I talked to Chaz today. We had a long talk about what he wants and what I am able to give. So as of today were in fact together. I think we've waited enough to actually let ourselves say that. We've decided not to tell anyone just yet. He's going away for thanks giving so I'm a little sad.

I talked to my father once agin and I let him know that I wouldn't be talking to him for a while. I need to get away from him to be able to deal with him. He didn't take that well but I know that this si what I need. I love my father but at the same time I hate him and I don't want it to be this way. So I won't be talking to him until I can talk to him without screaming.

I talked to my mother and I told her that I would spend Thanksgiving alone she decided that I needed people here. SO now I'm not spending it alone but with my cousins Steve and Ellie. Which I am thrilled about be cause they are really cool. I'm going to their house In New York I leave tuesday. I also get to see my friend Jonathan friday, he'll be in New York too and we're going to do some stuff.

I am also going to go to a friends grave. He commited suicide a few years back and My friend's Jonathan and Jessica are going to go to his grave. We all decided that we would wait until we could go together since we weren't told about his suicide until a year after he was gone. By then we were living in separate states.

I'm meeting Chaz on Saturday and we're going to go back home together.

GREEN no longer alone.