Comicality

I'm sure that I'm a whore in a LOT of ways! LOL! But writing stories isn't one of them. Otherwise, I wouldn't have resurrected as many stories as I have in the past six months. So if anybody is looking for a guilty conscience on MY end? They will be severely disappointed! I actually got so many complaints from people whining about this and that, that I BUILT a section on the top of the Comicality Library (http://www.voy.com/17262/) So I could keep track of things! Because I'm insecure! I thought, "If people are whining and complaining THIS much...I must really be slacking!!!" But I'm not. I'm NOT!!!! I have a chart that shows what I've just posted, and how long it's been since my last story. And you know what? Most of the time...the longest gap between offerings is a couple of days at MOST! So if people are still upset and have something to 'yap' about...it's NOT because I'm being the jerk in this 'relationship' between writer and reader. I sit here and type until my fingers BLEED for you guys! And I answer personal emails and run multiple message boards on TOP of it all! So if there's somebody who has complaints about it...it's not because I'm not KILLING myself to provide them with new chapters. It's because their picky and only want to read one or two stories out of a hundred. And that's fine. But no...I don't feel guilty at all. What would REALLY be tragic...is me working SOOOOOOOOOOOO fucking hard on exiling myself from friends and family andnot being able to have any fun at all in my REAL life...not being able to make enough money at work to survive like a normal human being....and then DYING at a young age without finishing the stories at all! Then you all would outlive me, NEVER get an ending to the stories, and spend the rest of your lives knowing that everybody was robbed of an ending because their peer pressure caused me to die early, trying to meet an impossible demand from people who outnumber me a million to one...who couldn't just WAIT until I got a new chapter ready. THAT would be tragic. Just saying. It would be awesome to have a few people in my corner right now. Just a few. I ***JUST*** started the Summer updates, LITERALLY, a week and a half ago! I told everybody that I had a bunch of chapters to post! If you guys just *WAIT*.....PLEASE...just friggin WAIT....a few days, you may just be surprised by what's coming. Instead of seeing ONE story and digging into me. K? Please? PLEASE??? Everybody complains that it takes YEARS for a new chapter! I posted "Jesse-101" in less than a year. "GFD" in less than a year. "Waiting Outside The Lines", "A Class By Himself", "New Kid", "Kiss Of An Angel", in less than a year. I write as fast as I can. People forget what they're asking of me. PLEASE tell me anyone else who posts as often as I do. ANYBODY? Even with ONE story. Just ONE! Go to the Library. Everybody can see how often I post. And that was even for the Summer updates. I'm all over the place. If I'm in 100 places at once, and someone decides to avoid 98 of those places...please don't treat it like *I'M* not doing my job. I am, k? I'm working my ASS off. And I refuse to feel guilty about not pleasing anyone who isn't paying me a lot of money to be their personal assistant. Hehehe, but maybe we can work that out if you're interested! And I ALWAYS look for reviews on GA! Really, dude? I check all the time! I just know what to expect. Right now..."GFD"....almost 250 reads! Yay! How many reviews? Two. Yep...two. And I totally appreciate it! But over 200 people just read it and left. Over 200. So, yeah, I always check...but I'm happy if I get 5 comments off of anything. No matter HOW hard I work on it. Five people...taking 30seconds to say thanks. So what am I in a 'rush' for? No feedback, no thanks, no money...I'm just writing for my own pleasure and throwing it out into the ether, hoping a small handful of people enjoy it and feel like letting me know. :: shrugs :: I want to write more, dude. I really do. And faster. But I can't. I know nobody believes me, but it's the truth. I CAN'T! I can only tell them to wait, or not wait, or...whatever. Nobody can say that I don't type my fingers down to the bone marrow, trying to keep up with things. So I take no responsibility for other people's impatience. I just can't. It's like if somebody got in their car and had a 25 minute commute to work...and I'm like, "That's not good enough! Make it in FIVE minutes!" How is somebody supposed to make that without KILLING themselves??? That's what people are asking of me. They act like it's not that serious, but it is. This is what they're asking of me. "Screw your friends, and your life, and your family, and your job, and EVERYTHING....and drain yourself emotionally for our entertainment at a rate that is EXTREMELY overwhelming and exhausting in every definition of the word! Oh...and yeah...we want you to do that...FOREVER!!!!!" Ummm, no. Not gonna happen. I'd rather have people be mad at me. Lesser of two evils. Now...it has been ONE week! I've posted three stories. Show me a smile, k? If only a fake one.

Ah ll...you'll be missing out! Soooooo much good stuff happening in the stories right now! I can't write "Class" 100% of the time. I'd be letting everybody ELSE down! That's TOTALLY your choice though! I get it. But...seeing as it's all YOUR choice not to read nothin' else...you don't get to 'poke' me or complain anymore! That's all on YOU, dude! So shush! *You're* the one at the 31 Flavors ice cream parlor, walking out because they're out of Rocky Road. 30 More flavors waiting if you want some!

Hehehe, awwww. Sorry, Ricky. You'll just have to learn to like more stuff.

