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So I don't know how much occult stuff would be frowned upon to talk about 💀 But part of the reason I made this blog was to talk about Allan as well as writing and other stuff 😈 So when I have sex with my incubus lately he will wait for me to start imagining a scenario before engaging. Then I feel impressions on my body, for me it's an almost soreness between my legs as if he's slamming me. And several times when I'm about to climax he'll stop me, and I'll even feel my cum get pushed down. Sometimes when I do cum he'll only let me cum a bit, then the rest gets pushed back down. And then the next time I cum a lot more comes out 🤔 I should be doing more I reckon, like cutting out porn and trying to practice soul travel or whatevs. Anyway this is how sexual activity occurs between me and my incubus at the moment 🖤👻

Good grief. Is this anything like how you felt when coming out? It's got me wondering. So if I were to give Jack advice I'd say "Wait to come out when you're in college." The main reason being I don't think Jack will handle it well. The fall-out and whatever else, he'll probably explode and be heaps dramatic with his family. And he'll probably be depressed if his classmates start avoiding him. The good thing is Tracy's family could be a good support network. This would get real dark if Jack got kicked out of home and then started living across the street. As for Stephanie's guy friend... he may actually be a gay guy. A more experienced one, which would be interesting. And we also see that Jack considers Jeff cute which means there may be some love triangle after all. Tracy didn't reveal anything too surprising - he avoided Jack because he didn't trust people who weren't out. But maybe Tracy is hiding more secrets.

I finally had the leverage I needed with Simon. Friday afternoon he'd been desperate and agitated, I was there and so he confided in me. It didn't matter that he didn't know why I was taking an interest in him. Maybe he figured I was a nosey busybody. But I was glad he'd confided in me, even if it was just about the crazy idea that he'd seen Tommy Phelps, running around the forest at night as the undead. Usually I would have never believed Simon. I didn't actually know him that well, despite

This is getting worrying. So Jack's naieve confusion feels so real. Almost too real 🤔 In the sense that if a gay romance can get past the base level stuff (issues with coming out and homophobia) then more intricate stuff can be explored. This base, survival stuff (where the issue is on whether the characters can be gay at all) is still important. But the vibe this is giving me is that it will be the only hurdle to Jack and Tracy having a relationship. Like if Jack could just come out, deal with the fall-out and come-what-may, then he and Tracy can be together. But after you get over the gay problems there are the regular romance problems, that straight people deal with. Things like, are they good communicators? Do they both actually like each other? Is one of them impatient, occasionally self-centred, a cheater? Are their personalities compatible - the people they are beneath their sexuality and physical attraction. But honestly the issues you've decided to focus on - homophobia and naievity - are still very relevant. I'm hoping there will be twists here about Tracy and their dynamic in the future.

Oh my. This was quite sad. I came out as gay to my parents when I was eighteen. I did it separately and they did take it well. But everyone's parents are so different. I'm quite concerned for Jack, his thoughts and perception are so skewered by his innocence and just the environment he's been brought up in. This is the kind of stuff straight people should read to get an understanding. Sexuality is pervasive, apparently thoughts of a sexual nature pop up once every six seconds on average, I read that statistic somewhere. So being gay really is something that is a significant part of people, and it's hard to hide the signs of it. Jack's thoughts are quite wrong, but he doesn't know any better. I remember how sharp and confusing things were at a young age. Jack just doesn't know what to do. But he is right about the fact that if he 'comes out' his whole world really is going to change, and at first it won't be for the better. Tracy is probably more experienced in gay romance. He thinks Jack and him are 'playing a game' of sorts. When Tracy says "you don't want a friend like me" I'm really curious about if he means more than just being gay. Perhaps he's toxic, or a bad person due to past trauma (something I hoped), or maybe he's a sexual pervert due to repression and shame (which people would immediately accuse that of being a gay stereotype, but come on, it happens) And finally we get Jack's view on Jeff as a person. Someone he admires and thinks is cute. But someone he doesn't have romantic or sexual attraction to. Interesting.

That night I was reminiscing about school. I sat in my room at my desk, the algebraic fractions homework in front of me. My pen hanging limply from my mouth while I daydreamed. My bedroom door was open, and downstairs I could hear the TV playing a local news report about Tommy Phelps's grave robbery. No one was saying anything about Tommy digging himself out. It was all about the community's outrage and police imploring the local youth to be respectful of the Phelps family's loss. They didn'

Oh God... Yes I knew Jeff would become relevant to the story more. A love triangle? Now to me it's pretty obvious that Tracy has been through some kind of trauma at the old school and that explains his nature here. There are still some mysterious aspects to it though. Like if what happened to Tracy was truly fucked up, maybe he's warped enough now to actually be a bad person. Secretly. That would be a good twist. If Tracy knows that Jeff is gay it makes me wonder why he's interested in being friendly with Jeff but not Jack. Maybe it's cause Tracy has strong feelings for Jack. We've still not been given a physical description of Jeff so I'm looking forward to that. The sexual experience Jack and Tracy shared was innocent and also built sexual tension. It would be interesting if they actually had a sexual relationship first and then emotions started 🤔 Anyway good job.

