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Oliver leapt from me at once. I blinked up from the bed. He stood across the chamber, staring as though he feared me. “What did you say?” he hissed. I sat up, embarrassed. “I said… it would be well enough if you wished to taste my blood.” “Why are you…? How could you…?” I had thought he might be abashed or at worst grieved by my confession, yet he was angry. He strode forth and leaned over the bed. “Do not be so reckless, Timothy! Would you endanger yourself for my satisfaction?”

I saw a beam of light. There was more breaking of wood, the hole widened. At last the barrier was destroyed and the door heaved open. There stood Oliver with an axe from the nearby tool shed. “No! You cannot be here!” Westby was distraught. He unfroze at last, his voice raw and desperate. “Not now!” It sounded as though he had been caught in some shameful embarrassment rather than murder. Oliver was looking at me, he was very still and pale. Westby was thinking frantically. Even if I w

While the particulars of my future profession were being settled, it was only natural that I should spend even more time with Oliver in his near-empty house. My family permitted me to go more freely and Isabel kept her word and said nothing. Alfred had his work cut out for him in restoring the house to order. He was permitted to proceed at a measured pace. Were he to injure himself or fall ill, not only would no labour be accomplished but Oliver would be expected to attend him! He would do

When the time came for our departure Mr. Fitzgibbon wished us well and we at last set out for Slade Vale. It was early August, so I would be returning at precisely the time I had told my family – exactly as they would expect. To be able at last to kiss Oliver, to hold him and to rest my head upon his shoulder had been such a relief. On the journey back we stopped at a tavern and went in. The ceiling was low-beamed and the air somewhat smoky from the hearth. Tallow candles cast long shadows

You have zero self-awareness and are an utterly ridiculous person.

Wrong. If a fork is attacking him for being a cake, it would ripple back home and there'd be theories: Oliver is a fork, because of their overly close friendship. Not damning on its own, but could lead to trouble if there's more slip ups. I'm going to ask, once again, that you stop commenting on this work. I would block you if it weren't for the fact I'd just be unable to see your comments. You're clearly determined to be a menace, but you are embarrassing yourself. I don't know if the issue is advanced age, ADHD or what, but you need to Go Away.

It was late July when we at last resolved to see Mr. Fitzgibbon’s principal residence. At the new place we were renting I was hardly venturing outside and it seemed so suspicious that I had been obliged to feign illness. It was perhaps improper to suppose that Mr. Fitzgibbon would be displeased to let us stay with him. Graciously or not, he had allowed Oliver the free use of his residence in Slade Vale and granted us both our privacy. Even if I had lost some portion of his goodwill, we sti

Mrs. Goddard was in quite a state one morning, fanning herself and moaning while her servants busied themselves about her. “’Twas horrid! Most horrid! Oh dearest me, my poor nerves!” Oliver went to her at once. “My lady, what is the matter?” She took his hand readily. I paused by the doorway, mute with surprise. “It is such a wretched business! I can scarcely credit it. One hears of such things in the city, but it terrified me so! I am safe, of course, but when I recall last

Counter to every natural inclination I possessed was the rout. It was a new, fashionable kind of party hosted by the mistresses of wealthy households, drawing together the great, the middling and the ambitious. They inspired the silly sort of enthusiasm so oft produced by such trends. To-night’s rout was an exception, for it was decidedly off-season – somebody’s idea of one last hurrah now that it was the middle of July. Oliver and I had been in Camulod for over a week. We’d been invited b

You are misunderstanding a lot about my story. No, Mr. Fitzgibbon does not have any idea his son is engaging in homosexual acts and I'm not sure how you are getting that either from my story or my comment. And yes Gerard said Stanley was disagreeable, but that is certainly not something a lawyer would never say, which is what you said. At this point it might be best if you refrain from commenting on this work? Because the misunderstandings keep piling up and it gets exhausting having to address them all. None of these details are confusing the other readers.

Thanks for engaging, but I'm sorry to say you're wrong on both accounts. Mr. Fitzgibbon is choosing to trust Oliver because he knows Oliver to be very reliable. There was actually a whole conversation about moderation being better than abstinence when it comes to a fork indulging, and we can also infer Oliver persuaded his father in private. Stanley is uncommon as a given name in the Regency period, but it's definitely not incompatible with the gentry. I've used a few other uncommon given names too, with Timothy's brothers. About the manners thing, Gerard didn't say anything about Stanley's relatives in this chapter. He spoke to Timothy about THEIR father. They are brothers. I think you need to reread parts of the story and that should resolve the confusion. He did call Stanley rather disagreeable in front of Oliver, but that still isn't something a lawyer would "never" say.

