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Poetry posted in this category are works of fiction. Names, places, characters, events, and incidents are created by the authors' imaginations or are used fictitiously. Any resemblances to actual persons (living or dead), organizations, companies, events, or locales are entirely coincidental.
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Loss - 2. I Miss You

I sit here and stare at the blank screen--

my feelings flow from my eyes,

but the words don’t flow from my fingers.

My throat tightens and I feel the knot

rising from the pit of my stomach

choking me, keeping the words locked inside.

 

I miss your smile.

Do you know that?

And your blue eyes that laughed

long before your lips ever did.

 

And I miss your hands

that grasped mine so many times

when I was falling,

and your arms that still caught me

when i wouldn’t even grasp your hand.

 

And I don’t know sometimes

how I even wake up

when I know your face

won’t be on your pillow.

 

And I don’t remember what it is like

to sleep without the nightmares

because you aren’t there to keep them away

or to hold me when I wake up screaming.

So I just don’t sleep much anymore.

 

And there are days when I manage

to function like all is fine.

And there are those I love and who love me

that keep me from stepping over the edge.

 

But I miss you so much I can’t breathe

sometimes, at night, like now,

when you used to sit with me

and we would just be close.

 

And I miss your breath against my cheek

and your whisper in my ear

and your fingers wrapped around mine

 

But mostly, I just miss you.

Copyright © 2011 Luc; All Rights Reserved.
Poetry posted in this category are works of fiction. Names, places, characters, events, and incidents are created by the authors' imaginations or are used fictitiously. Any resemblances to actual persons (living or dead), organizations, companies, events, or locales are entirely coincidental.
Note: While authors are asked to place warnings on their stories for some moderated content, everyone has different thresholds, and it is your responsibility as a reader to avoid stories or stop reading if something bothers you. 
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