I don't know how long it's been since I've posted a blog here. Last night, I totally freaked out, like completely. I feel like I've wasted years of my life. I feel like nobody really knows me. It makes me feel empty. I need to do something about this, like really do something about this before I just cease to exist.
Okay, so I know on the main forum, we can't say cunt. I think we can on our blogs? Anyway, the other day, this dude called these women cunts on another board. They didn't even seem offended. The took the word, cunt, as a compliment. What the fuck? My uncle once tossed his son out of a god damn window for calling his mom that. Is this word even considered offensive anymore, or have the Aussies corrupted the rest of the English-speaking world. https://www.buzzfeed.com/bradesposito/outrageous-words-that-are-said-every-day-in-australia?utm_term=.xq74qR2bm1#.hxnD90KrOn
Over the years, I've loved two forums, this one of course and another. The other forum, as of late, has gone to shit. A certain group of assholes started harassing me almost constantly. The staff was almost certainly aware of it and did nothing. They resorted to things like neg repping random posts, comparing me to a member who is a total nutjob who actually stalked another member of Facebook, and just whatever else they could think of to piss me off. Needless to say, I'm done with that site. But it's sad. I've been a member there since 2010. I was certainly not the only gay member there either. I have to say though. I will miss the porn section, 'cuz I really like posting porn and also when guys posts pics of their ummm...
Richard Dawkins is a professor of zoology at the University of Oxford and a strong opponent of creation and intelligent design. I am disabling comments as my reasoning for posting this is simply to share, not to spark a debate on religion. That's what the Soapbox is for. Watch it if you want of course, but this entry is not going to be used for a debate.
I had to have my cousin restore my computer to factory settings because of a dreadful piece of malware called System Check. If I ever find out who made that shit, I'm going to rip off his god damn balls. Yes, the following link IS safe. It talks about removing the damn thing. http://www.spywarevoid.com/remove-system-check-pop-ups.html
When I was in junior high, a really awesome album came out. It was called Crazy Sexy Cool by none other than TLC. TLC, for the few who don't know, was an R&B group from Altanta, Georgia featuring Tionne "T-Boz" Watkins, Lisa "Left Eye" Lopes, and Rozonda "Chilli" Thomas. The band produced some great hits from Crazy Sexy Cool, including "Red Light Special" and "Waterfalls". As far as I know, Crazy Sexy Cool is their biggest album ever, and it was their sophomore album. It's also the one that introduced me to the band, and I've been a fan ever since.
Unfortunately, Lisa "Left Eye" Lopez died back in 2002 in a car accident in La Ceiba, Atlántida, Honduras. While there was one postthumous album called 3D, and it had a couple of good songs, "Girls Talk" and "Damaged". While it's my understanding that T-Boz and Chilli intend to produce new material, it won't be the same without their talented rapper, Left Eye. She has left a void in the music world that can never be filled, and it still makes me sad that such a great voice is gone from this world even if it is almost 10 years later.
As some of you may recall, several years ago, I posted an entry called "Secrets of the Past Revealed". That was back in 2008 or so, and there have been many new members since then who don't know the story, so I'm going to quote myself.
This weekend we went to Missouri to look at a house. It looks like we'll get it, and I couldn't be happier about moving back home. The house needs some work, but it'll make a very good home. I really like it, and there's so much potential. In addition, my aunt and her husband have a house they're fixing up, and it could be a house just for me in the future. I'll pay for it of course.
While we were there, we saw my Uncle David. He just has a bone marrow transplant. So far it seems to be working. I really hope his body doesn't reject it. He's been sick for a long time, and I really want him to get better. He's only 65 after all.
I'm not going to say who it is or go into specifics. My friend is a really nice guy, but he has a lot of problems. Like many people, he's had a rough life. He is definitely not unscathed by it, and he suffers through episodes of mental illness. For over a month, he's been symptomatic, and I have not been in contact with him in several weeks. The mental illness makes him a very different person, and the last time he did contact me, he wasn't very nice. I realize it's not how he is deep down, but it's been hard on me nonetheless. I've tried to contact him since then to see if he's okay, but those attempts have been fruitless. I wish I could do something, but it seems truly hopeless.
Source: The Truth About Thorium and Nuclear Power
I've added some thoughts and comments to the thread already, but I wanted to share some more. I also wanted to post a copy of the letter I sent to Senator Harry Reid. In 2008, he co-sponsored a bill with Senator Orrin Hatch regarding thorium energy. Because the Senators from my state are fiercely conservative and because Senator Reid co-sponsored this bill, I decided to contact him instead of my own Senators. I mentioned several other forms of energy as well. In the last paragraph, I went off topic and mentioned something regarding gay rights.
