I have a bad habit of being moody and taking it out on people. Then when I realize what an insensitive ass I have been, if find myself wanting to do whatever I can to make up for what I say and do to make up for it. I just wish I didn't have moods like this. I really feel bad afterwards. It's not like I really mean to say stuff that's so mean. It just happens. I am far from perfect, but I do know how to be nice to people. I just wish I could be nice more often. The things I say out of anger or whatever are my own words, and I am responsible for them. Anyway, I said some stuff I'm not proud of, and now it is time for me to beat myself up over it. This kind of thing makes me feel really guilty.