I was about 11, and it was this boy called Scott, although I just wanted to be his friend, I didn't fully realise at the time I was in love with him. Then, when I was about 13 there was a boy called Alex, that I used to watch undress out of the corner of my eye, when he was in the locker room during P.E. lessons, I think that was when I fully realised that I was gay.