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Loss - 2. I Miss You
I sit here and stare at the blank screen--
my feelings flow from my eyes,
but the words don’t flow from my fingers.
My throat tightens and I feel the knot
rising from the pit of my stomach
choking me, keeping the words locked inside.
I miss your smile.
Do you know that?
And your blue eyes that laughed
long before your lips ever did.
And I miss your hands
that grasped mine so many times
when I was falling,
and your arms that still caught me
when i wouldn’t even grasp your hand.
And I don’t know sometimes
how I even wake up
when I know your face
won’t be on your pillow.
And I don’t remember what it is like
to sleep without the nightmares
because you aren’t there to keep them away
or to hold me when I wake up screaming.
So I just don’t sleep much anymore.
And there are days when I manage
to function like all is fine.
And there are those I love and who love me
that keep me from stepping over the edge.
But I miss you so much I can’t breathe
sometimes, at night, like now,
when you used to sit with me
and we would just be close.
And I miss your breath against my cheek
and your whisper in my ear
and your fingers wrapped around mine
But mostly, I just miss you.
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