Foundations

Thursday night, everything's fine

Except you've got that look in your eye

When I'm tellin' a story and you find it boring

You're thinking of something to say

You'll go along with it, then drop it

And humiliate me in front of our friends

Then I'll use that voice that you find annoyin'

And say something like:

"Yeah, intelligent input, darlin'

Why don't you just have another beer, then?"

Then you'll call me a bitch

And everyone we're with will be embarrassed

And I won't give a shit

My fingertips are holding onto

The cracks in our foundation

And I know that I should let go, but I can't

And every time we fight, I know it's not right

Every time that you're upset and I smile

I know I should forget, but I can't

You said I must eat so many lemons 'cause I am so bitter

I said:

"I'd rather be with your friends, mate

'Cause they are much fitter,"

Yes, it was childish and you got aggressive

And I must admit that I was a bit scared

But it gives me thrills to wind you up

My fingertips are holding onto

The cracks in our foundation

And I know that I should let go, but I can't

And every time we fight, I know it's not right

Every time that you're upset and I smile

I know I should forget, but I can't

Your face is pasty 'cause you've gone and got so wasted

What a surprise

Don't want to look at your face 'cause it's makin' me sick

You've gone and got sick on my trainers

I only got these yesterday

Oh my gosh, I cannot be bothered with this

Well, I'll leave you there till the mornin'

And I purposely won't turn the heating on

And dear God, I hope I'm not stuck with this one

My fingertips are holding onto

The cracks in our foundation

And I know that I should let go, but I can't

And every time we fight, I know it's not right

Every time that you're upset and I smile

I know I should forget, but I can't

My fingertips are holding onto

The cracks in our foundation

And I know that I should let go, but I can't

And every time we fight, I know it's not right

Every time that you're upset and I smile

I know I should forget, but I can't

And every time we fight, I know it's not right

Every time that you're upset and I smile

I know I should forget, but I can't

-Kate Nash

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y9Xl9rdCPbE

Just to let you all know:

Yes, Im still alive.

But everything seems to be getting a little bit worse.