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  1. RichEisbrouch

    Chapter 59

    Glad it started your day well.
  2. Approximately 33% of the interviewed persons who obtained benefits from these yoga activities said that these experiences freaked them out. As children, our dream is to save people by flying. A role model that saves people without flying would be doctors. These statements are like icebergs – most of their bulk is well below the surface. So let us dig up the surface and launch queries. The law prohibits people from murdering others because if everyone is given the right to do so, then
  3. RichEisbrouch

    Chapter 12

    Thanks. It's a strange little book in an odd series. But I often think it's very funny. Other people don't see that and are reading for other reasons, which are also, obviously, there. And thanks, generally, for reading along. The other section that's similar is the "Obey" section of the book "Obey."
  4. RichEisbrouch

    Chapter 6

    You know more about art and the world than I do. And since I retired, I almost never see my former dry cleaner -- other than to wave at him as I walk past his shop to the supermarket. But, previously, I think I put one of his kids through college -- well, a local college.
  5. 14 From Ruiz In my mind, you told me to meet you in the park two hours ago. You told me to wear exactly what I wore the last time, all of which has become more powerful in my memory. I pull in and see you in the shadows. I get out of the car and you step into the light. There’s a silent moment as you look me up and down. Then you approach me and hold out both hands. I offer mine and you take them, pulling me out of the light and into the shadow with you. You tur
  6. RichEisbrouch

    Chapter 4

    I'm still trying to work out the difference between "middling class" and "muddling class." And gotta watch out for those dunk divers anyway.
  7. 13 (continued) Ruiz: Ask me something else. From Alan: What do you want most to happen in a hotel room? Ruiz: I can just close my eyes and picture it. From Alan: What? Ruiz: So many things. You have me feeling so differently. Thinking so differently. Can I just be quiet for a minute. While you talk. From Alan: Sure. Sure thing. Though it’s great to hear your voice. Again, it makes a connection. [He hesitates.] From Alan: Touching you is
  8. RichEisbrouch

    Chapter 2

    Aw, numbers aren't that bad. Though I had a couple of math teachers who could put me to sleep as soon as they started talking. Both really nice guys, but dull. And thanks for reading along. Just remember: small doses, or these things will start to rewire your brain.
  9. 13 (continued) Ruiz: Hi. Alan: Hi. Ruiz: Give me a minute. [A minute later.] Ruiz: Can you still hear me. Alan: Yes. Ruiz: Type something. From Alan: Is this coming out as voice? Ruiz: Yes. Yes it is. From Alan: Great. And I found ear buds in my desk, so I can type with both hands. Ruiz: Great. I find the connection here yet your silence on the phone erotic. From Alan: Good. Ruiz: A lot of what you said last night was really great for m
  10. My parents love squba diving. He refleashed his body. The nitigrities of a theore. Strick and hash manager. Outmost educations. Fission barrel. The house is insulted. My first set of question. Any other souse of heating. Triple pain windows. Stainable sources of energy. Highlightened. A similar feeling of demise. To bloster the idea. A tasty assumption. It may cause some nuance. They are undelight with it. These lacations have t
  11. 13 From Alan: While I was working this afternoon, I occasionally distracted myself by considering your sexual experience. I believe it started relatively recently with men, in your mid-twenties, which could be just last year – you haven’t been specific. I’m not sure when it started with women and not sure I’ve asked. From Ruiz: What do you mean. From Alan: But if you’re comfortable taking the traditional approach with women, did you do the same thing with men? From Ruiz: Can yo
  12. 12 From Ruiz Thinking about coming to in that hotel room. The first thing I become aware of is that my wrists are handcuffed and my ankles are also cuffed together. I look myself up and down and I’m still wearing all my clothes. I have only the most vague memory of meeting someone for a drink the night before. I can’t remember much after that. I feel the drug still in me and it’s working against my anxiety. So I focus on my cuffed wrists and legs and that I’m still dressed.
  13. 11 From Ruiz: How far would you put our distance so far. From Alan: What’s your limit in the hotel room? From Ruiz: Is that like the ball dropping. From Alan: Kind of. From Ruiz: Ha. From Alan: You amuse easily. From Ruiz: And you. From Alan: Oft quoted: comedy is hard. From Ruiz: Mmm. To me, what we’ve done so far was the third step. I don’t know how many we’ll need before the hotel room. From Alan: What were the first and second? From Ruiz: My
  14. 9 From Alan: I know you’re busy all day and also know you want to talk. I’ll check in here about midnight and maybe some time after that if we don’t initially connect. From Ruiz: Both true. I’m out tonight if we don’t connect. Be curious about your experience of last night if you feel like laying it out. From Alan: I’d rather talk with you about it than just tell it from my point of view. Everything I did, I was doing for you – to give experience to your fantasies. What time will y
  15. RichEisbrouch

