BayAreaSooner

So the line was crossed, you can justify this with all the fancy words I your vocabulary, but youCorbin have joined another fraternity...a fraternity of cheaters, hope it was worth it.

The kiss that wasn’t. Not buying this line it’s just business....Corbin can sugar coat this anyway he wants, but this was borderline cheating. And once a cheater, always a cheater. So I hope Corbin really thinks his actions through...

Manipulative little “Bitch”. Does the real Lee ever call you out on your shit?

JUST THE BEGINNING! I’m not sure I can keep reading this and fight down the urge to hunt you down. You are just going to torment us with this back and forth shit.

You make me so damn mad! You’ve said more than once that this is an autobiography so keep that in mind every chapter. I’ve made the assumption you are Corbin, sometimes I wonder if you are really Mike. But then I think damn, this kid is really getting the shit knocked out of him during what are supposed to be the best, most fun years of your life. Then I just want to hug Corbin and tell him it is going to be ok, except I really don’t know. You’re telling this story, so again I make assumptions that you’ve landed on your feet and hopefully are happy with your life 12 years later. You are now mid-30’s in again one of those periods that are supposed to be the best of your adult life. right now I want to just hit anyone that is a Brit! It’d be better if it were Pete but I’ll settle for any Brit. My heart just aches for Corbin and I’m sitting here thinking just a little more than 5 months and Mike comes fighting for his man.

I think we all have or at least need someone like Lee in their life. It probably would not hurt to be Lee, although I’m not sure I ever was, maybe can’t see the truth in my life to admit to it. I know in my fraternity days I had someone like Lee, a kindred in-the-closet spirit so to speak. I know he definitely boosted my ego and power trip. For different reasons I had a Lee type person in my latter 30’s. I’m not sure what I provided to him, for me it was again a power trip to help my ego. Just an honest assessment of a darker period in life. I find it interesting that someone thinks Corbin is just now coming to a dark side, I was under the impression he lived there most of the time. I agree he and Pete are toxic. I still want/hope he and mike find their way back to each other. College is fun, it’s about experimenting, it’s about a lot of things. Mike may not be perfect and it could be an imperfect relationship, but he is finally honest with himself and Corbin that he loves him. I get he doesn’t promise anything too, at that age 6 months is almost eternal. They both need to grow up. But I still like the “idea” of Mike and Corbin together. Now something in the back of my head that I keep thinking… even Jonathan said this is basically an autobiographical account with some modification. So we’re all sitting here assessing Pete Mike and whoever else… Some or all of us may have to eat a lot of crow at the ultimate result of who Corbin ends up with. Maybe neither of these guys. I’m sometimes thinking I should temper my words, what if I’m trashing his husband or something.

Jonathan you are absolutely killing me....I love Corbin & Mike, why do you insist on these stumbling blocks. Ugh I hate is chapter and screw Pete, he is a coward. And as one who was a coward until I turned 30, I have earned the right to call a spade a spade. Corbin deserves better, he literally lived a lie until hitting college and he deserves to love and be loved. It seems Mike could be the one to love him if he could just be patient. UGH!

I love me some Mike the Cadet. He is a good guy and he really is showing how much Corbin means to him. He didn't have to react to Pete, but I guess after probably overhearing Corbin's declaration, he felt he needed to reinforce that he seconded the sentiment. I'm sure there will be fall-out, can't wait to see how you Mr JWolf piss me off by screwing with Corbin & Mike. P.S. Did you really hate Lee so much you forced him away like that? I wished our fraternity had used a ball system like that. Simple majority ruled on voting in pledges. But as an officer and Treasurer, I found it sometimes easier to get rid of them through other "Official" means.

I love sex and laundry. Mike was cute with his unannounced and unplanned shopping trip for sheets. I love how far he has come with Corbin. That hard shell has softened, but how much further will he give in. To even have Corbin's dick in his mouth was not something I expected to read quite this soon. I did expect that he would eventually suck Corbin, just not quite this quick. What I'm not sure is if Corbin will get the pleasure of entering the inner chamber of Mike. It was also huge that he let Mike skip the condom, that is a whole new level of trust for both of them. What is Pete thinking right now? Did he push Corbin too far? So if I'm Corbin, the friendship with Amanda is over, finished. No way she picks Pete's side over Corbin, she hasn't even given Corbin the chance to tell his side, not that he has too. If she had been a true friend, her loyalty would have been to Corbin and that would not needed questioning. I have no problem with her inviting Pete to her party, but it should have been with the warning, that her friend Corbin would be there as well.

Ok Mr. JWolf, you never actually confessed to my question "Are you Corbin"? So I feel I have to tread carefully. I find Corbin smart, too smart for his own good. I can't believe spending the effort he did taking down Melanie, not your average college student can go that route and at the same time take on a Dean that had been somewhat a "Friend" if not an ally. That was risky and clearly the outcome of the meeting and the Dean's response was not something Corbin planned for. I'll be curious to see how you mend that relationship. I'm also not sure how much I want to criticize Corbin if Corbin is really Jonathon Wolf, that would be bad form on my part. But come on really, did you really think "I wondered if I shouldn’t just call Mike back, explain that I’d followed his advice and that he had won out over the Brit"? He had won???? To me, I'm not sure how much respect that really shows for Mike. But its clear Mike knows he is 2nd choice and is okay with that slotting. In a way he has to be considering his own restrictions on committing to a relationship with Corbin. Each interaction with Mike, we are learning more about Mike and he is clearly starting to have feelings he was not prepared for and still has no idea how to deal with especially given his ambitions. If memory serves this was during the Don't Ask period and that was worse for gay service men/women than before the policy. But this whole area of I'll just settle for Mike bothers me. I just don't think in the matters of the heart you can "settle". Yes I know it happens daily, but do those situations last. I'm old school and I believe in a long-lasting relationship til "death do us part" level of commitment to each other. Of course, I tell the better half often, that that whole "death do us part" can be arranged! Also, please don't think I'm thinking bad of Corbin either, I think every situation is different and only that person can know their mind and heart and the actions that follow are based upon that specific situation. I absolutely love this story and I'm so thankful you pointed me in the direction of the GA site where there is literally double the amount of chapters posted on Nifty. I've got a lot of catching up to do and knowing me, a few sleepless nights ahead as I know I can't just stop reading.