Crazy Thoughts are like flowers blooming in a field where they just grow like crazy weeds whipping around a tree, and they seem to have no destination - I don't know what I'm going to do with my writing right now.  Superboy is a fantasy type story that was grew from a fetish thing (lol).  I guess I could explain a little - Several years back, probably years but most likely just one year I started wring scripts for "Adult Oriented Purposes" - I actually still have the web site, but I haven't logged in for some time.  I wrote stories - cheap stories - that basically turned me one.  I then put out for customs, and if they were willing t pay a few bucks I would write whatever fantasy they wanted.  Honestly, I wish that I could draw, and it doesn't have to be 100% perfect, but at least having the ability to draw details and maybe people would pay for that.

But, all of that to say this - Superboy - was part of that fetish fiction.  It grew from the enjoyment of certain things and it was just word porn (lol).  Then I had this great idea to actually put a story to it, and I thought how much I enjoyed writing the story that it would go far.  Well, I'm thirty chapters in (actually you'll probably be amazed at this, but I wrote the whole thing on my Iphone), and I thought that I was actually going to start book two really soon because the ideas kept pumping through my mind.  That is what's so crazy - I have all these ideas and I struggle with my writing and wondering how good of a writer I actually am.  I know it takes practice and I'm taking that into reality, but I've been writing scripts for like ten years (that is why I like present tense) - and I know that book writing is quite different, because you have to say more (show more) in a book than a script.  I think that's why my writing sounds like a script sometimes.  I actually don't write a technical script like some are familiar with.  I write the story.  I don't focus on camera shots unless it's very important to the story.

Everyone tells me to do what is good for me.  And I appreciate everyone giving me advice when I post on here.  I agree with what you're saying, but I guess that most people don't read scripts, and that's why I wanted to move to book writing, and I thought that I would just keep doing what I'm doing and put the dialogue like in a book (instead of script).  A part of me enjoys writing my chapter outlines and I hoped that people would just be entertained in reading those (lol), because I could finish a book really quick because they come out faster than the actual book (lol).  I'm actually going to try a few things in the next couple of days - I'm going to look over the writing prompts and write for the fun of it, and try to write some entertaining stuff.  I may let some of you check it out (like beta readers) not because it's going to be released, but to see what people think.  It does help when you get feedback on your writing (good or bad), because how do you know IF things are getting better or worse?  Unless you're actually publishing your book and waiting for people to buy a copy.

Some of my other Crazy Thoughts - Some of my other stories that have been sitting in my brain are still there and would like to start writing those as well.  Superboy is kind of my testing space - it's what I'm using to practice my writing.  I don't think it's ever going to get published (except for free online reading, of course).  Like I've said before, I would have to change some non-original content like the mention of Krypton which is based on something else which is not mine (obviously, and most people know that).

So yes, Crazy Thoughts are good because they will bring ideas into your head, but sometimes your thoughts can become weeds in your imagination if you don't do something about it.  They will sit there and fester and bring down other things.