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Big Plans For Not Understanding - 1. Chapter 1
It hurts to know that your alone,
Yes I know people are online,
I see people every day,
people whom I’ve known for years now.
I’m sorry but you’re not my friend.
You may know things about me,
but you don’t care,
That’s what friendships all about,
isn’t it?
I wouldn’t really know…
See I’m not much of a people person.
I told you in the beginning,
I’ve been burnt before,
That I couldn’t handle it again.
You promised you wouldn’t,
But you did,
and I can’t.
There’s big plans for you,
me?
I’m without the chance to prove myself.
You’re already famous in some circles.
My heart races as I see your name light up,
Maybe today?
No... You’re busy…
That’s okay,
I don’t really understand,
but it’s okay,
I understand.
Long after you’ve made you excuses,
The same comforting thoughts linger,
Turning into those icy, yet so nice plans.
Deliciously, brutal plans just for you,
Don’t worry…
I’ll find time for you all.
It makes me tremendously happy,
You won’t be able to look at yourself,
without seeing what I’ve done,
What I’ve accomplished on such a small canvas.
I’m hoping you won’t function properly,
that you dwell on what happened,
to relive every horrid detail,
be able to see it like a video playing back,
to have your screams haunt your dreams.
One day it might dawn on you who did this to you,
While you’re remembering your youth,
but I’ll be long gone by then.
It was fun while it lasted…
Wasn’t it?
You don’t have to agree right now,
But I will have the last laugh,
without seeing what I really created.
- 9
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