's used to losing
First, you build me up, then with just a touch
Leave me here in ruins
Something 'bout your eyes
I can't even walk in a straight line
Under the influence

Oh, I've been Dazed and Confused
From the day I met you
Yeah, I lost my head
And I'd do it again
Either I've seen the light
Or I'm losing my mind
There's something 'bout you
That's got me Dazed and Confused

Dazed
Dazed and Confused
Dazed

I don't know if this is real life, real life
What happens if I open my eyes, my eyes?
Will I ever get my head right, head right?
I don't know if this is real life, real life

Oh, I've been dazed and confused
From the day I met you
Yeah, I lost my head
And I'd do it again
Either I've seen the light
Or I'm losing my mind
There's something 'bout you
That's got me

That's got me Dazed and Confused
From the day I met you
Yeah, I lost my head
And I'd do it again
Either I've seen the light
Or I'm losing my mind
There's something 'bout you
That's got me Dazed and Confused

Take On Me (A-ha) - Risk and Reward

We're talking away,
I don't know what
I'm to say...
I'll say it anyway:
Today's another day to find you,
Shying away.
I'll be coming for your love, okay?

Take on me (take on me)
Take me on (take on me)
I'll be gone,
In a day or two.

So, needless to say,
I'm odds and ends.
But I'll be,
Stumbling away,
Slowly learning that life is okay, though
Say after me,
"It's no better to be safe than sorry"

Take on me (take on me)
Take me on (take on me)
I'll be gone,
In a day or two.

The things that you say,
Oh, is it life, or
Just to blame my worries away?
You're all the things I've got to remember.
You're shying away,
I'll be coming for you anyway.

Take on me (take on me)
Take me on (take on me)
I'll be gone,
In a day or two.

Beautiful Soul (Jesse McCartney) - In Love With Your No. 1 Fan

[Intro:]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

[Chorus:]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah

You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c'mon let's try

[Chorus:]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Am I crazy for wanting you?
Maybe do you think you could want me too?
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do?
I just wanna know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

[Chorus:]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your soul

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Ooooooo
Beautiful soul, yeah

Oooooo, yeah
Your beautiful soul
Yeah

Midnight City (M83) - Dreaming While Awake

Waiting in the car
Waiting for a ride in the dark
At night the night city grows
Look at the horizon glow

Waiting in the car
Waiting for a ride in the dark
Drinking in the lights
Following the neon signs

Waiting for a word
Looking at the milky skyline
The city is my church (city is my church)
It wraps me in its blinding twilight

Waiting in a car
Waiting for a ride in the dark
Waiting in a car
Waiting for the right time
Waiting in a car
Waiting for the right time
Waiting in a car
Waiting for the right time
Waiting in a car
Waiting for the right time
Waiting in a car
Waiting for the right time
Waiting in a car
Waiting for the right time

Boys Just Want To Have Fun (Team Heartbreak) - Giggles and Gumdrops

(Funny take on Cyndi Lauper’s ‘Girls Just Wanna Have Fun)

Tongue Tied (Grouplove) - More Than A Memory

Take me to your best friend's house
Go around this roundabout
Oh yeah
Take me to your best friend's house
I loved you then and I love you now
Oh yeah

Don't take me tongue tied
Don't wave no goodbye
Don't...
Right!

Take me to your best friend's house
Marmalade we're making out
Oh yeah
Take me to your best friend's house
I loved you then and I love you now

Don't take me tongue tied
Don't wave no goodbye
Don't...
Right!

One, two, three, four
Don't leave me tongue tied
Let's stay up all night
I'll get real high
Slumber party; pillow fight
My eyes on your eyes
Like Peter Pan up in the sky
My best friend's house tonight
Let's bump the beats till beddy-bye

Don't take me tongue tied
Don't wave no goodbye
Don't take me tongue tied
Don't kiss me goodnight
Don't...

Take me to your best friend's house
Go around this roundabout
Oh yeah
Take me to your best friend's house
I loved you then and I love you now

[2x]
Don't leave me tongue tied
Don't wave no goodbye
Don't leave me tongue tied
Don't...

Kiss The Boy (Keiynan Lonsdale) - Momentum

I've been afraid of my place
Of this way
Of my feelings
But I'm amazed at how we talk
It's so chill
But there's tension
What was the deal when your eyes locked on me
What was the deal when you smiled at me like that
You see I try to be cool
But the problem is

You messing my emotions up
My air gets stuck
I'm scared to show just how I feel 'cause people talk
Don't want to worry 'bout whatever
Just got to know your deal
See, half the time I'm wondering if this is real
Why not say something's on my mind if I feel love
But when the moment's right I freeze
That's how I know my heart is his

If you want to kiss the boy
Then you better kiss the boy right now
You ain't got to be afraid
Of the words you want to say right now
'Cause love is a game we deserve to play out loud
So if you wanna
Then you better kiss the boy
Oh, you better kiss the boy right now

Give into love
Give into love
Give it the time
Give it the time
If it's all a movie
Then you'll see
It's only about us two
But the cost of trust is that you could throw it away
Maybe it's overrated
I probably shouldn't chase it
But I can't stop the crazy within