I'll make this short and sweet. If you are having trouble sleeping, there is something that will more than likely help. First, close your eyes. Now, start breathing deeply. This will help quiet your mind and help you relax. Next, pretend you are in a safe place away from distractions like a womb or a cocoon or anything that makes you feel comfortable. For a claustrophobic person, it would more likely be an open space instead. Continue for about 2-5 minutes. With your mind quieted and your body relaxed, it should be easier to go to sleep. This is also a good way to deal with a depressed mood or an anxiety (or panic) attack.
Source: The Smoking Gun
What the hell is wrong with people? I love yogurt, but I wouldn't want to eat it with any bodily fluid (other than the milk that's already in it). That guy is seriously messed up in the head to do that to a woman, and to top it all off, he's a kiddie diddler. Lock his ass up and throw away the god damn key.
Not long ago I watched Capitalism: A Love Story. I'd never watched a Michael Moore movie before. I didn't think I'd agree with him as much as I did. In fact, I agreed with just about all of it. Does that mean I'm a total socialist?
Have you ever bottomed for a guy with a Prince Albert? If so, was it really good or did it not make a difference at all. I never have, but I would definitely try it once. I'm curious as to whether or not it's as good as they say it is.
I'll get to the point. Do you sometimes wish that GA had an adult forum, a place where adults can talk more about adult stuff, including the best fapping material? My answer is: Sometimes? Pfft... I wish that all the time. I'd love to share awesome porn with all the adults around here. It would also be a good place for the written kind of smut.
Even if you're not a teen, psych meds can make you have suicidal thoughts. I found this out recently. For the past week or two, I'd been having suicidal thoughts from a medication called Buspar. I have since stopped taking the drug after researching whether or not there were any kind of withdrawal symptoms. If you're taking psych meds and experience suicidal thoughts, either go to the hospital (if you're in immediate danger) or schedule an appointment ASAP. That is all.
As I mentioned before, I decided to do a poll about lady bits just to be fair. I'll post my answers.
hairy vaginas- I give them a 1. I'm not like totally scared of them like some gay guys are, but I don't care to lick or poke one. And the hair makes them even less appealing
shaved vaginas- I give them a 2 just because they are shaved. I still have no interest in them sexually, but if I had to bang a chick, she better have been shaved...
breasts- I gave them a 5. They make good pillows.
women's cum- I hear it actually tastes better than semen, but I don't think I could ever lick a vag even if it is tasty, so I have to give it an extra point for supposedly being tasty.
Okay, I just got done fapping a while ago. Anyway, I was watching this video of a guy who likes getting f**ked bareback by multiple guys, especially the guys who've barebacked lots of other guys. So I thought to myself, "Okay, this is totally hot, but this guy is an idiot for doing that." The guy even mentioned on his profile that he would probably get HIV, but he doesn't care! So the question is: Have you any interest at all in barebacking with multiple partners, not caring about whether or not you get HIV? If you happen to bareback with multiple partners or are open to it, please be honest. Also, I would ask that you leave a comment explaining why. The second question is: Do you like bareback porn?
My answer is, "No, but I'm willing to bareback with someone special." I could not bareback with multiple partners. I'm semi-paranoid about ALL STDs, including HIV. I don't want one, and barebacking with lots of different guys is just not something I could ever do. And yet, I find the idea of barebacking with lots of guys really hot. I just can't do it. As for the other question: "Yes, especially when the bottom gets breeded."
I know I said that I'd do the lady bits poll, but I felt a strong desire to do this poll instead as it is fresh in my mind.
How much do you like dicks, balls, and men's cum? 1 means you absolutely hate them. 10 means you love them very, very much! For balls, there are two questions, one for hairy and one for shaved/waxed. The next poll will be about pussies, tits, and women's cum. Fair is fair after all. Please feel free to share your answers. There's no need to be shy.
Dicks- I gave dick a 10. I just love dick. That song, "Favorite Things", should mention dicks, because they are so awesome.
Hairy balls- I will suck hairy balls, but I have to subtract points, because I don't like pubic hair in my mouth. Thus, I gave them a 6.
Shaved/waxed balls- Waxed and shaved balls are great. I gave them a 9, because they're not quite as awesome as dicks.
Cum- I gave cum a 8. I can't give cum a 10, because some loads don't taste very good.