You need to, Drew. My weight has fluctuated wildly over the years, and twice I lost a lot of weight. I once gained weight on purpose to discourage my stalker because I didn't know what else to do. It was a low part of my life, and I understand all the complexities that come with carrying extra weight. I always felt this pressure to be fit and muscled up, and every so often I would break under that pressure, and the weight would pile on... really pile on. Vanity is a powerful thing, but all I care about now is being healthy and feeling good. I look back and see that looks are not important... it's who we are inside, and how we accept ourselves.