Julian Alexander

I want to talk to you about two topics, but first: Most of you do not know who I am, but some do from the post that i put up and the poem that i have written. I have started to do this because i want people to think, it is kind of my mission statement. As some of you know my poem "Darkness Within" is posted here and have asked you not to ask for the meaning of it because i truly would like to hear your view of what you think my poem's meaning is, this is also why i do not post my voice about my poem because i do not want to corrupt your view of what you think my poem is about, because like i stated i like your hear your view --- ideas. I want this because in my sixteen years of life i have seen many people silinced and i want them to speak what they are thinking. On with the topics: 1) The first topic ("Thought") i want to talk about is this I want you all to one day or night to go to a mirror and truly look at yourself, for the ladies and some guys that are here to this without any make up --- do this without anything that hides your face, look at the reflection and then close your eyes for a second then open them and ask these two questions are you happy with your life, and are you living your life that you wanted or are you living your life like someone else wants you to. Truly think about these questions and they may help you. 2) 1) The second topic ("Thought") i want to talk about is this This one is for those who have a partner. I want you to look at your partner and ask yourself do you truly "love" him or her, when i talk about love i mean you true love not the one that is talked today in my generation. And also ask yourself are you telling him/her everything about yourself have you been truly honest whith them, have you been truly vunreable to them. I want you to really think about the "love" you have for this person. Do you truly know him/her and do they know you, your real you. As always Thanx for listening Julian Alexander

The reason i wrote this is because i have a friend that just died of it, And i felt that i needed to do something.

Someone once said that the greatest threat to humanity was not ourselves but one small thing, a virus. AIDS has proven to be one of the must deadliest viruses in existence. It the only virus to have touched all continents in our world, all of humanity in one way or another has been touched by this virus, some directly in other indirectly. My generation has grown up with this virus in their daily lives, but they do not always take it seriously because now living with AIDS I not a death sentence. They do not see AIDS in its true form. A virus is not considered alive, but with AIDS it makes it so hard to not imagine it being with thought. It has been able to mutate and make itself more deadly. With the new strain now being seen more, it makes me wonder if we will ever defeat it. I just hope that we will be able to do something soon

FOR ALL of THose Who Missed Last Night's Episode. Moebius: Part 1 The world has lost one its unsung heroes: Catherine Langford, Daniel's mentor and one of the pioneers of the Stargate program, has passed away. She has left Daniel Jackson her vast collection of archeological tomes and artifacts. Among the items, Daniel finds an original 1889 edition of The Eye of the Sun, the only one in existence. The book details the customs and rituals observed by the ancient worshippers of the sun god Ra. More important, it contains a reproduction of a wall painting, discovered by German archeologists near Giza in 1885, that depicts a ceremony over a religious artifact, which Ra's worshippers referred to as "The Heart of Light." It is clearly a Zero Point Module

Well Patrick It started with Carter's Replicator Self killing many of the system lords when she was brought in front of them by one of Baal agents , who at the time was requesting for thire suurender. Lord Baal faces a threat even he cannot hope to survive

Thanx you guys. This is all good advice, I'll see what i can do with my stories. Thanx Again Julian Alexander

Why can i not write out a full story. If you were to look at my documents you would find many prolouges to stories that i want to write about but each time i start to write them out i get bored with them and leave them on a hiatus. I have so many concepts for stories but i can not seem to express them. And when i do write them out i cant seem to piece together certain points or sences to the next one. If you were (if you have access) to look in Private Writing Workshop you would find a story that i want to write about but i cant seem to start it a certain way. This writing stuff is harder than i thought Thanx for Listening Julian Alexander

Thanx Guys for helping me. Nifty came back on yesterday, but since i had to go to work i couldnt write this out. Sorry its a day late Thanx again you guys Julian Alexander

I dont know if anyone else has had this problem, but i cant go on Nifty. I was wondering if any of you had the same problem, just to make sure that my connetion(Phoneline) had no problems Thanx For listining Julian Alexander PS. I HATE BUSH

I know i was supposed to post the second part of the Remembrance & Pondering. This is one of two ways that i feel that i can express my true feelings. Firstly i hope all of you celebrate thanksgiving had a great time. But now i must tell you my story, i just came from the feast that my family had. At first everything was great, nothing bad had happned. Everyone was their dinner. Then we were given a break period to let the food go down a get room for dessert. So i went outside an just found that balance place, i felt so great. I went back in some of my family were seating down for dessert but since i did not want any i sat down on the sofa that was close by. My family started talking, then one of my aunts says that she feel that men are lessening in population, i was really intrigued by this comment so i started to pay attention, they kept talking an then one of my uncles says that he feels the same that real me are going away, then he said "even if you go down to south beach, women are all over, yeah those sissy faggots populate that area

