Now I know you are confused . Between the comments , I am not a writer, my background is scientific and one thing I learned, I was good at my profession and lousy at writing. Technical reports were not a problem, prose was a problem. How could a person get A's in math and science and d's in English, There is obvious a disconnect. So this begs the question, why are you writing? I write for my amusement and for those who enjoy these voyages of mine. Like any car trip, to some people they are the best way to travel, to the others, 'must we drive, why we fly" attitude.
It appears that winter is approaching relatively fast, so stay warm, and enjoy. They say a few hot toddies makes the winterr goes faster.