Soooo.....

Isn't it incredible how fast time flies the older you get? I never believed it ever time i heard it, but here i am approaching my 24th birthday and thinking, "Holy Cow already?"

It also has been just a bit over a year since I've been on GA. I'm happy to see a lot of new faces and the same old faces as well, it's a sort of warm feeling to come back to place you've been a part of for so long and reunite.

Sooo what's been happening with me?

Ehhh sadly too much. Still working too many jobs and stressing myself with school, hahaha who doesn't right?

I lost a friend a week ago, it's like this year is going to end just as bad as it started, sigh. I'm constantly wondering what I'm doing with my life. I've spent soo many years just wasting away and I wonder how many more years will it take for me to finally change and be rid of these bad habits of mine. I feel like the only way i'll ever seceded is to just up and move, like I'm always telling myself I need too. But since whens it ever been easy to move away from everything you've worked soo hard for, everything you've spent years working towards, and then to just up and leave sounds ridiculous right? You're probably thinking, why the heck would you move.

And that's easily answered, I feel sheltered, safe where i am, I'm afraid to step out of that comfortably I've set up for myself. I know that I just have to do it, just pack my shit and move. Simple as that, but really is it?