    Chapter 56

    Yep, I managed to add another batch, and I stuck a couple more into chapter 56 -- not the last one, but the two preceding it. Looks like you may have already noticed.
  16. Tidy and nit. The classic novel Frankeinstine. McIavellian. Mother Teracca. Chatholism The word has different faucets in this context. Individuals, undead, should consider... It is rifle with hules and gasp. Dog is the human friendly animal. However, not everyone loves dog. Some prefer rabit. It takes a little walk down the pathway to see a lot of thrash under a sign that punish to throw garbage. There is a general preciption that there is a rampered corru
  17. 7 From Alan: You’re building up a lot of pressure which is being released in your fantasies. Maybe you’ve always done this. Maybe that’s the way you enjoy sex best. But you might try another way – actual participation. Or at least being used as a sexual object. From Ruiz: I think there’s a consistent disconnect here that’s weighing on me. I mention how seriously I take all of this, then you mention “trying another way.” After I’ve just transcribed a fantasy into thousands of words.
  18. 4 From Ruiz A nowhere near fully-formed, very mild scenario is that I’m ordered to drive to some location whereupon I have to either partially strip or let you take some of my clothing and then do what you say or let you do it to me. I imagine removing my shoes and socks. I imagine you opening my jeans and seeing the torn briefs you’ve already seen in my photo, your hands going in. Some dark suburban street or parking lot. The protracted, forced removal of clothing is highl
  19. 3 From Alan: This slow emotional and physical strip you’re doing makes you increasingly vulnerable. Which only makes you seem more desirable. In my imagination, that man’s hands will soon be slowly moving all over you. Though there seems so much more to you than what you’re protecting with your shorts. From Ruiz: A bit more from you would be helpful. From Alan: I wasn’t sure if you wanted more from anyone besides being attentive. The point of your fantasy – if that’s what it is – se
  20. KultureMix No whining. Just the facts. Though they're only theater stories. I took the job at the university for two reasons: On their website, the theater faculty looked good. And they offered to pay me seventy grand. At my interview, I was asked what was most important to me. I said, "Communication." At orientation, the other new teachers were amazed I'd gotten a job there on my first shot. Many of them had been teaching part-time for ten or fifteen years. They asked what dep
  21. 2 (continued) Fuck it’s all like a dream. I know it all happened though I never had a t-shirt. What difference does it make. He has almost everything now. What made him want to take me. I’m so average. I’m not some good looking kid. I wonder if he’ll answer my questions when he comes back. Or if he’ll make me do things for answers. I wonder what. I think about him watching in the dark. Or that all the lights could go on at any time. I wonder if I’ll hear his foots
  22. Industry Short The party started at 5:00 PM which means everyone was finally there by 7:00, for the screening. We weren't actually watching the telecast. We were watching a recording, edited free of commercials. It was also high definition TV, set for a widescreen monitor. But technology couldn't help this movie. It had been made fast, during the star's three-week hiatus from her regular show, and the script couldn't have taken more than ten minutes to type. Any novice writer could hav
  23. I'll Spin "You'll never work in this town again," you've heard movie folks growl, and maybe you've thought, "What town? LA's an enormous city: eight million people, hundreds of square miles." Bradner, Ohio's a town: population--1230; area--"from here to, well, those cows." But the threat-makers weren't talking about the oozing city of Los Angeles; they meant Show Biz--that small, possibly unessential nucleus of this ripe place. Still, the threat cramps this letter; were its harm
  24. My High School Theater Teacher The funeral mass for my former high school teacher, Vince Tampio, was something he would have been able to find funny. For one thing, it was somewhat on the outskirts of Los Angeles. Barnet Kellman, one of the three other classmates who was there, described the location more specifically, but to repeat that would risk censure. It was scheduled for a Friday night, shortly after rush hour. Barnet, Amy Lieberman, Paul Zegler, and I left in three different ca
  25. The final Book in the Alan Damschroeder series, a fairly straight forward one, with only two characters and the usual lack of clothes.
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