You messing my emotions up
My head gets stuck
I'm scared to show just how I feel 'cause people talk
Don't want to worry 'bout whatever
Just got to know your deal
See, half the time I'm wondering if this is real
I might not say the one thing on my mind
'Cause it's too tough
But we lose our chance when we don't try
On second thought
Yeah, I think I might

So if you want to kiss the boy
Then you better kiss the boy right now
(right now, right now)
You ain't got to be afraid
Of the words you want to say right now
'Cause love is a game we deserve to play out loud
So if you wanna
Then you better kiss the boy
Oh, you better kiss the boy right now

Don't want to hide
Don't want to hide
Most of my life I've been terrified
Spending my days always questioning
Am I wrong to love a man
I realized
I realized
Ain't gotta hide this heart of mine
I'm gonna fight just to let you know
To open your light and let it glow

So if you want to kiss the boy
Then you better kiss the boy right now
(Oh, yeah)
You ain't gotta be afraid
Of the words you want to say right now
(You gotta say it baby)
'Cause love is a game we deserve to play out loud
(We deserve our love)
So if you want to play
Then you better kiss the boy
Oh, you better kiss the boy right now

If you want to kiss the boy
Then you better kiss the boy right now

Obvious (CHPTRS) - Something Better, Something Real

Don’t tell me to calm down.
Look all around us here
Fall. It’s easy to see from down here
If I’m not swinging then the war is won

Caught beforehand
falling forward
All in front of us
Light bestowed
the heavens open
Was it obvious?

Isn’t it obvious?
You were right in front of me
with the answer
with the answer

Sign on the dotted line
in the hands of authority now
All that’s left now is time

Touch (Troye Sivan) - Eight and A Half Minutes

Glow is low and it's dimming
And the silence is ringing
And I can almost feel your breath
I can almost feel the rest

Night is young and we're living
Hands move, moving steady
And the time is moving slower
I can feel we're getting closer, closer

Standing in the eye of the storm
My eyes start to roam
To the curl of your lips
In the center of eclipse
In total darkness I, I reach out and touch

My mind's gone on racing
On a horse that's escaping
And I'm ready to jump,
Yeah, I'm ready to swim

Life is chances that are taken
But nothing's ever broken
They're just pieces on the ground
New hands need to build them

My mind's gone on running
My hands cut loose
Yeah, but there's no need for answers
Just the things you gotta do

And I need you to trust
That I'm lost and we must
Get past all these rules
We must choose
To reach out and touch

Standing in the eye of the storm
My eyes start to roam
To the curl of your lips
In the center of eclipse
In total darkness I, reach out and...

Standing in the eye of the storm
My eyes start to roam
To the curl of your lips
In the center of eclipse
In total darkness I reach, I reach out and touch

Who We Are (Tristan Prettyman) - The Madness and the Ache

I would grant all your wishes
If you promised me a thousand kisses
I will never, love another, like you
So give me all your secrets
your fear and doubts, honey you don’t need them
I will never, find another, like you
And the airs getting thin
Where the wings meet the wind
We see it, we can feel it and we know this
I believe in something more
all the days that came before
led us right to where we are
right to where we are
it’s all written in the stars
we’ve already come so far
and we can’t change who we are
ah ah who we are
ohhhhhhhh who we are
ohhhhhhhh who we are
I don’t have all the answers
but right now is all the matters
I could never, love another, like I loved you
And we don’t have to understand
fate always has the upper hand
and fate choose me and you

Internet Killed The Video Star (The Limousines) - Counter-Theme

The kids are disco-dancing
They're tired of rock and roll
I try to tell them, "Hey, that drum machine ain't got no soul"
But they don't want to listen, no
They think they've heard it all
They trade those guitars in for drum machines and disco balls

We can't rewind now; we've gone too far
Internet killed the video star

The kids are disco-dancing
They're tired of rock and roll
Don't bother telling them that drum machine ain't got no soul
The kids are disco-dancing
They're tired of rock and roll
Don't bother telling them that drum machine ain't got no soul

You know we never listen; we think we've seen it all
Like everything we're doing, no one's ever done before
Did you hear what they said?
That rock and roll is dead?
Yeah, it's like a zombie: it will dig itself back up again

Tune in the signal but it's fading
Some ghost strumming his guitar on the radio
Singing, "Oh, the glory days are gone
But everything's okay, 'cause we still love our sex and drugs
Just like the good ol' days"

The kids are disco-dancing
They're tired of rock and roll
Don't bother telling them that drum machine ain't got no soul
The kids are disco-dancing
They're tired of rock and roll
Don't bother telling them that drum machine ain't got no soul

Well, I'm a horrible dancer; I ain't gonna lie
But I'll be damned if that means that I ain't gonna try
Yeah, I'm a shitty romancer, baby; I ain't gonna lie
But I'll be damned if that means that I ain't gonna try
Get up, get up, get up, and dance
Get up, get up, get up, and dance

The kids are disco-dancing
They're tired of rock and roll
Don't bother telling them that drum machine ain't got no soul
The kids are disco-dancing
They're tired of rock and roll
Don't bother telling them that drum machine ain't got no soul

The kids are disco dancing
They're tired of rock and roll
They're tired of rock and roll
They're tired of rock and roll

We can't rewind now; we've gone too far, oh
The Internet killed the video star
The Internet killed the video star
The Internet killed the video star

Obvious (Alternate Version) (CHPTRS) - Love Theme Reprise

Love-in till fade-out.

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