It took us two days by carriage to reach Camulod and we stopped at inns along the way. We had brought many books to read but I considered Alfred with pity. I felt even more indebted to him for driving us so far. Mr. Fitzgibbon had probably increased his wage but nevertheless. I sat close beside Oliver who smiled as though the world belonged to him. We were touching, he would brush my hair, and we took pleasure in the pretty nature as we passed. It was bright and sunny on our first day and we had

The Fitzgibbons’ residence had lost some of its repute, though it had not become outright wild. The ivy was torn down before it could climb the walls but the grass was no longer kept with former neatness. Oliver was receiving no visitors other than myself, though that did not prevent others from attempting to call. He could not openly refuse them but he might plead illness or have it seem that he was not at home. Oliver now attended church alone. People did not find it so strange that he s

“I say Timothy, you read too much by the window,” Mr. Barrington declared. “Sorry Papa, should I read elsewhere?” “That would be best.” It was the sort of occasionally baffling exchange to which I was not unaccustomed. I closed my book and moved away from the sill, deciding I would read outside as the day was sunny. I passed Mr. Barrington as he continued on and wondered what harm there could possibly be or what bad habits encouraged by reading beside a window rather than anywhere

I could avoid the bustle of town if Oliver and I spent time on our families’ lands instead. After the success of the bazaar, we later held an archery event which was much enjoyed by the tenants on Mr. Barrington’s land. Distant laughter and cheers were cut through by the twang of bowstrings. The men wore smocks, the women had straw bonnets. Events such as these were necessarily public and only served to remind me of how little privacy we had. For most of the contest Oliver and I stood toget

MY DEAREST TIMOTHY, As you can imagine, your desire to resume our friendship has occasioned much trepidation and confusion in my father. He did not wish to quit Slade Vale before the season’s end and place us under scrutiny. It took some convincing on my part that we ought not undertake a long journey. My father is a reasonable man and he understands that people like you exist in every town. Still, it presents a certain awkwardness to have one among the gentry, attending the same balls, soc

There was a subscription ball in Pembleton, a country town twenty miles away. Father had finally agreed to hire a carriage as it would assist the marriage prospects of Charity and Rose. Mrs. Barrington considered the ball a necessary engagement and so we went that evening. I had become better at tapering my nerves so my reluctance now resembled my usual trepidation before a social engagement. My parents were less harsh with me now that I had resumed my customary habits: I went out for walk

I was a cake. Two days after our mutual confessions it was Good Friday, and the day after was Charity’s birthday. She was now five-and-twenty, and though father pressed her again about marriage, it did not spoil her day for long and everyone’s good spirits soon returned. The maid brought out a sponge cake and my eyes stuck to it, like some horrible intrusion on my warm family moment. I could not tell them what I was, they would be so alarmed. I was handed my portion. I raised my fork, endea

On the days when I did not meet Oliver, the source of all my hopes, joys, anticipation and impatience was our manservant Westby. It was upon his diligent and weary old joints that my peace depended from day to day. Oliver and I were exchanging letters of great affection. It was a trial to disguise my eagerness from my family, and I never subdued myself as much as I perhaps ought. I would write of my fondness and place my letter in Westby’s hands. He would then go, I would float about my room and

Oliver was to send a carriage to my home to fetch me. We had been acquainted two months. He had visited my home a few times and now I would finally be visiting his. The rules, of course, were different for a social inferior like myself to call upon another. I would most likely be supervised and stay for far less time but the very fact that Oliver would have a carriage sent to collect me and return me home already showed an esteem that exceeded ordinary decorum. Our conversations felt strik

With the coming of March came the arrival of the final Barrington, the firstborn, Gerard of six-and-twenty. He was apprenticed in the law, living with a barrister in Camulod and courting a socially acceptable young lady. Court recess allowed him only a few weeks’ leave but now my family was reunited once more. Oliver had promised that he was looking forward to meeting Gerard. I remembered what Oliver had said when we first met – that it was a lucky family to be entirely untouched by death.

The letters were delivered one morning and Felton was especially excited, jumping out of his seat to meet our manservant. He received no mail but was not dissuaded. “I cannot be displeased to-day, I shall be happy to see my brother when he finally arrives.” I did not think Felton and Hudson were particularly close. I supposed that our separation from him must have led to some sentimentality on his part. Isabel received three letters and Felton seemed happy enough for her, following her

Our manservant had run me a bath. Church was on the morrow and Mr. Barrington desired all his children to be perfectly clean and well-dressed as this would be the first service attended by the Fitzgibbons. In the early afternoon I had watched our manservant labour to drag the copper tub from the outhouse, the maid briefly helping to guide it while the cook cleared space and supervised. Then came the effort of repeatedly filling it with heated water by boiling pot. Afterwards it was drained again