Sasha Distan

etymology

Kieran. that's him in my sig making out with a version of me. the big black cat. a friend had the pic (which goes on and is...umm....interesting?) commissioned for my birthday a few years back

thanks to all for their interesting responses. oddly this is a subject that matters and interests me a lot. I agree with Daithi and Thorn in that 99% of the time, the written word is best. i also have a penchant for comics of the explicitly kinky variety (Fchan, thank you). Real life IRL video porn is usually a last resort. i still want to keep collecting responses to this though, it makes for interesting reading and research

East Hothly, UK

and so you will have to read those bits to me too!

you are right about so many things. the date is good.

i promise not to make you wait long. thanks for the love

chapter added. Straight-ish Guys Don't Shop in which Issac and Zander go shopping.

if he gets too bad i give him cider xxx

Middleham, UK (village and huge country estate)

Getting a second date had been ridiculously easy. Having finally gone to bed at something like three in the morning, Zupan had slept in a haze of bits of dreams, remembered clips from the internet, and the taste of Zander’s lips. He’d woken up at stupid o’clock in the morning from a dream in which Zander was starring in the lead role sans clothing, to find the sheets between his thighs sticky and wet. Fuck… Zupan half lay and half sat staring at the resting length of his cock and the mess in h

Bay s a little bit ASMR, though he never actually explores it.

I thought i'd do a little word picture of UL since we're nearly at the good bit. i especially like the combinations of "wet sex" and "fuck everything" "big first time" also makes me happy.

OK people, somewhat weird and sensitive question here. In writing the latest chapter of Unexpected Liaisons i had to revisit my first experiences of finding gay porn online. the character in the story begins to question his sexuality (at the age of 29) and is recommended to go looking for porn to see if he can cope with the idea of actually having gay sex, rather than just admitting that he is attracted to this particular other guy. in order to write the chapter i did manage to get some other people's experiences, but mostly we had worries about getting caught and issues with internet in the 80's, which while helpful, wasn't quite what i was after. so Zupan had quite a similar experience to my own, only his was better, namely, finding information that was boring or irrelevant, then finding stuff that was too graphic before being able to get anything vaguely useful out of the experience. the whole thing for me was a bit traumatic, and so my question is: when you first went looking for gay porn online, how did you feel about what you saw?

Trawling through crap is not my purpose in life... unless it's horseshit.

won't it be fun to find out huh?

i would give my back teeth for my characters to shut up sometimes. the reason i wrote Bad Stereotypes so quickly was because Bay just kept on jabbering at me. he drove me and the muse a bit nuts to be honest

Xuchang, Henan province, China

measly

thanks sweetie, i really wanted it to be personal and emotional, not just...porn.

If Zu ever heard you call him a poor wee lamb he'd have your head off, and not in a good way

*dies of embarrassment*

Zupan sat in front of his computer staring at the browser home screen, tapping the body of the mouse with two fingers, thinking. He had put off following through on Bay’s suggestion all day. He’d gone to the gym, done some weight lifting, done the physiotherapy exercises that he always forget to do, put the laundry on and cleaned his half of the kitchen. After that there were no more chores to complete, his brother was out at the South Alaska for the night and unless Zupan decided to call a girl

Ringmer, UK

and this would have been something i would have actually watched.... dang it