Dear Friend,
you're in love, and that's the way it should be,
because I want you to be happy.
You're in love, and I know your're
in love with the guy I love.
If I haven't told you already,
You really are lovely, and I'm sorry,
I'm sorry that I feel in love with him
the moment I laid eyes on him.
But I made a mistake:
...
As I watched the sea rush to shore,
I could feel the tears welling up in my eyes.
"Why are you so speechless?
Can't you tell me that you love me?"
It wa
-
"The best and most beautiful things in this world cannot be seen or even heard, but must be felt with the heart."
Lately, I've been feeling under the weather, and that's probably because I had cut off most of my social life for school. And let me tell you that it did not turn out well for me, I practically begged for someone or thing to put me out of my misery. Don't get me wrong, school is top priority, but There's gotta be more to life than doing well academically all the time.
...
"The sad darkness of the earth
touches my heart,
its cold spirit
creeps over my body,
dominating the only light
I ever saw in my life.
It shows no mercy,
no forgiveness,
no answer
to its victims.
When the sun comes down,
these nightmares come to life,
leaving me utterly breathless.
But
it is the bitter taste of losing
absolutely everything
that I have held so dear
that makes sleep so unbearable.
We all begin with good intent,
believing that we could
{October 2, 2010}
Midnight here. I've noticed that I've been writting to many happy love pieces, so I thought I would take a different approach this time.
It's love, but it's dark and not pretty.
Please give it a read if you have some free time, and if you don't like it, that's fine, all I ask for is that you give it a chance.
Any feedback is definately appreciated!!!
cheers <3
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...
The red car shimmered across the asphalt,
dripping rain like blood.
No one ever to
{9/30/2019}
- Hey everyone, this week has been just super busy due to school >.< Anyways, this one is to all my GA friends/fans (if I have any :') ) that I fricken adore + love so fricken much!! <3333 *hugs*
- Yes it's true,
whether you believe me or not,
it won't change the way I feel.
He walked right into my life,
when I least expected it,
and now he is taking over.
And you know what?
It's beautiful, and it feels right...
Beauty personified.
I couldn't see it bef
- Don't spit that word at me,
I've done nothing wrong to you.
You look at me, and you think you see who I really am,
but you'll never know me. -
He hiss those hateful words at me,
my love didn't ignore it, so he asked and glared:
"What did you say?" and before replying,
they walked away.
It makes me howl with pain that
there are people who would ever
want to hurt us like that.
Don't they realize that people
suffer everyday from hearing those words?
They suffer, because it robs
September 16, 2010
It was now or never... In the heat of the moment, I stepped up to him, and kissed him with every strength I had. In the close confines of his arms, it felt like I had stepped right up into the stars themselves... Like I had become one with the sky, and that together "we were as clean and pure and wide as the universe itself."
It was as if my mind was completely devoured by the dream world.
It left me breathless, and for once in my life, everything felt so right.
We
{September 14, 2010}
Dear Lovers and Friends,
How are you today?
Oh so your feeling good today? Good. Now I need some words of wisdom from you.
What does it mean to take a "chance?" How do we define such a thing and must it only occur once a life time? I, for one, have learned about the many places I've wanted to, dreamed of, and spoke of going to. But in reality, I hadn't actually set foot outside my door. Why was that? To be frank, I still had no idea what stopped me
Love this Song:
" Why does the sun go on shining?
Why does the sea rush to shore?
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
- Because you don't love me any more. "
" Why do the birds go on singing?
Why do the stars glow above ?
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
- It ended when I lost your love."
" I wake up in the morning and I wonder
Why everything's the same as it was
I can't understand, no, I can't understand
- How life goes on the way it does."
"If all else perished,
and you remained,
I should still continue to be;
and if all else remained,
and you were annihilated,
the universe would turn to a mighty stranger."
Would it have made a differance at all?
These nights have been too long and lonely,
and this road doesn't seem as bright as it was before.
Maybe I have lost my way?
Some say love is a work of moving art
with the ability to paint endless images
into one's mind.
And these images are the dreams
that
you Hated it.
The way he would stay with you.
and All he did was infest your mind,
and helplessly gnawed at your Heart
as it devoured you completely.
You
have fallen into the trap of the dark villian.
like the nightmare that makes you scream,
there is nothing that can penetrate his Heart...
of darkness.
like the sad cry of the morning dove,
he is the dark song
that hugs your Broken Heart.
you Hated him.
but Craved him
in your system;
And it Sickened you.
an Idi
GAH I've been so busy lately...
So no poems for awhile </3
But here's a confession I would like to share:
"I am convinced that...
You must be a good runner because you're always running on my mind. You must be a great thief because you've stolen my heart but I must be a horrible shooter because I'm always missing you."
That is all, have a good night everyone <333
My heart swelled
as I brushed my fingers againt the ink of his words, as if I was slowly deciphering a secret code. I never knew, never never never knew, until now. ... "I never knew if it was a coincident, but every time he played the piano, raindrops would always fall from the sky. And All I could hear was a sad melody, as it hugged the colorless sky, like the sad cry of a morning dove. I felt a stir in my heart each time, and I helplessly clutched
These Memories we made,
they play redundantly in my head,
and they can't seem to slip out of my mind too easily. It hurts not being able to Grasp them with my own hands.
The pain doesn't get easier each passing day.
But I'm still holding on to all those letters you wrote to me, holding them with my heart.
...
I whisphered something into the wind, hoping to leave a dent in the air, "I Love You..." But it was already lost in the night that was engulfed by no
- " Just a lonely boy who fell in love. "
At times when I feel so alone, I would dance and dance the pain away. ...
- One Day
He saw me dance, and I stopped in fear. But he ordered me not to stop, and that was when I thought my heart would have
stopped.
It felt like magic when the harmony of his words stole my heart, as he took hold of my hand, and we danced to the rhythm of my heartbeat. I gave into him whithout any hesistation,
I was not disguested by the homosexuality of the boy I loved, but I was rather disgusted by how the world treated us in vain; as if we were anything less than human. It did not matter, because when you start to care deeply enough, you lose sight of the real world. ... You know you've fallen in love when you don't want to fall asleep, because finally, reality is better than a dream. Let our hands intertwine endlessly, do not be ashamed of confessing to the w
They told me not to go down this path,
But you told me to listen only to my heart. Both ways are the answers, but yet both hold such undesirable consequnces. There is only one answer, one opportunity, one chance... and only one way: Can you hear me calling for you?
Underneath the Stars,
is Where you will always find me. and I know that you will come back one day. Pride can stand a thousand trials, and the strong will never fall. But watching stars without you, My soul cries. My heaving heart is so full of pain I never thought I would get hurt like this. Everyday, life still goes on like this. I wish I could find a way to not cry As Time passes by. You never let me know it, You never let it show. Because you loved me and if yo
