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Grayson Rose
1st Love: Past
About this story
Noah Montgomery turned his grief into a phenomenon.
Years after losing the man he loved, Noah writes a bestselling novel inspired by their story.
But while traveling across the country on a sold-out book tour, Noah catches sight of someone impossible.
Matthew.
Alive.
The man Noah buried years ago is standing right in front of him. Only Matthew doesn't remember who he is.
Told across dual timelines, is an emotional, aching queer romance about first love, grief, fate, and the devastating question:
What happens when your soulmate can no longer remember your love story?
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- 08/06/2026 (Updated: 10/21/2026)
- 5 Chapters
- 12,739 Words
- 1,158 Views
- 14 Comments
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