Or...errr...NOT sun! Hehehe! Anyway, if you guys haven't checked out the number ONE story on the Shack site...give it a look! And have fun! Let me know what ya think! And look for more "GFD" in July! https://www.gayauthors.org/forums/story/comicality/gfd12bloodties

"Gone From Daylight: Blood Ties 37" I have to admit to feeling a bit...royal as I followed the Jeweler and two of his silent assistants down the extended hallways of the luxurious building. The material of the clothes that he had given me would slide gently across my skin with every step, and yet, his robe seemed to be even fancier than what I was wearing. The walls were all painted with soothing and warm colors, the red carpeting beneath my feet...deep enough to leave temporary footp

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Monday - Hehehe, you know...I think I may have made some major points with Brandon last night! Seriously, it's like...we connected again. We got back a piece of what we lost when we broke up oh so long ago. Just being able to talk to him...spend time with him...seeing him smile...hearing his voice on the phone...it's like all the 'magic' has come back to my life. I feel reborn. And the best part is...I'm wise enough to actually appreciate it this time around. I'm never taking my baby for gra

Might as well start the Summer off right! Right? So stop on by! Check it out! And as always, let me know what you think! K? https://www.gayauthors.org/forums/story/comicality/thesecretlifeofbillychase8 Hang in there, folks! Good times are coming! ::Winks::

Sunday - Sometimes...the milestones in your life hit you with some level of predictable thrill. You know? Like...like you see it coming. You prepare for it, and you set it up, and you just know it'll be awesome, no matter how it all comes to fruition in the end. A moment to remember for the rest of your life. Those moments can be really fun when they unravel in just the right way, right in front of your very eyes. But...sometimes...the REAL thrill comes from an unexpected, totally spontaneo

And I hope you all will be there to celebrate us throughout the whole Summer! It's only a few days away! Love you all! It's been a LONG ride, baby! And I hope you guys love what I've got planned for ya over the next few months! Thanks for sticking with me! Now let Comsie work some more of his magic for ya!

A brand new chapter, just a step away from our final five in Book 8! Enjoy! And let me know what you think! https://www.gayauthors.org/forums/story/comicality/thesecretlifeofbillychase8

Saturday - I feel like such a baby sometimes. I don't know why I'm still crying like this. I should stop. I'm getting ridiculous now. I pretty much locked myself up in my room all night tonight because I didn't want my mom to see me in this pitiful state of mind. And I certainly didn't want to get her started on top of it. Something tells me that if we both started sniffling and bawling like this, the whole house would cave in on us from the suction of profound sadness alone. You know?

I hope you guys enjoy it! And don't forget to let me know what you think! Either here or email me at Comicality@webtv.net cool? https://www.gayauthors.org/story/comicality/alleyeswatching-extended

"All Eyes Watching 4" I wish that I could say that it was easier to relax this time around. That being around Niles had somehow become a much less stressful experience, now that the official rules of the game had been presented to me. But that would be a lie. I wish that I could say that I was emotionally prepared for today. That I had strategized and anticipated and observed everything from a distance, getting the chance to see things logically before charging into this whole thing w

Hope you guys enjoy it! Love you lots! Let me know what ya think! https://www.gayauthors.org/forums/story/comicality/jessie-101onlinecelebrity

"Jesse-101" Online Celebrity Chapter Eighteen: "Eight And A Half Minutes" I think my body temperature dropped to sub zero levels in a matter of seconds. A turbulent tremor rushed through me like never before, and I got the biggest lump in my throat as I began to struggle for a decent supply of oxygen. Were my lungs shrinking down to the size of a Lima bean? Or was it just my heart slamming against my chest so hard that it didn't leave them enough room to tend to their normal biolo

Can't stay long! But here ya go! Hope you enjoy! https://www.gayauthors.org/forums/story/comicality/waitingoutsidethelines

"Waiting Outside The Lines 12" My breathing was so short. My heart beating so fast. My face was hot with a massive blush that I couldn't control. I tried to keep from repeatedly taking peeks at Asa and Chandler as they milled around together on the set, preparing for the moment that they were called to film. I knew what they had been up to. I had seen it with my own two eyes. Greyson had too. An aggressive and passionate lovemaking session had just taken place not more than ten minutes a

:: Smooches :: Thanks, dude!

I'm not gonna stay long! But I have the whole weekend off, starting today, and I'm already getting a ton of stuff done! Just needed time to focus! A lot harder than you might think. New "Billy" is up today! So check it out and let me know what ya think! K? Love ya lots, and I'll seezya soon! Back to Comsie work! https://www.gayauthors.org/forums/story/comicality/thesecretlifeofbillychase8

Friday - You know, sometimes I feel like I'm trying to do the right thing, but things get lost in translation somewhere. Like...not only are my efforts having little to no effect on the situation at hand, but I actually might be making things worse. I always seem to make things worse. My heart is in the right place though. I swear. I just don't want to leave everything up in the air and let it linger like I did before Summer break started. See...it kinda started with me talking

Hehehe, thanks, Luke! (Ran out of space for the whole name, didn't ya? I used to do it all the time too!) More to come! ((Hugz))

So a brand new chapter is up tonight! Enjoy! And I'll seezya soon with more! https://www.gayauthors.org/forums/story/comicality/thesecretlifeofbillychase8

Thursday Time... There seems to be no real stable measure of it, you know? Sometimes...I'm sitting in class...with only five minutes left to go until the bell rings. And those are the LONGEST five minutes of my whole LIFE! But other times... Times like now... ...I talk to my dad on the phone, and I realize that he's actually leaving, just a few days from now. I suddenly realize that I wish every five minute period that passed me by could feel just as lengthy and as endless as th

Hehehe! I don't know...we're barely three and a half months into the new year...and I've updated almost everything, haven't I? "New Kid", "Class", "GFD", "Jesse-101", "My Only Escape", "Kiss Of An Angel", "Untouchable", "Billy Chase", "Savage Moon"...I even dusted off "All Eyes Watching" and "Left Without Words". I've got more coming next week, but if I haven't updated something you like by NOW...hehehe, I'm running out of stories! And that's saying a LOT for 'Comicality'! You just need more favorites, buster.