Paul Zhy

stay tuned, there will be LOTS of twists and turns ahead 😉

You have my permission to be judgy, she's selfish 😔

Ah, don't we all know at this point what the main thing on his mind is 🤭

Whatever I imagined coming there, wasn’t meant to happen. Tyler had other plans. When I arrive, he’s meeting me, holding a basketball. “Let’s go play a bit,” Tyler says. My eyes bug out at the implication. “No, thanks.” He pouts. “Oh, come on, it will be fun.” “Yeah, for you as you mop the floor with me.” He chuckles softly, and I bask in the sound before catching up with the fact that I am turning into a simp. Ugh. “I promise I will not go hard on you. Not until

I'm drawing the lines that slowly form a face. A face painfully similar to one amber-eyed idiot that I like very much. I'm trying to capture his playful expression but can't really get it. I guess I need to invest more time in it. But it feels weird, this hidden little obsession. I try to channel my thoughts to Daniel, how sweet and amazing he is, but it just doesn’t click. I throw my pencil in frustration and plop on my bed. It's been a couple days since the disastrous pizza double date.

Ten minutes later, we're sitting at a pizzeria. Daniel is beside me, whereas Luna and Tyler are on the other side. I turn to Daniel and grin, "So, we're taking Hawaiian, right?" His smile is bright, but it dims, as Tyler imitates vomiting sounds. “Passive-aggressive much?” Daniel asks calmly, as Tyler shrugs. “Ignore the eight-year-old” I grumble. "I'm not eight," he grins smugly, "but my dick is.” Awkward silence settles, “eight inches long, that is” he clarifies, helpfully. I

He will not only ask, he will also do something Keep reading to learn what exactly!

Soon (relatively), but Peter is stubborn, so some resistance and denial are in order.

So, he won yet another championship. I bet there's not enough space in his room for all the cups, medals, and trophies. He's so heading for the Olympics. It's basically a given at this point. I have this impulse to text him, but I'm really trying to keep my distance. He's so magnetic, like the Sun, pulling me in with his insurmountable gravity. Just a bit more and I’m getting scorched. I agonize over texting him for what feels like hours, but he beats me to it. “Hey!” he texts.

Oh, you have no idea what's coming!

A few hours later, I’m lying in my bed, scrolling through Instagram. Pictures of art, fashion, nature, and toned guys flashing before my eyes. And then I see a photo Luna posted; it was probably taken during lunchtime, not long after I bolted. Tyler is sitting next to her, a radiant smile lighting up his entire face. Ugh, why are his teeth so white and perfect? Then I have a sudden idea that she probably did it on purpose to tempt me. Oh, he is tempting indeed, there’s no denying that. But

“Tyler wants to sleep with you,” Luna says out of the blue. Thankfully, I already swallowed my sip of orange juice; otherwise, I would spray it everywhere. “What the fuck?” I bellow, and she hushes me. We're sitting at the canteen, and multiple heads turn in my direction. I choose to ignore what she just said. I hope it was just a glimpse of my impending insanity and not another inane idea of my best friend. The first thing is much more manageable. She gives me the look, and I gul

When my best friend asks me to help her boyfriend experiment sexually, I'm not on board. Obviously. They say your college years should be the time to have fun and do stupid stuff. Live, laugh, love and all. But that always seemed too careless for me. Sue me for being cautious! Unlike others, I do think about the consequences. I will do my best to resist. Even if his magnetic eyes make me lose my sense of self-control. It's going to be the hardest thing to deal with in my life, but I'll fight it. Because it's my heart I'm trying to protect.

Thank you for the kind words. The stories I found here all those years ago gave me so much I can't put it in words. I could only dream of publishing stuff back then. But what they say is true: dreams do come true. If you put in the work 💪

Hi Evan! The preview is intriguing, I will be following