Lisa

What an awesome story! I was hooked from the first line! I'm so sorry to see the story end, as I will miss reading about Jason and Peter. Needless to say, I was crying my eyes out in chapter 49, hoping against hope that Peter would find his way back to Jason. I am so glad I wasn't disappointed! I loved the part where Peter dropped off the "letter" and he was waiting for Jason to read it and run after him. lol They know each other so well! I was just so happy when they worked things out. I was afraid that Peter would just let things hang, hoping Jason would get the hint that it was over. I'm glad he's more mature than that. I'm also thrilled that he admitted he needed counseling. I'm so glad his mom (who is terrific, btw) made him see what he needd to do, w/o coming right out and telling him. This was such a fantastic story! Thank you for sharing it with us!

Shit, shit, shit! I thought there was more! I got to the end of chapter 48 and THERE'S NO MORE!!!!!!!! Dude, I'm on pins and needles here!!!!! I was very relieved that Jason and Ethan didn't do anything. Being on the rebound would really suck. And I think by Ethan trying to hook up with Jason, was just Ethan trying to prove to himself that he's attractive and that other guys would want to be with him. He does have insecurity issues now, no thanks to that prick Anthony, and even though I know he really likes Jason, if they hooked up that night, I think it would be b/c Ethan just needs to feel better about himself. I also agree with you that Ethan may be a little immature for Jason. As you said, Peter's influences have matured Jason, and Ethan is like the proverbial younger brother, or happy-go-lucky kid next door. But then, on the other hand, who knows? Maybe Jason will make Ethan mature a bit.... I am rooting for Peter figuring out what's going on with him. I still firmly believe he needs to see someone. He needs to talk to someone, a professional, who can guide him in the right direction. He's dealing with so many emotions, control issues, anger, frustration, guilt. All stemming from that asshole Jordan (who, along with his cronies, should get the book thrown at them!). I really feel if he starts getting his life back, going back to work, even if it's not teaching, maybe helping out in the office for starters, until he's all healed physically, would help his self-esteem, and of course his constant money issues. I think if he gets back on the right track, he and Jason could be ok. But he can't wait around forever to get his life back. He can't keep Jason hanging; it's not fair for both of them. And I know Jason would LOVE to help Peter in any way he can, to facilitate the healing process. Ok, I've said my peace. Needless to say, I'm sitting at the edge of my seat, checking this site every five minutes for the ending chapter! lol Shit, I need to get a life!

Well, I just finished chapter 47 and I ran out of f**king Kleenex! I don't understand why Peter won't go to therapy. Therapy will only help him. He sounds like he's lost. He wants Jason, he doesn't want Jason; he doesn't really know what he wants. I think Peter needs therapy along with some heavy doses of meds. Prozac would probably do the trick. I definitely understand the whole sex thing. It's the only control Peter feels he has in his life. Since the attack, which he had no control over, he lost control of everything: his apartment is being paid for by Jason, he can't go back to work yet, he doesn't feel "comfortable" in his own skin. Controlling the sex is the only control he feels he has, maybe in the relationship. Idk...it's like when teens cut; they feel their lives are so out of their control; everyone is controlling what happens in their lives, they cut in order to get some control back. They're in control of their body when they cut. I think it's the same with Peter when it relates to the sex. It's the only thing in his life he feels he can control. Anyway, onto the next hearbreaking chapter. I'm assuming by the title of the chapter, Peter broke up w/Jason. I'm already crying.......or I should clarify: I'm continuing my crying now...I stopped in order to write this review! lol

Anyta, When you're feeling down, just remember: you are a fantastic author! I've only read one story by you, Shane and Trey, and I totally devoured it! You are extremely talented and don't ever forget that! Try to have a positive outlook and always remember how much your readers love your work!

I absolutely HATE this new set up GA has. I just clicked on your story to see what was going on w/it and noticed a few people commented on updates. I'm thrilled you're continuing with this most awesome story! I know you had a ton of reviews way back before GA had this brilliant (I'm being extremely sarcastic here) idea of changing the whole set up around. Now I can't read all your reviews. I actually was your last review towards the middle of December. Anyway, I'm looking forward to reading the next installment of this amazing story! (Hopefully I'll be able to find it with this horrible new set up!) lol

Wow, what an awesome story! I started this awhile ago, but then didn't find time to continue with it, and when I went back to find it, it was gone. Glad you updated, or whatever you did to get it back up! I finished the last chapters tonight. (well, technically, it's 3am, so this morning; I couldn't stop reading until I found out Peter was going to be ok.I spent the majority of the second half of the story hating Jason's mom. What a f**king bitch she was. When she had that talk w/Peter's mom she went full circle. It seemed too contrived and rushed that she would all of a sudden be ok w/him. But the way you wrote the chapter, it was really beautiful. You had me convinced that she was totally supportive of Jason, even though she didn't "agree" with him being gay. She was learning to work through that. I'm just so glad that they made up and she's acting like a parent and not some spoiled bitch who's only concerned about how things make her look to her "friends".This story has made me cry, made me laugh, made me cry some more. Shit, I think I'm out of Kleenex. I'm hoping I won't need them for the next chapter! :)Awesome job Quonus! Can't wait for the next update!