Mike!

So I thought I would stop by and update you all on a little that's been going on.

So last week Monday, I started my new job, got everything packed and unpacked in a matter of hours, which is a very good thing. So let me just start off by saying I love my new place. I mean I feel so free, so alive, and for once so happy!!! I got a place all to myself and I don't have to share with anyone!

Woo Hoo!! That is so awesome!

I'm so happy for you!

So now moving on to the job, I must say it isn't what I thought it would be at all. I mean then again I don't really know what I thought it would be so blah. Good news is that there are some really nice people who live here, as we'll as the two faced people who are nice to your face and a bitch behind your back, yup I'm met them too!

awww, well boo on the two-faced people But I'm glad there's alota really nice ones too!

So on to today, I feel kind of depressed.

Ohh,

I don't know... It seems every since I moved out onto my own I feel a lot more alone? (Does that even make any sense?)

Of course that makes sense. I think everyone feels like that when they first move out on their own. I still feel like that sometimes.

Like it kind of feels like my friends aren't really my friends, I don't know. I mean maybe I'm just overreacting. I know we all have our different lives and different plans but do you ever get that feeling where you feel you're not really wanted? Like I said maybe I'm just overreacting, who knows.

It's tough when people's lives diverge. Even something as seemingly simple as moving and changing jobs (even if you do see your friends everyday still) can really have an impact on the dynamics of the relationships. I guess what I'm trying to say though is that you probably do need to be conscious of their feelings and try to balance your time to include them, but try not to freak out or anything. I'm sure they're still crazy about you

So today at work, pretty much the whole time I was planning out in my head this story that kind of came to me in a dream, I mean a lot of it's from bits and piece of my life, but somehow it got me really motivated and interested in writing again... So Conner I know I said this before but get ready for some load, because when I get my internet back on Oct 3rd, we are going to have to bust out that red marker and work overtime!!!

Awesome! I'm really looking forward to reading your new story and to seeing you back online regularly

Take care and have a fantastic night!

-Kevin