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What I Want
- young adult
- gay
- north america
- anal
- first time
- oral
- contemporary
- friends to lovers
- student
- closeted
- love triangle
- suicidal ideation
When my best friend asks me to help her boyfriend experiement sexually, I'm not on board. Obviously. They say your college years should be the time to have fun and do stupid stuff. Live, laugh, love and all.
But that always seemed too careless for me. Sue me for being cautious! Unlike others, I do think about the consequences.
I will do my best to resist. Even if his magnetic eyes make me lose my sense of self-control. It's going to be the hardest thing to deal with in my life, but I'll fight it. Because it's my heart I'm trying to protect.
The story is roughly 33,000 words long.
I generally tried to make it fun and light-hearted. There is a lot of banter and jokes, but also dark emotional moments. So it's basically a roller-coaster.
Other TW: multiple f-bombs, explicit (BDSM-adjacent) sexual content in the second third of the story (I will add a warning once the posting reaches that point), suicidal ideations (one short scene), parental abandonment, loneliness, and A LOT of heartbreak.
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- 08/24/2026 (Updated: 08/24/2026)
- 1 Chapters
- 1,737 Words
- 33 Views
- 0 Comments
- Mature
- In Process
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