Hey you guys long time no talk, I was just on the net and decided to talk to all you. My parents a few nights ago started to go through the phot albums, when a picture of a boy cought my eye, I havent even thoght about him for a long time. This boy used to be a nieghbor to us he would come over and play with me and my brother (i was five at this time and my brother four) well this boy was(is) very special to me because he was the one who gave me my first kiss. I remeber that he and i were in the bathroom talking and out of no where he ask if we knew how to kiss. I said no so he gets near me and gives a full on kiss, when i mean kiss i dont mean a peck but full on with tounge an all, i of coarse got a hardon . I liked it very much, maybe somehow back then i knew i might like boys(men) because i remeber grabbing his dick and he returned the favor, we kept at it till we took them out and stated to play with them, but it did not last long because my little brother came in and interupted us. It never happned again, for on reason he the next day moved away it seems his family had planned this for a long time, i was devstated but i got over it. So i ask do you remeber when and how was your first kiss. Thanx for listeneing Julian Aleaxder PS: i will add the podering part later

I know most of us have a moment or place where we feel at peace and balanced. My Moment is the few seconds before a rain storm occurs, i go outside a wait for those strong brezzes of wind and i just breathe it all in, and at that moment i feel at peace and balanced. I know it sounds strange but those few seconds/ minutes are the only ones where i feel relaxed. I want to if you all have those moments if so please do tell. Thanx fo listening and hope to here from you guys. Julian Alexander

Hello people Finally have power, went out on saturday at 11:30 PM, just wanted to let you know that i was safe and survieded the hurricane, didnt get hit hard just those bands that didnt stop coming and coming, hope that the middle parts of florida are okay and also hoping that Hurricane Ivan doesnt hed our way. Julian Alexander

(9/3/04--2:48pm EST) Thanx you guyz. right now my family and i are wating to see what happens, just a few more hours till lad fall. I'll get back to you asap Thanz again Julian Alexader :snork:

Have ever had a week where everything that could go wrong went wrong. This week has just been pure hell. I live Miami- Dade County of Florida, so school strated Aug 16 because of gov. bush little test (FCAT) that he wants us to have mid terms before we leave for winter vacation so that 3rd 8th and 10th graders have much more time to prepare for th FCAT. Well i kinda went of topic but on monday i woke up late around 6:45 and school starts at 7:30am, then i get there kinda late, there is no power in the school, its runnig on genrators, the hallways and classes are dark and no A/C( air conditionig. From 7:30am till around 1:oo pm ( time when power was put up) i have this thing if it gets to hot by body goes into uber sick mode. So tuesday i was sick as a dog in school sneezing and all that. Wensday i find out from my fourth periond class that somone had used my name to sign out of school on monday (Since of the heat so called rich people that go to our school left early) then came ring orders (I'm a junior) i get what i want and is see on the recipt that the ring was not $369.57 but nearly $500.00 i knew that if i told my parents saw the bill they would have shit their pants. So i go back and i find out that the lady never tolf that i needed to get my school colors and not gat another or i would have to pay and had to pay to get stone cut a certain way and look of stone. So i finally got the ring down to $408.53. And now here comes a hurricane. Schools are closed, i look at my window and i see shutters. WELL I SHOLUD STOP NOW. AND THANK YOU AGAIN FOR LISTENING Julian Alexander

Have you ever had these moments when your writing when you just feel bored or hate what your writing, even though many peoeple say its good. I have this story that i want to post but each time i start to write is doest come out how like it to. and i feel like i just have to stop. I have put this story on hiatus so mant times that i think i will never finish it. Thanx for listening and Thanx again for wishing me a Happy Birthday Julian Alexader

Hey thanx guys, sorry if i didint reply yesterday. I didnt see that you had this up so thank you again, and yes i did have a good time. UNTIL LATER Julian Alexander :king:

I could do this. i read a whole lot of storys.

We did it! Just moments ago, the Federal Marriage Amendment lost in the Senate by a stunning, bipartisan vote of 50-48. We won this historic victory for two reasons: First, because the politics of division don't work, and second: the votes were on our side. And thank you Myr for the history lesson

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Have you all tried to do something to stop the senate committee to allow this amendment to pass. I know that some of you dont want to interfere but please dont allow the them to put discrimination into in the constitution, which for more than 200 years has not had any hate remarks in it. Please do something to help