I felt like may be you had written it for me. Because I really really needed it right now. I'll try to not to close my eyes it fill them with tear that may blurred the image...

:hugs:

Life is like sand in an hour glass, sooner or later everything will hit rock bottom and all you have to do is wait for something to come along and turn everything around.

I hope things get better for you 

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