As I pulled into the student parking lot I already knew something else had gone wrong. Call it intuition. I looked up to see the frenetic jerking of anxiously gossiping teenagers. It wasn't something I'd normally notice – everyone was always gossiping about something. But I saw one girl giving her account to a serious but excited group, only to run off and retell it to another small audience. The deputy principal strode past, bald head downward. He looked glum but he walked quickly into the admi

Peter Morticelli finds himself thrust into a ghoulish mystery, along with the rest of his small town. Strange sightings and happenings are leaving many to beg the question: is somebody tampering with the spirits of the dead? While a mystery is afoot, Peter is more interested in solving the mystery of Simon Chernosky, an unfriendly loner at his school.

Niiiiice. So the sexual tension started when Jack actually masturbated to the thought of Tracy in the shower. Seeing him dance was interesting, and Jimmy's reactions are fitting with the kinda stupidity he was introduced with in the beginning. Then having the two boys be forced into that close proximity during that car ride also helped to build the sexual tension. And get Tracy thinking that Jack might be into him after all. I really hope this won't lead to a scenario where Jack turns Tracy down and hurts him just cause he doesn't want to be gay.

This is good 🙂 I enjoyed the banter between Jack and his Mum. It was a refreshing change and seemed more realistic than other parent-child relationships I've read on here so far. I like the concept of this, I thought you were going to make Tracy come across as more blaringly gay to make Jack have a bigger reaction. Maybe Jack would hate Tracy because of internalised homophobia and his own fears, but be forced to hang out with him and eventually admit to himself that he admired him. But seeing as we already know that Tracy's a dancer I suppose he doesn't need to be blaringly gay just for Jack to be reactive later. It actually seems like his first reaction is to be attracted to him, which is nice. I want to credit you for the part about Jeff being publically outed and his subsequent ostracisizing. It was so dark and gritty and awful and real 🙁 I love stuff like that in stories. I was surprised that Jack didn't mention how he felt about Jeff, physically or anything else. I never knew anyone gay in my classes so it would've been something I focused on. Good job!

This could have promise. I sometimes like stories of this nature because although certain cliches are common, they can also be whimsical and surprise us with plot direction. Some people like to read about a cast of fit and unnaturally attractive people 😆 I can see how it can be an appeal, sometimes. Thanks for sharing!

An abrupt place to end the chapter. But it's still good, I'm being drawn in by the fascinating details and the knowledge you have. I think this would benefit from paragraph line spacing. The information on plane flying and restoring the old WW2 base is interesting.

When I started reading I was pulled in by your prose and descriptiveness. I live in Australia (though near Sydney) so it was fascinating to read about those rural places. Usually you would start a new line when someone else starts talking. There's no mention of romance or even of Jex being gay. I wondered if perhaps his friend Marcus was going to be a love interest, but we didn't get description on him. Romance would've hooked me in as a reader. Good job.

As per Renee Stevens' pinned post in the Lounge, this is a good way to start off a blog 😋 Authors: Have you experienced writer's block? If so, what helped you get past it? Yes. Unfortunately I believe the best way is to force yourself to write. First write out the dot point list of what your chapter will contain, and then sentence-by-agonizing-sentence grind that baby out of you like your bones in a meat-grinder. It hurts and it's supposed to. Even though its a strain, in my experience the writing doesn't end up reading like a strain so it's worth it. If your writer's block is about inspiration for a new story I recommend finding multiple inspirations, a situation from your past that was signficant to you as well as travelling somewhere. The aesthetic and the feeling of a town or place can be enough to colour your writng. Do you use an outline? Why or why not? Absolutely. You can't write a great story in any other way. I have written stories without outlines for the purposes of fun, but I consider these amateur stories. What was the hardest story for you to write? Why? Anything that was personal came out rather easily, I suppose because I haven't experienced anything too traumatic to write about. So the hardest story to write was a long fanfiction of mine that I started to lose interest in but because it had a lot of invested followers I felt obligated to continue, though updates were slow. Do you base characters off of real life people? Are they completely fictional? Or some of both? And how does it affect your writing of said characters? I absolutely have based characters off real life people. Especially very minor characters like teachers. Sometimes I base individual characters off multiple real life people. It's hard to say whether any character is completely fictional, because they're probably subconsciously based off one or more thing. To my knowledge basing characters off real world people doesn't affect my writing much, I can separate the created character from the person in my mind. What first got you into writing? What was your first story about? In primary school I used to write Star Wars fanfiction with original characters, as did my younger brother. We were creative children. In high school I started uploading stories to sites like FictionPress and FanFiction, creative writing assignments and my friends helped with this. I've been in love with writing since. . I also have experience with poems, reading and editting. I'll probably answer those questions in later updates.

This thread is old but pinned, so I'll answer as many of the questions as I can in a new blog 😋

This was a tough question for me. I'm far more focused on the emotional aspects of being gay. But doesn't the emotion stem from the physical? I think it does - our sexuality drive is hardwired into us. Sex and attraction are primal instincts. But I do spend more time being enchanted by romance and personality as opposed to just boinking and hot guys 😋

Hello hello! I'm a new member who is still getting used to this site. I'm very excited to find a place for stories written by other gay people. I know fiction is supposed to be an escape from reality, but I think there's so much more to gain from reading stuff by authors who've experienced the same kind of real-world struggles and lessons. Most gay romances on other writing sites are written by teenage girls and lack the real-world nitty-gritty. I have three novellas that I'm excited to share but it seems I need to do the required amount of posting first.