Hello guys

I know I haven't been around lately, and it sucks but I have been really busy at school. Well, not too busy, in a way. The main problem is I can rarely access GA due to it being blocked by the school's wifi system I could use my phone data, but it ran out Starting from next month tho I will be saving my data especially for GA and emergencies only and will fully take advantage of the school's wifi at all times

So, here's a recent update of what's been going on this pass few days. I had been a little depressed because I couldn't find a group or a clique, or at least a person that I can really connect with and call a friend. Well, actually, I have a lot of friends, but they are all in different faculties (I lost my bestie to engineering well not really lost, it's just that it's so hard for us to meet we still text every night tho) and I do have friends in my own faculty. But not the kind of friends where you wait on each other in the morning, walk to the bus stop together, have meals together and gossip all night long. They were just...friends. People who I work and joke around with, sometimes.

I did meet someone, but she didn't proof to be a potential buddy. I don't think she even remembers my existence. One day we do everything together, the next she completely forgets. Not that she is being mean or anything, it's just that...she seems empty inside. Almost brain dead lol And she's not really great company either. So, I'll pass.

I had been very depressed the last few days because I still feel like I didn't belong, until....I finally decided to just go with the flow. No strings attached I got my work done on my own, I go to school in my own time, I did tedious tasks given by seniors alone (they are always surprised to see me knocking on their door asking for their signature alone while others would go in groups) and I enjoyed it. I get things done in my own time, and I don't have to drag/wait/worry/consider/spoon feed another being lol. But it doesn't mean I cut all ties with everyone else. I still greet and joke around with them, talk, but nothing too clingy.

I decided to be positive about everyting and just go with it, and surprisingly, a lot of people came my way at the end. I was never actually alone througout the day. There's always someone or some clique that welcomed me. But of course, I didn't stay long. That's the beauty of going solo, you get to interact more with different people. Plus, I've finally talk to the cute boy with braces lol he sounds really sweet. A bit soft and gentle than the other guys, but he's alright. They treat him like their baby brother.

When class starts next week, and we're finally divided into study groups, I'd be too busy to even think of being lonely. And if I'm lucky, I might make really good friends with my group mates (hopefully I'll be in the same group with Braces ) I just need a few days to adjust, and I'm sure I can handle things. I've done this before and I'll certainly do it again.

The only thing that I will really miss is how my friends and I would usually just randomly hop onto buses and go to the mall and spend a fortune in games and karaoke

That is all for now, and I will be on for the weekend, but starting on Monday, I may no be around again for the week. If I feel like it, I might make this a weekly kinda thing.